Its kind of strange that I feel I have met my soul mate. Starting with the first fatal attraction towards her smile. Then getting to know bits and pieces of her ,,,, felt like she is the one that I had been fantasizing about my whole life as my perfect mate..... and had the fortune of meeting in mysterious circumstances.
The little I got to know about her, was able to relate too,, the job after college... yoga, martial arts, salsa... no make up... just down to earth living the simple life.... how much more could I have asked for in a perfect soul mate!!???
Just two things that stood out as Red flags
1) her having done or doing drugs
2) refusing to dance with me the merengue. ....
3) probably not been honest about having got back with her boyfriend
why is the universe showing me someone who meets all the criteria of a soul mate and then not letting us unite!?
Feels like a cruel joke.
Just feel that she is at a very different stage in her life of evolving...
going thru what seems to be the same path that you had been thru.... and your heart and soul feels like reaching out and saying... here baby, let me hold you and lets pass thru this together as soul mates are supposed too.
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Hyderabadi Biriyani... for my Hyderabadi Soul
This kind of touched me..... in my case, I ended up first falling mysteriously for a beautiful smile [one sided] and then was able to forgive the past ones..... felt liberating to be able to let-go of the past hurt and the resulting feelings all cause I could feel the feelings of tender love from my heart again .... so for me it should read,,, when you fall in love ,,, you forgive the past....... or loving heart - > forgives
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felt nice to have run on the thread yesterday... personal best time this year. .. not sure if its cause of running at lower altitude? but felt good and was able to sleep like a log.... well sleep is again all about mental peace brought about by a clear conscious and noble thoughts
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Whenever you are lost, you will be found again.
Lost cannot exist without found. Your heart is not stolen; it is guarded because it was hurt. It's worth opening it again and again to experience the whole gamut of life: the splendor of all the play of opposites with an underlying peace from the awareness of the part of you that has no opposites.
Lost cannot exist without found. Your heart is not stolen; it is guarded because it was hurt. It's worth opening it again and again to experience the whole gamut of life: the splendor of all the play of opposites with an underlying peace from the awareness of the part of you that has no opposites.
MAy 23 Friday
Bored and looking for inspiration !!!!! ... feeling home sick....
So end up watching a movie based on the book written by my cousin.. story based in the lil village of mine ,,,, Mahe, India
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rAVwDCObzQ
Very interesting to hear some of the characters speak in the dialect spoken in my village... ... missing the land of my ancestors... and all my dear cousins .... Atleast I got to see the coconut trees and the shores of Mahe... the waves tap dancing and creating their own music..... the birds singing "good morning ,, have a beautiful day" every morning....filled with mixed feelings of longing, happiness and sadness,..
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Volunteered, working in the kitchen of the hugging saint last year in Washington DC , met some amazingly down to earth people with amazing attitude and like minded philosophy towards living. Was inspired and motivated to know that there are people in this world who look beyond wealth, looks, material possessions and are focused on doing things for others.... in short-> giving their time and effort for a greater self less good.
Was a bit disappointed when moving away to Edmon...ton... but now fate has got me to LA right on time ....in 2 weeks I will probably be able to meet the same inspiring people (mostly from France and Austria) who can ALSO cook amazing Malu food... [would have married any of them in a heart beat.. hehehe]
[[[I am no fan of any god-man or god-woman],,,,, I just try to soak in the good positive feelings and vibrations of the sweet people who sincerely love to do greater good to others... ]]]
So end up watching a movie based on the book written by my cousin.. story based in the lil village of mine ,,,, Mahe, India
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8rAVwDCObzQ
Very interesting to hear some of the characters speak in the dialect spoken in my village... ... missing the land of my ancestors... and all my dear cousins .... Atleast I got to see the coconut trees and the shores of Mahe... the waves tap dancing and creating their own music..... the birds singing "good morning ,, have a beautiful day" every morning....filled with mixed feelings of longing, happiness and sadness,..
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Volunteered, working in the kitchen of the hugging saint last year in Washington DC , met some amazingly down to earth people with amazing attitude and like minded philosophy towards living. Was inspired and motivated to know that there are people in this world who look beyond wealth, looks, material possessions and are focused on doing things for others.... in short-> giving their time and effort for a greater self less good.
Was a bit disappointed when moving away to Edmon...ton... but now fate has got me to LA right on time ....in 2 weeks I will probably be able to meet the same inspiring people (mostly from France and Austria) who can ALSO cook amazing Malu food... [would have married any of them in a heart beat.. hehehe]
[[[I am no fan of any god-man or god-woman],,,,, I just try to soak in the good positive feelings and vibrations of the sweet people who sincerely love to do greater good to others... ]]]
I am still trying to figure out why powerful congress people are moved to tears cause of her hug,, ?????
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=znRKoXmsfGM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=znRKoXmsfGM
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