Jun 20 2011 Monday.
Phew what a hike it was yesterday, 10 miles plus around the most beautiful lake and reservoir.
It was a pleasant exp meeting Estl(the french girl) again, from Grenoble in the Alps, close to St Etienne, our 3rd hike together.
She is so sweet, looks like one of those beautiful french country girls, who never get angry and seem to think a lot before answering in the sweetest way. so heart warming and so much of her concern and gratitude towards people who are helping her.
So different from the selfish, self centered people who expect people to be their slaves and take people for granted.
She seemed to be intrigued by my knowledge of France and its history and about Corsica.
A pleasant surprise and interesting conversation.
Next week she is cooking Creps , stil not sure where I will be next week so kept it open.
So far I hear its like Dosa with a European twist.
then in couple of months she is going visiting the west coast - hiking mostly with her parents and family. hmmmmm reminded me of the past, but with a better twist of characters.
Well now to get focused on the life of mine and accept it for all its uncertainty.
Like mike from spain said, you have something unique, the moment you find your lifes purpose, your life will soar up high and achieve greatness.
That was one of the greatest compliment I got, but finding that life purpose is something I have been struggling all along.
Would love to be in love with that unique someone who would love me back equally or more intensely and unselfishly as I do with a great sense of loyalty and dedication towards each other.
Was watching a program on the internet, where some one asks a person who was married for 36 years plus for advice.
That man in Thailand said, "Do not try to Win" and things will work itself out.
That was priceless for any relationship thats ment to last a life time. Jobs come and go, people come and go, but life partner, should be one and only after you decide to be together and have to be given more importance and priority over other things in life and hence the need to compromise by shedding off superficial Egos and be willing to accept the blame and trying to improve each other or atleast try to have the attitude of listening to the other for what they have to say about certain things and respect partners opinion more than the opinion and words of other people.
Ahh for all the hopes for romance, so much desired, so much waiting to be revealed, for my heart is full of love, waiting eagerly for the ONE who I could shower with the gentleness of my over flowing love.
Kind of feel optimistic and charged now. Like its just around the corner.
Was thinking of the clip on Qi Gong... all about the personal energy and the source,, meditation....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RAAB0dbc3Es&feature=player_embedded
It is scary what one can achieve with meditation and the constant evil of wanting to show off ones abilities and seek attention. One of the things I have been trying to avoid.. The Stage.
a blessing in many ways and also a curse for me. Maybe my reluctance to get on to the stage is a blessing in it self. that I have more control over my desire to show-off and seek attention from every one around.
That way I am able to stay grounded and more humble.... thank you god - universe - supreme world...
oakkyyy long write up.. get back to work and life of living.
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