Beautiful day

Thursday Jun, 17 2010
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Got up early after going to sleep early and mentally tired.

Then got to see sweet mail from Eva. Made my day also the Snow ball effect of our thoughts and the need to control them.

Replied back to her mail about my thoughts about the US and Indian way of thinking and life.

Cheers heading to shower now.

Get to work by 6:50am. cheers almost empty parking lot.

7:00am log on to the call and kriss gets in still sleepy at 7:05am. Indian group seemed to be on time today.
7:41 meeting ends with lots of discussion on code changes.
Beautiful day, was smiling and getting smiles back even from drivers who were driving by me. And its bright and sunny outside, not hot, not cold.
Just pleasent.

Chatted with Eva for some time. Wish she would open up more. Because like before., it always seems that she is just listening and I am having a monlouge . Not really sure if its just her personality to listen or if what I am trying to communicate is way above her ability to understand. Or if she is just taking in the information and not able to process it or she is just too taken in by all the new things I keep thinking and rolling off to her.

But she has this way of making me think about things no other women made me think. Only wish that we had met under better circumstances.
But now when the circumstances have improved and was good for us to try living as a couple and trying to see how we can work out our life and synchronize.
She is just not willing to. And seems to have a huge wall up. Well I tried all possible.

11:am got chating with Li about the Moc pop, she is in New Jersey and needed info about the Siebel works with Avaya

Series of emails back and forth between people. And I got chatting with Li on the internal company chat app

12:30 head home have the rest of the frozen pizza and a glass of milk.
Get back to work. still trying to figure out the solution for the issue with the program code. Trying asking Kriss for help he seemed to be busy. Think I will make one last attempt. almost frustrating to the point of giving up

Suddenly have another brain strom. And apply that . Wooo hooo it worked like magic after compiling.

Ahhh what a sense of achievement. It should not have taken more than half a day and I took like 5 days. All because I was looking at it in a very different way. Just had to pull back and look at it differently and the solution appears. I was defining the poblem wrong. I was looking at some symptom and trying to fix that, when in fact the symptom was the result of issues else where.

Just like life, have to just pull back and look where the real issue is.

Feel really charged up after having fixed this bug. Sometimes solutions are right in front of us, but we are not able to see it. So much for my own ego getting kicked in the butt. I am more humbled now. Thats another good learning lesson.

4:30 get to the training again and out by 5:30

Ajit wanted to know the Moc Pop was a desktop app or a Internet browser based. After the training go to the Call center and ask them , also get to see that its a IE based app, not a desktop app.

Feeling really charged. Called up the Dept of labour to complain about the company not having paid me the wages for two weeks of work done in New York. But kept getting the wrong sub -department. might try tomorrow.

Narayan called me again. Trying to get me to commit to meeting the malu lady friend of his.
I kept telling him no, I am not ready to do anything like that. He was trying to have her fly over to Philly and then have me pick her up at the airport. I told him I don't have a car that is registered and I cannot take the risk of driving like that.
Hope I don't get weak and fall for the pressure tactics he is using.

Also have to go out for my customs documentation tomorrow as I am driving a car with out any registration.

Lets see it almost 7pm if I can cook any curry up.