Monday, Mar 31 2014
Am I in love again, feel so much like a kid to be infatuated by the smile of one person. Like all the walls I built up the past few years cause of the last heart break seems to just melt away.
What a tipsy feeling, just not able to stop thinking about that sweet warm smile that melted my heart. All the signs of one sided love. But what a great feeling to be back with those feelings. Like I could just go on with out food and sleep for ever.
that feeling of liberating a 100,000 butterflies out from my heart, gently floating around me, can't stop smiling.
,,,,, all this inspite of been out of work .
Also another record of having worked for the same company for 4 years. Anniversary.
Wish I could just stay on in Ed and just end up in reciprocal love with her and live the rest of our lives together for ever.
But,,,,, then reality and practicality is another story of pulling me back from the highs of the feeling of love.
Tomorrow starts the next Q2, where will my life take me, where is this all leading on too.
Only time will tell.
It was one of my visions to be living like this in this kind of apartment.. with a view, swimming pool , gym.. well some visions come true, just wished that it was also with someone I love and who loves me.
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