Friday, may 25 2012
Sleep deprived with only about 2 hrs sleep.
was good at the salsa yesterday, was flattered by the attention from russian beauty. olg
so sweet and beautiful and looking for my approval, with so many guys chasing her.
anyways,,, after a great night, was sleepy at work and then back home. missed calls from anl
Saturday, May 26, 2012
Friday, May 25, 2012
May 24 , missed goat
Thursday May 24 2012
casual day, with lots of meeting and surprises.
went out to the casino for salsa, was felling sleeply but sweet olga made me feel special. love her for that.
had gone for goat meat and was late by 5 mins... so ended up getting goat biriyani instead. ate it and was not able to stop myself.. and then at salsa was feeling dammm sleepy.
Wednesday, May 23, 2012
May 23 2012. Still on Fridays high frm dancing
Wednesday, May 23 2012
Still high from Friday nights free form dancing the merengue with Rebaka.
work and then party for san for his promo.
Still high from Friday nights free form dancing the merengue with Rebaka.
work and then party for san for his promo.
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
May 22 2012. tuesday,, what holds todays mystery
Tuesday, May 22 2012
lets see what holds todays mystery
lets see what holds todays mystery
May 21 2012 Meditation and confusion
Monday, May 21 2012
A day so filled with mental dilema and confusion.
went to downtown for meditation secession, its always so wonderful to be among people who seem to have the noblest of intentions and thoughts. more like everyone there with the intentions of goodness.
did not feel motivated to go for salsa just drove back home and crashed into bed.
A day so filled with mental dilema and confusion.
went to downtown for meditation secession, its always so wonderful to be among people who seem to have the noblest of intentions and thoughts. more like everyone there with the intentions of goodness.
did not feel motivated to go for salsa just drove back home and crashed into bed.
Sunday, May 20, 2012
May 20, to hike or not to Hike
Sunday, May 20 2012
To hike or not to hike.
looks like a good crowd and hiking by the river between two states of New Jersey and Pennsylvania.
hmmmm decide in 30 mins.
To hike or not to hike.
looks like a good crowd and hiking by the river between two states of New Jersey and Pennsylvania.
hmmmm decide in 30 mins.
Saturday, May 19, 2012
May 19 2012... hangover..
Saturday. May 19 2012
What a night.,,, and getting out late out of bed.
replied to sa ,,, such a pretty and beautiful lady yet single. atleast I don't have the physical beauty and charm that I could attract gals and explain my been single.
Life sure is funny. the gals I am attracted to seem to be taken. And then the gals I end up with do not value me and take me for granted. I can feel the pain of all the hurt from the past relationships even when I am writing this.
More so because of all the things I went out of the way like a fool do for them and then not been appreciated for all the sacrifices I made, even when I was sick and not showing any signs of it to them, so that their happiness is not jeopardized..... but what do I get,, more selfishness, more of they and their wants are more important than anything.. and then having to put up with their arrogant, selfish displays of anger. ... For sure, I do not deserve a life filled with an angry women traumatizing me at every turn in my daily life.
Would rather be single, happily be not stressed and un attached. :)
Just reminded of the lady making a comment about how Eva was so in her own world and giving me the cold I do not care for you and your interests in the grand canyon cafe. hahaha.. .she just as always displayed boredom when ever I was trying to show her things that interested me. Always about her own interests and wants and hobbies. Did not even have the common cultural courtesy to show respect and it was funny reading about her judgment on the culture and people of India. ahhh always the double talk of the sickeningly selfish self-centered.
What a night.,,, and getting out late out of bed.
replied to sa ,,, such a pretty and beautiful lady yet single. atleast I don't have the physical beauty and charm that I could attract gals and explain my been single.
Life sure is funny. the gals I am attracted to seem to be taken. And then the gals I end up with do not value me and take me for granted. I can feel the pain of all the hurt from the past relationships even when I am writing this.
More so because of all the things I went out of the way like a fool do for them and then not been appreciated for all the sacrifices I made, even when I was sick and not showing any signs of it to them, so that their happiness is not jeopardized..... but what do I get,, more selfishness, more of they and their wants are more important than anything.. and then having to put up with their arrogant, selfish displays of anger. ... For sure, I do not deserve a life filled with an angry women traumatizing me at every turn in my daily life.
Would rather be single, happily be not stressed and un attached. :)
Just reminded of the lady making a comment about how Eva was so in her own world and giving me the cold I do not care for you and your interests in the grand canyon cafe. hahaha.. .she just as always displayed boredom when ever I was trying to show her things that interested me. Always about her own interests and wants and hobbies. Did not even have the common cultural courtesy to show respect and it was funny reading about her judgment on the culture and people of India. ahhh always the double talk of the sickeningly selfish self-centered.
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