5 years in Van-city

Wow, its already been 5 years since I first landed in Vancouver. Two more months and I would have lived in the same Apt for 5 years.

What a ride it has been. After living like a gypsy for many years, virtually sleeping in sleeping bags most of the time. It felt good to have my own Bed. One of the first steps I took with the hope of bringing some steadiness in my life.

Far from having my own house. Wanted to and still want to have my own house and have my own 60 inch plus flat screen TV and my own parking garage to park my most priced possession (my Car). My car has been with me for about 6 years now and traveled very wide and far with me in my few adventures.

What and where the future will take me I have no clue. I often wonder how come people are able to make 10 years plans, 5 years plans, 2 years plan .... When I am not able to even plan for the next week. Where I will be or how I will be.

Is it lack of aim or is it lack of options?

I did try to aim for somethings, or rather have a few aims, but with limited options and bad timing caused them to collapse.
And sometimes its been my own crushed spirit or laziness.