Sep 14 2011 Wed,,,, yeaaa interview atlast

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Wed Sep 14 2011
got an potential interview atlast , job in west coast. Too costly, meaning for the same salary, I have to spend more,

Froggy and the "NO" " Nope" "Nah" "Maybe" a Salsa Story

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Snake visit in the morning

Dementia the Demon

Jan 13 2018 , Saturday.

Dad seemed to have slept like a baby starting around 10pm and waking up around 5:30am went to the bath room and peeped. Slept a bit more and woke up around 6:20am.

Jan 12 2018 , Friday.

Dad end up peeing and shitting in bed today .. in fact around 2am he woke up, sat and started peeing ,, when I got there with the vessel (plastic) he stopped...  Then tried to get him to pee again to the wash room. but guess he forgot and refused to...  THE unforgiving DEMON CALLED DEMENTIA !! 

Then latter around 6:30 we woke up to some shitty smell to find him sleeping in pee and shit.. ,, it was a huge fight trying to get his dress off and getting him into the wash room. then to wash off the shit from his dress and sheets. .. phew!!! Got to give him a bath, with him yelling and protesting all along. At times needing to lock his hands in a grip so that he would stop hitting out in anger.

At night around 8:45pm dad started talking in his own language, non-stop into 10:00pm. he was trying to ask when to go. Started trying to explain what seemed to be the history of the story he was telling us so that he could convince us to go out to visit some office or bank or person he needed to get something from... 

Jan 11 2018 , Thursday.

Woke up around 6am,, dad went to sleep well, with no incidents. Woke up and went to the loo to pee.

Had his breakfast.

Going to MIMS today for moms heart related. Do not have much confidence in the way the Doc at Indra Gandhi hospital answered the questions and prescribed the medicines.

Prakash the Car driver came by on time at 12noon, reached MIMS around 2.. registered for Rs350 as consultancy fee for doc. Doc was out for lunch. So ended up going for lunch, costed about Rs495 for 3 people, With a costly fish fry.

Got meet the doc around 3:00pm.. was out by 3:45 with medicies worth Rs2,400.

Taxi charges were Rs2500.

Jan 10 2018 , Wednesday.

woke up around 6:15 am with the commotion from mom that dad was up and acting confused.. So had to pull him away from the bed room door and lead him back to the wash room. He needed to pee. After which he returned to bed. Looked really tired. After waking up multiple times and wanting to get out.

What is going thru his head? What is causing him to remember something and not other. Whats causing him to remember easy stuff that we take for granted sometimes and making him confused many times.

Jan 09 2018 , Tuesday.

Woke up early morning 6am to the commotion in the bed room. Dad waking up and making his way to the toilet and mom yelling. Turns out dad ended up peeing in the bed. So started the process of separating the bedsheets and getting him off the dress he was wearing and wiping him with the body wipes as he was scratching himself.

Dad had his bath,, almost ended up shitting in the main room before mom caught him pulling up his lungi. Almost made it to the shit pot. Ended up cleaning one bit of his initial shit that came out..

Was able to lead him into the back after washing his back with a new gloves.

The lady came back today. Does not seems to have got her scanning done as suggested by her doctor relative.

Jan 08 2018 , Monday.

around 6:30 with the commotion of dad getting into the toilet. He ended up peeing a bit on the way to the toilet. Was not able to hold it in. But he peed into the toilet. Unlike last night when the was peeing a bit away from it and I had to pour a lot of water to cleanse .

entitled behavior and willing subjects enabling the entitled behavior

Jan 07 2018 , Sunday.

Since 10:30 pm dad who we got to bed around 9:40 started his cranky behavior of wanting to get up and go out. Letting him get up and out of the room he headed straight for the exit doors that were locked and was trying to pull and yank it open, he even tried to exit out of the window thinking that it was the door.

So had to force him back to bed, he kept yelling and getting up again. At one point had try and restrain him. But he kept punching, pinching (caused an inch long gash on my thighs, minor bloody). Around 10:50 threatened him with the hockey stick, hid is chappals/slippers. Guess now around 11:15 he is tired and seems to have cooled down and sleeping.

He said he wanted to go to the bank for his money. Hopefully he forgets what he wanted to get at and sleeps.

But this has been a strongly recurring behavior of him wanting to go out somewhere, mostly assuming his bank to get his pension, but he is not able to vocalize it properly not able to remember his bank. just seems to know that he has to go somewhere.

Mom’s brother came by in the afternoon (entitled piglet). Just comes in and expects room service. And mom like an idiot was at his beck and call serving him lunch around 3pm. That retarded behavior is never going to end in that family. even thou he knows that mom is a heart patient..... should not be straining herself with work. ,, The lady babe had left towards noon for her home to take care of some personal business and some recurring pain in her stomach

2018 year of taking on the DEMOM Dementia

Jan 06 2018 , Saturday.

hmmmm again,,, on,, but this time from some warm and beautiful weather location. While the world I was in seems to be engulfed in one of the coldest weather conditions.

home front.. dad incrementally loosing his memory, not even able to communicate a sentence properly. Saying words but must have been meaning something else. 

Dementia,,, a cruel demon, that makes men into a kid, in mentality and behavior.

Dementia,,, a cruel demon, that tortures the loved ones who are themselves lost and trying to comprehend about their loved ones change in behavior.. 

,,, the struggle to remember what was once a no-brainier, 

the struggle to remember where the toilet was, 

reaching the toilet and not knowing why one was there, 

the struggle to remember to drink water, 

the struggle to remember how to eat, what to eat.
The struggle or rather the inability to remember to brush ones teeth !!??

Dementia,,, a cruel demon, that turns grown men into a baby, in mentality and behavior.

Dementia,,, a cruel demon, that tortures the loved ones who are themselves lost and trying to comprehend about their loved ones change in behavior..

,,, the struggle to remember, what was once a no-brainier,

the struggle to remember where the toilet was,

reaching the toilet and the struggle to remember, why one was there,

the struggle to remember to drink water,

the struggle to remember how to eat, what to eat.

Sitting down to eat, spoon in hand, staring at the food and wondering , what am I supposed to do now ??

The struggle or rather the inability to remember to brush ones teeth and how to brush !!?? ......

The STRUGGLE !!!

That HEART WARMING golden moment, when dad looks at you, recognizes you after days of blank stares, smiles and seem to say " I am glad, I have you in my corner " !!!!! <3 fills up my heart and makes every moment spent with him, worth it.. 😍

*************************** Jan-4-2017 Thursday

Around 12 noon.. a little while ago, dad had picked up couple of knifes from the kitchen. Had to forcefully take it away from him and move him to the main room.. after reaching the main room he was so pissed off at me ,, that he punched me like 10 times on my face.. lucky that his punches did not have much power behind it.... he was really pissed off.

*************************** Jan-3-2017 Wednesday

Was talking with R. She mentioned that they were not even allowed into the Thiruvangad temple after the British left. Her husband S was among those who forcefully got into the temple close by with the backing of Congress.

To me a Christian is someone who is allowed into the church and visits the church because he/she is welcome there.
A Muslim is someone who is allowed into a mosque and is welcomed there.
Every other religion Jewish, Buddhist, etc,,, are people who are allowed and are welcomed into the religions place of worship that they claim to belong or have affiliation with.
So the question that comes up. How come can we be called Hindus, when our ancestors and relatives were never allowed anywhere near a temple nor welcomed around the vicinity of a temple???

How come suddenly some crooked brahamin says we are all Hindus we become hindus, (when in fact the brahamin is only interested in the donations we are making to fatten his bank account).

In kerala, around 1920’s, SNDP was instrumental in threatening the Travancouver Maharaja and his Brahamnical group of advisers (the Iyers and Iyenggars) that all the Thiyyas and Ezhavas would convert to Buddhism if they were not allowed into the temples.
Fear of becoming a minority with not enough slaves, scared them into agreeing to let lower caste people into the temples ..

Point to ponder… HINDU? WHO? HOW ?   How can anyone with any sense of SELF-RESPECT ever feel affinity towards been a Hindu, when the so said HINDU Brahamis were responsible for raping the aboriginals of the land (the lower caste people)....

2017_06-20 Back to Blogging Jun 20 2017

Jun 20 2017 , Tuesday.

hmmmm ,, need to think to start writing, to be inspired.
hahahaha Inspiration, with all the news and talk around focused on Trump and the bull shit crap about Russia. What the hell are all these people expecting to find . That Trump and Russia go way back as buddies. pffff..

well must be the democrats paying back for all the shit that was thrown at obama, about his birth certificate, religion and all kinds of bull shit....

Karma I guess is a Bitch who loves to come back and hound the hunters .. hahahaaha