May 22 2011, lazy sunday

22 May 2011, sunday

well hectic week, heading off to hike with sid and group on the saturday. was feeling low on energy, apprehensive about the project on monday, where I am entering the lions den with out knowing the abcds properly, rather going there with no great experience. And its a go live in st lou on tuesday.

was thinking about my life and stuff on the quite beautiful hike, in fact was surprised that I felt like puking with repulsion at the every thought of a person like Eva. Surprising how with revelation of more information about the person you get to see the most evil and disgusting behavior and character. Something you choose or are foolish not to see when in love and hope that things work out.
So glad I am saved from such a person.
Was getting mails from mei in china who was regretting having treated her ex badly. But then it is too late for that, I still have my doubts that she must have changed for him, her behavior towards Jay was really bad. showed that she was still bad towards people and too self centered. But as the laws of nature goes some mistakes are too late to correct.

Towards evening went to bsils and had a non stop salsa with a beginer. latter was watching most of the games people were playing there.
Realised that I do not have any game at all, as much I like to think that I can do something, nope, no game at all.
Its best to concentrate on work and improving my career that I have constantly been neglecting , high time for been responsible and focused.... ahhh the same old story.

Sunday woke up a bit late and then headed over to costco and was trying to get my itenary straightened out.

need to take print outs.

went to costco and got a few stuff. Guess I would not be needing food for sometime as all expenses will be paid for by the client.

called up home and again had a tough time trying to get dad out of the scared mentality of having lived in a dictatorship, guess he will always be like that after having gone thru the bad phase in indian history and ending up not been able to trust the official machainery of Indian government.
Had seen the same kind of been scared in mhu, he had come from lanka after the roits and kind of seemed scared of the cops.