. dinner or no dinner with the object of my affection!!???
Kind of weirded out by the dance with her yesterday night..
had better connection with all the others.. it was like the worst dance with the most important person in my life and that sucks and hurts big time.....
"It kind of sucks and hurts when the best dance of the night and connection is with many amazing strangers and the worst is with the love and soulmate of your life [atleast the love and soul mate of my life in my imagination]....
M
hej ... so about the MKT event ... i just saw that it is over at 7 pm ... there will still be food and drinks and my friend can join us after 7 (she volunteers until 7) but i can make it to be there at 6 pm so they get some donations from my consumption there so long story short: are you available to be there at 6 pm?
V
for you,, any time any where
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V
for you,, any time any where
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ITs dauntingly hurting to see the object of my affection looking dottingly with all her baby faced sincere innocence at another , who in turn does not seem to show the same level of intensity or reciprocal feeling or interest. more like using her as a intermittent stepping stage or a temporary rest area break in his own journey.... :(
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Turns out my fears were not valid. she said she is single again ,, broke up with boyfriend 2 weeks ago.... kind of felt bad and strange that this was happening to her.
Had gone over to the MKT place for the "run for Dad" pre run party. she turned up around 6:15 ,, 6:20.. met her volunteering friend. who it seems was her room mate in vienna.
Had a brief conversation with her upto 8pm.. ranging from me foolishly talking about spanish and arab history and its links. and about black pepper..
she had to leave by 8pm..... to go to the salsa and be there volunteering...
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My heart
For days they were Lost
For weeks they were crying,
For months they were locked
For years they were trapped.
And just that smile from a beautiful angel,
melted the walls and barbed wires.
liberated the little baby butterflies
from cocoon of misery they were trapped in
... thank you , thank you, thank you.
A smile so beautiful,,
that every time she smiled....
butterflies just fluttered and danced around in joy....
sunlight bounced of their wings
such that it made the northern lights look pale .....
that every time she smiled....
butterflies just fluttered and danced around in joy....
sunlight bounced of their wings
such that it made the northern lights look pale .....
The lights twisted, turned, bounced of the million soft wings in heavenly splendor...
Oh Girl with the Butter Fly Smile
you make me feel so Shy...
you make me feel so Shy...
Dreams and thoughts I am filled with
that my eyes are always twinkling with stars
that my eyes are always twinkling with stars
Your lovely round baby eyes
filled with gentle innocence just flushes my heart
lil lolipop hands
I held and danced to your sweetness.
filled with gentle innocence just flushes my heart
lil lolipop hands
I held and danced to your sweetness.
The touch of your Soft cheeks feels
soothing and nourishing my torn soul.
soothing and nourishing my torn soul.
,,,ohhhh if only god was human,
he would probably understand that its not right to emotionally torture people...
he would probably understand that its not right to emotionally torture people...
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Why is it
.....Everywhere I see
............Everyone I see
..I see
...........The face, with the Butterfly smile.
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Why is it
.....Everywhere I see
............Everyone I see
..I see
...........The face, with the Butterfly smile.
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It doesn’t take me much
It doesn’t take me much
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It doesn't take me much to fall in love,
just a sweet lil gal with flowing hairs.
The twinkling beauty in her eyes,
matching the beauty of her smile.
It doesn't take me much to fall for a gal.
Just a simple gal with a tender caring heart.
It doesn't take me much to fall for a gal.
Just a simple gal whose eyes sparkle when our eyes meet.......
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It doesn't take me much to fall in love,
just a sweet lil gal with flowing hairs.
The twinkling beauty in her eyes,
matching the beauty of her smile.
It doesn't take me much to fall for a gal.
Just a simple gal with a tender caring heart.
It doesn't take me much to fall for a gal.
Just a simple gal whose eyes sparkle when our eyes meet.......
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