Thursday, January 19, 2012

Jan 19 2011, warm day

Thursday, Jan 19 2012

Woke up early and had a chat with An N, impressed by her smartness and ability to carry a meeting.

latter got msg from mah to initiate the relocation, so send out another mail to Rad with more specific definition of From and To that I need to relocate.

Now to wait for her to initiate the change. had copied Biz mgr KAmL. Its still funny how she screwed it up the first time and then tried to blame me for that. Good god, her basic reflex seems to be toned to putting the blame on someone else.

Thats why had to include others on the request raised, in case she plays evil again.

Called up home, talked with mom and dad and told them about the mail was sending.

went to post office and posted the letter.

was feeling bored and it was a wonderful weather,,,, beautiful day, was sweating after sometime. Such a contrast, people in Van are freezing their balls off. And a huge contridition to the day before when it was about zero here. Was able to open up the back balcony and leave the door open.

Went to the Indian shopping mall I found ordered a take out Thali... was disappointed after I got home, thou there was wada, idly, poori and dosa a bowl of vegg biriyan, and a few other stuff with rice, felt cheated as there as nothing of a curry in it and no chutney to have the idly, wada and dosa.

It was touching to read this on FB

The person who tries to keep everyone happy and always cares for every one is always the most lonely person... 'strange but true'


Not sure about others, but it rings so true to me. Try calling up kid bro, as usual for the past 12 years he never picks up the phone. Have to call multiple times to get his highness to call back if atall he calls back. So had stopped calling him the past 5 years or so. But after todays call with mom and dad, and mom saying again that he did not call them back after they called him... kind of gave him a call... ahhh feel so sick and lousy making all the effort and to be treated like some creepy leachy creature.

Again it has been the story of my relationships too with selfish women. Its like opposites attracting. Damm I am tried of been the caring one. And I keep saying that again and again, atleast now I am able to stop myself from caring for them much. What ever hole they dig into, its their own responsibility to get out or to sucker some other innocent fool.



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