Thursday, Mar 24 2011,
About 24 hrs to go before heading to the middle east. And hopefully reach home soon.
Thou not a very happy situation I am going into with the gloom of sadness in the family.
It was nice communicating with ap and getting to know the true self of another lier. So glad I got to know the truth much earlier and don't have to make effort to even think twice.
The same selfish pattern of behavior, just thinking that others are fools that can be taken for granted and for a ride. Thank you god for keeping such people out of my life.
Its so funny that all of them have the same signature dialogues and high sense of insecurity about themselves and the way they address their opinion about other people and other cultures. Most importantly they do not seem to have an feeling of attachment towards their own culture and seem to be wanting to belong to another culture.
Guess it all starts with them lying to themselves and in the process end up believing their own lies and expect others to believe their lies too.
Biggest example was chika of japan, a self confessed chronic cheat. So sad that they tend to attribute their behavior to external factors and not even for a second think in terms of moral, morality and sense of been truthful and honest. Which I believe is the foundation for all the stable cultures and back bone of their survival.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
Mar 22, Beautiful grey day
Tuesday, Mar 22 2011
Beautiful day with tones of Grey.
Had a good cumbia dance yesterday after a very long time. wish they played more cumbia, its so touching and heart felt.
Beautiful day with tones of Grey.
Had a good cumbia dance yesterday after a very long time. wish they played more cumbia, its so touching and heart felt.
Monday, March 21, 2011
Mar 21, calm day
Monday, Mar 21 2011
Calm day, got mail back from d about her been busy with work and not having gone out to dance.
looks like something is up.
neways.
a peaceful day, got a bit of PMP done.
Finishing up the food in the fridge before the month long trip. in a state of confusion and sadness thinking of aunt going thru the hopeless feelings caused by cancer. I am sure if she had her own family things would have been different. Again money playing a big role in the longevity of a person and their ability to afford treatment.
Got call from din, she was speaking like a drunk sailor or better still like a wanna be white trash. wonder what happened to the sweet little girl I had seen many years ago. funny how she and apar do not communicate. Must be all the negativity that din seems to be throwing around, more so to cover her feelings of her over weight appearence. well that does not give her the right to talk trash about others.
Calm day, got mail back from d about her been busy with work and not having gone out to dance.
looks like something is up.
neways.
a peaceful day, got a bit of PMP done.
Finishing up the food in the fridge before the month long trip. in a state of confusion and sadness thinking of aunt going thru the hopeless feelings caused by cancer. I am sure if she had her own family things would have been different. Again money playing a big role in the longevity of a person and their ability to afford treatment.
Got call from din, she was speaking like a drunk sailor or better still like a wanna be white trash. wonder what happened to the sweet little girl I had seen many years ago. funny how she and apar do not communicate. Must be all the negativity that din seems to be throwing around, more so to cover her feelings of her over weight appearence. well that does not give her the right to talk trash about others.
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Mar 20, Pics from costco
Sunday, Mar 20, 2011
went to costco to get the pics, looks good now to take it home.
Got in touch with shiv in Doha. have to see if I can meet him and talk about things.
went to costco to get the pics, looks good now to take it home.
Got in touch with shiv in Doha. have to see if I can meet him and talk about things.
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Mar 19 , great night of salsa and flirting
Saturday Mar 19 2011
6 more sleeps to go for the big trip.
It was great yesterday night with salsa dancing in Brazil, it was like a Blond fest. wooo.
And the best part with them loving things I did and appreciating it so much. Yes loving it was the words I kept getting.
Cuba turned out as usual to be a meat market. but with the sexies going at it. my best moment was with ami, dancing with amie the merengue, continuously. wowo.
There is some kind of dance connection with her that seems to be different. Hardly know her, just that the few mins dancing with her feels like been able to be my own free self and she just follows thru adding her own little moves, which seem to blend in well with mine.
Full moon day, rather SUPER FULL MOON night. got some great shots
6 more sleeps to go for the big trip.
It was great yesterday night with salsa dancing in Brazil, it was like a Blond fest. wooo.
And the best part with them loving things I did and appreciating it so much. Yes loving it was the words I kept getting.
Cuba turned out as usual to be a meat market. but with the sexies going at it. my best moment was with ami, dancing with amie the merengue, continuously. wowo.
There is some kind of dance connection with her that seems to be different. Hardly know her, just that the few mins dancing with her feels like been able to be my own free self and she just follows thru adding her own little moves, which seem to blend in well with mine.
Full moon day, rather SUPER FULL MOON night. got some great shots
Friday, March 18, 2011
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