Wed 30-jun-2010
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Last day of month six, or half of the year 2010.
Conf with india started on time today. But I am feeling not that motivated. Low energy.
Even the talk there is about diman the calcuta lead talking about his dad been admitted to hospital.
End of meeting around 8pm now
Sent a hi to eva on google chat, no response. :( well I am not going to hold this against her and have any ego problme . hahahaha,, my ego is already dead there.
Sent her the email I wrote couple of days ago. Wish she could just let go and not keep fooling her self into believing things that are not true.
But I can only try to certain extend. After that its her own personal choice.
10 to 11 team meeting with client
Then meet up with Karthi and help set up the changes in T2 for him and then set up ids for Matt in dtc/mvc
forgot cell phone at home return to get it.
Got mail from Mali about her parents coming in tomorrow from India. Funny today was the exact day one year ago, eva and family left from vancouver.
Guess she does not even remember the days and time. I am Still haunted by the way she cried at the airport. Made my heart cry and I was trying to make her think of something funny and different. How innocent and sincere she felt at that time.
Went to sleep early, kind of felt exhausted. Don't know why, is it the Monday night salsa catching up with me? Guess it takes about 2 days of holding on and then the body is no longer able to sustain and crys for rest. cheers end up sleeping on the couch, forget dinner then wake up around 12 and go to the bedroom to my luxirious bed.
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