Tuesday, Nov 01 2011
Bright and shinny day , trying to pack up stuff and organizing my stuff. Finishing up on the food and not buying any new food.
watching the news on greece screwing its self more. Those lazy Europeans are toast. soon none of those lazy pigs in europe will be able to travel around like they own the world. The Chinese and Indians all who are working hard will be there travelling about and as always these pigs will again try to steal from them with all kinds of crookedness.
Well its in their DNA, try to live on other peoples work and efforts, zero sense of accountability and no sense of working hard and living. Just lost in drinking and screwing about and making babies and then moving on without taking care of the babies into other relationships and making more bastard babies who grow up with no sense of values and moral for lack of good role models in their life.
I am so happy and glad that my parents are always together, maybe not the best and ideal couple, but they stayed together and gave us direction and acted as good role models to live up to, in terms of moral, values and sense of accountability.
Was looking out of the window, when I saw a couple of teens, maybe 13 or 14, walking, the guy dark was talking animatedly, the gal lighter skinned (Caucasian) was braiding her hair and walking along on his left side. Then what looked like the end of his story, he seemed to stop and look at her, she reached out with her right hand under his chin, palms extending to his right ears, continuing to walk and kissed him.
Awww such a sweet feeling love. Some are so fortunate to have found beautiful reciprocating love.
Why does it seem like all my past were just one sided love affairs, why is it that I end up opening my heart and laying it at the foot of selfish, value less, superficial women, who then just kick and smash up heart that I take a long time to recover and heal. WHY?
For the 2nd day, the interview was a no show. looks like the managers who were supposed to call me are working 10 peoples jobs and not able to find time to interview me.
the move to dalls seems to be on hold as per the info from the practic manager. ahhhh almost booked the ticket.
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