May 18 2011, anticipation

May 18 2011 Wednesday.

Woke up with a stronger purpose to work out my abs. so far so good. waist seems to have gone down by a few inches. Shedding off the excess accumulation from the india visit. Ahh Indian moms just love to over feed their kids.

good to know Raj was heading to visit his parents too for a 3 day visit extending his middle east business trip.

now the wait starts for my Wiscosin trip. glad that its almost summer and not winter, would hate to go there during that time.
Good god, hope I can get this kind of earning for a few more years and then feel a bit safer and stable economically. Had things gone to plan, I should have been stable long ago, but things in life never go as per plan. hehehe thats why its called life.

Good to get mails from my portugal trip mates j and me, me seems to have got back to her home after traveling around the world, maybe on her dads money or with the photo shot / modelling assignments. only she would know the real deal.
as everyone just found out that we all have the same desire to be pampered and spoiled in love. But those are again short term, for a long term relationship to be happy and wonderful, it would take the 100 percent effort from each, not 50-50.. 100 percent from each.
When one is pampered and the other is pampering most of the time, that relationship is soon to hit a rock and sink. just like mine,, where I ended up putting in all the effort and the princess just went around care free doing her own things with out any sense of responsibility and accountability. Like I was some kind of slave waiting to drive her highness around and wait for her to come back from her adventures... hahahaha.. and as was destined, soon it was crash time. I should have known better than to invest all my emotions and self into it. Again fantasies and hope that things may change and that people would realise things and become more accountable and responsible are not things that always work.

Cheers to lifes lessons and lessons from mistakes.

Time to move on, was thinking about pam from the hiking. her pics seem so sweet and she seems to be of the intelligent kind. Thou I felt that she may bite if I talk with her. But the way she tried to explain and educate me when I asked her about something, just melted my heart. Maybe I can get to meet her again and try having a better conversation with her. loved her smile (when ever she did that).

Evening past working hrs, sent out a mail to bos about the contract, who in turn sent out mail to sankbha about the po and start date,,,,, no reply from sankbha so far.

Got myself a chilly and chicken burger from wendys.... atlast a burger after a such a long time. got to compare it with the family owned crispy chicken.....