Jul 26th Mon

Monday, Jul 26th 2010
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wake up with a flip flop sleep. But after the mediatation I was feeling better to fall asleep.
off to work 7am.

Reach work a bit late than usual cause of taking a different route as the train gates were already blocking traffic.

was chatting with e and sent her the collection of my poems, musings.

Suggested to her to go meet my parents as she is already there in Bangalore and telli is just few hrs drive from mysore.

My poor old 80 year old dad went around town looking for a willing astrologer with her birth chart to find a willing astrologer who would do our chart comparision. Atleast she could have done was to make him happy by meeting him. He would atleast get to see the person whos birth chart he was carrying around for a few weeks to do the comparision.

Replied back to the questions from bena and bal about the poems quote.

Really feeling sick thinking about life and its unknown factors and trying to live with the questions that keep coming up so often.

around 12:30 thou I wanted to go out kris said there was a demo @ 1pm so stayed back, Was feeling restless. CAlled up Eva and just got her coming back after meeting punita. She seemed to want to hang up and talk with her room mate. And then continued talking after I told her that I called her as I was feeling some kind of restless feeling. Talked for a few more mins and then she said she wanted to go join her room mates.

Went for the demo, which turned out to be more of a interaction secession with the users. Came out around 2pm and went home @2:30 to cook up the roti and heat up the chicken curry.

Was still feeling some kind of hopeless restlessness. Tried to meditate and calm down a bit. Atleast got call from narayan and know that he is doing well as he did not pick up the phone yesterday.

got back to work around 3:30 still the inquisitive, restless beating of the heart.
4:30 the usual run for traning, just went along with the guys to the training room, was not able to focus.

What is happening to me.

Get call from Anil, tell him will call after reaching home.
Reach home around 6:30 talk with anil who is out shopping at khols and getting call from wife to buy something else on the way. he goes to old navy to return something and then goes to walmart near to his house by 8:20.
I try to rest for a few mins. get up around 9:20 and brush my teeth and take off to Vango for some salsa.
meet laura there who i met last time. she was in vancouver too. She is a beginner and also just studying in college. We dance continously for sometime. Then around 11 she leaves and asks me when I am coming next. I tell her that I am not motivated to travel for 2hrs on a monday night for just 2 hrs of dancing.

Tell her to email me when ever she is going to be in Vango and I will also let her know about my plans.

Then get to dance a few more dances with a few more gals, just one dance was great the whole night. And at 12:20 head back to the car and reach home around 1:30 hit bed by 2am.