May 26 2012, hiking

Saturday, may 26 2012

just about made it to the hike. was nice with about 30 people.
was nice chating with all the older people with their tons of wisdom and life experience.

afternoon got back home and had the goat biriyani. yummm.

evening walking around walmart shopping, was just about feeling lonely and kind of wishing that I has someone special in my life. so many pretty ladies around and so many lovely couples.

then was driving away with a heavy heart when I noticed the full blown orange sun setting. backed up into the parking again and sat there looking at the beauty of sun setting.
Just like many things in my life that ended , maybe for good, maybe missed opportunities, maybe bad decisions, maybe thats life and its destiny.
Tomorrow is a new day, just have to sleep thru the night.


With the weather kind of getting warmer and humidity higher, it was kind of sweaty in the apartment. had to turn on the cooler. :)
luxuries many people in the world cannot even think off.

need to get my focus back and concentrate on learning and improving.
so many options and directions, with no sure end result of victory or it been the right direction. Again, like lot of things in life, its just probablity.
like jeff said on the hike, there are very few women who are really wonderful to be married to. The rest only make your life miserable and then as guys who want to fell appreciated, many guys in bad relationships, where the women try to manipulate and control, the guys try to get their feel of self worth up by ending up cheating on them..... So me like many are not destined to be with some very special gal, who would love me. hahaha,, thinking back,
looks like if I fall for one, its usually a cheating bitch,
 lying, insincere and manipulative.
So in the interest of my own happiness its best to just have physical relationships and not get emotionally attached.