Tuesday, jul 26 2011
Starting the blog with my daily horoscope.
Daily Horoscope for Tuesday, July 26
Other people are more selfish than usual, but not you. That could mean it's much easier to take advantage of you, so do your best to cushion yourself from the worst of it.
Well tell me something I don't know, been taken advantage of by others seem to be my life story. :)
need to focus on getting a few things done.
feeling a bit energised by the mail from bos, potential interview again short term, maybe 6 months. in a new thing on demand. trained recently but not experienced. so have to see how it will work out, atleast part of it I have exp from last project.
So to get cracking and get motivated to do some hard core reading,,, ahahaha.. I just wish that I had the ability like many people to stay focused and objective like that.
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Monday, July 25, 2011
Jul 25 2011, last week in st sq
Monday, Jul 25 2011
Well for one, I am looking like most people in the world, to make good, sensible, compatible friends. And in the process if I get to meet some one who I feel a stronger connection with, GREAT.
So here goes, I am a simple down to earth guy, live a simple life. Go out and dance the Salsa, bachata, merengue, cha-cha, cumbia.
Lately I have been falling more deeply in love with cumbia and got goose bumps the last time I danced it. People around felt it and came to compliment me about my dancing, but the fact was I just did basic steps/moves and really enjoyed dancing it with my heart.
That told me something about life. All you have to do is, love something that you do or do something that you love.
It does not have to be something complicated or trying to do something complex. Just keep life simple and live simple. :)
Just do it for the love of doing it and enjoy doing it with all your deep sincerity. And you will automatically find that you are smiling from ear to ear. When other people see that sincere-happy smile, they all like it.
And there you are doing one of lifes greatest deeds, "Spreading Goodness Around".
Well for one, I am looking like most people in the world, to make good, sensible, compatible friends. And in the process if I get to meet some one who I feel a stronger connection with, GREAT.
So here goes, I am a simple down to earth guy, live a simple life. Go out and dance the Salsa, bachata, merengue, cha-cha, cumbia.
Lately I have been falling more deeply in love with cumbia and got goose bumps the last time I danced it. People around felt it and came to compliment me about my dancing, but the fact was I just did basic steps/moves and really enjoyed dancing it with my heart.
That told me something about life. All you have to do is, love something that you do or do something that you love.
It does not have to be something complicated or trying to do something complex. Just keep life simple and live simple. :)
Just do it for the love of doing it and enjoy doing it with all your deep sincerity. And you will automatically find that you are smiling from ear to ear. When other people see that sincere-happy smile, they all like it.
And there you are doing one of lifes greatest deeds, "Spreading Goodness Around".
Sunday, July 24, 2011
Jul 24, 2011 , Last full sunday
Sunday, Jul 24 2011.
Today is going to be my last full sunday at this apt. feel sad to let go, it was a very nice place to live in.
I am a fool who gets easily attached to people, places and things. Glad I do not have any friends in this apt. or it would have been even more difficult.
Even then letting go is such a painful experience. Getting out of a comfort zone I was in for the past year and half.
Get started with more packing.
Check out home depot for rental truck or u haul
Despite all this up and downs :
JUST FEEL LIKE SAYING, I LOVE MY LIFE :)
afternoon go to temple and then from there to nar's house, End up talking for a few hours catching up on each others lives. had dinner there and reached back home around 11:30pm about 1 hr and 30 mins drive for 70plus miles.
Today is going to be my last full sunday at this apt. feel sad to let go, it was a very nice place to live in.
I am a fool who gets easily attached to people, places and things. Glad I do not have any friends in this apt. or it would have been even more difficult.
Even then letting go is such a painful experience. Getting out of a comfort zone I was in for the past year and half.
Get started with more packing.
Check out home depot for rental truck or u haul
Despite all this up and downs :
JUST FEEL LIKE SAYING, I LOVE MY LIFE :)
afternoon go to temple and then from there to nar's house, End up talking for a few hours catching up on each others lives. had dinner there and reached back home around 11:30pm about 1 hr and 30 mins drive for 70plus miles.
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Jul 23 2011, heat wave
Saturday, jul 23 2011
The heat wave continues, not in any mood to step out of the house and face the 105 deg temp. enjoying the 80 deg in the apt.
Watched some internet videos yesterday night after getting back from Borders. How nice it would have been had they had the same kind of crowd come in every day. But now they are going out of business with discounts of upto 40 %.
was reading the book by dale carnegie.
A small man flies into a rage over the slightest of criticism, but the wise man is eager to learn from those who have censured him and reproved him and disputed the passage with him.
Walt Whitman -> Have you learned lessons only of those who admired you and were tender with you, and stood aside for you?
Have you not learned great lessons from those who rejected you, and braced themselves against you, or disputed the passage with you?
well got to get back to packing my stuff and get ready for the move.
Still trying to motivate myself to stay focused and get some studying done to improve my knowledge.
The heat wave continues, not in any mood to step out of the house and face the 105 deg temp. enjoying the 80 deg in the apt.
Watched some internet videos yesterday night after getting back from Borders. How nice it would have been had they had the same kind of crowd come in every day. But now they are going out of business with discounts of upto 40 %.
was reading the book by dale carnegie.
A small man flies into a rage over the slightest of criticism, but the wise man is eager to learn from those who have censured him and reproved him and disputed the passage with him.
Walt Whitman -> Have you learned lessons only of those who admired you and were tender with you, and stood aside for you?
Have you not learned great lessons from those who rejected you, and braced themselves against you, or disputed the passage with you?
well got to get back to packing my stuff and get ready for the move.
Still trying to motivate myself to stay focused and get some studying done to improve my knowledge.
Friday, July 22, 2011
july 22 Friday, end of week, one more to go
Friday, jul 22, 2011
Early morning interview, with a few people calling from ind for job in us. it went well, just put off by the fact that dumbos from dumb companies have suddenly risen to be managers rank in ind and are having the control over blocking my lifes direction.
About time I either get out of this rut I am stuck in for about 10 years or continue to be here and become redundant in the market. Or reposition myself into management.
Temperatures are soaring here in the East coast, funny been in a second Summer in one year, one in india and now in the Us.
Have to now get down to the last packing of my stuff and be ready to move out by the end of next week.
Was nice dancing with the girl with the sweetest beautiful innocent smile, how nice it would be to be loved by someone like that, just that ever present smile would be an all positive reaffirmation and motivation to help me get thru any bad day. Just thinking about her smile makes my heart smile and go flush. :),,, love love love.
Early morning interview, with a few people calling from ind for job in us. it went well, just put off by the fact that dumbos from dumb companies have suddenly risen to be managers rank in ind and are having the control over blocking my lifes direction.
About time I either get out of this rut I am stuck in for about 10 years or continue to be here and become redundant in the market. Or reposition myself into management.
Temperatures are soaring here in the East coast, funny been in a second Summer in one year, one in india and now in the Us.
Have to now get down to the last packing of my stuff and be ready to move out by the end of next week.
Was nice dancing with the girl with the sweetest beautiful innocent smile, how nice it would be to be loved by someone like that, just that ever present smile would be an all positive reaffirmation and motivation to help me get thru any bad day. Just thinking about her smile makes my heart smile and go flush. :),,, love love love.
Thursday, July 21, 2011
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Jul 20 2011, day of unravelling
Wednesday, Jul 20 2011,
The day , have a feeling that its going to reveal itself like layers of Onion been peeled. In a way arousing my own curiosity as to what lays ahead.
Yesterday signed up for the new apartment, again for 3 month only. So unsure of the next steps related to the job I may get. So far no one contacted me and its been 3 weeks. So soon they may either kick me out and in that case will be moving to a new short term project in an entirely different location.
Looking for a perm job, but non seems to be materializing.
And this opportunity to study some great subjects is in front of me and I am not making any good use of it. So totally feeling unmotivated and on the border of depression. Which in turn is making me lazy and not able to motivate myself to do any work out or go for a run. Which again is causing me to become fatter and fatter..... ahhhhh
The day , have a feeling that its going to reveal itself like layers of Onion been peeled. In a way arousing my own curiosity as to what lays ahead.
Yesterday signed up for the new apartment, again for 3 month only. So unsure of the next steps related to the job I may get. So far no one contacted me and its been 3 weeks. So soon they may either kick me out and in that case will be moving to a new short term project in an entirely different location.
Looking for a perm job, but non seems to be materializing.
And this opportunity to study some great subjects is in front of me and I am not making any good use of it. So totally feeling unmotivated and on the border of depression. Which in turn is making me lazy and not able to motivate myself to do any work out or go for a run. Which again is causing me to become fatter and fatter..... ahhhhh
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