Monday, April 22 2013.
Had nightmares during weekend, was centered about my first speech to be done on wednesday.
woke up to the horros of some ladies shouting at me during my speech. woke up with a week knee. Been thinking about it and going thru the horrific feeling of stage freight again.
Monday, April 22, 2013
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
April 10, day of presentations... still nervous and stammering when presenting.
Wednesday, Apr 10
A beautiful day, sun shinning at its brightest after a very long time,
new years eve for Telugu and kannada people.
day of presentations for me... still nervous and stammering when presenting. jitters and heart rate racing.
just finished the smallest at work presentation , was stammering at places. :(
was working on my ice-breaker,
well they have hobby nite, today, so might try to show off my salsa.
its kind of giving me confidence to talk about something I think I maybe good at.
so my nervousness is thinking about situations that may not happen or when I am the least preparation and practice.
lets see how it works out tonite.. :) fingers crossed.
A beautiful day, sun shinning at its brightest after a very long time,
new years eve for Telugu and kannada people.
day of presentations for me... still nervous and stammering when presenting. jitters and heart rate racing.
just finished the smallest at work presentation , was stammering at places. :(
was working on my ice-breaker,
well they have hobby nite, today, so might try to show off my salsa.
its kind of giving me confidence to talk about something I think I maybe good at.
so my nervousness is thinking about situations that may not happen or when I am the least preparation and practice.
lets see how it works out tonite.. :) fingers crossed.
Thursday, April 4, 2013
Apr 04 2013 , hyper active day, sudden burst of Suns energy
Thursday , Apr 04 2013 ,
A hyper active day, sudden burst of Suns energy.
Charged after having cooked my own food yesterday night . Also the early morning coffee helped to keep me hyper and motivated.
A hyper active day, sudden burst of Suns energy.
Charged after having cooked my own food yesterday night . Also the early morning coffee helped to keep me hyper and motivated.
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
Apr 03 2013 Lost and feeling insecure.
Wednesday, Apr 03 2013
Been having a nagging feeling the past few days, something is off.
Getting all kinds of bad vibrations. Not feeling motivated to cook, clean, work out. Its like something is there bothering me, but revealing itself.
But today, after digging a bit, got to know that I am been given a low-blow by the company, not paying me what they should. It feels sick, that market conditions are so bad that I am now afraid to take the risk. And also that I am kind of not upto the job market skills that seems to change every other day.
Living me with no bargaining chip.
One thing for sure, this is all market dynamics and my own ability or lack there of to over come the hurdles.
But how?
the million dollar question.
Trying to prepare for my 1st speech... not as easy as I thought that it would be, even writing it up in sequence of presentation has been a task, that turned out to be harder than anticipated.
Been having a nagging feeling the past few days, something is off.
Getting all kinds of bad vibrations. Not feeling motivated to cook, clean, work out. Its like something is there bothering me, but revealing itself.
But today, after digging a bit, got to know that I am been given a low-blow by the company, not paying me what they should. It feels sick, that market conditions are so bad that I am now afraid to take the risk. And also that I am kind of not upto the job market skills that seems to change every other day.
Living me with no bargaining chip.
One thing for sure, this is all market dynamics and my own ability or lack there of to over come the hurdles.
But how?
the million dollar question.
Trying to prepare for my 1st speech... not as easy as I thought that it would be, even writing it up in sequence of presentation has been a task, that turned out to be harder than anticipated.
Thursday, February 21, 2013
Feb 21 2013, Connections
Tuesday, Feb 21 2013
Its very intriguing, the connection : it could be a look, a touch, a dance, a word, a story, thinking, circumstances...
Living us thinking about the person, some forgotten with time, remembered ocassionaly, some never forgotten.
All kinds of connections varying in intensity.
My first dance connection, in wash, was thinkng about her and was wondering if i would ever meet her again. Decided to go there on a wed, yesterday. and ended up meeting her and dancing bachata. Was interesting to know more about her profesion and where she came from.... turns out to be a Beauty of Italian orgin. hmm so obvious to who I am automatically attracted to., unspoken, just the connection of a memorable first dance.
Its very intriguing, the connection : it could be a look, a touch, a dance, a word, a story, thinking, circumstances...
Living us thinking about the person, some forgotten with time, remembered ocassionaly, some never forgotten.
All kinds of connections varying in intensity.
My first dance connection, in wash, was thinkng about her and was wondering if i would ever meet her again. Decided to go there on a wed, yesterday. and ended up meeting her and dancing bachata. Was interesting to know more about her profesion and where she came from.... turns out to be a Beauty of Italian orgin. hmm so obvious to who I am automatically attracted to., unspoken, just the connection of a memorable first dance.
Thursday, January 17, 2013
Jan 17 2012,,,, fasting by circumstances
Thursday, Jan 17 2012
Ended up getting up late and rushing thru the morning chores reached work @ 8:20... just had coffee and tea with a few biscuits.
forgot lunch,, and at home around 7:45...
picked up ash ctshneighbour to the store for milk and gave print outs requested\
supposed to have snow storm today, but luckily nothing happened :)
Wendesday, Jan 16 2012
woke up early to get to to work by 7:30 got in by 8.. thinking that I had a meeting which turned out to be at 8:30..
towards evening 5:45 went to the apt leasing office to follow up on the issues,,
the maint person phil came by around 7pm and we tried to work on the release of water,, but did not seem to work at curbing the hammering noise in the bedroom celling.
so around 8 hit the road for bachata free after 9.
got back home around 1.
Tuesday, Jan 15 2012
Monday Jan 14 2012
Ended up getting up late and rushing thru the morning chores reached work @ 8:20... just had coffee and tea with a few biscuits.
forgot lunch,, and at home around 7:45...
picked up ash ctshneighbour to the store for milk and gave print outs requested\
supposed to have snow storm today, but luckily nothing happened :)
Wendesday, Jan 16 2012
woke up early to get to to work by 7:30 got in by 8.. thinking that I had a meeting which turned out to be at 8:30..
towards evening 5:45 went to the apt leasing office to follow up on the issues,,
the maint person phil came by around 7pm and we tried to work on the release of water,, but did not seem to work at curbing the hammering noise in the bedroom celling.
so around 8 hit the road for bachata free after 9.
got back home around 1.
Tuesday, Jan 15 2012
Monday Jan 14 2012
Sunday, January 13, 2013
Jan 13 2012 lazy sunday
Sunday Jan 13 2012
Been lazy to get up and with the gloomy weather outside, had little motivation to get out.
Anyways got heating the frozen pizza that I had heated up yesterday and had it with the ginger tea I made yesterday.
now to try to work on the dough I prepared last week to make some chapatis.
Been lazy to get up and with the gloomy weather outside, had little motivation to get out.
Anyways got heating the frozen pizza that I had heated up yesterday and had it with the ginger tea I made yesterday.
now to try to work on the dough I prepared last week to make some chapatis.
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