Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Jul 20 2011, day of unravelling

Wednesday, Jul 20 2011,

The day , have a feeling that its going to reveal itself like layers of Onion been peeled. In a way arousing my own curiosity as to what lays ahead.

Yesterday signed up for the new apartment, again for 3 month only. So unsure of the next steps related to the job I may get. So far no one contacted me and its been 3 weeks. So soon they may either kick me out and in that case will be moving to a new short term project in an entirely different location.

Looking for a perm job, but non seems to be materializing.

And this opportunity to study some great subjects is in front of me and I am not making any good use of it. So totally feeling unmotivated and on the border of depression. Which in turn is making me lazy and not able to motivate myself to do any work out or go for a run. Which again is causing me to become fatter and fatter..... ahhhhh

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