Day, how will it be?

Wednesday Jun-16-2010
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Woke up 5am and was up and about. Had a troubled sleep. Because of work, issue of fixing bug, hope that gets resolved soon.
Thinking about aunt and wish there was something I could do.
And over all an uneasy feeling.

Just made it to work around 7:10am joined in the daily conf call.
and found that the meeting of 8:am for CTI in india needed to be moved to 9:30am to 10:30am, which must 7pm to 8pm IST.

Saw a horoscope forecast

Your energy is largely focused on -- if not devoted to -- the concept of love right now. Love really is all you need, especially when it arrives in such an amazing package. Someone has recently entered (or is just about to enter) your life, and you feel like they may actually be too good to be true. Stop pinching yourself and just open your eyes -- this really is happening to you, and you don't want to miss it.

Is this possible, or is this something good to motivate myself into thinking that something positive is going to happen to me soon. Well either way it feels nice to read something flattering and something good to look forward to.
Its in a way like the words or philosophy and positive reaffarmation :)

Lets see how the day moves ahead. almost 7:50 am now

Get chatting with Eva on the iGoogle. saw her blog liked the part

Ideal action = generate energy + avoid dissipation of energy
What generates the dissipation of energy:
- regrets over dead past
- anxieties of unknown future
- excitement over living present (indispensability syndrome)

But i think that is part of living and learning.

It was nice chatting with eva on philosophy, wish she was more verbal and able to articualte her views when we talk. That way we could easily help each other think more and understand the wonderful world of Pshycology , Philosophy, Religion, Behavior, Nature, Dancing, Hiking.

Well what ever happens she is a different girl. Not every one is like her, wish we had better circumstance to have met. All seemed so hurry hurry and not enough time to really get to know each other on a spiritual and emotional level.
And realising that I wanted to get back together and made all possible effort. But she seems to have a very high wall up against me and not even wanting to consider.

Unfortunately relationships need the willingness of two people at the same time in life. :)

Just because one person is willing does not mean there is a possibility of anything happening. Sad reality. I hope she really finds what she is really looking for. And not get confused with what she sees there in India and fall for smooth talking people.
I can only wish the best for her and hope that she stays sincere and not loose the sense of truthfullness and honesty.
Hope that she not be that naieve and foolish to fall into the trap of some smooth talking people. Who will just lead her and use her for what ever self serving reasons.

9:30 meeting with Indian team and the possible future person who will be helping me / assisting me with my work from Bangalore.
10:30 status meeting for r19

12:noon start of with a question to Murali about the feasibility of using EAI for a screen pop. And one by one all the guys chip in and everyone seems to be having a brilliant idea better than the other.

In the end Eaklavs Idea seems to be making much more sense. Go up to the call center and check out with Anish and see that in the past 2 months they had a change in the way of operating. They used to use 2 computer, now they are using only one. So this goes easily with the model suggested by Eaklav.

1pm head off with Raj D to his house and then took him to the post office so that he could post some important doc for his wifes job in India.
1:50 pm reach home have lunch, Curd rice for the 2nd day. no meat, no veggie, no curry. just plain rice and yogurt.

Not able to connect to work again. Reboot system and the try to establish connection with wireless. took some time. Then around 4:15pm head back to work so that I can get to the training at 4:30. Around 6:30 pm get back home.
Sit out and start thinking about the path taken by my life.

Don't feel like going out for a run either, the sky looks like vancouver the whole day. Then saw a pizza delivery guy delivering to the neighboring building. Go over to the fridge and take out the Mediterranean Frozen Pizza I had, put it in the oven and have half. After that do not feel like eating.

Turn on the radio and listen to Rock music. :)

was browsing the greeting site and came across a very wonderful card with touching words. Just could not resist the temptation of sending it to Eva. Not asking her to do anything, just sending her something sweet and wonderful from the heart.

Such was my day.