Jul 07 thursday, why is it....

Thursday, Jul 07, 2011

Why is it that the things we want most always seems to be so elusive. Was putting down on paper a couple of things that are most important to me and they seem to elude me. WHY.

Something from Osho... never ever thought that I would get back to Osho again after about 20 years. But some of his words do make sense thou not all his contradictory statements and claims of been an incarnation of Buddha.

"Everybody has been a child, and everybody has the same urge to get love; and nobody is born in any other way. So all are asking, "Give us love" and there is nobody to give, because the other person is also brought up in the same way. So one has to be alert and aware that just an incident of birth should not remain a constant prevailing state of your mind. Rather than asking, "Give me love," start giving love.

Forget about getting, simply give; and I guarantee you, you will get much." Osho
Love without clinging
Let go of expectations, rules, and demands
Free yourself from the fear of being alone
Be fully present in your relationships
Keep your love fresh and alive
Become a life partner with whom someone could continue to grow and change
Surrender your ego so you can surrender to love.

So I guess that its the inner child in me crying out for give me love and have been chasing it. But even when I decided to just let go and love for the sake of love, only ended up loving the wrong person and hurting my self, when I should have sensibly pulled out at the right time. good lessons of life learnt . :)



dads house and ancestral property:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVvsFP_fHD0

hmm my video of deshusking and working early morning at home 6:30am.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=59V-6hLiwG0


Should I go for the biriyani today or just let go? maybe if I can make it out by 7:30 should be able to get there before 8:30 and get some biriyani packed for the week end.