Revealtions

Monday, April 26, 2010

Got up around 5 and got to see Evas blog.
Gald to know that she is finding love. But not sure if its valid. As again it seems to be some kind of pattern she is following. Getting into spiritual and philosophical discussions and then the poor guy, like me ends up falling in love with her. When she very well knows that its not going to last long.
Looks like Amit was strong enough not to fall for her charms. Good for him.

I am not sure if she is just doing this by instinct of by calculation or a bit of both. I am sure when compared to men, she like most women, she has already calculated a 5 to 6 steps ahead. Men only thing about 2 stem in a relationship, most of their though only leading to sex.

I was hoping that I was wrong about the worst case scenario about her, the best case was that she was really in love and would settle down to a happy married, sincere Indian life.

Or did I escape her clutches too and did not end up marrying her and then realizing how bad the real situation is.

Not sure if that guy Rishit jain is just a guy who seems to be playing around with visiting foreign gals. Cause I saw he had something going on with another on his FB pics.

Well either way, I am still reminded what a experienced lady told me. She needs to find herself. She does not know that and does not realise that, will be thinking that she knows what she is doing. But no matter what I do or others do, she has to find herself in her own way. As with her attitude of been so dogmatic and head strong and not been open to the suggestions and what others say. The only solution (if she needs to end up living a normal life of peace and family) is for her to hopefully find herself soon.

Hopefully not many more hearts are broken.

Just hope that she is not someone who is just into going around the world breaking hearts of guys who fall deeply in love with her.

I am intrigued by the life and behavior of this lady. Curiosity on how life and Karama really works is something I am interested in seeing.

Kind of depressing day, nothing much to do. Gloomy outside too with the rains.

Try calling up kati of fry wagnor around 12 and she says will call me or will send me the docs latter. Again called her around 4 and she says not able to find the docs and will send it as soon as she finds it.
So I call up Jim of the williamson moving and get Lindas number, she is kind enough to give me the details and more than willing to take care of everything related to documentation.

cheers just need to send her passport details and the i-94 copy.

have chat with Ajit regarding the move to India. Kind of seems to be in a wishy washy situation. Now with the way things are going and have happened between E and me. Don't seem to be motivated for the transfer. Was looking forward to the kerala tour during july aug. But life seems to have a mind of its own. Atleast now I am getting paid $$$$ with out much effort.

Return by the shuttle bus. No situation to walk in the rain.

Get home and have a conv with Anil who briefs me the situation of a married life. With all the additional responsibilities and no scope of saying, I have had enough and walk away.

Well thats the scary side of a married life.

Then get chatting with sweet innocent Delma. who is struggling with finding a job in Van. Such a beautiful place, yet so much of under employment.