Wednesday Aug 04 2010
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Woke up around 4 and was tossing and truning. did not feel like getting up even after the alarm went off at 5am. But after saying oooommm namaaaa shivya just pushed myself out of bed at 5:30am.
Day of making presentation to client team about CTI. not sure what their objective is. its been about 4 months and I have not done any real productive work that I am used to doing usually. And now we have got another girl in Bangalore that is going to join the team next week.
So the troubling question in my mind is whats really happening, I don't have enough to that makes me fee justified for the salaray I am paid. what is the idea of having another person in.
Will it be just knowledge transfer and then I get moved to some other project in some other place, with they were transprant about their plans, So that even I can mentally prepare myself for any change in location and Client.
7:05am made it to the conf, damm they started on time before me.
Saw eva online, sent her a msg and then she puts her status to Busy with out even replying.. hehehe its so strange or is it just human tendency to claim all kinds of Culture and then critizing others and then do things that are not considered as good culture..... Guess some people use Culture as an excuse. And Eva is a person who is so far from practicing her own culture, does not even know to cook the traditional food of Czech and her mom had to tell us that there are Traditional authentic Czech food. So she is person like many who use the story line of "in my Culture" for her own convinence and to manipulate to get her own things done or to impose her will.
Well thats another reason i think I am not the best ambasador of my own culture either. Atleast I keep the core values of living and know to cook some Malu food. :)
It was strange to get two msgs from Malini in one day. Seems to be going thru something. Most likely because her parents are here and she is counting the days towards their leaving by next week. Not sure if its in a good way or bad. Not sure if she is close to her parents or dad or mom.
Last yeat it was with Eva and her parents. It was nice to meet them. Thou going to Czech would mean that we would need a translator to communicate. And going by what Eva seems to say, not sure if she will be there. Well I will just go by the flow if she is not there, then I will just go to other places to explore on my own.
Life is too short to waste much on other people who maybe having their own agenda and plans. :)
had meeting with clients around 11:30 ,, was not bad as I thought and got to know more about their plans going forward. More focus seems to be to strengthen the off shore team and have one point of contact here who can take care of both Avaya and Siebel.
Now thinking about it, looks like Mat can be the point of contact for cts and then the girl in bangalore can easily take over and do what ever is required to do at the siebel end.
Got home, and then started reading the novel from John Grisham, "Summons". Wanted to go for a run. But wanted to do that around 9pm.
By then I was feeling a bit lethargic and was only able to motivate myself to go to the gym and do some fast cycling. well something is better than nothing.
Got back home and heated the rice and chicken curry. Wanted to make some beans fry. maybe tomorrow.
Again off to bed with the book.... passed out somewhere in between. Ahh its be so long since I read my last novel. Should start getting into it, now that I am trying to live with out a TV. Can seen the huge 50 inch ples HD TVs thru the windows of my other neighbors. The images are so clear even at the very distant that I am in. wow to technology.
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