Saturday, Dec 31, 2011
I am not able to believe this,, I just went to the holi day in salsa party on a forced impulse and end up winning a free ticket worth $35 for the new years party,,,,
Looks like the universe always wanted me to celebrate new years and so this is the 3rd time I am winning a prize ,, rather 4th prize. first time i won for 2 different ones for the same day.
hmmmmm looks like my fortunes are turning around, so hopefully I am going to find a great job and someone great,, who would love me more than I could ever love anyone and we will live happily ever after for a very very long time. :)
fingers crossed on my new years wishes.
Now to get rid of all the junk and unwanted stuff of 2011 and go into the new year 2012 with a clean head,,,,, hahahaha including shaving the hair on my head... cheers
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Friday, December 30, 2011
Dec 30 2011, last working day
Friday, Dec 30 2011
Its the last working day and the day for account settling and works.
For me it was another round of trying to call up people and see if there is any possibility of openings.
luckily rj calls back saying that the cig open ing is still on. Phew atleast I can go into the new year with hope. Thou it will involve moving my stuff back to the north East.
Well another move and will be paid for, I just have to work on my own budget of keeping purchases in control. Don't feel like buying any new cloths as the old ones are hardly worn. Maybe if I can find a good place to donate the cloths I might donate and also the thick jacket I brought at first in the US.
Had puttu for breakfast. from the Srilank brand, nice and full filling.
yesterday night at lol i was kind of mixed, with getting to dance with mar towards the end. The whole place was crowded and for the first time was feeling clustro-phobic and did not get into the mood to dance. There were some amazingly sexy looking gals with heavenly bodies.
Lets see how I feel towards the end of today for the holiday hotel party. atleast this is close to home but with cover.
Brought a new car battery at wal mart and changed the batteries on my own, as I was waiting for the mechanic to finish up with the other cars ahead of me and it would have taken about 2 hrs before they changed it for me.... yea... learned something new today. cheers to new learnings and discoveries.
Its the last working day and the day for account settling and works.
For me it was another round of trying to call up people and see if there is any possibility of openings.
luckily rj calls back saying that the cig open ing is still on. Phew atleast I can go into the new year with hope. Thou it will involve moving my stuff back to the north East.
Well another move and will be paid for, I just have to work on my own budget of keeping purchases in control. Don't feel like buying any new cloths as the old ones are hardly worn. Maybe if I can find a good place to donate the cloths I might donate and also the thick jacket I brought at first in the US.
Had puttu for breakfast. from the Srilank brand, nice and full filling.
yesterday night at lol i was kind of mixed, with getting to dance with mar towards the end. The whole place was crowded and for the first time was feeling clustro-phobic and did not get into the mood to dance. There were some amazingly sexy looking gals with heavenly bodies.
Lets see how I feel towards the end of today for the holiday hotel party. atleast this is close to home but with cover.
Brought a new car battery at wal mart and changed the batteries on my own, as I was waiting for the mechanic to finish up with the other cars ahead of me and it would have taken about 2 hrs before they changed it for me.... yea... learned something new today. cheers to new learnings and discoveries.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Dec 29 2011, cruzing thru
Thursday, Dec 29 2011
Had trouble getting up as I did not have anything planned other than doing the online course. not a great source of inspiration to start of the day.
got to a few work out exercises... now to complete it and have break fast.
atleast last night I got to have a regular home cooked dinner
Afternoon drove down south to arlington and looked at the batteries in costco. then walked around the mall , boy it was just like the mall in metro town. but more crowded and lesser place. It was nice to see the ice rink and lil kids showing off their skills. wow.
Got back home and saw the mail from Mar, yea,, atleast this thursday, I will have someone I know to salsa dance.
Cheers... am still upset with the way last week turned out, 5 nos from self centered bitches... grrr. to hell with them. on they go onto my black list.
dinner with dos Equis.. hehehe,, not as gingery as carona.
Had trouble getting up as I did not have anything planned other than doing the online course. not a great source of inspiration to start of the day.
got to a few work out exercises... now to complete it and have break fast.
atleast last night I got to have a regular home cooked dinner
Afternoon drove down south to arlington and looked at the batteries in costco. then walked around the mall , boy it was just like the mall in metro town. but more crowded and lesser place. It was nice to see the ice rink and lil kids showing off their skills. wow.
Got back home and saw the mail from Mar, yea,, atleast this thursday, I will have someone I know to salsa dance.
Cheers... am still upset with the way last week turned out, 5 nos from self centered bitches... grrr. to hell with them. on they go onto my black list.
dinner with dos Equis.. hehehe,, not as gingery as carona.
Wednesday, December 28, 2011
Dec 28, 2011 Should, Could, Would...
Wednesday, Dec 28 2011
Thinking about the should have been, would, Could....
not worth spending the neurons for all those people who visited my life and spilled their screwed up lifes gravy over me.
So thank you god for getting them out of my life and leaving me with the ones that mattered.
Thinking about the should have been, would, Could....
not worth spending the neurons for all those people who visited my life and spilled their screwed up lifes gravy over me.
So thank you god for getting them out of my life and leaving me with the ones that mattered.
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Dec 27 2011 , Instaling xp on the Dell
Tuesday, Dec 27 2011
Took another crack at installing XP on the Dell laptop,, was successful when I did it from the boot.
So now thats one laptop with dual OS start. win 2000 and XP. cheers
its almost 2:30 just finished the Norton download and install from the comcst portal.
Took another crack at installing XP on the Dell laptop,, was successful when I did it from the boot.
So now thats one laptop with dual OS start. win 2000 and XP. cheers
its almost 2:30 just finished the Norton download and install from the comcst portal.
Monday, December 26, 2011
Dec 26 2011, Day after, catching up
Monday, Dec 26 2011
Catching up on stuff. got some things re-done caused by goof ups and bad timing of things happening.
Atleast I did not end up loosing much, got the refund from auto insurance, now to wait till tomorrow for the rental home insurance.
And the best part is that I am not upset, that these things that I paid for for reset back from the TX version to the previous version based out of PA. And money got refunded back. Atleast I got to notice it before it is too late.
Been going to the temple and mediating the past few days. yet to reach a level of depth in concentration.
Life is so full of surprises and things to do. :)
More important than anything is now my need for a job thats stable (or relatively) so that I am not constantly thinking of where my next one would be and not been able to make plans like most of the people who get to live their lives a bit more stably and make long term plans.
Catching up on stuff. got some things re-done caused by goof ups and bad timing of things happening.
Atleast I did not end up loosing much, got the refund from auto insurance, now to wait till tomorrow for the rental home insurance.
And the best part is that I am not upset, that these things that I paid for for reset back from the TX version to the previous version based out of PA. And money got refunded back. Atleast I got to notice it before it is too late.
Been going to the temple and mediating the past few days. yet to reach a level of depth in concentration.
Life is so full of surprises and things to do. :)
More important than anything is now my need for a job thats stable (or relatively) so that I am not constantly thinking of where my next one would be and not been able to make plans like most of the people who get to live their lives a bit more stably and make long term plans.
Sunday, December 25, 2011
Dec 25 2011, Happy Birth day Jesus
Sunday Dec 25 2011
Happy Birth day to Mr Jesus , cheers.
Now is that his Birth day or, is it on Jan 06 th by the Armenians and Jan 07th by the orthodox Christians celebrate it?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christmas
Well all the shops and places of business are going to be closed today. Except that I got to know that the HUGE Indian Grocery store called Subzi Mandi with its own few shops inside like a kind of wal mart will be open and will have $2.99 Biriyani. yummmm
gloomy cloudy weather but in the 50s. so feel much better off than living up north. Was looking at the map and realized that Texas is on the latitude thats approximately close to the North most part of India, so its still far off from the Equator, hence the cold vibs.
So far from my own beautiful native land thats close to the equator and filled with warmth.
Happy Birth day to Mr Jesus , cheers.
Now is that his Birth day or, is it on Jan 06 th by the Armenians and Jan 07th by the orthodox Christians celebrate it?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Christmas
Well all the shops and places of business are going to be closed today. Except that I got to know that the HUGE Indian Grocery store called Subzi Mandi with its own few shops inside like a kind of wal mart will be open and will have $2.99 Biriyani. yummmm
gloomy cloudy weather but in the 50s. so feel much better off than living up north. Was looking at the map and realized that Texas is on the latitude thats approximately close to the North most part of India, so its still far off from the Equator, hence the cold vibs.
So far from my own beautiful native land thats close to the equator and filled with warmth.
Saturday, December 24, 2011
Dec 24 2011, Christams eve
Saturday, Dec 24 2011
Got back home by 10 and what a refreshing feeling to get into ones own hot shower.
Got back from the twn pks around 1am , where the very pretty little gals (who looked under aged) were just wearing the basic min. And were trying to flash the twp pks and hoping to get more tip,, but the service sucked, the waiterss who served us, thou she looked good, behaved like she did not care much about providing customer service. She came around saying that its the last call for the kitchen and if we needed anything, when anl said, just give me a min, she was, oh no not possible. So instead of ordering more food and drinks, we just said, ok fine then we rather have the check....
And that means they lost two potentially good customers and the others they would have possibly told.
Its sad how the requesting for even one min to go thru the menu to place the order was not granted and how it could mean a loss to the business, not to mention the possible profit from the good publicity they would have got had she been a bit inclined to accommodate the one min.
Well thats another good example of Customer Service Attitude and the training that could have helped.
Got back home by 10 and what a refreshing feeling to get into ones own hot shower.
Got back from the twn pks around 1am , where the very pretty little gals (who looked under aged) were just wearing the basic min. And were trying to flash the twp pks and hoping to get more tip,, but the service sucked, the waiterss who served us, thou she looked good, behaved like she did not care much about providing customer service. She came around saying that its the last call for the kitchen and if we needed anything, when anl said, just give me a min, she was, oh no not possible. So instead of ordering more food and drinks, we just said, ok fine then we rather have the check....
And that means they lost two potentially good customers and the others they would have possibly told.
Its sad how the requesting for even one min to go thru the menu to place the order was not granted and how it could mean a loss to the business, not to mention the possible profit from the good publicity they would have got had she been a bit inclined to accommodate the one min.
Well thats another good example of Customer Service Attitude and the training that could have helped.
Friday, December 23, 2011
Dec 23 2011, away from home
Friday, Dec 23 2011,
last d of hal pass for anl.
from lolits after a lousy night of salsa, drove to anls house.
woke up in the morning and we had rotis with scrambled egg and avcado.
in the afternoon went to the Bengali place with the Indo - Pak lable and had goat biriyani for 4.99.. really cheap, thou not the feel of the real biryani, it was ok.\
now to go for the basket ball game and twn peeks to check out some of natures finest creations.
last d of hal pass for anl.
from lolits after a lousy night of salsa, drove to anls house.
woke up in the morning and we had rotis with scrambled egg and avcado.
in the afternoon went to the Bengali place with the Indo - Pak lable and had goat biriyani for 4.99.. really cheap, thou not the feel of the real biryani, it was ok.\
now to go for the basket ball game and twn peeks to check out some of natures finest creations.
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Nov 22 2011, thu, bright day
Wednesday Nov 22 2011
Started the day with getting things done, one by one.
Got most of it done and then went to temple around 11.
talked to anl and nar.
planning on hitting loli for some salsa and hope to see the people I got to dance with last week.
Around 3 a couple of people from the maintence came and fixed the storage door and then the leaking sealing at the back door. First time I am having 3 doors in a single bed room apt. and 2 balconies. :)
Started the day with getting things done, one by one.
Got most of it done and then went to temple around 11.
talked to anl and nar.
planning on hitting loli for some salsa and hope to see the people I got to dance with last week.
Around 3 a couple of people from the maintence came and fixed the storage door and then the leaking sealing at the back door. First time I am having 3 doors in a single bed room apt. and 2 balconies. :)
Wednesday, December 21, 2011
Dec 21 2011, Scanning Receipts
Wednesday Dec 21 2011
Hard getting out of bed in the morning...
Got working on scanning and uploading them. Had a tough time with the uploads as only one page was getting shown. Atleast I do not have to fax them.
have to wait for the Am ex records to update in the expense sheet and submit it all... my own expense came to around 2600 that is not including the moving of household stuff and car.
Its like I am having a paid vacation into the south of US. Just that its a bit cold outside, but its gorgeous when the skies are not cloudy.
Spend the evening watching the planes take of in 2's and 3's, like a massive coordinated orchestra in the sky. with about 7 run ways this must easily be the biggest airport.
Want to go out running,, again motivation is the culprit.
Sent out resume, got to see if anything will work out. if it does, its again back to the north east.
like it here in this area, things are cheaper and people are much more nicer and sweeter.
Hard getting out of bed in the morning...
Got working on scanning and uploading them. Had a tough time with the uploads as only one page was getting shown. Atleast I do not have to fax them.
have to wait for the Am ex records to update in the expense sheet and submit it all... my own expense came to around 2600 that is not including the moving of household stuff and car.
Its like I am having a paid vacation into the south of US. Just that its a bit cold outside, but its gorgeous when the skies are not cloudy.
Spend the evening watching the planes take of in 2's and 3's, like a massive coordinated orchestra in the sky. with about 7 run ways this must easily be the biggest airport.
Want to go out running,, again motivation is the culprit.
Sent out resume, got to see if anything will work out. if it does, its again back to the north east.
like it here in this area, things are cheaper and people are much more nicer and sweeter.
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Dec 20 2011, 1st night spend in my own bed
Tuesday, Dec 20 2011
Woke up relaxed to a great extend, courtesy to my comfy bed.
had earlier passed out on the couch.
now to get things done. it was great fixing a few things, gave me a bit more of optimism.
Then started calling up people for putting my resume up for the global database of the company.
raj and bos did not pick up the phone (as expected) so left a msg.
Wish the timing was better, if I am to be out of the company, thats ok too. But want to stay on and build up a career. lets see as the stars forecast, Dec 22 a day to keep my eyes open for. Liked this company as they took care of all the moving aspects so far and were very professional and organized.
much better than been at the mercy of some persons mood swings and attitude.
well now to go cracking on the DMV for my license.
Woke up relaxed to a great extend, courtesy to my comfy bed.
had earlier passed out on the couch.
now to get things done. it was great fixing a few things, gave me a bit more of optimism.
Then started calling up people for putting my resume up for the global database of the company.
raj and bos did not pick up the phone (as expected) so left a msg.
Wish the timing was better, if I am to be out of the company, thats ok too. But want to stay on and build up a career. lets see as the stars forecast, Dec 22 a day to keep my eyes open for. Liked this company as they took care of all the moving aspects so far and were very professional and organized.
much better than been at the mercy of some persons mood swings and attitude.
well now to go cracking on the DMV for my license.
Monday, December 19, 2011
Dec 19 2011, car registeration
Monday Dec 19 2011
Got up around 6:30,, had a night mare and remember waking up shouting a few hrs ago.
Was ready to get out by 8am. reached my apartment by 9:30. was waiting for the cable guy to come and start up my connection.
around 12 Called up the call center and got to tatiyana again asked her about the appointment, and she was all about the 8 hrs window and that they could come in, basically my whole day would be wasted. yew
but by 12:30 that person came in and set it up.
Around 2 pm head out towards Ft wrth to the county tax office where they issue the registration for the car. handed over my title and was told to expect the new one in the mail. around $190 for the registeration.
got back to the car to find that I had left the lights on and the battery died on me. damm..
so around 3:30 call up triple A . then with the rain falling like crazy, decided to use the glue pen to fix some of the loose hanging things in the car. It suddenly started changing, everything seems to fall in place, on an instinct, tried to start the car and it started too... wowowoooo its always like that, when things start happening positive, even the negative miraculously gets converted to positive. cheers
So head back home.. and the rain turns into a storm.. good god. it was tough driving in that kind of traffic and weather.
Got back home and found that the lady living below was standing out... she introduced herself and told me that her house got burglarized. She was living there for 5 years and this was the 1st time something like that happened.
poor ladies computer and few other stuff got stolen. :(
A lady cop came in to check and then left.
I got back home and cooked up an omlet and had it with tortilas... basically chapatis.
Got up around 6:30,, had a night mare and remember waking up shouting a few hrs ago.
Was ready to get out by 8am. reached my apartment by 9:30. was waiting for the cable guy to come and start up my connection.
around 12 Called up the call center and got to tatiyana again asked her about the appointment, and she was all about the 8 hrs window and that they could come in, basically my whole day would be wasted. yew
but by 12:30 that person came in and set it up.
Around 2 pm head out towards Ft wrth to the county tax office where they issue the registration for the car. handed over my title and was told to expect the new one in the mail. around $190 for the registeration.
got back to the car to find that I had left the lights on and the battery died on me. damm..
so around 3:30 call up triple A . then with the rain falling like crazy, decided to use the glue pen to fix some of the loose hanging things in the car. It suddenly started changing, everything seems to fall in place, on an instinct, tried to start the car and it started too... wowowoooo its always like that, when things start happening positive, even the negative miraculously gets converted to positive. cheers
So head back home.. and the rain turns into a storm.. good god. it was tough driving in that kind of traffic and weather.
Got back home and found that the lady living below was standing out... she introduced herself and told me that her house got burglarized. She was living there for 5 years and this was the 1st time something like that happened.
poor ladies computer and few other stuff got stolen. :(
A lady cop came in to check and then left.
I got back home and cooked up an omlet and had it with tortilas... basically chapatis.
Sunday, December 18, 2011
Dec 18 2011, Checking out of Candlewood suits
Saturday Dec 18 2011
Woke up around 7 but only got out of bed about 8ish.
Don't feel like leaving this cozy place. 2 weeks here and I am hooked to this life. like a vacation in a warm place and hotel.
Great location, great staff, ahhh make me feel at home.
aww but have to move to the aprtment and my new home. And hopefully find a new project soon. That is kind of weighing in heavily on my thoughts now.
But first to get cracking on the Drivers license and car registration.
maybe head to anls home in the afternoon.
Hasta la vista Candle wood and the peaceful times.
new apt here i come..... time to load up the love of my life my sweet, shinny and absolutely faithful car.... to think about it, has been traveling all over US and Canada with me, on adventures all across, the relationship has been way beyond anyone could ask for.
Cheers to many more glorious years and adventures good times :)
reached anls home around 2:30 had bbq chicken indian - western mix of masalas and bbq sauce.. great . had it with brocoli and other veggies.
then we watched movies and a few drinks of vodka from maldova.
went to the mall to walk around and then retrned home to sleep
Woke up around 7 but only got out of bed about 8ish.
Don't feel like leaving this cozy place. 2 weeks here and I am hooked to this life. like a vacation in a warm place and hotel.
Great location, great staff, ahhh make me feel at home.
aww but have to move to the aprtment and my new home. And hopefully find a new project soon. That is kind of weighing in heavily on my thoughts now.
But first to get cracking on the Drivers license and car registration.
maybe head to anls home in the afternoon.
Hasta la vista Candle wood and the peaceful times.
new apt here i come..... time to load up the love of my life my sweet, shinny and absolutely faithful car.... to think about it, has been traveling all over US and Canada with me, on adventures all across, the relationship has been way beyond anyone could ask for.
Cheers to many more glorious years and adventures good times :)
reached anls home around 2:30 had bbq chicken indian - western mix of masalas and bbq sauce.. great . had it with brocoli and other veggies.
then we watched movies and a few drinks of vodka from maldova.
went to the mall to walk around and then retrned home to sleep
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Dec 17 2011 ,, another salsa nite
Saturday, Dec 17 2011,
Woke up to the sounds of siren from passing fire trucks.. must be one hell of a fire or r they going to the airport.
woo,, again don't remember much of yesterday , just the gist of dancing really close with a hotie from columbia. hmmm she sure has beautiful eyes.
too drunk to remember much of it.
Anl who had much more drinks than me and in no mood to dance wanted to hit the bed by 1am . So dropped him off at the hotel room and was back.
Don't remember much of what happened after that. but was talking with a couple of gals, vaugely remember images of their faces and the conversation.
now to head to the apt and wait for the movers.
DAmm I thought that I had put in things that I did yesterday,, not appearing now... ahhhh
got ready to head out around 9am to the apt was there when the truck with my stuff pulls up. Good timing, get them into the apt, they were done by around 10am and let them out of the gate... nice security with gates.
Get back to the room and Anl wakes up. we just try to re-cap what happened last night, then take anl to the apt and show what I have and then around 12:30 head out to the indian buffet.... great Upma, along with dosa, idly,, all breakfast stuff and then goat curry was ummmy too.
Drop anl off at the hotel to pick up the car.
get back to my room around 2:30 and pass out, wake up around 6:30pm... still with a huge hang over.
talk to anl for some time about planning on going to the celar for more drinking and dancing.. but kind of don't seem to have the energy to go.
get txt msg from mty about going to azr, closer to her place. about 20 plus miles for me of driving in unfamiliar roads of Dalls.
Get back to the apt to try and unpack the kitchen stuff and after some time was feeling nauseated and heavy in the head and head spinning. Then realized that it was also the effect of the perfume that rubbed off on my first dance last night wth the Columbian gal. too strong perfume ...
So head back to the hotel and try to sleep.
See the missed call and message from mrty saying she is heading to Azr... oh god, wish I could have gone and it was kind of in between anls house and my place.
Better luck to me next time. :(
Woke up to the sounds of siren from passing fire trucks.. must be one hell of a fire or r they going to the airport.
woo,, again don't remember much of yesterday , just the gist of dancing really close with a hotie from columbia. hmmm she sure has beautiful eyes.
too drunk to remember much of it.
Anl who had much more drinks than me and in no mood to dance wanted to hit the bed by 1am . So dropped him off at the hotel room and was back.
Don't remember much of what happened after that. but was talking with a couple of gals, vaugely remember images of their faces and the conversation.
now to head to the apt and wait for the movers.
DAmm I thought that I had put in things that I did yesterday,, not appearing now... ahhhh
got ready to head out around 9am to the apt was there when the truck with my stuff pulls up. Good timing, get them into the apt, they were done by around 10am and let them out of the gate... nice security with gates.
Get back to the room and Anl wakes up. we just try to re-cap what happened last night, then take anl to the apt and show what I have and then around 12:30 head out to the indian buffet.... great Upma, along with dosa, idly,, all breakfast stuff and then goat curry was ummmy too.
Drop anl off at the hotel to pick up the car.
get back to my room around 2:30 and pass out, wake up around 6:30pm... still with a huge hang over.
talk to anl for some time about planning on going to the celar for more drinking and dancing.. but kind of don't seem to have the energy to go.
get txt msg from mty about going to azr, closer to her place. about 20 plus miles for me of driving in unfamiliar roads of Dalls.
Get back to the apt to try and unpack the kitchen stuff and after some time was feeling nauseated and heavy in the head and head spinning. Then realized that it was also the effect of the perfume that rubbed off on my first dance last night wth the Columbian gal. too strong perfume ...
So head back to the hotel and try to sleep.
See the missed call and message from mrty saying she is heading to Azr... oh god, wish I could have gone and it was kind of in between anls house and my place.
Better luck to me next time. :(
Friday, December 16, 2011
Dec 16, 2011, Salsa Heaven
Friday, Dec 16 2011
oooohhh still feeling the high of alcohol and awesome dancing with Mrty, she made me feel as thou I am in salsa heaven. Followed so beautifully. wow.
Even Raf from Vancouv was blown away by her.
This place had a much better crowd and younger and much better quality than at the holidy in close by.
oooohhh still feeling the high of alcohol and awesome dancing with Mrty, she made me feel as thou I am in salsa heaven. Followed so beautifully. wow.
Even Raf from Vancouv was blown away by her.
This place had a much better crowd and younger and much better quality than at the holidy in close by.
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Dec 15 2011 , New Apt.
Thursday Dec 15 2011
Got to the office of the new apt around 9am and had a few more papers to sign and was given the key and the auto gate opener.
was watching the news and was a bit taken aback to see the Violence reported on the road in Arlington, following the accident. Good god, I had just passed by that place yesterday, no wonder there was traffic jam.
Got to see on the news today The guy who had a accident had 2 kids in the back seat. then when people went over to help him, he shot and killed one of them. now thats another lesson for me to be careful with helping people.
Rain seems to have screwed up the whole place, they have very wide roads here and people seem to drive recklessly, changing lanes without any indication, tailgating.
Got to finish with washing my cloths in the hotel laundry for free that was a good thing in this hotel to have a laundry.
around 11am Called the number I had of the truck driver in the morning to know, looks like thats the number of the office. So asked them to call back. Then again called back to see about the eta arounc 2:40.... the person I was talking to was surprised that the driver did not call me. said he would let me know soon.
Thunder storms and with a clear view of the Texas skyline was able to seem some amazing lightning show by nature.
was intrigued when I heard from someone, that when people start choosing LOVE over other superficial things and other dreams, that means that they have grown and matured and have become more courageous to settle down.
More like giving up lifes dreams and other wants for LOVE forever. :) hmmm its a good mushy thought.
well got a call from the driver guy and he asks me to call up Debbie. Call her up and she been the person who sounded like someone on perpetual offense, accused me of not sending across the address. wow... so much for been in customer service. Atleast she was kind enough to send out the mail with the address to the warehouse before she left for the evening at 5pm est.
okk now to see if I can get to Salsa @ lolitas.
Got to the office of the new apt around 9am and had a few more papers to sign and was given the key and the auto gate opener.
was watching the news and was a bit taken aback to see the Violence reported on the road in Arlington, following the accident. Good god, I had just passed by that place yesterday, no wonder there was traffic jam.
Got to see on the news today The guy who had a accident had 2 kids in the back seat. then when people went over to help him, he shot and killed one of them. now thats another lesson for me to be careful with helping people.
Rain seems to have screwed up the whole place, they have very wide roads here and people seem to drive recklessly, changing lanes without any indication, tailgating.
Got to finish with washing my cloths in the hotel laundry for free that was a good thing in this hotel to have a laundry.
around 11am Called the number I had of the truck driver in the morning to know, looks like thats the number of the office. So asked them to call back. Then again called back to see about the eta arounc 2:40.... the person I was talking to was surprised that the driver did not call me. said he would let me know soon.
Thunder storms and with a clear view of the Texas skyline was able to seem some amazing lightning show by nature.
was intrigued when I heard from someone, that when people start choosing LOVE over other superficial things and other dreams, that means that they have grown and matured and have become more courageous to settle down.
More like giving up lifes dreams and other wants for LOVE forever. :) hmmm its a good mushy thought.
well got a call from the driver guy and he asks me to call up Debbie. Call her up and she been the person who sounded like someone on perpetual offense, accused me of not sending across the address. wow... so much for been in customer service. Atleast she was kind enough to send out the mail with the address to the warehouse before she left for the evening at 5pm est.
okk now to see if I can get to Salsa @ lolitas.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Dec 14 2011. unsettling thoughts and finding balance
Wednesday, Dec 14 2011
woke up with the intention of getting things done.
Again went to temple and in the calmness of the temple was able to mediate a bit.
Went along mcauther to a Hyderabadi restaurant who had advertised for $3.99 chicken biriyani. but turns out that they have 8:60 per biriyani.. it was nice. tasted really good much better than the $2.99 chicken biriyani from the Paki restaurant.
Then went to the apt office and met shanon, wow she is really beautiful and hot. No makeup at all and had a very beautiful heart capturing smile. wow she is smoking hot. Would have been great to have her as the mother of my kids. wooo.
And the best part she was so nice and understanding. could have easily fallen in love with her.
Handed over the Mo for 545 and sent her the mail with the Assurant insurance confirmation.
to pick up the keys early 8:30am tomorrow. Dec 15th 2011.
Anyways raf is coming from vanco today, so maybe we will be able to hit the salsa places along with the dallas friend tomorrow.
woke up with the intention of getting things done.
Again went to temple and in the calmness of the temple was able to mediate a bit.
Went along mcauther to a Hyderabadi restaurant who had advertised for $3.99 chicken biriyani. but turns out that they have 8:60 per biriyani.. it was nice. tasted really good much better than the $2.99 chicken biriyani from the Paki restaurant.
Then went to the apt office and met shanon, wow she is really beautiful and hot. No makeup at all and had a very beautiful heart capturing smile. wow she is smoking hot. Would have been great to have her as the mother of my kids. wooo.
And the best part she was so nice and understanding. could have easily fallen in love with her.
Handed over the Mo for 545 and sent her the mail with the Assurant insurance confirmation.
to pick up the keys early 8:30am tomorrow. Dec 15th 2011.
Anyways raf is coming from vanco today, so maybe we will be able to hit the salsa places along with the dallas friend tomorrow.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
Dec 13 2011, need answers and resolutions to move forward
Tuesday, Dec 13 2011
Wait for the answers and resolution about the apartment continues. Wish people were more proactive to find resolutions, its just a question of a phone call.
It was geat getting call from shanon that the credit was approved.
Went to temple about closing time prayed for sometime.
Got to wal mart and brought another MO for 545 to cover DEC 17 days and whole of Jan rent and the $35 deposite of auto gate opener.
then got back to the hotel room and got my renters insurance,, about $40 more.
then gave a request for car rental.... turned out to be about $60 more.
Then tried to figure out the elect.. between TXU and green mountain, thou green mountain was cheaper by 10% they had atleast 1 week before they could get connected and $10 fee. So went with TXU for immediate connection and month to month,, funny that they are also like a cable or phone company needing 1 year contract other wise and $150 contract break charges.
Towards evening it started raining, had turned off the A/C and it feels fine. otherwise it was affecting my sinus and causing dry nose and other issues.
Wait for the answers and resolution about the apartment continues. Wish people were more proactive to find resolutions, its just a question of a phone call.
It was geat getting call from shanon that the credit was approved.
Went to temple about closing time prayed for sometime.
Got to wal mart and brought another MO for 545 to cover DEC 17 days and whole of Jan rent and the $35 deposite of auto gate opener.
then got back to the hotel room and got my renters insurance,, about $40 more.
then gave a request for car rental.... turned out to be about $60 more.
Then tried to figure out the elect.. between TXU and green mountain, thou green mountain was cheaper by 10% they had atleast 1 week before they could get connected and $10 fee. So went with TXU for immediate connection and month to month,, funny that they are also like a cable or phone company needing 1 year contract other wise and $150 contract break charges.
Towards evening it started raining, had turned off the A/C and it feels fine. otherwise it was affecting my sinus and causing dry nose and other issues.
Monday, December 12, 2011
Dec 12 , 2011, Sick
Monday, Dec 12 2011
Woke up feeling more sick. Right side of my face kind of screwed up , cause of sinus. Just reducing the torture by doing the water inhalation and soothing the breathing process.
Well all a combination of feeling low, not having direction and motivation, change in location and weather.
Got to wait for the info regarding the approval of the apartment and then start the remaining process.
Called up apt office only to be told that they have heard back from Hatfield apts. Pa called them up,, again Dian picked up, could feel the icy coldness in the personality just hearing her voice... damm how do people like this get into customer relationship.
then after calling gateway and talking to sharon the 2nd time, called hatfield again this time got to Jane, she was sweet and nice and she tried to fax it again and told me that the fax is not going thru.
So hung up and called gateway at center port again. only to be told that their fax has been working perfectly well.... awwwww
so my dilema, whats going to happen next, what if the people in hatfield don't fax the doc?
on 15th my stuff is going to come and do I have to have it moved to a storage, just because some people are not able to coordinate or refuse to be helpful I cannot end up left like a deer in headlights.
I have to have a back up plan.
So went to the Gateway at centreport met with Ruby, who was very kind and nice, she could only say that she will try to fax again. well that is nice and kind of her. But what if it again falls into the hands of someone who does not care (going by my past experience with the Hatfield Apts employees) there are always bad apples everywhere, who take things for granted and don't care about the problems that others are facing.
ahhh its just supposed to be a simple reply... why all the complications..
The fall out of the due date of apartment not be ready is ,,, delay in getting the elect connection, delay in getting the internet connection,,, cost of continuing in the hotel, possibly having to have my stuff moved to storage and then again moved back into an hotel,
Woke up feeling more sick. Right side of my face kind of screwed up , cause of sinus. Just reducing the torture by doing the water inhalation and soothing the breathing process.
Well all a combination of feeling low, not having direction and motivation, change in location and weather.
Got to wait for the info regarding the approval of the apartment and then start the remaining process.
Called up apt office only to be told that they have heard back from Hatfield apts. Pa called them up,, again Dian picked up, could feel the icy coldness in the personality just hearing her voice... damm how do people like this get into customer relationship.
then after calling gateway and talking to sharon the 2nd time, called hatfield again this time got to Jane, she was sweet and nice and she tried to fax it again and told me that the fax is not going thru.
So hung up and called gateway at center port again. only to be told that their fax has been working perfectly well.... awwwww
so my dilema, whats going to happen next, what if the people in hatfield don't fax the doc?
on 15th my stuff is going to come and do I have to have it moved to a storage, just because some people are not able to coordinate or refuse to be helpful I cannot end up left like a deer in headlights.
I have to have a back up plan.
So went to the Gateway at centreport met with Ruby, who was very kind and nice, she could only say that she will try to fax again. well that is nice and kind of her. But what if it again falls into the hands of someone who does not care (going by my past experience with the Hatfield Apts employees) there are always bad apples everywhere, who take things for granted and don't care about the problems that others are facing.
ahhh its just supposed to be a simple reply... why all the complications..
The fall out of the due date of apartment not be ready is ,,, delay in getting the elect connection, delay in getting the internet connection,,, cost of continuing in the hotel, possibly having to have my stuff moved to storage and then again moved back into an hotel,
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Dec 11 2011 got my baby back
Sunday, Dec 11 2011
Went with anl to fill up his kids prescription , we reached w mart about 9:45am waited till 10am for them to open the pharmacy. took about 12:30 to get it done... dammm these arrogants pricks at the pharmacy, ,,, just like the others in their area or medicine the docs and others.. just focused on milking the people of their hard earned money than NOT been inclined to provided any good customer service, more like make it as comples as possible and screw the sick and needy.....
1:40 reached back to FT worth and the people delivering the car were there, got my car (baby) back.
now to return the rental and get settled for the other things to come by soon.
Sat Dec 10 2011..
got the check of $45 and $1000 security deposit from wal mart.
Signed up the lease for 6 months.
Then drove to mkiny to Anls house,, and had yummy fish curry... on the way got Jonywalker dobleblack $40 and glenwi,,,(18years old) for $80.
watch a couple of movies and Americas funnies videos with the family.
Went with anl to fill up his kids prescription , we reached w mart about 9:45am waited till 10am for them to open the pharmacy. took about 12:30 to get it done... dammm these arrogants pricks at the pharmacy, ,,, just like the others in their area or medicine the docs and others.. just focused on milking the people of their hard earned money than NOT been inclined to provided any good customer service, more like make it as comples as possible and screw the sick and needy.....
1:40 reached back to FT worth and the people delivering the car were there, got my car (baby) back.
now to return the rental and get settled for the other things to come by soon.
Sat Dec 10 2011..
got the check of $45 and $1000 security deposit from wal mart.
Signed up the lease for 6 months.
Then drove to mkiny to Anls house,, and had yummy fish curry... on the way got Jonywalker dobleblack $40 and glenwi,,,(18years old) for $80.
watch a couple of movies and Americas funnies videos with the family.
Friday, December 9, 2011
Dec 09 2011 , time to face reality and call up bosses
Friday, Dec 09 2011,
Time to call up bos and see what he has to say . kind of in a bad spot now with the cancelation of the proj and been in a new place.
well just hope for the best....
Got the bonafied letters. now to see where to commit to for the apartment lease.
10:30 called bos, went straight to voice, left msg and then sent out a mail.
All I can do now is mediate and hope for the best.
Time to call up bos and see what he has to say . kind of in a bad spot now with the cancelation of the proj and been in a new place.
well just hope for the best....
Got the bonafied letters. now to see where to commit to for the apartment lease.
10:30 called bos, went straight to voice, left msg and then sent out a mail.
All I can do now is mediate and hope for the best.
Thursday, December 8, 2011
Dec 08 2011 Day 4
Thursday, Dec 08 2011
Day 4 , woke up and went to cha to open accnt and get the 125 discount.
was able to enter the #s that anl gave me and voila, got 125 for opening an account. thanks cha
Tried to go back to village on post oak to signup but the kind lady nancy who I had talked to earlier was not there. So talked to the other lady who was also kind enough to show me the apartment.
But the bummer is that been on contract would not be able to get me the a airlines discount. And the fact that my project start has been put off to next month does not make it easy for me to get a letter from AA either. And the E-letter from cog seems to only have salary and residential address\\ which is anls address. dammmm
So went to gateway at centreport the cute gal who I talked to yesterday was there, but she seemed a bit grumpy today....
So might as well be going with this one with the 399 off 2nd months rent.
Day 4 , woke up and went to cha to open accnt and get the 125 discount.
was able to enter the #s that anl gave me and voila, got 125 for opening an account. thanks cha
Tried to go back to village on post oak to signup but the kind lady nancy who I had talked to earlier was not there. So talked to the other lady who was also kind enough to show me the apartment.
But the bummer is that been on contract would not be able to get me the a airlines discount. And the fact that my project start has been put off to next month does not make it easy for me to get a letter from AA either. And the E-letter from cog seems to only have salary and residential address\\ which is anls address. dammmm
So went to gateway at centreport the cute gal who I talked to yesterday was there, but she seemed a bit grumpy today....
So might as well be going with this one with the 399 off 2nd months rent.
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Dec 06 2011 Apartment hunting
Tuesday Dec 06 2011
Day 2 of Apartment hunting.
Accidentally at a Paki restaurant when trying to figure out which way to go and was introduced to the $2.99 chicken biriyani, better than the Philly one but not as great in quantity and quality as the Al wanta of Vancouver.
one apartment kind of stood out. so might go for it in Euless unless there is one close to Mckinney for 550 or less. all of them seems to be for 600 plus.
ohh all the confusion with no idea of the project and future.
Monday Dec 05 2011
Day 1, cold and got lost a few times coming back from Anls house. but made it back with a hang over
around noon went to wal mart did some food shopping, then went to subway for a sub
around 4 got out to check out the apts.. one close to the hotel. brand new, the rates are almost half of what was in phily. same kind I was paying about 1.3 here it was 790, one with a giant garage was like 1100.
the sales gals were trying all kinds of tricks so that I would not walk out.
Sunday Dec 04 2011
woke up around 2 then tossed and rolled got out by 3am and was ready to leave by 4. had break fast at the hotel and then dropped off the car and had a tough time adjusting to the couple of luggages that I was carrying.
the flight was good, tried to catch up on sleep. reached Atlanta 30 min earlier than expected and then after sometime got on to the next flight to Dalas.
reached dallas, again problem with the adjusting to the 2 luggages had to take a cart for $5.. damm then the crowd at the airport for the bus to the car rental,,, got on to the 4th bus after waiting it out. get ti the enterprise rental at DFW..... one of the most unfriendly Enterprise Rental I ever came across.
People with very bad attitude. and the gal who was showing me the car or taking me to the car,,,,,ahhh what a lousy Bith.... she was more interested in flirting with one of the guys she is working with than helping me.... it was so far removed from any customer friendly attitude I had experience in about 11 years of renting cars in US. the worst by any enterprise car rental.
She made me walk with the 2 large suitcase and the carry on and the laptop... was struggling rolling the suitcases and there was no cart to help me make it easier too.
Would not ever take the Enterprise at DFW airport again. as the one thing that usually stands out in all the enterprise car rental was the customer friendly attitude, but in DFW, it was at its lowest.
Day 2 of Apartment hunting.
Accidentally at a Paki restaurant when trying to figure out which way to go and was introduced to the $2.99 chicken biriyani, better than the Philly one but not as great in quantity and quality as the Al wanta of Vancouver.
one apartment kind of stood out. so might go for it in Euless unless there is one close to Mckinney for 550 or less. all of them seems to be for 600 plus.
ohh all the confusion with no idea of the project and future.
Monday Dec 05 2011
Day 1, cold and got lost a few times coming back from Anls house. but made it back with a hang over
around noon went to wal mart did some food shopping, then went to subway for a sub
around 4 got out to check out the apts.. one close to the hotel. brand new, the rates are almost half of what was in phily. same kind I was paying about 1.3 here it was 790, one with a giant garage was like 1100.
the sales gals were trying all kinds of tricks so that I would not walk out.
Sunday Dec 04 2011
woke up around 2 then tossed and rolled got out by 3am and was ready to leave by 4. had break fast at the hotel and then dropped off the car and had a tough time adjusting to the couple of luggages that I was carrying.
the flight was good, tried to catch up on sleep. reached Atlanta 30 min earlier than expected and then after sometime got on to the next flight to Dalas.
reached dallas, again problem with the adjusting to the 2 luggages had to take a cart for $5.. damm then the crowd at the airport for the bus to the car rental,,, got on to the 4th bus after waiting it out. get ti the enterprise rental at DFW..... one of the most unfriendly Enterprise Rental I ever came across.
People with very bad attitude. and the gal who was showing me the car or taking me to the car,,,,,ahhh what a lousy Bith.... she was more interested in flirting with one of the guys she is working with than helping me.... it was so far removed from any customer friendly attitude I had experience in about 11 years of renting cars in US. the worst by any enterprise car rental.
She made me walk with the 2 large suitcase and the carry on and the laptop... was struggling rolling the suitcases and there was no cart to help me make it easier too.
Would not ever take the Enterprise at DFW airport again. as the one thing that usually stands out in all the enterprise car rental was the customer friendly attitude, but in DFW, it was at its lowest.
Saturday, December 3, 2011
Dec 03 2011, trip to nj border
Saturday Dec 03 2011
woke up late, had b-fast at the hotel dinning.
then was watching TV and got a call from nar coming to pick up his moms medicines sent thru a friend of rajesh.
So have a shower and set out by 12: or 12:20 reach the morrisville location around 1,, then get a address to get to from him. google gps takes me to the sherton as in entered tony instead of stony. then we figure it out and the second address takes me to a residential area. they have it entered wrongly in google. Then after a few trial and errors, just on a hunch, drive towards a set of buildings I see on the satelite map.... and boy oh boy,, my instincts were so perfect... that the place I stopped and parked the car to make the call to nar turned out to be exactly in front of the door of the address we were supposed to meet.... hmmmm I got to trust my instincts more and more.... more signals from the universe about my basic powers of mind.
get back to the hotel after lunch. fill up the gas and wait for the flight.. time now about10:30pm.. 4 more hrs and got get packing to the airport. drop off the white avenger and check in... Dallas here I come.
woke up late, had b-fast at the hotel dinning.
then was watching TV and got a call from nar coming to pick up his moms medicines sent thru a friend of rajesh.
So have a shower and set out by 12: or 12:20 reach the morrisville location around 1,, then get a address to get to from him. google gps takes me to the sherton as in entered tony instead of stony. then we figure it out and the second address takes me to a residential area. they have it entered wrongly in google. Then after a few trial and errors, just on a hunch, drive towards a set of buildings I see on the satelite map.... and boy oh boy,, my instincts were so perfect... that the place I stopped and parked the car to make the call to nar turned out to be exactly in front of the door of the address we were supposed to meet.... hmmmm I got to trust my instincts more and more.... more signals from the universe about my basic powers of mind.
get back to the hotel after lunch. fill up the gas and wait for the flight.. time now about10:30pm.. 4 more hrs and got get packing to the airport. drop off the white avenger and check in... Dallas here I come.
Friday, December 2, 2011
Dec 02 2011 Friday, 2 more sleeps to dls
Friday, Dec 02 2011
Have two more sleeps before heading off to Dls on sunday morning...... Again back to the Gypsy life of moving every 4 months. well atleast I am traveling around and in Dls will be having couple of very good, loyal, sincere, trust worthy friends. Thou they are all married.
But what the hell beats been in htfld and lnsdl area with just the geese, goose and gander.
Ok got to be thankful and greatful to all the travel opportunities I keep getting, most people can only dream of this or fantazie about this.
hahaha right now again living in a hotel... by the airport, listening to the flight taking off into distant lands carrying passengers to exotic lands and dream vacations, honeymoon, disney world..... just thinking about the happines of these people is making me smile from ear to ear. yeaaa cheers to happiness and spreading goodness around.
Getting bored sitting in the hotel room. Not interested in watching TV, guess living without one for so long has weened me away from TV addiction.
what to do, what to do. walk to the airport?
Have two more sleeps before heading off to Dls on sunday morning...... Again back to the Gypsy life of moving every 4 months. well atleast I am traveling around and in Dls will be having couple of very good, loyal, sincere, trust worthy friends. Thou they are all married.
But what the hell beats been in htfld and lnsdl area with just the geese, goose and gander.
Ok got to be thankful and greatful to all the travel opportunities I keep getting, most people can only dream of this or fantazie about this.
hahaha right now again living in a hotel... by the airport, listening to the flight taking off into distant lands carrying passengers to exotic lands and dream vacations, honeymoon, disney world..... just thinking about the happines of these people is making me smile from ear to ear. yeaaa cheers to happiness and spreading goodness around.
Getting bored sitting in the hotel room. Not interested in watching TV, guess living without one for so long has weened me away from TV addiction.
what to do, what to do. walk to the airport?
Thursday, December 1, 2011
Dec 01 2011, moving out of the house
Thursday Dec 01 2011
Moving out of the house into a hotel after 4 months.
handing over the keys by 9am, shutting down my bank account and wait for 3 more days to fly out.
handed the keys by 9:30 went to dunkin donuts and had coffee. got the card punched for 8th time so the next one is free.
Called up aji to see if we could meet and talk, seems to be busy said would meet me in dallas.
Then went to costco, sat in the parking and mediated.
Then went in and saw a good shirt brought it and then had a chicken wrap kind of thing.
Was driving back to the Dunkin doughnuts when I got a call from sant, damm right bearer of the bad news.... evil to the core. Called to say that there was a mail from nimsh about the client getting back to him about the project been put off.
hmmmmm what a good timing.. I am out of the apartment moving to a hotel and suddenly no project in dals.... ahhhhh that would leave me in the middle of no where.
tried calling raj ,, who returned the call around 9pm. said would talk to nimsh.. got back from salsa at par and saw the mail from nimsh asking me to look for another proj and get in contact with the movers to have my stuff moved to where ever I am going to be based.
replied back saying that since my stuff has already moved and I am in transit, might as well continue as planned.
Wednesday Nov 30 2011
Got to book a hotel close to the airport.
tried driving around in the Avenger,,, great pick up, feels much smoother than my own car, guess its 15 years of technology.
9pm meeting again gets put off as nim was not able to come on it .
got call from sri regarding his start off dates and other lil things. hes got a 5 year old son too.
Guess these guys will be in for a rude shock after meeting me and my single life of jumping around and not been in any committed relationship.
Moving out of the house into a hotel after 4 months.
handing over the keys by 9am, shutting down my bank account and wait for 3 more days to fly out.
handed the keys by 9:30 went to dunkin donuts and had coffee. got the card punched for 8th time so the next one is free.
Called up aji to see if we could meet and talk, seems to be busy said would meet me in dallas.
Then went to costco, sat in the parking and mediated.
Then went in and saw a good shirt brought it and then had a chicken wrap kind of thing.
Was driving back to the Dunkin doughnuts when I got a call from sant, damm right bearer of the bad news.... evil to the core. Called to say that there was a mail from nimsh about the client getting back to him about the project been put off.
hmmmmm what a good timing.. I am out of the apartment moving to a hotel and suddenly no project in dals.... ahhhhh that would leave me in the middle of no where.
tried calling raj ,, who returned the call around 9pm. said would talk to nimsh.. got back from salsa at par and saw the mail from nimsh asking me to look for another proj and get in contact with the movers to have my stuff moved to where ever I am going to be based.
replied back saying that since my stuff has already moved and I am in transit, might as well continue as planned.
Wednesday Nov 30 2011
Got to book a hotel close to the airport.
tried driving around in the Avenger,,, great pick up, feels much smoother than my own car, guess its 15 years of technology.
9pm meeting again gets put off as nim was not able to come on it .
got call from sri regarding his start off dates and other lil things. hes got a 5 year old son too.
Guess these guys will be in for a rude shock after meeting me and my single life of jumping around and not been in any committed relationship.
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Nov 29 2011 Tues, Empty house
Tuesday, Nov 29 2011,
Got back home late from van go , tried to pack a few stuff.
woke up early around 5am and started with the packing and organizing.
around 8:30am the movers come in and man it coincides with the conf call meeting .
for some reason the conf got put off as Nim was not able to come. latter when checking the net, saw the bankruptcy filing by the co I am about to go to in dal.
good god this is a kind of blind siding.
well my stuff is moving and so am I. things have been set into motion.
Give the remaining 7 bottles of carona beer and the packet of lays chips to the moving guys.
around 11 get call from the guy coming to get my car... so booked rental at the airport so that I could drop it off there.
around 12:25 the guy with the tow truck comes from Delaware and the compiles a list of dents and scratches on my car and gives me the document.
Around 1 try to call up the guys to see if anyone could drop me off at the airport or to the closest rail station. none seem to pick up the call. damm fkrs.
then ajy returned the call after I walked 3 miles to the rail station ,, damm rain.
told him that I am already in the station and if I am not able to make it will call him back for help.
got to the airport by 4:50 and got the car... driving back was one hell of a screw up in the sever rain and road conditions at the peak office hours and with sun setting around 4:30 every thing was eerily dark.
Got back home late from van go , tried to pack a few stuff.
woke up early around 5am and started with the packing and organizing.
around 8:30am the movers come in and man it coincides with the conf call meeting .
for some reason the conf got put off as Nim was not able to come. latter when checking the net, saw the bankruptcy filing by the co I am about to go to in dal.
good god this is a kind of blind siding.
well my stuff is moving and so am I. things have been set into motion.
Give the remaining 7 bottles of carona beer and the packet of lays chips to the moving guys.
around 11 get call from the guy coming to get my car... so booked rental at the airport so that I could drop it off there.
around 12:25 the guy with the tow truck comes from Delaware and the compiles a list of dents and scratches on my car and gives me the document.
Around 1 try to call up the guys to see if anyone could drop me off at the airport or to the closest rail station. none seem to pick up the call. damm fkrs.
then ajy returned the call after I walked 3 miles to the rail station ,, damm rain.
told him that I am already in the station and if I am not able to make it will call him back for help.
got to the airport by 4:50 and got the car... driving back was one hell of a screw up in the sever rain and road conditions at the peak office hours and with sun setting around 4:30 every thing was eerily dark.
Monday, November 28, 2011
Nov 28 , 2011 Mon. waiting on movers
Monday, Nov 28 2011
Waiting for the movers to contact. Not sure what is going to happen. Hopefully they can come in atleast by tomorrow and I can move into a hotel.
Waiting for the movers to contact. Not sure what is going to happen. Hopefully they can come in atleast by tomorrow and I can move into a hotel.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Sun Nov 27 2011,
Sunday, Nov 27 2011
Back from NJ after a brief attempt at painting nar's house.
and as usualy great food that brought out the usual greediness in me and I went shamelessly gobble, gobble.
got back to base around 5pm... sun set.
Back from NJ after a brief attempt at painting nar's house.
and as usualy great food that brought out the usual greediness in me and I went shamelessly gobble, gobble.
got back to base around 5pm... sun set.
Saturday, November 26, 2011
Nov 26 Sat, hectic coordiantion
Saturday Nov 26 2011
rush to get things done, completed and to get some gift for nar. For all the support he and his family gave me and helped me with.
off to wal mart and then to nj, got to be back early tomorrow to see if I can get the last of packing done.
hahaha was watching this youtube put up by prks
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YR12Z8f1Dh8&feature=player_embedded#!
so true, girl white, with black heart... so reminded me of someone.. hehehe.
Reached venkata temple around 2 got out by 3 , took some pongal and tamrind rice for nar and family
presented his daughter with a puppy doll and nar with the drill set.
Latter got my cloths to wash and did the laundry in the basement.
rush to get things done, completed and to get some gift for nar. For all the support he and his family gave me and helped me with.
off to wal mart and then to nj, got to be back early tomorrow to see if I can get the last of packing done.
hahaha was watching this youtube put up by prks
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YR12Z8f1Dh8&feature=player_embedded#!
so true, girl white, with black heart... so reminded me of someone.. hehehe.
Reached venkata temple around 2 got out by 3 , took some pongal and tamrind rice for nar and family
presented his daughter with a puppy doll and nar with the drill set.
Latter got my cloths to wash and did the laundry in the basement.
Friday, November 25, 2011
Nov 25 2011, Black friday
Friday, Nov 25 2011
called up a potential vendor of cog to see if they could move my stuff out by 29th. have to wait out the weekend.
continue pking
Thursday, Nov 24 2011
Thanks giving day.
initiated the re loc.
Finished with the bking of flght, htl, car.
working on pking.
evening around 6pm drive out and on a crazy thought drive to wal mart and find it open. was surprised to see people there.
Enter in to find out that they are starting the thanks giving sale by 10pm and 12 midnight.
walk around and see the lines of people queuing up for the video consols and TVs. wow. my first time ever to see all these in 11 years of living in the Americas.
Slowly see the piles of Gujjus and many other indians making game plans to get out the max benifit. families spliting up and standing in different queues. wow. And then was surprised to see people speaking Araby also there with their families and kids. along with latin americans who did not seem much organized and calculating as the indians were.
Got to see cops come in to try and control the crowd where a waffle maker was been sold for $2. Was wondering have all the gujjus who eat dal rice and roti started eating waffles and syrup after coming to US or were they planning on becoming waffle eater? hahaha that would be funny. Or maybe they are going to use it to make chappathis or dosas.
Anyways non of them were listening the cops shouting and it was like a scene out of india at the ration shop where every one is crowding in and the strongest gets to make it to the top and grab the tool.
Hanging around there I end up buying 3 wrangler jeans for $30 and 3 levi staruss T-shirts. and then also brought containers 30 piece for $7 and 26 piece for $7.... could not resist the deals. After 11 years I succumbed to the mad rush of Thanks giving discount shopping .
called up a potential vendor of cog to see if they could move my stuff out by 29th. have to wait out the weekend.
continue pking
Thursday, Nov 24 2011
Thanks giving day.
initiated the re loc.
Finished with the bking of flght, htl, car.
working on pking.
evening around 6pm drive out and on a crazy thought drive to wal mart and find it open. was surprised to see people there.
Enter in to find out that they are starting the thanks giving sale by 10pm and 12 midnight.
walk around and see the lines of people queuing up for the video consols and TVs. wow. my first time ever to see all these in 11 years of living in the Americas.
Slowly see the piles of Gujjus and many other indians making game plans to get out the max benifit. families spliting up and standing in different queues. wow. And then was surprised to see people speaking Araby also there with their families and kids. along with latin americans who did not seem much organized and calculating as the indians were.
Got to see cops come in to try and control the crowd where a waffle maker was been sold for $2. Was wondering have all the gujjus who eat dal rice and roti started eating waffles and syrup after coming to US or were they planning on becoming waffle eater? hahaha that would be funny. Or maybe they are going to use it to make chappathis or dosas.
Anyways non of them were listening the cops shouting and it was like a scene out of india at the ration shop where every one is crowding in and the strongest gets to make it to the top and grab the tool.
Hanging around there I end up buying 3 wrangler jeans for $30 and 3 levi staruss T-shirts. and then also brought containers 30 piece for $7 and 26 piece for $7.... could not resist the deals. After 11 years I succumbed to the mad rush of Thanks giving discount shopping .
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
Nov 23 2011 Wednesday, waiting for the news
Wednesday Nov 23 2011
Waiting for the news from the meeting between nim and mrk.
updated sri in blr about the info, looks like san (the wanna be) already got to him before me.
Watched the video on anger by dalailama... hahaha so true.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7_0IJTBoNA&feature=share
If only few people realized and were able to control it. But like a few people said, it could be a result of chemical imbalance in their physical body. Some can be cured or kept in check by artificial medicines. But again in some its because of all the anger they developed during their childhood, towards their siblings, towards their parents who neglected them and choose career over parenting.
Meditation is one way to go, helps one learn to calm oneself down, lower the Blood pressure and control the heart rate.
Reading about Buddhism and understanding the philosophical concepts and meaning as applicable to ones own life could help a lot. Especially when the anger is related to our Ego and understanding the effects of our blown up ego, thats constantly seeking attention and approval.
Waiting for the news from the meeting between nim and mrk.
updated sri in blr about the info, looks like san (the wanna be) already got to him before me.
Watched the video on anger by dalailama... hahaha so true.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7_0IJTBoNA&feature=share
If only few people realized and were able to control it. But like a few people said, it could be a result of chemical imbalance in their physical body. Some can be cured or kept in check by artificial medicines. But again in some its because of all the anger they developed during their childhood, towards their siblings, towards their parents who neglected them and choose career over parenting.
Meditation is one way to go, helps one learn to calm oneself down, lower the Blood pressure and control the heart rate.
Reading about Buddhism and understanding the philosophical concepts and meaning as applicable to ones own life could help a lot. Especially when the anger is related to our Ego and understanding the effects of our blown up ego, thats constantly seeking attention and approval.
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Monday, November 21, 2011
Nov 21 2011,,, Accountability
Monday, Nov 21 2011
Accountability is the word thats striking me every time I am now on facebook. More because of my nephews and niece listing me as their uncle on facebook friends. These future Engineers and Doctors are now turning out to be a big pressure on me on face book. The pressure of living upto the role model they maybe looking upto.
For sometime I was feeling nice to have them on as facebook friends. But now feeling overly self conscious and not able to put up things and subjects that maybe "x" rated or something that I usually express easily with no sense of been accountable.
Was thinking about my life and the gals in my life. Looks like I have a tendency to chase away people. More like testing to see if they are strong material for a life long partnership. And it did not take much to find that out. Lucky me in many ways, that I was able to weed out the superficial and shallow ones.
Been married to them would have only made my life a living hell every day.
The unfortunate and sad part for them, they never really got to know and experience the full and real me, who is the nicest, the most romantic, loyal, sincere, honest, willing to cross the 7 seas for the one who would earn my love with her own self-less, loving and giving attitude of love towards me.....
Nov 20 2011 Sunday.
Spend the day helping nar rake the leaves around his house and assembling the blower. Another lesson learnt.
met some of his other friends from work.
Had a great mutton curry and fried rice with fish curry at his house.
Accountability is the word thats striking me every time I am now on facebook. More because of my nephews and niece listing me as their uncle on facebook friends. These future Engineers and Doctors are now turning out to be a big pressure on me on face book. The pressure of living upto the role model they maybe looking upto.
For sometime I was feeling nice to have them on as facebook friends. But now feeling overly self conscious and not able to put up things and subjects that maybe "x" rated or something that I usually express easily with no sense of been accountable.
Was thinking about my life and the gals in my life. Looks like I have a tendency to chase away people. More like testing to see if they are strong material for a life long partnership. And it did not take much to find that out. Lucky me in many ways, that I was able to weed out the superficial and shallow ones.
Been married to them would have only made my life a living hell every day.
The unfortunate and sad part for them, they never really got to know and experience the full and real me, who is the nicest, the most romantic, loyal, sincere, honest, willing to cross the 7 seas for the one who would earn my love with her own self-less, loving and giving attitude of love towards me.....
Nov 20 2011 Sunday.
Spend the day helping nar rake the leaves around his house and assembling the blower. Another lesson learnt.
met some of his other friends from work.
Had a great mutton curry and fried rice with fish curry at his house.
Saturday, November 19, 2011
Nov 19 2011 , Connecting with the past
Saturday, Nov 19 2011
I was great connecting with Vid on facebook and seeing her mail. Wow, who would think that facebook would allow me to connect with one the gals I used to have a crush on when in high school.
She has as expected, has a very mature and intelligent personalty. Something I admired about her. mother of two kids now, who surprisingly look like her.
Connecting with her brought back memories of teen life, the ups, the downs, the struggle of trying to make it, the falls that led to lowering of my self esteem. The memories of family conditions, dad moving away on transfer and me trying to be the one in the family in his absence. Getting screwed in maths cause of lack of direction and the new found freedom and many times mis using the freedom. Guilt of which still haunts me and wish I had done things different.
Well as someone said yesterday, its experience gained when things don't happen the way you wanted it to happen.
Now the daunting decision, should I make the trip to NJ? its almost 2 pm... got lost in the long exchange of mails to vid.
I was great connecting with Vid on facebook and seeing her mail. Wow, who would think that facebook would allow me to connect with one the gals I used to have a crush on when in high school.
She has as expected, has a very mature and intelligent personalty. Something I admired about her. mother of two kids now, who surprisingly look like her.
Connecting with her brought back memories of teen life, the ups, the downs, the struggle of trying to make it, the falls that led to lowering of my self esteem. The memories of family conditions, dad moving away on transfer and me trying to be the one in the family in his absence. Getting screwed in maths cause of lack of direction and the new found freedom and many times mis using the freedom. Guilt of which still haunts me and wish I had done things different.
Well as someone said yesterday, its experience gained when things don't happen the way you wanted it to happen.
Now the daunting decision, should I make the trip to NJ? its almost 2 pm... got lost in the long exchange of mails to vid.
Friday, November 18, 2011
Nov 18 2011 fri ,, the temptation
Friday, Nov 18 2011
Beautiful sunny day, welcome. So good to feel the sun after the gloomy few days of clouds and early darkness,,, dark by about 4:45.
the temptation of going into facebook, every time I get on the computer. Avoided it consciously so far, difficult as it is to go check on whats happening in the world of facebook friends. most of them I hardly know. But the sharing of interesting subject matters and videos makes it very interesting and tempting to get back into.
I remember reading somewhere, that traditions are followed to get people together and share. That is why most of the traditions focus on sharing with the family and friends. There by creating bonds and strengthening existing bonds and making relationship stronger.
Facebook is one tool that seems to broaden the spectrum of sharing and there by creating bonds that would never have.
So why is it so addictive, one reason been that most people who are addicted to it (like me) are looking for some kind of belonging, some kind of constant bond (which all human beings need ). In times different or when relocating from ones native land was not popular, there was the bond and sense of belonging to the family, relatives, the neighborhood, village.
But with the development of transportation, making travel and movement of people around the world easier and faster, relocating to foreign lands have become easier. And as human need for bonding with fellow humans is a requirement as is food. The quest for bonding, to overcome the feelings of loneliness, takes us to the universe of internet and Facebook. Where its feels easier to share thoughts and get into discussions with people who one would not in real life. And it feels easier to open a part of your life to strangers whos name we would not know had it not been for Facebook.
12 to 2 cust expt mgmt... nice conversation.
its about 3:20 need to get out and chill.. cold with the sun out.. maybe out for another hour...need to make the most of it.
Beautiful sunny day, welcome. So good to feel the sun after the gloomy few days of clouds and early darkness,,, dark by about 4:45.
the temptation of going into facebook, every time I get on the computer. Avoided it consciously so far, difficult as it is to go check on whats happening in the world of facebook friends. most of them I hardly know. But the sharing of interesting subject matters and videos makes it very interesting and tempting to get back into.
I remember reading somewhere, that traditions are followed to get people together and share. That is why most of the traditions focus on sharing with the family and friends. There by creating bonds and strengthening existing bonds and making relationship stronger.
Facebook is one tool that seems to broaden the spectrum of sharing and there by creating bonds that would never have.
So why is it so addictive, one reason been that most people who are addicted to it (like me) are looking for some kind of belonging, some kind of constant bond (which all human beings need ). In times different or when relocating from ones native land was not popular, there was the bond and sense of belonging to the family, relatives, the neighborhood, village.
But with the development of transportation, making travel and movement of people around the world easier and faster, relocating to foreign lands have become easier. And as human need for bonding with fellow humans is a requirement as is food. The quest for bonding, to overcome the feelings of loneliness, takes us to the universe of internet and Facebook. Where its feels easier to share thoughts and get into discussions with people who one would not in real life. And it feels easier to open a part of your life to strangers whos name we would not know had it not been for Facebook.
12 to 2 cust expt mgmt... nice conversation.
its about 3:20 need to get out and chill.. cold with the sun out.. maybe out for another hour...need to make the most of it.
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Nov 17 2011, Staying away from Facebook.
Thursday, Nov 17 2011
Trying to stay away from Facebook. wasting a lot of time I could have productively put to use in improving my knowledge and life.
Retrospect:
Will people who are predominantly selfish be able to understand the other person,,,,, nope, not in my experience.
Any signs of selfishness, RUN,
Because every family seems to have one, who is mamas kid or dadads kid... and many in the western world are from nuclear families, who don't even know their first cousins, unlike in more conservative countries where there is a lot of bonding between family memebers. I have on my facebook, the kids of my cousin sister, cousin brother and cousin sisters grand kids... This kind of family bonding usually instills more team behavior, and there are also very selfish people in my family, and their behavior and NON-attachment towards the family stands out.
So one of the criteria if one is in search of a loyal life partner for long term stability and happiness would be to look for this feature in a potential partner.
The closer they are and talk about the other people in their family, the more they are groomed as team players. They are usually caring and are inclined to listen to what the other is saying and not act all angry and screwed up and attack you for even having a different opinion and make you look like the biggest villain in world history.
got call from anl wanting to know the address of a Doc, I had left the phone in the wash room and did not hear any,, just heard a mild ringing towards the end. had 3 missed calls.
called him back.... latter he realized that he was calling me up from the address I gave him... hehehe.. new building and new address of doc so was not turning up on his Gps.
2:25 pm ahhhh so tempting to get back into facebook. its really an addiction.
well will see who will triumph and how long I can stay away from it.
If I can stay away from it for more than 24hrs it would be an achievement.
10 more hours to go for the day to end and maybe hitting the bed early would help me and contribute to another 8hrs.. then to dray thru fri and the weekends....
went for walk around 5 that turned into a mini run,, was wearing jeans.. boy was it cold out there, chill wind blowing. got back after about 2.5 miles. legs are now aching.
7:30 and back to the 3 hrs of project classes. upto 10:30 to 10:45 pm...
Trying to stay away from Facebook. wasting a lot of time I could have productively put to use in improving my knowledge and life.
Retrospect:
Will people who are predominantly selfish be able to understand the other person,,,,, nope, not in my experience.
Any signs of selfishness, RUN,
Because every family seems to have one, who is mamas kid or dadads kid... and many in the western world are from nuclear families, who don't even know their first cousins, unlike in more conservative countries where there is a lot of bonding between family memebers. I have on my facebook, the kids of my cousin sister, cousin brother and cousin sisters grand kids... This kind of family bonding usually instills more team behavior, and there are also very selfish people in my family, and their behavior and NON-attachment towards the family stands out.
So one of the criteria if one is in search of a loyal life partner for long term stability and happiness would be to look for this feature in a potential partner.
The closer they are and talk about the other people in their family, the more they are groomed as team players. They are usually caring and are inclined to listen to what the other is saying and not act all angry and screwed up and attack you for even having a different opinion and make you look like the biggest villain in world history.
got call from anl wanting to know the address of a Doc, I had left the phone in the wash room and did not hear any,, just heard a mild ringing towards the end. had 3 missed calls.
called him back.... latter he realized that he was calling me up from the address I gave him... hehehe.. new building and new address of doc so was not turning up on his Gps.
2:25 pm ahhhh so tempting to get back into facebook. its really an addiction.
well will see who will triumph and how long I can stay away from it.
If I can stay away from it for more than 24hrs it would be an achievement.
10 more hours to go for the day to end and maybe hitting the bed early would help me and contribute to another 8hrs.. then to dray thru fri and the weekends....
went for walk around 5 that turned into a mini run,, was wearing jeans.. boy was it cold out there, chill wind blowing. got back after about 2.5 miles. legs are now aching.
7:30 and back to the 3 hrs of project classes. upto 10:30 to 10:45 pm...
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
Nov 16, 2011 the wait continues
Wednesday, Nov 16 2011
And so continues the wait for the date.
Kind of reminds me of the time I was waiting for the approval of US visa in India, waking up every day, with a feeling of uncertainty, not know which direction life is going to go. The days when life makes you feel helpless as things are pending because of external factors.
But the good news, is that I am able to do some courses and have time to do things that would help me improve myself. Just have to de-focus on the things I can do.
Have to do the packing up too..... thou about 65 percent is done.
The wait,, and the test of patience... :) beauty of life.
Around afternoon, called up nim again and got to him,,, said mrk was putting off to coordinate with his business team and hence the delay in letting us know the start date, worst case scenario, start date is Jan.
ahhh now I have a deadline to meet for the renewal of my current lease.... been here for 4 months.. and no more 1 month extension. have to sign a 3 month lease at the minimum, paying 100 more..
And so continues the wait for the date.
Kind of reminds me of the time I was waiting for the approval of US visa in India, waking up every day, with a feeling of uncertainty, not know which direction life is going to go. The days when life makes you feel helpless as things are pending because of external factors.
But the good news, is that I am able to do some courses and have time to do things that would help me improve myself. Just have to de-focus on the things I can do.
Have to do the packing up too..... thou about 65 percent is done.
The wait,, and the test of patience... :) beauty of life.
Around afternoon, called up nim again and got to him,,, said mrk was putting off to coordinate with his business team and hence the delay in letting us know the start date, worst case scenario, start date is Jan.
ahhh now I have a deadline to meet for the renewal of my current lease.... been here for 4 months.. and no more 1 month extension. have to sign a 3 month lease at the minimum, paying 100 more..
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Nov 15 2011, confusion
Tuesday, Nov 15 2011
Well nothing like the confusion that come about when you are told that you are needed on a job to manage and achieve x,y,z and then when you reach the place of work of about to reach the place of work, get to know that someone else who is supposed to be working at helping you do "z" is of the opinion that he is been recruited to "x,y,z"..... and he has never done "z" always had some other person do "z" more had managed people doing "z".
Still no info from client on possible start dates.
just got msg from rj about it been followed up, got call from sre from bglr, seems to also in the same un-certain stage.
then sent out msg to kri about the contact on his team to help me do 'z',, get sant but seems was traveling. send out a mail and then latter get a call... and thats when I get to know about the "z" guys thoughts are "x,y,z".... hmmmm
Well nothing like the confusion that come about when you are told that you are needed on a job to manage and achieve x,y,z and then when you reach the place of work of about to reach the place of work, get to know that someone else who is supposed to be working at helping you do "z" is of the opinion that he is been recruited to "x,y,z"..... and he has never done "z" always had some other person do "z" more had managed people doing "z".
Still no info from client on possible start dates.
just got msg from rj about it been followed up, got call from sre from bglr, seems to also in the same un-certain stage.
then sent out msg to kri about the contact on his team to help me do 'z',, get sant but seems was traveling. send out a mail and then latter get a call... and thats when I get to know about the "z" guys thoughts are "x,y,z".... hmmmm
Monday, November 14, 2011
Nov 14 2011 Another week
Monday, Nov 14 2011
Another hectic week of non stop classes for further development for 6 days....... will not be able to go out to dance or socialize as the classes are online in the evening. But should be worth it to learn more and improve self and have to the tools to improve life of self and others.
Just got to know of a cousins,,, cousin working in same company, initially had got mixed up with the names, turns out to be cousin sisters husbands family.
initially was assuming that it was my cousin who is the Doctors relations or something.
Was Looking at the pic taken of me and sa, she looks so beautiful. sweet as hell and great to dance with. Compatibility. It was funny to see her stop for a break as I thought that she had more stamina.
Well when adrenaline kicks in, it makes you into a superman.
opened the window to get a wiff of aroma, the smell of dry-damp leaf, freshly mixed with the air blowing in. Smelled like home.
*-*****************
Dude I feel your plain.
Lied, cheated and Betrayed its just dis speakable.
The feeling of been stabbed in the back for your only sin and mistake of trusting someone with your heart. :'(
"Satyameva Jayate" (satyam-eva jayate सत्यमेव जयते) (Sanskrit: "Truth Alone Triumphs")
Its funny to see the reaction of some people even after getting caught in their maze of lies and deceit.
Not a word of remorse or "sorry I lied because.....".
But rather following it up with more lies and deceit.
They choose to try to become "Smarter at Lying than becoming sincere and NOT lie".
Another hectic week of non stop classes for further development for 6 days....... will not be able to go out to dance or socialize as the classes are online in the evening. But should be worth it to learn more and improve self and have to the tools to improve life of self and others.
Just got to know of a cousins,,, cousin working in same company, initially had got mixed up with the names, turns out to be cousin sisters husbands family.
initially was assuming that it was my cousin who is the Doctors relations or something.
Was Looking at the pic taken of me and sa, she looks so beautiful. sweet as hell and great to dance with. Compatibility. It was funny to see her stop for a break as I thought that she had more stamina.
Well when adrenaline kicks in, it makes you into a superman.
opened the window to get a wiff of aroma, the smell of dry-damp leaf, freshly mixed with the air blowing in. Smelled like home.
*-*****************
Dude I feel your plain.
Lied, cheated and Betrayed its just dis speakable.
The feeling of been stabbed in the back for your only sin and mistake of trusting someone with your heart. :'(
"Satyameva Jayate" (satyam-eva jayate सत्यमेव जयते) (Sanskrit: "Truth Alone Triumphs")
Its funny to see the reaction of some people even after getting caught in their maze of lies and deceit.
Not a word of remorse or "sorry I lied because.....".
But rather following it up with more lies and deceit.
They choose to try to become "Smarter at Lying than becoming sincere and NOT lie".
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Nov 13 2011, lazy day with grey clouds
Sunday, Nov 13 2011
Woke up from sleep around 7 but got out of bed only around 9am.
Had coffee and have a slight hang over from drinking lots of beer yesterday night. Stomach still feels full with the loads of Lamb curry in coconut gravy that I cooked.. ahhhh my best tasting lamb curry so far.
yummmmm
Face book is getting crowded with many more cousins joining in. Its a great way to connect with the rest of the family that I seldom get to see.
The funny part, all the new generation cousins who are doing their graduation are all studying Engineering or Medical. Its like no one is interested in the other faculties. Or they all have very high IQ thats required for an Engineer or Doc.
And also the fact that it is commonly considered that people who are not into Engineering or Doc are Dumb and of low intellectual level.
I am a bit inclined to believe that, thou many of the older cousins did Masters in other subjects, they usually topped their classes and universities. So there is something in the Gene or DNA in the family thats helping with the higher than average IQ.
Another responsibility on facebook now, have to be careful what I write and put up, as its also going to be seen by some impressionable little ones in the family.
Want to be a good role model for them to look up too. :)
Woke up from sleep around 7 but got out of bed only around 9am.
Had coffee and have a slight hang over from drinking lots of beer yesterday night. Stomach still feels full with the loads of Lamb curry in coconut gravy that I cooked.. ahhhh my best tasting lamb curry so far.
yummmmm
Face book is getting crowded with many more cousins joining in. Its a great way to connect with the rest of the family that I seldom get to see.
The funny part, all the new generation cousins who are doing their graduation are all studying Engineering or Medical. Its like no one is interested in the other faculties. Or they all have very high IQ thats required for an Engineer or Doc.
And also the fact that it is commonly considered that people who are not into Engineering or Doc are Dumb and of low intellectual level.
I am a bit inclined to believe that, thou many of the older cousins did Masters in other subjects, they usually topped their classes and universities. So there is something in the Gene or DNA in the family thats helping with the higher than average IQ.
Another responsibility on facebook now, have to be careful what I write and put up, as its also going to be seen by some impressionable little ones in the family.
Want to be a good role model for them to look up too. :)
Saturday, November 12, 2011
Nov 12 2011 SAT, great lamb curry
Saturday, Nov 12 2011
My whole apt is stinking with the lamb curry I made yesterday with ground coconut, dry fried and then ground mint leaf. wowooooo the aroma.
Made part of the meat dry instead of curry and had it with Carona beer... yuuummmm
,,,,, woke up to the phone call from nar, who was going to Va, so now I don't have to go to New jersey to help him with the work on his house.
don't feel like going for the hike either, maybe I will just chill with a couple of malayalam movies and then maybe visit costco for sampling food.
Still feel on a high after the rock-star like performance on wed at the salsa place. wooo its addictive. No wonder so many people love to be the center of attention. Oh crap ,,, its nothing but a load of superficiality, that is a world that comes crashing down soon because of its shallowness.
Gald I am able to be grounded and don't like to be lost in the world of performance and performers.
My whole apt is stinking with the lamb curry I made yesterday with ground coconut, dry fried and then ground mint leaf. wowooooo the aroma.
Made part of the meat dry instead of curry and had it with Carona beer... yuuummmm
,,,,, woke up to the phone call from nar, who was going to Va, so now I don't have to go to New jersey to help him with the work on his house.
don't feel like going for the hike either, maybe I will just chill with a couple of malayalam movies and then maybe visit costco for sampling food.
Still feel on a high after the rock-star like performance on wed at the salsa place. wooo its addictive. No wonder so many people love to be the center of attention. Oh crap ,,, its nothing but a load of superficiality, that is a world that comes crashing down soon because of its shallowness.
Gald I am able to be grounded and don't like to be lost in the world of performance and performers.
Friday, November 11, 2011
Nov 11 2011,, 11-11-11 , day of 11 11 action.
Friday, Nov 11 2011
working on planning the packing, move and all other logistics. not sure if I may be needed to extend my stay here for a few days or what I need to do.
Hoping to post this at 11:11 am
yeaa,, made it,,, with some trial and error. hmm another thing learnt .
Trying to get more info about the reloc to dls. so far only got to know the one person that I am working with...
will be a new kind of feeling trying to manage people and project in the US in an officially designated way as Senior Manager.
Now I have to behave more responsibly, with more sense of accountability, watch what I am saying, be more conscious of my manners, body language, be a role model who would inspire and motivate others to do better and bring out the best in them.
:)
Called up nims again to see if there has been any result from his talk with mark. but looks like his talk will be on monday, hence have to wait it out and see.
working on planning the packing, move and all other logistics. not sure if I may be needed to extend my stay here for a few days or what I need to do.
Hoping to post this at 11:11 am
yeaa,, made it,,, with some trial and error. hmm another thing learnt .
Trying to get more info about the reloc to dls. so far only got to know the one person that I am working with...
will be a new kind of feeling trying to manage people and project in the US in an officially designated way as Senior Manager.
Now I have to behave more responsibly, with more sense of accountability, watch what I am saying, be more conscious of my manners, body language, be a role model who would inspire and motivate others to do better and bring out the best in them.
:)
Called up nims again to see if there has been any result from his talk with mark. but looks like his talk will be on monday, hence have to wait it out and see.
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Nov 10 2011 ,, turn around
Thursday, Nov 10 2011
Full moon, woke up around 9 and got to see the mail with the go ahead for the move to dals.. eyaaaa Txs here I come.
called up sri in Bangalore as he would be working with me. Need to get to know the other guy who was recruited.
sent out mails to the act team so that I can get working on the other logistics...
4:00pmmm and dammm again project start put on hold cause of long weekend. kind of feeling jittery about the whole business.
Wednesday Nov 09 2011
End ed up going to mix for salsa.. wow it started with about 20 ladies and 3 guys.... Felt like in heaven with all the ladies coming over and asking to dance, even the girl I was afraid to ask , because she looked so pretty, came over and asked me to dance twice.... woww what a night.
Full moon, woke up around 9 and got to see the mail with the go ahead for the move to dals.. eyaaaa Txs here I come.
called up sri in Bangalore as he would be working with me. Need to get to know the other guy who was recruited.
sent out mails to the act team so that I can get working on the other logistics...
4:00pmmm and dammm again project start put on hold cause of long weekend. kind of feeling jittery about the whole business.
Wednesday Nov 09 2011
End ed up going to mix for salsa.. wow it started with about 20 ladies and 3 guys.... Felt like in heaven with all the ladies coming over and asking to dance, even the girl I was afraid to ask , because she looked so pretty, came over and asked me to dance twice.... woww what a night.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
nov 08 2011 working it
Tuesday, Nov 08 2011
Wokeup with a bit of struggle to get out of bed. Motivation, what do I do with a tempting offer that I turned down will all expense paid, just so that I can continue with the current company with the hope of a bit of stability.
Having to have to wait for the green signal for the job in dals, not sure how that will turn out. My bonous for this year is surely screwed as I did not bill enough to even make my productivity. which has gone and is sliding down much below 50.
All this economic uncertainity caused by the lazy sloths in European Union. Who just want to drink, get drunk and party. How long did they think all the stolen wealth would last? Once you run out of liquid assets, it either liquidate the non-liquid ones or face bankruptcy, and if you have not positioned yourself for the future, then you are doomed to be screwed. Anarchy and lawlessness to follow soon. The beauty of greece and italy lost in its quest for superficial , short term pleasures.
Wokeup with a bit of struggle to get out of bed. Motivation, what do I do with a tempting offer that I turned down will all expense paid, just so that I can continue with the current company with the hope of a bit of stability.
Having to have to wait for the green signal for the job in dals, not sure how that will turn out. My bonous for this year is surely screwed as I did not bill enough to even make my productivity. which has gone and is sliding down much below 50.
All this economic uncertainity caused by the lazy sloths in European Union. Who just want to drink, get drunk and party. How long did they think all the stolen wealth would last? Once you run out of liquid assets, it either liquidate the non-liquid ones or face bankruptcy, and if you have not positioned yourself for the future, then you are doomed to be screwed. Anarchy and lawlessness to follow soon. The beauty of greece and italy lost in its quest for superficial , short term pleasures.
Monday, November 7, 2011
Nov 07 2011, Europeans are Sloths.
Monday, Nov 07 2011
Europeans are Sloths, a worn out society whos labour laws seem to induce more of a slothish attitude than motivate people to work... hahaha,, so well said by the Chinese.
Well not much different from what I was saying after my trip to europe and my subsequent realization after interacting with people.
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Loyalty, Respect are earned by a person based on their strength of character.
Trust is bestowed on people, we either break it or prove that we are worthy of the trust placed on us.
True achievers do it on the strength of their own Character, Attitude and Will Power.
Say "NO" to drugs the "First Time" and "Every Time". :)
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It was good going for a walk and run for about 3.5 miles in one hour. So motivated to do it again today.
maybe by afternoon.
got to do the laundary too.... yea to get to it.
Europeans are Sloths, a worn out society whos labour laws seem to induce more of a slothish attitude than motivate people to work... hahaha,, so well said by the Chinese.
Well not much different from what I was saying after my trip to europe and my subsequent realization after interacting with people.
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Loyalty, Respect are earned by a person based on their strength of character.
Trust is bestowed on people, we either break it or prove that we are worthy of the trust placed on us.
True achievers do it on the strength of their own Character, Attitude and Will Power.
Say "NO" to drugs the "First Time" and "Every Time". :)
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It was good going for a walk and run for about 3.5 miles in one hour. So motivated to do it again today.
maybe by afternoon.
got to do the laundary too.... yea to get to it.
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Nov 06 2011 Sunday, daylight saving
Sunday 06 nov 2011
woke up late around 10am.. and the clock was showing 11am which was good yesterday before the day light saving change.
realised that when having biriyani from the pakisthani punjabi restaurant. So went around the house to change all the clocks, the cooking range and the microwave.
Sat 05 nov 2011
went for hiking after a long time with sid and group. explored phi downtown. got to park in a very run down area, all kinds of broken down buildings.
Went to the terminal to have dinner and a beer, the original idea was to stay put in downtown and explore the salsa.
But after I returned to my car around 7pm, and tried to start the car, it would not start, Then I got to see that I had left the head lights on .... dammm had ended up doing the same thing a few days ago at the cost parking lot.
Called up aaa and the call gets routed to California.. tell the sweet lady that I am calling for philadelphia,, she was not able to understand, then I said, philly.. ohh and she understood ,,,, hehehe, how peoples sense of originality gets lost with all the short cuts we take in life..
So the call gets transfered and another sweet lady answers and she asks me for any landmarks, business close by!!??, to which I could only tell her that its a very run down area, with broken down buildings.... (it was kind of like pictures of war ravaged cities).
Did not expect the AAA guy to come in early, was scared and so was waiting at a distance on a busier road with lights. Had to run up to that truck that came to help. Looks like even he was scared and we just started off the car and phew what a relief...
And at the right moment, my cell phone dies on me too... woooo what a close call.
Hit the road and got stuck in traffic, that took me back to the sweet lil village I am living in. ahhhh the drive in traffic was slow and I was lost in thoughts with the exploration of my mind, my pattern of thoughts and Buddhism. Should I go for the intense mediation secession in downtown on sunday morning or just do it at home.
Guess sitting it out at home won.
woke up late around 10am.. and the clock was showing 11am which was good yesterday before the day light saving change.
realised that when having biriyani from the pakisthani punjabi restaurant. So went around the house to change all the clocks, the cooking range and the microwave.
Sat 05 nov 2011
went for hiking after a long time with sid and group. explored phi downtown. got to park in a very run down area, all kinds of broken down buildings.
Went to the terminal to have dinner and a beer, the original idea was to stay put in downtown and explore the salsa.
But after I returned to my car around 7pm, and tried to start the car, it would not start, Then I got to see that I had left the head lights on .... dammm had ended up doing the same thing a few days ago at the cost parking lot.
Called up aaa and the call gets routed to California.. tell the sweet lady that I am calling for philadelphia,, she was not able to understand, then I said, philly.. ohh and she understood ,,,, hehehe, how peoples sense of originality gets lost with all the short cuts we take in life..
So the call gets transfered and another sweet lady answers and she asks me for any landmarks, business close by!!??, to which I could only tell her that its a very run down area, with broken down buildings.... (it was kind of like pictures of war ravaged cities).
Did not expect the AAA guy to come in early, was scared and so was waiting at a distance on a busier road with lights. Had to run up to that truck that came to help. Looks like even he was scared and we just started off the car and phew what a relief...
And at the right moment, my cell phone dies on me too... woooo what a close call.
Hit the road and got stuck in traffic, that took me back to the sweet lil village I am living in. ahhhh the drive in traffic was slow and I was lost in thoughts with the exploration of my mind, my pattern of thoughts and Buddhism. Should I go for the intense mediation secession in downtown on sunday morning or just do it at home.
Guess sitting it out at home won.
Friday, November 4, 2011
Nov 04 2011. Dalas on my mind
Friday, Nov 04 2011
Woke up late after going out dancing to the slsa. great night with a great bachata with a extremely beautiful lady. woooo she could easily have been a movie star.
best part she followed so nicely and easily.
Another lady was complaining that I did not turn up last week and it was her Bday.. what could I say, just sorry, and wished her a happy birth day.
got cal from chk about the interview results,,, they wanted me but at 20% lower price. To which I said, naw, does not make sense for me to do that.
Feeling much better about life and things happening. Just need to focus on day to day life and improving myself intellectually and physically by working out. Mind and body goodness.
again went to a new place for meditaion, soon I will be known more for visiting buddhist temples than the hindu ones.
got to know about the 3 hr intense secession in downtown, maybe I should try that this weekend. lets see how that goes.
Woke up late after going out dancing to the slsa. great night with a great bachata with a extremely beautiful lady. woooo she could easily have been a movie star.
best part she followed so nicely and easily.
Another lady was complaining that I did not turn up last week and it was her Bday.. what could I say, just sorry, and wished her a happy birth day.
got cal from chk about the interview results,,, they wanted me but at 20% lower price. To which I said, naw, does not make sense for me to do that.
Feeling much better about life and things happening. Just need to focus on day to day life and improving myself intellectually and physically by working out. Mind and body goodness.
again went to a new place for meditaion, soon I will be known more for visiting buddhist temples than the hindu ones.
got to know about the 3 hr intense secession in downtown, maybe I should try that this weekend. lets see how that goes.
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Nov 03 2011, good interview
Thursday, Nov 03 2011
interview at 10am and it went really well. just that they expect me to come and start working ASAP. Which mean, I can only get upto 3 weeks before I can get all the documentation done and join them, but have to get the other permits and stuff which could take 4 weeks including puting up my resignation in my current co.
ahhh and they have a proj lined up in dal that got put off to nov 21 (at best estimates). is it a sure thing.. nope was supposed to report on nov 7 and then that got put off. that reduced my confidence in the probability . now even after my talk with Ra it did not do much to my confidence.
started organizing, re-organizing the boxes that I had packed just 3 months ago for the move then. so much of junk and not sure items.
puuuuuffff... why does the timing of things get so complicated. why can't I just get the job in dls? and everything should be good and peaceful for sometime atleast.
kind of getting hardened to my own logical thinking of fairness and justice after getting burned so often and not able to feel much sympathy towards other people who may be suffering. Or is it cause of my own resignation to the Mortal facts that nothing is permanent and hence me and others need to be open for the worst case scenario, much like the controlling of the false feelings and thoughts of immortality.
interview at 10am and it went really well. just that they expect me to come and start working ASAP. Which mean, I can only get upto 3 weeks before I can get all the documentation done and join them, but have to get the other permits and stuff which could take 4 weeks including puting up my resignation in my current co.
ahhh and they have a proj lined up in dal that got put off to nov 21 (at best estimates). is it a sure thing.. nope was supposed to report on nov 7 and then that got put off. that reduced my confidence in the probability . now even after my talk with Ra it did not do much to my confidence.
started organizing, re-organizing the boxes that I had packed just 3 months ago for the move then. so much of junk and not sure items.
puuuuuffff... why does the timing of things get so complicated. why can't I just get the job in dls? and everything should be good and peaceful for sometime atleast.
kind of getting hardened to my own logical thinking of fairness and justice after getting burned so often and not able to feel much sympathy towards other people who may be suffering. Or is it cause of my own resignation to the Mortal facts that nothing is permanent and hence me and others need to be open for the worst case scenario, much like the controlling of the false feelings and thoughts of immortality.
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Nov 02 2011, Calmer day
Wednesday, Nov 02 2011 (11-02-2011 --> 11022011)
Well did not have much motivation waking up, the proj start been held up and all, with the client wanting every one to join up at the same time instead of me going there 1st and getting a lay of the land. But.....
Now to wait it out and let the forces and powers that are, to pull, push and take matters in direction as destined.
Well did not have much motivation waking up, the proj start been held up and all, with the client wanting every one to join up at the same time instead of me going there 1st and getting a lay of the land. But.....
Now to wait it out and let the forces and powers that are, to pull, push and take matters in direction as destined.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Nov 01 2011, Birth month
Tuesday, Nov 01 2011
Bright and shinny day , trying to pack up stuff and organizing my stuff. Finishing up on the food and not buying any new food.
watching the news on greece screwing its self more. Those lazy Europeans are toast. soon none of those lazy pigs in europe will be able to travel around like they own the world. The Chinese and Indians all who are working hard will be there travelling about and as always these pigs will again try to steal from them with all kinds of crookedness.
Well its in their DNA, try to live on other peoples work and efforts, zero sense of accountability and no sense of working hard and living. Just lost in drinking and screwing about and making babies and then moving on without taking care of the babies into other relationships and making more bastard babies who grow up with no sense of values and moral for lack of good role models in their life.
I am so happy and glad that my parents are always together, maybe not the best and ideal couple, but they stayed together and gave us direction and acted as good role models to live up to, in terms of moral, values and sense of accountability.
Was looking out of the window, when I saw a couple of teens, maybe 13 or 14, walking, the guy dark was talking animatedly, the gal lighter skinned (Caucasian) was braiding her hair and walking along on his left side. Then what looked like the end of his story, he seemed to stop and look at her, she reached out with her right hand under his chin, palms extending to his right ears, continuing to walk and kissed him.
Awww such a sweet feeling love. Some are so fortunate to have found beautiful reciprocating love.
Why does it seem like all my past were just one sided love affairs, why is it that I end up opening my heart and laying it at the foot of selfish, value less, superficial women, who then just kick and smash up heart that I take a long time to recover and heal. WHY?
For the 2nd day, the interview was a no show. looks like the managers who were supposed to call me are working 10 peoples jobs and not able to find time to interview me.
the move to dalls seems to be on hold as per the info from the practic manager. ahhhh almost booked the ticket.
Bright and shinny day , trying to pack up stuff and organizing my stuff. Finishing up on the food and not buying any new food.
watching the news on greece screwing its self more. Those lazy Europeans are toast. soon none of those lazy pigs in europe will be able to travel around like they own the world. The Chinese and Indians all who are working hard will be there travelling about and as always these pigs will again try to steal from them with all kinds of crookedness.
Well its in their DNA, try to live on other peoples work and efforts, zero sense of accountability and no sense of working hard and living. Just lost in drinking and screwing about and making babies and then moving on without taking care of the babies into other relationships and making more bastard babies who grow up with no sense of values and moral for lack of good role models in their life.
I am so happy and glad that my parents are always together, maybe not the best and ideal couple, but they stayed together and gave us direction and acted as good role models to live up to, in terms of moral, values and sense of accountability.
Was looking out of the window, when I saw a couple of teens, maybe 13 or 14, walking, the guy dark was talking animatedly, the gal lighter skinned (Caucasian) was braiding her hair and walking along on his left side. Then what looked like the end of his story, he seemed to stop and look at her, she reached out with her right hand under his chin, palms extending to his right ears, continuing to walk and kissed him.
Awww such a sweet feeling love. Some are so fortunate to have found beautiful reciprocating love.
Why does it seem like all my past were just one sided love affairs, why is it that I end up opening my heart and laying it at the foot of selfish, value less, superficial women, who then just kick and smash up heart that I take a long time to recover and heal. WHY?
For the 2nd day, the interview was a no show. looks like the managers who were supposed to call me are working 10 peoples jobs and not able to find time to interview me.
the move to dalls seems to be on hold as per the info from the practic manager. ahhhh almost booked the ticket.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Oct 31 2011, last day of the month
Monday, Oct 31 2011
Last day of the month, had a tough time sleeping at night as the dumb red-necks living on the floor below had loud obnoxious guest coming in around 2:30am and making all kind of noise and a few old ladies who looked like hookers talking their white trash lingo.
only got out of around 8am. had bru coffee with no sugar. yewwww.
got packing a bit.
now the wait for the news to trigger the other activities.
interview with cap scheduled @ 5pm,,, ahhh how could I have got suckered into this one, now have to drive to the Buddhist temple around 3 and be ready for the interview after finding a place to park.
Last day of the month, had a tough time sleeping at night as the dumb red-necks living on the floor below had loud obnoxious guest coming in around 2:30am and making all kind of noise and a few old ladies who looked like hookers talking their white trash lingo.
only got out of around 8am. had bru coffee with no sugar. yewwww.
got packing a bit.
now the wait for the news to trigger the other activities.
interview with cap scheduled @ 5pm,,, ahhh how could I have got suckered into this one, now have to drive to the Buddhist temple around 3 and be ready for the interview after finding a place to park.
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Oct 30 2011, bright sunshine after snow storm
Sunday Oct 30 2011,
bright sunshine after snow storm, just like life full of extreme shades.
Got some cleaning and packing done. trying to fit into some of old trousers. most of them fit in. Well another reason for me to go out running A LOT and slim down.
was again listening to a few Cumbia songs,,,,, ahhhh only a person who can feel the music and dance with his heart will know what it is, when I say, I am in love with Cumbia.
just as I finish typing this, one of my fav merengue songs come on.... ahhhh if only I had a partner who is also nice and good hearted like me. It would be heaven on earth.
bright sunshine after snow storm, just like life full of extreme shades.
Got some cleaning and packing done. trying to fit into some of old trousers. most of them fit in. Well another reason for me to go out running A LOT and slim down.
was again listening to a few Cumbia songs,,,,, ahhhh only a person who can feel the music and dance with his heart will know what it is, when I say, I am in love with Cumbia.
just as I finish typing this, one of my fav merengue songs come on.... ahhhh if only I had a partner who is also nice and good hearted like me. It would be heaven on earth.
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Oct 29 2011, Snowed in yeww
Saturday, Oct 29 2011
Woke up early, kind of woke up to see the first of snow falling. But the snow came in around 10am.
watching the pile up stuck at home. Its great to watch snow from a warm place. :)
Not a great fan of the cold.
Human tendency: To make the most off, with what ever is fastest with as little effort as possible. :)
Words that formed, when I started to analyze a few of my recent actions and way of having gone about doing things and executing certain actions to achieve certain results. Not happy with the less than ethical standards I resorted too, thou not hurting any one in the process, I realized that most actions or all actions resorted to or under taken by us human beings are always soaked in such tendencies.
Tendencies to achieve and get most with as little effort as possible. Which is why we as a group have kind of progressed or developed different from other animals who are happy doing and sticking to their own basic way of living.
But with that every tendency to achieve more with less effort, we have developed into begins with more complicated lives. Is it wrong or right is up for debate, but to each his own.
"""What is right for one person is not right for another, or even for the same person at another time. """
Getting drunk like crazy and finishing up on the stock of alcohol that I have, watching the Stanford university, USC game.
Woke up early, kind of woke up to see the first of snow falling. But the snow came in around 10am.
watching the pile up stuck at home. Its great to watch snow from a warm place. :)
Not a great fan of the cold.
Human tendency: To make the most off, with what ever is fastest with as little effort as possible. :)
Words that formed, when I started to analyze a few of my recent actions and way of having gone about doing things and executing certain actions to achieve certain results. Not happy with the less than ethical standards I resorted too, thou not hurting any one in the process, I realized that most actions or all actions resorted to or under taken by us human beings are always soaked in such tendencies.
Tendencies to achieve and get most with as little effort as possible. Which is why we as a group have kind of progressed or developed different from other animals who are happy doing and sticking to their own basic way of living.
But with that every tendency to achieve more with less effort, we have developed into begins with more complicated lives. Is it wrong or right is up for debate, but to each his own.
"""What is right for one person is not right for another, or even for the same person at another time. """
Getting drunk like crazy and finishing up on the stock of alcohol that I have, watching the Stanford university, USC game.
Friday, October 28, 2011
Oct 28 2011, Diet ease
Friday, Oct 28 2011
woke up around 7 and was checking out to see my proj assignment. seems to be good so far. have to see how it goes in the days ahead, too many loose ends and uncertainty.
Easing into day 3, but today, going to eat stuff and do some work out. Would be trying to stick to fruits as much as possible and avoiding alcohol. Only going to drink on social occasions.
Expecting snow storm latter tonite on the north western corridor. Damm screwed up my plans to go out dancing, don't like getting stuck in the snow when returning. Last time it happened that way.
hmmmm almost a year since I returned from Spain and Portugal.
nice to see pilar the hottest and prettiest spanish gal I got to meet there. Gald to connect with her on facebook, ahhh how I wish that I could speak spanish or she could speak english, we had such a good connection and hmmmmm so beautiful. The best part she also has a twin who is as beautiful and smoking hot . wooooo hmmmm :))) memories, sweet and heart full filling.
woke up around 7 and was checking out to see my proj assignment. seems to be good so far. have to see how it goes in the days ahead, too many loose ends and uncertainty.
Easing into day 3, but today, going to eat stuff and do some work out. Would be trying to stick to fruits as much as possible and avoiding alcohol. Only going to drink on social occasions.
Expecting snow storm latter tonite on the north western corridor. Damm screwed up my plans to go out dancing, don't like getting stuck in the snow when returning. Last time it happened that way.
hmmmm almost a year since I returned from Spain and Portugal.
nice to see pilar the hottest and prettiest spanish gal I got to meet there. Gald to connect with her on facebook, ahhh how I wish that I could speak spanish or she could speak english, we had such a good connection and hmmmmm so beautiful. The best part she also has a twin who is as beautiful and smoking hot . wooooo hmmmm :))) memories, sweet and heart full filling.
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Oct 27 2011 , Day 2 of the Fruit diet
Thursday, Oct 27, 2011
Its day 2 of the Fruit diet, yesterday night I was feeling hungry like crazy, but held on, was craving fries, bread and what not.... glad that phase is over.
Woke up in the morning feeling a bit tired, guess its a good thing as it means the body worked extra hard to compensate for lack of material by compensating it from other parts which have stored up or stacked up.
Started with drinking lots of water. its 10:30am now and will be starting off with eating bannanas
Someone told me that fruits have sugar and thats not good. Well my understanding is that sugar makes me Hyper and that will keep me active and thus burning into the accumulated fat. Actually feeling more charged to get things done and motivated to do some yoga stretches and light work out at home.
Same thing with Coffee, makes me hyper and gets me going to get things done. Just have to balance it out by reducing the intake of FATTY food or FAT creating food like something fried, chocolates (I was an addict, watched the video of children forced into Slavery of the Coca farms and just gave up on a pleasure thats been sustained by the blood or children forced into slavery).
It was a easy decision, based on who I am, same thing that goes for every person in the world. All decisions are based on who you think you are. Once you understand this, every decision become easier. well atleast most.
What I find funny is that people giving up meat, that they eat as food based on the fact that its cruelty to animals, but refuse to give up Chocolate, that which is just a pleasure, and something one can live with out.
********Break up*************
Its me, not you, not your fault at all, its all me ......
(just that I cannot stand lying, manipulative, crooked, selfish, self centered, superficial people. I just end up throwing up and have allergic fits, sleepless nights, causing me to be grumpy and angry during the day). hehehehe
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Its day 2 of the Fruit diet, yesterday night I was feeling hungry like crazy, but held on, was craving fries, bread and what not.... glad that phase is over.
Woke up in the morning feeling a bit tired, guess its a good thing as it means the body worked extra hard to compensate for lack of material by compensating it from other parts which have stored up or stacked up.
Started with drinking lots of water. its 10:30am now and will be starting off with eating bannanas
Someone told me that fruits have sugar and thats not good. Well my understanding is that sugar makes me Hyper and that will keep me active and thus burning into the accumulated fat. Actually feeling more charged to get things done and motivated to do some yoga stretches and light work out at home.
Same thing with Coffee, makes me hyper and gets me going to get things done. Just have to balance it out by reducing the intake of FATTY food or FAT creating food like something fried, chocolates (I was an addict, watched the video of children forced into Slavery of the Coca farms and just gave up on a pleasure thats been sustained by the blood or children forced into slavery).
It was a easy decision, based on who I am, same thing that goes for every person in the world. All decisions are based on who you think you are. Once you understand this, every decision become easier. well atleast most.
What I find funny is that people giving up meat, that they eat as food based on the fact that its cruelty to animals, but refuse to give up Chocolate, that which is just a pleasure, and something one can live with out.
********Break up*************
Its me, not you, not your fault at all, its all me ......
(just that I cannot stand lying, manipulative, crooked, selfish, self centered, superficial people. I just end up throwing up and have allergic fits, sleepless nights, causing me to be grumpy and angry during the day). hehehehe
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Wednesday, October 26, 2011
Oct 26 2011 wed, Diet
Wednesday Oct 26 2011
Saw a post by G and was motivated to get back into shape, the staying at home and trying to complete the courses has made its own layers of fat on my person and that pic from her kind of hit me where it should.
Went over to wal mart and got a bunch of fruits and will be on a fruit diet as much as I can for the next few hrs, days.
MY ENHANCEMENT and touch up to make it a self portrait
Saw a post by G and was motivated to get back into shape, the staying at home and trying to complete the courses has made its own layers of fat on my person and that pic from her kind of hit me where it should.
Went over to wal mart and got a bunch of fruits and will be on a fruit diet as much as I can for the next few hrs, days.
MY ENHANCEMENT and touch up to make it a self portrait
Tuesday, October 25, 2011
Oct 25 2011 high from testosterone release
Tuesday, Oct 25 2011
yesterday was one of the great days, meditation at the Buddhist temple and listening to a new kind of or should I say way of thinking and meditating. taking negativity in and then imagining that your heart, like a washing machine cleans it up and converts it into positive and sending it back to the person or things.
After that to the Van
High on testosterone after my self-imposed staying away from any social interaction for 2 weeks.
Went out for salsa and man, women can smell it and tend to attack you in droves. at one time there were 3 gals asking me to dance and it was kind of heart breaking to say i will get u on the next one. The bad part, I was out of gas and out of shape and out of stamina. that means next priority is to get back to running and getting back into shape.
Lifes Purpose : Spreading Goodness Around
Lifes Focus : Improving Self and making life easier for self and others around.
These words seem to make me happy, because these were the words that came to me, when I was wondering whats my life, what am I doing, what do I intent to do, what is the meaning of all these.... for now my lifes purpose is to "spread goodness".
It was also great getting all the certificates from sk soft for the pdu (professional development units) credits with the project management institute logo.
got 24,, 5 more to be received. on a average of 2 to 1.5 pdus per course.
One of the good things with this company is that I seem to be getting lots of free professional training and resulting certificates. Something I was never able to before. The one time I got for SAP had ended up spending upwards of 20,000 USD for the course and certification exams.
Got call from Raj in the evening saying that i am confirmed for the new job but waiting for the client to ok the statement of work. hopefully it all gets done by this friday and the account team can switch my project allocation, that way we get to beat the Deadline set up by the HR dept for my last day with the company.
yesterday was one of the great days, meditation at the Buddhist temple and listening to a new kind of or should I say way of thinking and meditating. taking negativity in and then imagining that your heart, like a washing machine cleans it up and converts it into positive and sending it back to the person or things.
After that to the Van
High on testosterone after my self-imposed staying away from any social interaction for 2 weeks.
Went out for salsa and man, women can smell it and tend to attack you in droves. at one time there were 3 gals asking me to dance and it was kind of heart breaking to say i will get u on the next one. The bad part, I was out of gas and out of shape and out of stamina. that means next priority is to get back to running and getting back into shape.
Lifes Purpose : Spreading Goodness Around
Lifes Focus : Improving Self and making life easier for self and others around.
These words seem to make me happy, because these were the words that came to me, when I was wondering whats my life, what am I doing, what do I intent to do, what is the meaning of all these.... for now my lifes purpose is to "spread goodness".
It was also great getting all the certificates from sk soft for the pdu (professional development units) credits with the project management institute logo.
got 24,, 5 more to be received. on a average of 2 to 1.5 pdus per course.
One of the good things with this company is that I seem to be getting lots of free professional training and resulting certificates. Something I was never able to before. The one time I got for SAP had ended up spending upwards of 20,000 USD for the course and certification exams.
Got call from Raj in the evening saying that i am confirmed for the new job but waiting for the client to ok the statement of work. hopefully it all gets done by this friday and the account team can switch my project allocation, that way we get to beat the Deadline set up by the HR dept for my last day with the company.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Oct 23 sunday
Sunday Oct 23
Back after probably the final phase of work on the floor of nars house. About close to 1000sq feet of flooring and then a few meters of fixing the side boards and mold.
now the wait and anticipation of whats in store for monday. It is adding more pressure as its like a do (get the contract) or get laid off situation. And with the lean phase in the economy and the end of the year for any new spending for new projects, its kind of hard. This comp it feels better to be with for a steady career growth and possibly upto date trainings that I get at free of cost. Cannot beat the fact that they paid me for most of this year for hardly any work done and sitting at home most of the time.
Back after probably the final phase of work on the floor of nars house. About close to 1000sq feet of flooring and then a few meters of fixing the side boards and mold.
now the wait and anticipation of whats in store for monday. It is adding more pressure as its like a do (get the contract) or get laid off situation. And with the lean phase in the economy and the end of the year for any new spending for new projects, its kind of hard. This comp it feels better to be with for a steady career growth and possibly upto date trainings that I get at free of cost. Cannot beat the fact that they paid me for most of this year for hardly any work done and sitting at home most of the time.
Saturday, October 22, 2011
Oct 22 Saturday, drowsy from drinking
Saturday, Oct 22 2011
Woke up with a feeling of still been high after yesterday nights drinking. It sure does help reduce stress and relax. But as with all intoxicating substance its always dangerous and addictive in a bad way.
Got the Lamb curry ready (lamb from Australia), kind of not satisfied with the taste. Seems to have kind of lost the touch. well not having as much practice as before. got to get back into cooking up a storm.
taking a few containers with the lamb curry to nars house. his wife has been giving me great food every time I have been there and always giving me some to take home. now to return the containers filled up with my curries. :)
Head off to nars house to help him with the flooring work, 4th weekend spend helping a friend who lives about 80 miles away. Well he is a very nice guy and he deserves all the help he can get. I am for sure in the western terms giving up my person life and other pleasures that I usually focus on during the weekends.
its been weeks since I last danced salsa, hopefully with the good news confirmation on monday, I should get back into it. More than that, need to go to the Buddhist temple in downtown philly and participate in the group (sanga) meditation and discussion of philosophy and living after that. It was so nice to hear so many good people talk about their beliefs. Wow wish I could have met them before, would have been a great growing and learning experience. And could have avoided the all the pain of interacting with the shallow and superficial minded people.
either way a growing experience, pain and heart break are feeling better understood by having experienced it that way when there is love and happiness its much better appreciated.
Woke up with a feeling of still been high after yesterday nights drinking. It sure does help reduce stress and relax. But as with all intoxicating substance its always dangerous and addictive in a bad way.
Got the Lamb curry ready (lamb from Australia), kind of not satisfied with the taste. Seems to have kind of lost the touch. well not having as much practice as before. got to get back into cooking up a storm.
taking a few containers with the lamb curry to nars house. his wife has been giving me great food every time I have been there and always giving me some to take home. now to return the containers filled up with my curries. :)
Head off to nars house to help him with the flooring work, 4th weekend spend helping a friend who lives about 80 miles away. Well he is a very nice guy and he deserves all the help he can get. I am for sure in the western terms giving up my person life and other pleasures that I usually focus on during the weekends.
its been weeks since I last danced salsa, hopefully with the good news confirmation on monday, I should get back into it. More than that, need to go to the Buddhist temple in downtown philly and participate in the group (sanga) meditation and discussion of philosophy and living after that. It was so nice to hear so many good people talk about their beliefs. Wow wish I could have met them before, would have been a great growing and learning experience. And could have avoided the all the pain of interacting with the shallow and superficial minded people.
either way a growing experience, pain and heart break are feeling better understood by having experienced it that way when there is love and happiness its much better appreciated.
Friday, October 21, 2011
Oct 21 2011, Fri, Last day at the company
Friday, Oct 21 2011
After going to sleep late, watching a few dance programs online, passed out on the couch, woke up to the alarm then went to sleep again, woke up to the commotion at the neighbors, then went to sleep again and woke up around 8:30am feeling way lazier, but miles to go.
yesterday evenings call from Raj was a bonus one more week with the company, hopefully the ameri air assignments comes thru, thou its supposed to be more than 80 percent sure, have to still wait for the clients to approve it in writing.
kind of feeling dis oriented. wanted to go out salsa dancing to reward myself for having finished the 56 official hr course thou it took upwards of 100hrs for me to finish it online.
But did not go and decided to stay indoors and watch a few funny serials online. and eat a few Indian junk food or mixtures.
Ahhhh the Tea tastes soo good, hahaha, can't believe I am having it with out sugar.
Got call from the Doc office about my annual checkup, seems to be in great shape. Triglycerides, the upper limit of which should be 150 was about 200 plus, much less than the 465 that it was a few years ago.
Thanks to staying away from shrimps, eating garlic and drinking fresh cut ginger tea, running and hiking.
After going to sleep late, watching a few dance programs online, passed out on the couch, woke up to the alarm then went to sleep again, woke up to the commotion at the neighbors, then went to sleep again and woke up around 8:30am feeling way lazier, but miles to go.
yesterday evenings call from Raj was a bonus one more week with the company, hopefully the ameri air assignments comes thru, thou its supposed to be more than 80 percent sure, have to still wait for the clients to approve it in writing.
kind of feeling dis oriented. wanted to go out salsa dancing to reward myself for having finished the 56 official hr course thou it took upwards of 100hrs for me to finish it online.
But did not go and decided to stay indoors and watch a few funny serials online. and eat a few Indian junk food or mixtures.
Ahhhh the Tea tastes soo good, hahaha, can't believe I am having it with out sugar.
Got call from the Doc office about my annual checkup, seems to be in great shape. Triglycerides, the upper limit of which should be 150 was about 200 plus, much less than the 465 that it was a few years ago.
Thanks to staying away from shrimps, eating garlic and drinking fresh cut ginger tea, running and hiking.
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Oct 20 thrusday, Anticipation and waiting
Thursday, Oct 20 2011
Waiting since morning for the anticipated news, so far no response to the couple of calls I made to bos (going directly to vm), and raj. have to try and follow up around noon.
Beautiful day outside, with the sun shinning brightly, hopefully this is my ticket into proj mgmt full time.
it was a great feeling on having completed about 56 hrs for the prog mgmt, actually must have taken double that time.
Also still on a high after the experience of shooting range, shot 5 different guns, one of them a rifle.
was able to hit 3 times on the center "x", the popular joke among all was, "hey I got my Ex with that shot" hehehe, all the ladies seem to have so much animosity stored inside of them about their ex's.
well nothing new, the majority of the females I come across seem to be only interested in blaming their ex's and not taking any responsibility for their actions. Always expecting to be treated special, always wanting to be told that they are right and selfish to the core and then when they don't get it from others or their partner, as they do not recognize that others/partners are human beings with their own set of requirements and need to be respected for that..... they end up lying to themselves about how bad the other is and not for one moment thinking that they themselves could be wrong and so highly contribute to all the UN-happiness in them selves and thereby making the lives of those around them miserable. And then with every passing day with the amount of lies they convince themselves with , even the honest truth is so lost and then their lies become their own reality.
And with that the pent up frustration towards their ex's.
Well their life, either they realize and learn or will be lost in the circle of karma repeating their mistakes again and again and inviting into their lives the same old misery.
Waiting since morning for the anticipated news, so far no response to the couple of calls I made to bos (going directly to vm), and raj. have to try and follow up around noon.
Beautiful day outside, with the sun shinning brightly, hopefully this is my ticket into proj mgmt full time.
it was a great feeling on having completed about 56 hrs for the prog mgmt, actually must have taken double that time.
Also still on a high after the experience of shooting range, shot 5 different guns, one of them a rifle.
was able to hit 3 times on the center "x", the popular joke among all was, "hey I got my Ex with that shot" hehehe, all the ladies seem to have so much animosity stored inside of them about their ex's.
well nothing new, the majority of the females I come across seem to be only interested in blaming their ex's and not taking any responsibility for their actions. Always expecting to be treated special, always wanting to be told that they are right and selfish to the core and then when they don't get it from others or their partner, as they do not recognize that others/partners are human beings with their own set of requirements and need to be respected for that..... they end up lying to themselves about how bad the other is and not for one moment thinking that they themselves could be wrong and so highly contribute to all the UN-happiness in them selves and thereby making the lives of those around them miserable. And then with every passing day with the amount of lies they convince themselves with , even the honest truth is so lost and then their lies become their own reality.
And with that the pent up frustration towards their ex's.
Well their life, either they realize and learn or will be lost in the circle of karma repeating their mistakes again and again and inviting into their lives the same old misery.
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Oct 19 Wed 2011, wassup life
Wednesday, Oct 19 2011
A bit of feeling of relief and confidence when I have almost finished the PMP on skillsoft.
And feel a bit more positive energy.
Got to see how the day turns out into,, keeping fingers crossed on the ame air opening. Hopefully something very positive comes out today
A bit of feeling of relief and confidence when I have almost finished the PMP on skillsoft.
And feel a bit more positive energy.
Got to see how the day turns out into,, keeping fingers crossed on the ame air opening. Hopefully something very positive comes out today
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
Oct 18 2011 Tuesday
Tuesday Oct 18
got the oil change done and had break fast at dunkin doughnuts. sweet
followed up with raj on the ame air opening in dals.
so far no update.
almost at the end of the scheduled to finish the course. made up lost time on sat by doing a night out on sunday and hence added to the suffering on mon.
got to finish procurement managment tonite and then the ethics by tomorrow. cheers then I would have done about 56 hrs (4 more to go for ethics), actually must have put in double that time.
Mon Oct 17 2011
Was really feeling low after the info that i was not been considered for the wa-mart opening.
And was not able to get the oil change done for lack of slots
was only able to focus and finish the risk management after all the distractions did it from 8pm to 12
got the oil change done and had break fast at dunkin doughnuts. sweet
followed up with raj on the ame air opening in dals.
so far no update.
almost at the end of the scheduled to finish the course. made up lost time on sat by doing a night out on sunday and hence added to the suffering on mon.
got to finish procurement managment tonite and then the ethics by tomorrow. cheers then I would have done about 56 hrs (4 more to go for ethics), actually must have put in double that time.
Mon Oct 17 2011
Was really feeling low after the info that i was not been considered for the wa-mart opening.
And was not able to get the oil change done for lack of slots
was only able to focus and finish the risk management after all the distractions did it from 8pm to 12
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Oct 15 2011, Got my first pair of Glasses, officially a Nerd
Saturday, Oct 15 2011
Woke up around 8am with a extermination to complete the planned courses.
Got cracking on it by 9 and was able to finish half of Human resources part 2, when I got a call from the Doc office asking me come over to collect my classes.
yea.... got my first pair of classes. went there after completing the half and was hoping to do the other half on return.
After I got the glasses, went for a drive from the Docs office and reached Costco. walked about, trying to read small write ups on boxes.... wow so clear and crisp. then was trying to see if I could get people to look at me and see how they reacted, friendly or with a suspicion. was a mixed bag, there was one lady who seemed as thou she wanted to bite me and eat me. uggggg run.
Then called up home and had a good chat with mom and dad.
later called up anl and told him too.
time to get back to learning,, tried starting the car ,,, dammm had left the head lights on that freaking drained out my car batteries..... waited for 30mins and tried starting the car ,,, but no luck.. so called up AAA
that freak took more than an hour to reach me. in between talked with balji in san fran. he seems to tired of living here away from his other family and friends and wants to go back and settle down. so tempting, but my place is a village so very far from the cities, so that would still not be a good vi-able plan for me. Would still have to go to some crowded city and seek employment.
got back around 4 only to find the online site for the course is down for maintenance,, its about 9pm and its still down,,, ahhh.. screwed up plan.
Woke up around 8am with a extermination to complete the planned courses.
Got cracking on it by 9 and was able to finish half of Human resources part 2, when I got a call from the Doc office asking me come over to collect my classes.
yea.... got my first pair of classes. went there after completing the half and was hoping to do the other half on return.
After I got the glasses, went for a drive from the Docs office and reached Costco. walked about, trying to read small write ups on boxes.... wow so clear and crisp. then was trying to see if I could get people to look at me and see how they reacted, friendly or with a suspicion. was a mixed bag, there was one lady who seemed as thou she wanted to bite me and eat me. uggggg run.
Then called up home and had a good chat with mom and dad.
later called up anl and told him too.
time to get back to learning,, tried starting the car ,,, dammm had left the head lights on that freaking drained out my car batteries..... waited for 30mins and tried starting the car ,,, but no luck.. so called up AAA
that freak took more than an hour to reach me. in between talked with balji in san fran. he seems to tired of living here away from his other family and friends and wants to go back and settle down. so tempting, but my place is a village so very far from the cities, so that would still not be a good vi-able plan for me. Would still have to go to some crowded city and seek employment.
got back around 4 only to find the online site for the course is down for maintenance,, its about 9pm and its still down,,, ahhh.. screwed up plan.
Friday, October 14, 2011
Oct 14, Friday, one more week towards deadline
Friday, Oct 14 2011
woke up around 5am and was procrastinating and got out by 6am... struggle, struggle.
struggled to read thru the material on human resources and took the test and got 87%
then went to the apt rental and gave the letter extending the stay for another month.
sent out modified res to ra, lets see, if I get this would be awesome and at place where it would not snow and is closer to the equator and warm and best of all will be having a friend at that location. keeping fingers crossed
woke up around 5am and was procrastinating and got out by 6am... struggle, struggle.
struggled to read thru the material on human resources and took the test and got 87%
then went to the apt rental and gave the letter extending the stay for another month.
sent out modified res to ra, lets see, if I get this would be awesome and at place where it would not snow and is closer to the equator and warm and best of all will be having a friend at that location. keeping fingers crossed
Thursday, October 13, 2011
Oct 13 Thursday 2011,, one more week to go.
Oct 13 Thursday,
Qua Assurance and Qua Control... and need to complete the HR related proces.
Oct 12th Wednesday
Called sharmi again and talked to her about the conditions.
Got a few calls from companies. also from w-mart opening in Cog, would be great to get that.
Completed a few more of Quality , Proj quality planning and was easy to pass these test.
got mail with penalty for home rent. ahhhhh
Oct 11th Tuesday
Called up sharmi but was told will call back about the global pool.never got a call back
Completed the Costing part , estimating and budgeting and controlling costs.
Oct 10th Monday
Anu birthday, sent a mail wishing him.
went for my first buddhist temple and meditated, good group and great discussion after the meditation.
Then hung on there and went salsa dancing, not many people turned up that knew to dance.
Oct 9th Sunday 2011
Tired after doing all the manual labor and floor work.
Got back home around 7pm had the goat curry by nars wife.
Oct 8th Saturday 2011
left early to reach Nar's house, then went about getting stuff to the junk yard . latter went to hom depo and brought stuff instead of renting. turned out to be cheaper.
called up home and talked with mom and dad.
Qua Assurance and Qua Control... and need to complete the HR related proces.
Oct 12th Wednesday
Called sharmi again and talked to her about the conditions.
Got a few calls from companies. also from w-mart opening in Cog, would be great to get that.
Completed a few more of Quality , Proj quality planning and was easy to pass these test.
got mail with penalty for home rent. ahhhhh
Oct 11th Tuesday
Called up sharmi but was told will call back about the global pool.never got a call back
Completed the Costing part , estimating and budgeting and controlling costs.
Oct 10th Monday
Anu birthday, sent a mail wishing him.
went for my first buddhist temple and meditated, good group and great discussion after the meditation.
Then hung on there and went salsa dancing, not many people turned up that knew to dance.
Oct 9th Sunday 2011
Tired after doing all the manual labor and floor work.
Got back home around 7pm had the goat curry by nars wife.
Oct 8th Saturday 2011
left early to reach Nar's house, then went about getting stuff to the junk yard . latter went to hom depo and brought stuff instead of renting. turned out to be cheaper.
called up home and talked with mom and dad.
Friday, October 7, 2011
Oct 07 2011, Friday - Confusion and uncertainity
Friday, Oct 07 2011
Started the day, with having to move the car about 2 blocks early in the morning as they were laying the street. saw a few cars getting towed away. The deadline was 7am.
then got down to trying to contact bos, who again I guess was traveling, tried calling again around 10:30,,,,, going to voice. But got a call back from him after sometime, around 12:20.
Did not give any hope of been able to find an opening or extension in the company, so its bye-bye for sure in 2 more weeks. Surprisingly, still not feeling any fear or pressure.
not sure if thats a good thing or bad.
On his advice called up sharmi and left a msg, who was in charge of the global data base.
Have to start packing the extra boxes I got from costco.
uncertainty and surprising twists and turns are the key words in my life.
when will I ever have some stability?
updated the OS. not sure if there is going to be any performance issue, but now I am able to use the app for calculating my running, walking and other activities. kool thing.
Started the day, with having to move the car about 2 blocks early in the morning as they were laying the street. saw a few cars getting towed away. The deadline was 7am.
then got down to trying to contact bos, who again I guess was traveling, tried calling again around 10:30,,,,, going to voice. But got a call back from him after sometime, around 12:20.
Did not give any hope of been able to find an opening or extension in the company, so its bye-bye for sure in 2 more weeks. Surprisingly, still not feeling any fear or pressure.
not sure if thats a good thing or bad.
On his advice called up sharmi and left a msg, who was in charge of the global data base.
Have to start packing the extra boxes I got from costco.
uncertainty and surprising twists and turns are the key words in my life.
when will I ever have some stability?
updated the OS. not sure if there is going to be any performance issue, but now I am able to use the app for calculating my running, walking and other activities. kool thing.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Oct 06 2011, Thursday, Just for Today.
Thursday, Oct 06 2011
woke up with a struggle, but was up by 6:30am.
had breakfast and reached the docs office by 9:20am, eyes still good, but a bit short sighted. So might as well go for the glasses frame when its covered by my insurance.
Eyes were still dilated when I got out and the sun was making it tough. Went to costco and the lady at the eye shop asked me to come back for measurements. So went back again. the eye dilation was affecting my driving and vision. After a struggle made it back in my trusty car.
Was not able to read properly cause of the dilation. so skipped the online course.
Posted this inspiring piece on Fb, surprisingly, I found that I was practicing most of it from my own experience and trying to motivate myself.
Kind of paradigm, here I am about the end of my job with the current company and dont seem to be that worried. Earlier had "fear" motivating me to work extra hard and fast to get to the next job.
JUST FOR TODAY
by Vin Vinner on Wednesday, 05 October 2011
1. Just for today, I will be HAPPY. This assumes that what Abraham Lincoln said is true, that "most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be" . Happiness is from within; it is not a matter of externals.
2. Just for today, I will try to adjust myself to what is, and not try to adjust everything to my own desires. I will take my family, my business and my luck as they come and fit myself to them.
3. Just for today, I will take care of my body. I will exercise it, care for it, nourish it, not abuse it nor neglect it, so that it will be a perfect machine for my bidding.
4. Just for today, I will try to strengthen my mind, I will learn something useful, I will not be a mental loafer. I will read something that requires effort, thought and concentration.
5. Just for today, I will exercise my soul in three ways, I will do somebody a good turn and not get found out. I will do at least two things I don't want to do, as William James suggests, just for exercise.
6. Just for today, I will be agreeable. I will look as well as I can, dress as becomingly as possible, talk low, act courteously, be liberal with praise, criticize not at all, nor find fault with anything and not try to regulate not improve anyone.
7. Just for today. I will try to live through this day only, not to tackle my whole life problem at once. I can do things for twelve hours that would appall me if I to keep them up for a life time.
8. Just for today. I will have a program, I will write down what I expect to do every hour, I may not follow it exactly, but I will have it. It will eliminate two pests, hurrying and indecision.
9. Just for today, I will have a quite half-hour all by myself and relax. In this half-hour sometimes I will think of God, so as to get little more perspective into my life.
10. Just for today, I will be unafraid, especially I will not be afraid to be HAPPY, to enjoy what is beautiful, to love, and to believe that those I love, love me.
THINK AND ACT CHEERFULLY,
AND YOU WILL FEEL CHEERFUL.
Cheers to Happiness
woke up with a struggle, but was up by 6:30am.
had breakfast and reached the docs office by 9:20am, eyes still good, but a bit short sighted. So might as well go for the glasses frame when its covered by my insurance.
Eyes were still dilated when I got out and the sun was making it tough. Went to costco and the lady at the eye shop asked me to come back for measurements. So went back again. the eye dilation was affecting my driving and vision. After a struggle made it back in my trusty car.
Was not able to read properly cause of the dilation. so skipped the online course.
Posted this inspiring piece on Fb, surprisingly, I found that I was practicing most of it from my own experience and trying to motivate myself.
Kind of paradigm, here I am about the end of my job with the current company and dont seem to be that worried. Earlier had "fear" motivating me to work extra hard and fast to get to the next job.
JUST FOR TODAY
by Vin Vinner on Wednesday, 05 October 2011
1. Just for today, I will be HAPPY. This assumes that what Abraham Lincoln said is true, that "most folks are about as happy as they make up their minds to be" . Happiness is from within; it is not a matter of externals.
2. Just for today, I will try to adjust myself to what is, and not try to adjust everything to my own desires. I will take my family, my business and my luck as they come and fit myself to them.
3. Just for today, I will take care of my body. I will exercise it, care for it, nourish it, not abuse it nor neglect it, so that it will be a perfect machine for my bidding.
4. Just for today, I will try to strengthen my mind, I will learn something useful, I will not be a mental loafer. I will read something that requires effort, thought and concentration.
5. Just for today, I will exercise my soul in three ways, I will do somebody a good turn and not get found out. I will do at least two things I don't want to do, as William James suggests, just for exercise.
6. Just for today, I will be agreeable. I will look as well as I can, dress as becomingly as possible, talk low, act courteously, be liberal with praise, criticize not at all, nor find fault with anything and not try to regulate not improve anyone.
7. Just for today. I will try to live through this day only, not to tackle my whole life problem at once. I can do things for twelve hours that would appall me if I to keep them up for a life time.
8. Just for today. I will have a program, I will write down what I expect to do every hour, I may not follow it exactly, but I will have it. It will eliminate two pests, hurrying and indecision.
9. Just for today, I will have a quite half-hour all by myself and relax. In this half-hour sometimes I will think of God, so as to get little more perspective into my life.
10. Just for today, I will be unafraid, especially I will not be afraid to be HAPPY, to enjoy what is beautiful, to love, and to believe that those I love, love me.
THINK AND ACT CHEERFULLY,
AND YOU WILL FEEL CHEERFUL.
Cheers to Happiness
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
Oct 05 2011, great start. need more momentum
Wednesday, Oct 05 2011
Called up bos, but so far did not get any response to msgs left. So I guess he is avoiding me and its the final days at cog for me. 2 more weeks to go.
saw vneu on the office communicator, pinged him and asked him about the possiblity of opening in India, but was told that they are having a lul there. And latter nag confirmed that many are sitting on the bench.
So looks like the job scenario is really bad all around
Send out my 1st resume, got back an mail asking about details, sent the reply with a question, never got any reply back.
got to finish the estmating activity and resourse. passed the online test. 82%.
Good going, need to work on sales force. after going out for a bit and be back for the evening, so no salsa tonite as I did not complete 3 .... got to get moving on this ASAP and build up more momentum and then will able to update my resume with another feather.
Called up bos, but so far did not get any response to msgs left. So I guess he is avoiding me and its the final days at cog for me. 2 more weeks to go.
saw vneu on the office communicator, pinged him and asked him about the possiblity of opening in India, but was told that they are having a lul there. And latter nag confirmed that many are sitting on the bench.
So looks like the job scenario is really bad all around
Send out my 1st resume, got back an mail asking about details, sent the reply with a question, never got any reply back.
got to finish the estmating activity and resourse. passed the online test. 82%.
Good going, need to work on sales force. after going out for a bit and be back for the evening, so no salsa tonite as I did not complete 3 .... got to get moving on this ASAP and build up more momentum and then will able to update my resume with another feather.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Oct 04 2011, re-newed dertermination
Tuesday, Oct 04 2011
Woke up early with renewed determination to get things done on the online course,
.
called up the lab and gave them the insurance details. that was easier than doing it on the web.
The apt inspector from the county came by to check the fire alarms.
around 2:33 finished the definin and sequencing
Then stepped out to go to costco. the streets were cloged with traffic. ufff.
Made it thru the little streets and had a chat with venk. was talking about Qatar and how the average house hold income there were 3 times more than US. No wonder people working there are able to come back to kerala with truck loads of cash and buy up the properties.
The US may also collapse economically soon. its just a question of time. They are all living on credit. That is money belonging to someone else. Its like a Giant Ponzi scam.
Yet the only place in the world, where you can succeed if you have the energy to work and creativity to appeal to the market.
Does not matter who your parents and family is or your background. All depending on your enterprising spirit and risk taking ability.
The land of self made millionaires.
unlike the Lazy Europeans who love to enjoy and lazy around from all the stolen wealth from the colonies.
The greeks, the italians, the spanish, the ultra lazy Czechs, the crazy irish, the portuguese, the drunk Eastern europeans..... all lazy retarded people who only love to waste time doing frivolous things and think that things pay for itself.
And then they go on to blame the gypsies for doing the same things.
hahaha talk about double talk.
Wonder what italian bomb gulia is doing. last time she sent me a card from germany. maybe will try to convince her to make the move to Qatar.
Returned back from costco and had chicken samosas and mini chicken patties from costco. they were surprisingly good.
talked a bit with anil and chatted with a comcast rep to help log me in.
latter watched kama sutra on the free movies on comcast.
now to finish the estimating, resources and duration.... . need inspiration to complete all these courses. 10 down,,,,18 more to go.
went for a walk and a little jog in the cold.
Got this link on FB from ke sina , that was kind of her to share it, Very interesting and thought provoking.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jc-55p1Al9k&feature=related
Woke up early with renewed determination to get things done on the online course,
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called up the lab and gave them the insurance details. that was easier than doing it on the web.
The apt inspector from the county came by to check the fire alarms.
around 2:33 finished the definin and sequencing
Then stepped out to go to costco. the streets were cloged with traffic. ufff.
Made it thru the little streets and had a chat with venk. was talking about Qatar and how the average house hold income there were 3 times more than US. No wonder people working there are able to come back to kerala with truck loads of cash and buy up the properties.
The US may also collapse economically soon. its just a question of time. They are all living on credit. That is money belonging to someone else. Its like a Giant Ponzi scam.
Yet the only place in the world, where you can succeed if you have the energy to work and creativity to appeal to the market.
Does not matter who your parents and family is or your background. All depending on your enterprising spirit and risk taking ability.
The land of self made millionaires.
unlike the Lazy Europeans who love to enjoy and lazy around from all the stolen wealth from the colonies.
The greeks, the italians, the spanish, the ultra lazy Czechs, the crazy irish, the portuguese, the drunk Eastern europeans..... all lazy retarded people who only love to waste time doing frivolous things and think that things pay for itself.
And then they go on to blame the gypsies for doing the same things.
hahaha talk about double talk.
Wonder what italian bomb gulia is doing. last time she sent me a card from germany. maybe will try to convince her to make the move to Qatar.
Returned back from costco and had chicken samosas and mini chicken patties from costco. they were surprisingly good.
talked a bit with anil and chatted with a comcast rep to help log me in.
latter watched kama sutra on the free movies on comcast.
now to finish the estimating, resources and duration.... . need inspiration to complete all these courses. 10 down,,,,18 more to go.
went for a walk and a little jog in the cold.
Got this link on FB from ke sina , that was kind of her to share it, Very interesting and thought provoking.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jc-55p1Al9k&feature=related
Monday, October 3, 2011
Oct 03 2011, week of financial trumoil in europe
Monday, Oct 03 2011
woke up to the news of Greece defaulting and boy oh boy, the finacial market tanked.
So set up my agenda to only go salsa dancing as reward if I can finish 2 of the Time management chapter.
its now 7:30pm and still have not started.
Frustrating as it is, and to top it all, its cold 40degF and this apartment having central heat from the apt management, they are only required to switch it on a particular date as per the direction of the government.
missing my old apt, had all the wonderful facilities and it costed like wise.
Oct 02 2011
got up early and we started working on the flooring and then went to home depot to return the rented equipments. then got biriyani from the hotel and after having that went to newark airport drop off viki. whos flight got re-routed via denver.
Its already sub-zero in the north where he is , sioux city.
woke up to the news of Greece defaulting and boy oh boy, the finacial market tanked.
So set up my agenda to only go salsa dancing as reward if I can finish 2 of the Time management chapter.
its now 7:30pm and still have not started.
Frustrating as it is, and to top it all, its cold 40degF and this apartment having central heat from the apt management, they are only required to switch it on a particular date as per the direction of the government.
missing my old apt, had all the wonderful facilities and it costed like wise.
Oct 02 2011
got up early and we started working on the flooring and then went to home depot to return the rented equipments. then got biriyani from the hotel and after having that went to newark airport drop off viki. whos flight got re-routed via denver.
Its already sub-zero in the north where he is , sioux city.
Saturday, October 1, 2011
OCT 01 2011, Saturday, Loyalty
Saturday Oct 01 2011,
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Loyalty, was thinking about peoples relationship and why some people seem to have committed relationships compared to the others.
LOYALTY.
Loyalty is faithfulness or a devotion to a person, country, group, or cause and not giving up at the signs of trouble.
Loyalty is what keeps families together under dire circumstances of natures tests.
For loyalty to flourish or grow, Inputs are Parents, Culture (like Indians), Heritage, surrounding, friends who think like wise are few.
Depth of these feelings or revelation of this trait in character is more profound when there is sincerity in a person. When a person is more sincere, they show more depth. When a person is not sincere, they are usually very shallow and fickle minded. Which in turn makes them drift from one relationship to another and are never stable nor reliable.
Which again brings out the statement, loose character ed person or person of very loose character and moral.
LOYALTY, so is said to be a noble trait.
Now I got to drive about 70 plus miles to help out Nar to Help him do the floors of his new house, have to find something nice to gift him on his house warming that happened on Thursday.
hmmmmm racking my brain for that. grrrrr ,, aaahh,, oooohh,,, eee aaaa,,, hehahahaaha. nice to start of the day with laughter.
Again I wonder how many of the people in the western world would feel the sense of loyalty to go help a frined with work on laying out the wooden floor by traveling 75+75 miles == 150 miles about 200kms on a weekend.?
Guess thats where we get to know the basic difference in behavior between people of different cultures.
People with no sense of Loyalty often do not even love of like their own culture or hardly know anything about their own heritage and are always looking at the grass on the other side of the river which seems to be glowing green.
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Loyalty, was thinking about peoples relationship and why some people seem to have committed relationships compared to the others.
LOYALTY.
Loyalty is faithfulness or a devotion to a person, country, group, or cause and not giving up at the signs of trouble.
Loyalty is what keeps families together under dire circumstances of natures tests.
For loyalty to flourish or grow, Inputs are Parents, Culture (like Indians), Heritage, surrounding, friends who think like wise are few.
Depth of these feelings or revelation of this trait in character is more profound when there is sincerity in a person. When a person is more sincere, they show more depth. When a person is not sincere, they are usually very shallow and fickle minded. Which in turn makes them drift from one relationship to another and are never stable nor reliable.
Which again brings out the statement, loose character ed person or person of very loose character and moral.
LOYALTY, so is said to be a noble trait.
Now I got to drive about 70 plus miles to help out Nar to Help him do the floors of his new house, have to find something nice to gift him on his house warming that happened on Thursday.
hmmmmm racking my brain for that. grrrrr ,, aaahh,, oooohh,,, eee aaaa,,, hehahahaaha. nice to start of the day with laughter.
Again I wonder how many of the people in the western world would feel the sense of loyalty to go help a frined with work on laying out the wooden floor by traveling 75+75 miles == 150 miles about 200kms on a weekend.?
Guess thats where we get to know the basic difference in behavior between people of different cultures.
People with no sense of Loyalty often do not even love of like their own culture or hardly know anything about their own heritage and are always looking at the grass on the other side of the river which seems to be glowing green.
Friday, September 30, 2011
Sep 30 2011 Friday End of Month
Friday, Sep 30 2011
Woke up still on a high from yesterdays. Had a few good dances and good connections. It was nice when asked to dance the bachata and was able to dance a very sensual dance. Was surprised when she came back and asked me again to dance 2 more times and then she kissing me in her excitment and happiness. Wow, that was the first time been so sweetly kissed by a stranger, whos name I am not able to remember.
It was also nice meeting a pretty greek girl. chri stin.
She kind of lives a bit far off. So did not feel like asking her her number, looked like she was disappointed, the way she seemed sad leaving. aawwww, what ever.
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Thrusday, Sep 29 2011
Had fasted overnight and had to go to give blood for checkup, as they missed out on my calcium check.
Then tried to go to a Optometrist, but was given a date for oct 6. bummer.
Woke up still on a high from yesterdays. Had a few good dances and good connections. It was nice when asked to dance the bachata and was able to dance a very sensual dance. Was surprised when she came back and asked me again to dance 2 more times and then she kissing me in her excitment and happiness. Wow, that was the first time been so sweetly kissed by a stranger, whos name I am not able to remember.
It was also nice meeting a pretty greek girl. chri stin.
She kind of lives a bit far off. So did not feel like asking her her number, looked like she was disappointed, the way she seemed sad leaving. aawwww, what ever.
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Thrusday, Sep 29 2011
Had fasted overnight and had to go to give blood for checkup, as they missed out on my calcium check.
Then tried to go to a Optometrist, but was given a date for oct 6. bummer.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Sep 27 Tuesday, 2011 Great news
Tuesday, Sep 27 2011
Great news on my Triglecride levels. almost half of what it was a few years ago.
Calcium seems to be out of alignment, need to go check what it was.
Great news on my Triglecride levels. almost half of what it was a few years ago.
Calcium seems to be out of alignment, need to go check what it was.
Monday, September 26, 2011
Sep 26th Monday 2011
I am not glad that he called it off. because today, Sep 26th Monday, my whole body is aching and in pain.
got call from broker to sell of my stock as value dropped. good god again loosing all my saving. Hope the dumb lazy arses in Europe could get their act together. The stock market is crashing. Europeans are the laziest bums in the whole of the world, their only objective as shown by past history is to go to other countries and steal from them. Right now they seem to be partially run out of the stolen wealth from the colonies.
As expected, people with very low moral values.
Soon they will be overtaken by the Indians and Chinese people. I hope so.
Only saving grace is the smartness of the German people.
Sunday, Sep 25 2011
Got to the new house in the morning and got working on nailing the planks to the floor. good god, it is such a exhausting and tiring work. And some level of complication because we missed out on laying the final slots at the beginning. It was like trying to solve a gig-saw puzzle. What feeling after having solved the puzzle. I was motivated to go for the next room too.
But nara seemed to have been exhausted too, he was working on it for the past one week.
Sat Sep 24 2011
went back again to the house to clean up and remove the remaining stapled stuff of the ground, good god, huge living rooms and 5 bed rooms.
In the afternoon we watched a bit of video on how to do the flooring and then went to home depot and got a few rental equipment. Nailer guns, motor, motor saws, glasses
Then we got down to arranging the planks.
Friday, Sep 23 2011
Evening went to Nars new house, took 2 hrs in the rain.
worked a bit on cleaning up that place and moving the wooden planks into the house. Heavy stuff. just had to wait for the gap in the rain.
Thursday, Sep22 2011
Went to Phoenix vill for salsa, met a intersting lady who looked like Indian, but from brazil. And she was so happy to meet a indian guy. :)
I am not glad that he called it off. because today, Sep 26th Monday, my whole body is aching and in pain.
got call from broker to sell of my stock as value dropped. good god again loosing all my saving. Hope the dumb lazy arses in Europe could get their act together. The stock market is crashing. Europeans are the laziest bums in the whole of the world, their only objective as shown by past history is to go to other countries and steal from them. Right now they seem to be partially run out of the stolen wealth from the colonies.
As expected, people with very low moral values.
Soon they will be overtaken by the Indians and Chinese people. I hope so.
Only saving grace is the smartness of the German people.
Sunday, Sep 25 2011
Got to the new house in the morning and got working on nailing the planks to the floor. good god, it is such a exhausting and tiring work. And some level of complication because we missed out on laying the final slots at the beginning. It was like trying to solve a gig-saw puzzle. What feeling after having solved the puzzle. I was motivated to go for the next room too.
But nara seemed to have been exhausted too, he was working on it for the past one week.
Sat Sep 24 2011
went back again to the house to clean up and remove the remaining stapled stuff of the ground, good god, huge living rooms and 5 bed rooms.
In the afternoon we watched a bit of video on how to do the flooring and then went to home depot and got a few rental equipment. Nailer guns, motor, motor saws, glasses
Then we got down to arranging the planks.
Friday, Sep 23 2011
Evening went to Nars new house, took 2 hrs in the rain.
worked a bit on cleaning up that place and moving the wooden planks into the house. Heavy stuff. just had to wait for the gap in the rain.
Thursday, Sep22 2011
Went to Phoenix vill for salsa, met a intersting lady who looked like Indian, but from brazil. And she was so happy to meet a indian guy. :)
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Sep 21 2011 Wednesday
Wednesday, Sep 21 2011
woke up again after a struggle by 5:40am. kind of made it. was not successful in covering the subject matter yesterday, major failure to stay focused.
And today tempted to go out dancing and do the little bit of social interaction with other human beings. Right now I am living with out any direct contact with human beings, like in exile. Almost 2 months now living like this, and almost 1 week after my last dance with strangers.
woke up again after a struggle by 5:40am. kind of made it. was not successful in covering the subject matter yesterday, major failure to stay focused.
And today tempted to go out dancing and do the little bit of social interaction with other human beings. Right now I am living with out any direct contact with human beings, like in exile. Almost 2 months now living like this, and almost 1 week after my last dance with strangers.
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Sep 20 2011, Tuesday
Tuesday, Sep 20 2011,
After a okay, mild weekend. Trying my best to get on with the plan of organizing my life and sticking to the schedule that I created. gut feel, about 50 to 60 % achieved.
Was able to wake up at 5am yesterday, got to the Docs appointment , went for the medical lab to give my blood for tests.
at the hospital, I got to meet the most beautiful and hottest nurse I have ever seen, Wow. The sweetness, the physical beauty, the curves at the right places, the narrow waist of someone who works out. ,,,,, I was just spell bound and trying my best to not look at her. Then noticed the ring on her finger. hehehehe... well not surprising, if a gal like that is still single, then there must be something wrong with her. Its kind of like the laws of nature thing. The best are always scooped up and guys been guys, know when they see a fine creation of nature. And they are all competing to get her. And if the one guy who she likes does not make the move of marrying her, there by, signaling to the other guys that she is out of bounds. (there are always heynas and foxes feeding of or trying to feed of others stuff).
Then latter after the doc, did a hernia check and prostrate check. She came back to give me a ECG. After sticking me with the stickers, she connected the wires and was not able to get a read,,,,, oooooo,,,, did my heart disappear? hehehe
Then the next nurse came in and even she had the same prob, Then she recommended that they shave me. ahhhhh. hehehe again lots of laughter hmmmmmm was enjoying the undivided attention. Then they both went out and another nurse came in. She kind of removed everything sticker they put on me and put new stickers and voila, got a reading. hmm maybe my heart must have gone bonkers with the beautiful nurse in the room.
Sunday was nice to hang out with the gang of older people, hiking, playing games and picnicking with them. Had a great conversation with Ros, Architect, born and raised in NJ/NY but parents from Philippines.
It was nice having a very good, logical conversation with her. After a very long time during the hike, coming across a lady who is logical and not dumb like many others who visited my life.
Someone who is well traveled over the world. Not shallow with what she is saying and meaning, someone who dances salsa and tango. Wow.
Woke up today at 5,,, struggled to get out of bed, as it was a bit cold with the winter setting in and it was so cozy sleeping under the warmth of my blanket. ahhh atlast was able to get out at 5:20am and went about the required stuff, got the stol sample bottled and ready for shippment for tests.
took a scanned image of the Dr's requsition.
Cooked rice around 9.
now struggling to get the PMP done,, need to completing atleast 3 subjects or more daily. took a test directly without doing the course and passed yesterday with 85%.
After a okay, mild weekend. Trying my best to get on with the plan of organizing my life and sticking to the schedule that I created. gut feel, about 50 to 60 % achieved.
Was able to wake up at 5am yesterday, got to the Docs appointment , went for the medical lab to give my blood for tests.
at the hospital, I got to meet the most beautiful and hottest nurse I have ever seen, Wow. The sweetness, the physical beauty, the curves at the right places, the narrow waist of someone who works out. ,,,,, I was just spell bound and trying my best to not look at her. Then noticed the ring on her finger. hehehehe... well not surprising, if a gal like that is still single, then there must be something wrong with her. Its kind of like the laws of nature thing. The best are always scooped up and guys been guys, know when they see a fine creation of nature. And they are all competing to get her. And if the one guy who she likes does not make the move of marrying her, there by, signaling to the other guys that she is out of bounds. (there are always heynas and foxes feeding of or trying to feed of others stuff).
Then latter after the doc, did a hernia check and prostrate check. She came back to give me a ECG. After sticking me with the stickers, she connected the wires and was not able to get a read,,,,, oooooo,,,, did my heart disappear? hehehe
Then the next nurse came in and even she had the same prob, Then she recommended that they shave me. ahhhhh. hehehe again lots of laughter hmmmmmm was enjoying the undivided attention. Then they both went out and another nurse came in. She kind of removed everything sticker they put on me and put new stickers and voila, got a reading. hmm maybe my heart must have gone bonkers with the beautiful nurse in the room.
Sunday was nice to hang out with the gang of older people, hiking, playing games and picnicking with them. Had a great conversation with Ros, Architect, born and raised in NJ/NY but parents from Philippines.
It was nice having a very good, logical conversation with her. After a very long time during the hike, coming across a lady who is logical and not dumb like many others who visited my life.
Someone who is well traveled over the world. Not shallow with what she is saying and meaning, someone who dances salsa and tango. Wow.
Woke up today at 5,,, struggled to get out of bed, as it was a bit cold with the winter setting in and it was so cozy sleeping under the warmth of my blanket. ahhh atlast was able to get out at 5:20am and went about the required stuff, got the stol sample bottled and ready for shippment for tests.
took a scanned image of the Dr's requsition.
Cooked rice around 9.
now struggling to get the PMP done,, need to completing atleast 3 subjects or more daily. took a test directly without doing the course and passed yesterday with 85%.
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