Friday, Apr 13
Was feeling  better today morning. After I got shens mail went for tango in the evening. as expected entered late, and got left out, with all the judgmental gals, who did not want to partner with a brown skinned guy.... so my first partner turned out to be the super smoking hot instructor, whos face light up after the first few steps and asked me if I did it before.. woooo.. I was almost shivering and told her how tensed I was feeling with my first steps....
Then ended up partnering with another gal sweet gal Emily, who looked like was with out a partner and walked towards me. yea... my first real Tango partner.. danced with her for most of the class and we rocked it... it was nice to see the regrets on the faces of the few snobs who did not want to partner with me before... well karma has a way to get to ya.

hehehe..

went for salsa after and met a gal from india who is into performing..... ahhhh not a big fan of performares, always seeking too much attention to themselves... but she was so delighted and kept complimenting me. hmm feels warm.
should have danced with the few other indian gals who were beginners,, but did not feel the energy to go over and ask them ,,, fear of the eternal "no". not worth screwing up my mood with their possible no's as I did not feel inspired to over comet the thought of getting rejected either.