Monday Aug 02 2010
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Great start after spending time alone in contemplation and enjoying time with my self. Got a lot of things done and also started reading a book by John Grisham, yesterda, Don't remember the last time I was reading a book.
Never the less, fell asleep early and then as usual moved from the couch to the bed around 1am troubled a bit by the acidity from eating the spicy chicken curry I got to make yesterday. Got to balance it with yogurt.
Well woke up 5am but tried to mediate with a sleepy head. Hope tomorrow I will just get out and freshen up, have a shower and then mediate.
Birthday day month,,,, should call up mom, naryan, and others....
Got to work early , Ashish was introduced to the off shore team as the new PM. Got chatting with eva, she seems to get angry or touchy for no reason at all. Tried to explain to her. Looks like its more of her own EGO and Arrogance that seems to make her think that no should tell her anything and that she is too way up above anyone to be told anything. Guess I just have to take the why should I even care and bother about you, if you know everything and you are way up above all and do not need any kind of help from anyone or just me, so be it. I should just try to control my own foolishness of overly caring and I should feel less bad or hurt cause of her reaction. :)
Get to the war room around 9:30 only to have Tanya come in for their meeting so was not able to test out the screen pop for call coming thru .
Afternoon go and get AAA memebership. basic.
Then go over to the Honda show room to get a quote. damm the part cost about 33 dollars and the labour was like 150 to fix the latch that opens the hood.
need to send across the fax with the details of the damage and see what I can get out off that from the moving company.
around 3pm get a msg from sangi asking me about the pop. Tell her I am working on it and will get it across to her in the night.
then 4 to 6:30 there was the KT from Kris to Ashish so after that I go to the war room do a few more tests with modifications and send my report and suggestion to Sangi @7:30.
Get home around 7:50 kind of exhausted, wondering if I should really go for salsa as I promised Laura from Dominican republic. Check the mail to see a mail from her saying that she is tired too, so tell her not to worry as I was at work for 13 plus hrs and I am exhausted too.
Then get a mail from malini telling me how exhausted she is from taking her parents around for the past month or so and wanted to go out with me as soon as they are get on to the flight to India. hmmm
Tell her about my wanting to go to Europe, soak in the culture and go hiking in czech and slovakia and maybe go to greece, check out some museums and history.
No mood to go out running either, mentally kind of exhausted.
watch baseball world junior between Tai-pe and austraila . happy to see aussies get beaten.
okaay might as well catch up on the John grisham novel and see what the plot is evolving into.
Its funny how he was describing about the pain the hero was going thru because his wife left him and went on to marry someone else with out any explanaiton. And I was able to feel his pain and the hundred thousand questions that creeep up cause of the actions of women who think that they are above any kind of accountability.
So proud and arrogant that they think that they are above every one , Divas who think that men are just born to be their slaves. Well good for such women.
Well some men are like that too,
Just today afternoon, when I tired to tell murali that he could get a $14 worth of certificate for the test he cleared. His reaction was, "what will I do with that". Good question, but the way he worded it and said, was full of Arrogance and huge Ego, like these things do not matter at all and that I was a fool to even suggest something nice for him. Its a certificate for soft skills of business communications, a great add on to the Resume. But with that attitude, next time I hope I am more in control and not even think or rather try my best to recommend anything that I think is good for him. Because I am not interested in been at the receiving end of someone elses Eogistical Arrogance and feeling of Superiority. If you think that you are superior, okay, just have fun with your life.
All I have to do is harden my feelings of wanting to do good and help ya. And let nature teach you good or bad, or give you good or bad, or help u positively or negatively or help you prevent or help you progress ,,,,,
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