Friday, Jun-11-2010
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Woke up early at 4:30 am not sure what caused me to wake up. But went back to sleep again and then got out of bed by 5:30am. After the morning wash room visit. Just checked mail to see Evas mail. This one was a bit more calmer and peaceful and with positive feelings.
Replied to that and also sent her a email I got from Sailaja. About breathing, it was really a very good mail to forward as it had some simple yoga techniques with explanation.
It is very strange how the human body is build. Its a whole area of unlimited exploration.
Beacause of taking time to reply, I got delayed by a couple of mins and reached desk about 3 mins late for joining the 7am conf call with Kolkota.
hahaaha,, again the Indian teams 7:00am (EST) which is like 4:30pm IST is always 10 mins late.
poor kriss is going crazy trying to explain stuff to the people in India. Hope he will not go mad by the end of this project.
Was thinking about Malini, she seems to be into Hiking too, but she likes to be control, plan everything and go. Guess she is a very organized person.
Not adventurous like me and Eva, just going with out any reservations or major plan. Just go and then try to find a place to stay, hehehehe,, that was some high stressful risk we took. Don't think Eva even realized how stressed I was hoping that we don't have to spend our night in some place with crazy murdering psychos around. Especially in Sanfranciso and when returning at Cedar city.
Wish we had lived for sometime together and established a more working relationship and understanding before we took the risk of testing the relationship with the trip.
Well I tried and like Cecile said, she is still trying to find herself. A women knows what another women is going thru better. And since they seem to come from similar background and Cecile been much more experienced understand her actions better. We all like to think that we have discovered ourself but after sometime and more experience in life, we understand that what we thought and imagined 10 years ago was so foolish and immature.
That is life. Live life today and live it with goodness of heart and intentions. And I am able to sleep peacefully with out any guilty conscious.
Cheers
7:40am and the conf call is still on... i see the message light on my work phone on. have to wait for the conf call to be over to check who left a msg for me.
7:50am Conf call still on. Talks about auditing and stuff. :)
got a interesting quote "The practice of peace and reconciliation is one of the most vital and artistic of human actions"
Guess I am trying to practice that with Eva. And in turn finding healing within myself and the hurt. A great experience of putting my ego and dignity to one side. Did not know that I could go down so much just for the sake of love.
Good to know my commitment limits.
7:55am end of conf, now to get back to my job
:)))
Saw the news that FIFA world cup football started off and there was a draw between mexico and South Africa opening game. Was too late to get it on Espn3.
Was too busy working on trying a way to fix some issue for future development.
12:30pm get out of work and reach home by 12:35. heat up the last of the curry and have it with rice.
1:30 heading out to work again. Everyone at work seems to be in a very relaxed state and already making grand plans for the weekend. That is the huge difference in life style in US and India.
Got to call Malini and see what her plans for the weekend are. Atleast good to know there is a Indian girl who is interested in Salsa dancing and Hiking. cheers ;)
Surprise, surprise for me to in the afternoon surprise to see her mail saying that tonight she maybe busy, she is just retruning from an Audit from boston and that she wants me to come hiking tomorrow (saturday) near to her house in the town of princeton, where the hiking group is meeting. After the hike she wants to go out with me to eat. And then from there go out salsa dancing. She sent the mail via iPhone when driving back. Sweet and thoughtful girl.
Only thing discouraging for me is the long drive. Hopefully she makes it worth while with her company. She promised to give me a software so that I can get all the iPhone apps free. Lets see how that works, do I have to remind her or will she give it to me. Lets see if she is thought full enough to care about what she promises and follow it up.
got back home by 6:30. had a few indian snacks. nothing big. then had a vodka canberry juice (Cosmo). relaxing on the balcony, listening to the birds sweetly romancing with their sweet talk to each other.
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