EArly morning flight to PHL via Seattle.
Went to sleep around 3:30am and woke up around 5am. Then started the rush to shower, throw out the remaining garbage that I missed out throwing.
Had separated the keys from the main bunch to drop off at the managers box.
Then called up Taxi, who turned up in 5mins instead of 10 mins.
Took out the garbage and then realised that I did not have the main enterance key...ahhh the taxi was outside... luckiely realized that I had opened up the outside door at the balcony and did not close it. So jumped across the railing and entered.. it was a narrow escape.
As there was no resident manager I could have called up and asked for the keys or to open the door and did not know anyone in the building either.
REached Airport around 6:30 and at the self checkin kisok I realised latter that I was inserting the passport the wrong side up.
Got thru the Customs with out any hassels as I already had a TN issued to me. he just asked what kind of TN visa, said Management Consultant and he just did a cross check and then stamped the passport with an entry date.
by 7:45 was inside. at gate 96E for flight to Seattle :)
Get into the Cute Orange colored plane on time. But there was a delay as they had to remove the baggage of someone who could not make it past the US immigration. Hence flight starts of at 9:30 instead of 8:50am... reach Seattle (Sea TAC) - SEA @ 9:30. wooo even there is free internet. niceee.
next flight @ 11:25 am (PST) from Terminal A2.\
@ 7:10 land in PHL (philadelphia). Was so wasted with no sleep. Forgot to take the carry on luggage I had. Only realized it when I got out. Ran to the US airways counter and they traced it out for me and got my carry on luggage with the 2nd official lap top and camera.
Then went to baggage claim to get the suitcase. With 3 bags in tow head to the Station for the train to Downtown Philly.
Get down at Market street and the take the 8:55pm connecting train to Penbrook on R5 route. Reach penbrook @9:45pm
Reach home 10pm EST. or 7pm PST.
Feeling hungry, They just don't give anything on the US flights and that kind of sucks for long distance flights.
Was thinking about what Sara said. How she felt a deep connection and that she felt as thou she knew me for a long time. Thou we only met 2 times. Its so strange how people connect. Is it because of the level of sincerity or is it just the nice feeling of security and trust that is invoked?
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
DAY Six of packing and organizing and Moving
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Tue, May 4, 2010
Lazy day.. wake up @ 5am as usual, but decide to lay low and Enjoy sleeping on the floor. Used the jacket as pillow. With all the stuff taken by the movers the apartment looks like a huge room of nothingness.
Funny how people attach so much importance to bed and great comfortable matters. And I am fine even sleeping on the floor. Felt and was reminded of the time spent out camping with Eva. And some how seem to miss that adventure. The memories of dealing with an Angry Eva seem to be fading... Guess thats life, the bad fades away faster than the Good. Is it just me or is it usually Human. To remember most of the good and pleasant times.
She claims to remember the good times. But her actions don't seem to back up her words. Thats one thing they said about all women. (i think it applys to everyone) that to watch what they do and not what they say.
Did not get to see her online nor any updates on FB. wonder what happened. Hopefully she is safe and doing well.
Asaf expected to come by in the evening to take the TV and also KAye for my fave cooking mate, my DANBY microwave.
Let me get going, have to call up linda, and then head off to the CRA in Surrey as soon as possible and see what I need to do.
It was nice to see that Delma is considering getting back into software after talking with me. So sent her the docs and other material related to SQL and Database. Hope she goes thru them and sees how she feels after going thru them for a month.
8am get call from muhu that he is at honda dealer and will drop by for picking up more of the remaining stuff.
he comes by 9 am and leaves by 9:30...
10am got msg from Bela Sara B. .... she is back from Italy and wants to go out dancing with me... Told her that I would not be having my car for the evening and she was fine lets take the sky train.... woo hooo.. and told her lets meet up for dinner or something before that.. she was like I don't have any money, I am broke and in debt ... ahh I told her its my treat, we need to talk and catch up, its my new job party...
Reluctantly she agreed.... well thats a date with Sara before I take off to Philly...
Some people don't like to call it a date, its just that they are trying to fool themselves into thinking that dating is bad. Dating is not bad, its just two people meeting and if things are ment to happen and there is some special magic that they can see it as going forward and for life long it happens or it just ends with that one date.
Eva never liked to admit that her going out with other guys for BBQ (one on one) or for the movie or for dinner with all the guys she went out with as date. Thou they the guys like to call it A DATE.
And as Amit Jha put it, more so because of his Indian conservativeness that all the white gals are like that (bitches and very low in moral character) and was surprised that he called Eva a Slut because of her dating.. Thats just the way of life in the west! Dude! well may be he will understand after he spends some time out in the west.
Just that eva and many like don't like to admit it because even they judge other people harshly and hence their own reluctance to admit it to themselves and be honest with themselves and accept it at its face value...
Anyways,, off for my Revenue dept and then to call sara and hang out..... she is such a sweet heart.. but am i looking at romantic possibility..????
no, i can't as I am in love with someone else...., and not in a relationship as I got dumped. :) but who knows, the day is still young and the possibilities are endless. Even thou I do not like to date anyone else now as I love Eva dearly and consider it cheating at my own end thou I do not have any moral obligation to her as she was the one who dumped me two times.....
IT to me is my own moral obligation to be honest to myself than to be honest for the sake of someone else.
Come back from surrey and start the last of clean up work. Pack the Microwave up for Kaye . Asaf said will come by at 6pm to pick up the Tv, stand and the microwave.
Got msg from Sara about her visit to the dentist. Ahh why am I leaving Van, when I am suddenly making lots of new good friends and meeting good new people.
3pm.... Mundies guy comes by and picks up my car. feel a sad parting sensation that my car will be away from me for about 2 weeks. hope it reaches philly safely.
Again get a call from Sara, talk for sometime. says her computer is screwed up.
6:00pm Asaf comes by and takes the TV, the 2nd TV stand and micro wave for Kaye. And the remaining food stuff of coke and the cables and the digital box that I paid $100 for at future shop.
7:30 meet up with sara, have Vino and Dinner at Cactus and then go out to the boss to dance non-stop. She is so sweet and so easy to lead. Just follows and don't have to stress thinking about if she will hijack or do something on her own.
Definity one of my Best nights at Atlantis/Boss.
Reached home using the Bus and then from patterson, took a taxi to drop off Sara. And she said that she felt a very strong connection with me too. Wished that I was staying on and disappointed that I am going away in a few hrs. What can I say, Life is strange, we want something, but something different seems to happen. Just have to live and enjoy the moment. I was too choked to say anything. just could not tell her anything to comfort her. But if I make it into a job that is consulting ,, flying in and out during weekends, then I would surely get back to Vancouver.
It was an awesome night to remember., How I wish that I had a job in Vancouver and got to stay on. Well life has its own twists and turns. Got to know very closely 3 wonderful women in two days. And yet ..... the heart is else where. Thats why they say, you fall in love and not choose to love.. When people choose to love, they are trying to artificially do something thats supposed to be natural. And from that comes all the other issues. Because its all caused by the imbalance of nature. Leading to fights, lack of understanding, lies, cheating and what not....
Tue, May 4, 2010
Lazy day.. wake up @ 5am as usual, but decide to lay low and Enjoy sleeping on the floor. Used the jacket as pillow. With all the stuff taken by the movers the apartment looks like a huge room of nothingness.
Funny how people attach so much importance to bed and great comfortable matters. And I am fine even sleeping on the floor. Felt and was reminded of the time spent out camping with Eva. And some how seem to miss that adventure. The memories of dealing with an Angry Eva seem to be fading... Guess thats life, the bad fades away faster than the Good. Is it just me or is it usually Human. To remember most of the good and pleasant times.
She claims to remember the good times. But her actions don't seem to back up her words. Thats one thing they said about all women. (i think it applys to everyone) that to watch what they do and not what they say.
Did not get to see her online nor any updates on FB. wonder what happened. Hopefully she is safe and doing well.
Asaf expected to come by in the evening to take the TV and also KAye for my fave cooking mate, my DANBY microwave.
Let me get going, have to call up linda, and then head off to the CRA in Surrey as soon as possible and see what I need to do.
It was nice to see that Delma is considering getting back into software after talking with me. So sent her the docs and other material related to SQL and Database. Hope she goes thru them and sees how she feels after going thru them for a month.
8am get call from muhu that he is at honda dealer and will drop by for picking up more of the remaining stuff.
he comes by 9 am and leaves by 9:30...
10am got msg from Bela Sara B. .... she is back from Italy and wants to go out dancing with me... Told her that I would not be having my car for the evening and she was fine lets take the sky train.... woo hooo.. and told her lets meet up for dinner or something before that.. she was like I don't have any money, I am broke and in debt ... ahh I told her its my treat, we need to talk and catch up, its my new job party...
Reluctantly she agreed.... well thats a date with Sara before I take off to Philly...
Some people don't like to call it a date, its just that they are trying to fool themselves into thinking that dating is bad. Dating is not bad, its just two people meeting and if things are ment to happen and there is some special magic that they can see it as going forward and for life long it happens or it just ends with that one date.
Eva never liked to admit that her going out with other guys for BBQ (one on one) or for the movie or for dinner with all the guys she went out with as date. Thou they the guys like to call it A DATE.
And as Amit Jha put it, more so because of his Indian conservativeness that all the white gals are like that (bitches and very low in moral character) and was surprised that he called Eva a Slut because of her dating.. Thats just the way of life in the west! Dude! well may be he will understand after he spends some time out in the west.
Just that eva and many like don't like to admit it because even they judge other people harshly and hence their own reluctance to admit it to themselves and be honest with themselves and accept it at its face value...
Anyways,, off for my Revenue dept and then to call sara and hang out..... she is such a sweet heart.. but am i looking at romantic possibility..????
no, i can't as I am in love with someone else...., and not in a relationship as I got dumped. :) but who knows, the day is still young and the possibilities are endless. Even thou I do not like to date anyone else now as I love Eva dearly and consider it cheating at my own end thou I do not have any moral obligation to her as she was the one who dumped me two times.....
IT to me is my own moral obligation to be honest to myself than to be honest for the sake of someone else.
Come back from surrey and start the last of clean up work. Pack the Microwave up for Kaye . Asaf said will come by at 6pm to pick up the Tv, stand and the microwave.
Got msg from Sara about her visit to the dentist. Ahh why am I leaving Van, when I am suddenly making lots of new good friends and meeting good new people.
3pm.... Mundies guy comes by and picks up my car. feel a sad parting sensation that my car will be away from me for about 2 weeks. hope it reaches philly safely.
Again get a call from Sara, talk for sometime. says her computer is screwed up.
6:00pm Asaf comes by and takes the TV, the 2nd TV stand and micro wave for Kaye. And the remaining food stuff of coke and the cables and the digital box that I paid $100 for at future shop.
7:30 meet up with sara, have Vino and Dinner at Cactus and then go out to the boss to dance non-stop. She is so sweet and so easy to lead. Just follows and don't have to stress thinking about if she will hijack or do something on her own.
Definity one of my Best nights at Atlantis/Boss.
Reached home using the Bus and then from patterson, took a taxi to drop off Sara. And she said that she felt a very strong connection with me too. Wished that I was staying on and disappointed that I am going away in a few hrs. What can I say, Life is strange, we want something, but something different seems to happen. Just have to live and enjoy the moment. I was too choked to say anything. just could not tell her anything to comfort her. But if I make it into a job that is consulting ,, flying in and out during weekends, then I would surely get back to Vancouver.
It was an awesome night to remember., How I wish that I had a job in Vancouver and got to stay on. Well life has its own twists and turns. Got to know very closely 3 wonderful women in two days. And yet ..... the heart is else where. Thats why they say, you fall in love and not choose to love.. When people choose to love, they are trying to artificially do something thats supposed to be natural. And from that comes all the other issues. Because its all caused by the imbalance of nature. Leading to fights, lack of understanding, lies, cheating and what not....
Monday, May 3, 2010
DAY Five of packing and organizing and Moving
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Mon, May 3, 2010
8am Movers coming.
Chat with eva again after seeing her blog about the farm party. Was suddenly reminded of the night mare I had a few days ago. Mail I wanted to send but did not as she does not seem to want to communicate :
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There was another reason why I called.
a few days ago, I had a vision/ dream or what ever you call it... it was bad.
It was about you wearing the chocolate brown pants (that u seem to be wearing and then something green on the top mixed with a brown... and u were also having the light yellowish bag (that u use for going to work in india)....
u are attending a party, lots of guys, drinking and everything.. many of them seem to know you and you them,, friends aquaintance.. you already have a reputation about the kissing thing in Czech and drinking.... and after sometime some of the guys decide to fix your drink... with something called the date rape drug (very commonly available in india and used by many indian guys in the clubs of mumbai that i know). Then after some time one of the guys takes you to the room as the effects of the drug seem to take over and you are behaving desperate and horny... he takes you to the room and do things to you, get you naked and has sex with you ... and after that all his friends all join in one after another, and they take pics of you in the act... then I woke up sweating.
It sounds crazy.... just one bad night mare. But thought that I would share it with you to be careful with the crazy unpredictable guys there.
This kind of incident happened in one of my office parties when I was working in mumbai. But the gal was born and brought up in Mumbai and was too smart, and she does not drink. So those guys I knew were not successful with her.
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Don't know why I am bothering with this, when she does not seem to care about my words or does not seem to be interested in been friends with me either..... I just don't want to have any resentment towards her or anyone. The more I am trying to try, the more she is acting like some power drunk person and acting all ego entric. But again I do care about her for some nice things that she has and the unexplained feeling of love I feel for her and her well begin.
And don't want to end up regretting latter if something happens to her. That I had the opportunity to warn her Naive personalty and did not.
But if she continous in this hate filled way of behavior towards me,, I think even I will soon develop a wall and stop caring about her.
Wonder how she keeps moving from one person to another,, just 55 days ago when I wished her all the best and that its too much of logistic involved to plan a trip to india and go to kerala with her. As she might be with some other guy by then. She was saying, how can I fall for another guy when I have been thru so much suffering with me.....
And as i see it, she fell in love and proposed to Amit all slobering him and scaring him in the first 30 days and now replaced him with Rishit..... wow strange are the working of some peoples brain. Or is it just their short term way of always looking at relationships.. would that explain why she did not or was not able to have any relationship that lasts more than a month?????... well I did try to warn her about Igor...
And when I see the pics of Rishit, his expression remind me of Igors when he is about to pounce on a new victim. And her expressions are the same as she had when she was going behind igor.. with her "mastero, mastero...."... Well for some people history repeats..... the cycle of karma continues, untill such time that they learn from their actions and its results...
Atleast I am not able to consider anyone and don't feel like considering anyone. That maybe because I am in love and she is able to do it cause she was never in love,, or just pretended to be in love or did not know what really love is.
Well atleast I was and still am sincere and honest and continue to be so.
Thou there have been opportunities and lots of windows seem to open around me. Especially with the Call center building that I am located in and with all the beautiful blonds floating around..... thou my heart like any man would love to jump into the sack with them,,, my hearts sincerity and love for someone who does not seem care about me at all,,, does not allow me too. Strange paradox or true sincere love.
Or is it that she is addicted to kissing. There are many who are addicted to sex and it drives them crazy if they don't have sex. She I guess is a person with an addiciton to kissing and wanting to be kissed...... a thought that was there before but just put in writing...
The saddest part of all this is, that she got caught and cornered in her web of lies and instead of showing any regret or remorse or feeling sorry, she truned it around and made it my fault. Well some people are really good at fooling themselves and really believing that others are at fault even after getting caught red handed. What causes this, no idea.
But had she had some kind of remorse or felt sorry for lying so blantedly, I would have been just happy for her and would have loved to get back with her. But she decided to go with counter accusation and make me look like the bad guy here and accuse me of creating imaginary stories and sending emails to my friend complaining to him about me been the villan... how sorry a state of mind that she must have been.
Maybe its all the sudden change in location, cultural shock and her master plan and desire to be with Amit backfiring, scared her to make up her own stories and then accuse me of creating stories.... what ever. But I just hope that she realises that I do not intend any harm to her.... Harm is the easiest and cheapest thing I could have done to her. But that is not me.
But looking at the way things are going and even after I swallow my own ego and approach her to make things better and ease of the tensions and let her know that I forgive her for the games she played (was surprised when she labeled that I was playing a bad game,,,,, shocked that she thought of all this as a game)... and only want to forgive and but the bad past behind. Does not seem to be getting across. Well atleast I am guilt free and sleeping with a clear conscious.
now off to Canada revenue and then latter to Muhus house for a party...
The movers came in around 7:45am and were gone by 9am.. that was fast.. now to coordinate the car drop off.
had Chicken biriyani for the last time in Van,, hmmm will miss Al-watans friday special biriyani....
Delma calls around 2 pm and we plan on meeting up and going for a movie...
Got to know that Delma, so pretty, zero make up, looks like the ideal beautiful malu gal. is a computer science graduate and also studied law.... wooow talk about high qualification and under used talent..... How come I did not meet her before... whyyyy.. she and me could have made such a wonderful pair.... she is so beautiful and down to earth and so religious too... Why do I end up meeting people who take me for granted and the good ones always turn up when I have no scope of pursing. As I am moving away...
Well it was nice meeting her and getting to know her. Will have to surely help her in anyway possible. Even if its from Philly. Thats one lady who could really use my caring help and be grateful to me eternally and not stab me in the back like the others, who do not even seem to appreciate the blind love I am and caring them for... Talk about mis-placed affections...
anyways we watch the movie. then go for bubble tea and I drop her off at her new house besides ,,,Polish hall. And it is so easy for her to go out Salsa dancing every friday.
around 7 pm got to meet Jennifer the new manager of Dunblane and she turns out to be a Archelogist for and specialization in First nation... wow, that was nice to meet two ladies who are very highly educated and smart.. but doing min wages work for survival... so sad but I hope and pray that persistence with guide them to higher levels of achievements in life.
Mon, May 3, 2010
8am Movers coming.
Chat with eva again after seeing her blog about the farm party. Was suddenly reminded of the night mare I had a few days ago. Mail I wanted to send but did not as she does not seem to want to communicate :
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There was another reason why I called.
a few days ago, I had a vision/ dream or what ever you call it... it was bad.
It was about you wearing the chocolate brown pants (that u seem to be wearing and then something green on the top mixed with a brown... and u were also having the light yellowish bag (that u use for going to work in india)....
u are attending a party, lots of guys, drinking and everything.. many of them seem to know you and you them,, friends aquaintance.. you already have a reputation about the kissing thing in Czech and drinking.... and after sometime some of the guys decide to fix your drink... with something called the date rape drug (very commonly available in india and used by many indian guys in the clubs of mumbai that i know). Then after some time one of the guys takes you to the room as the effects of the drug seem to take over and you are behaving desperate and horny... he takes you to the room and do things to you, get you naked and has sex with you ... and after that all his friends all join in one after another, and they take pics of you in the act... then I woke up sweating.
It sounds crazy.... just one bad night mare. But thought that I would share it with you to be careful with the crazy unpredictable guys there.
This kind of incident happened in one of my office parties when I was working in mumbai. But the gal was born and brought up in Mumbai and was too smart, and she does not drink. So those guys I knew were not successful with her.
*****************
Don't know why I am bothering with this, when she does not seem to care about my words or does not seem to be interested in been friends with me either..... I just don't want to have any resentment towards her or anyone. The more I am trying to try, the more she is acting like some power drunk person and acting all ego entric. But again I do care about her for some nice things that she has and the unexplained feeling of love I feel for her and her well begin.
And don't want to end up regretting latter if something happens to her. That I had the opportunity to warn her Naive personalty and did not.
But if she continous in this hate filled way of behavior towards me,, I think even I will soon develop a wall and stop caring about her.
Wonder how she keeps moving from one person to another,, just 55 days ago when I wished her all the best and that its too much of logistic involved to plan a trip to india and go to kerala with her. As she might be with some other guy by then. She was saying, how can I fall for another guy when I have been thru so much suffering with me.....
And as i see it, she fell in love and proposed to Amit all slobering him and scaring him in the first 30 days and now replaced him with Rishit..... wow strange are the working of some peoples brain. Or is it just their short term way of always looking at relationships.. would that explain why she did not or was not able to have any relationship that lasts more than a month?????... well I did try to warn her about Igor...
And when I see the pics of Rishit, his expression remind me of Igors when he is about to pounce on a new victim. And her expressions are the same as she had when she was going behind igor.. with her "mastero, mastero...."... Well for some people history repeats..... the cycle of karma continues, untill such time that they learn from their actions and its results...
Atleast I am not able to consider anyone and don't feel like considering anyone. That maybe because I am in love and she is able to do it cause she was never in love,, or just pretended to be in love or did not know what really love is.
Well atleast I was and still am sincere and honest and continue to be so.
Thou there have been opportunities and lots of windows seem to open around me. Especially with the Call center building that I am located in and with all the beautiful blonds floating around..... thou my heart like any man would love to jump into the sack with them,,, my hearts sincerity and love for someone who does not seem care about me at all,,, does not allow me too. Strange paradox or true sincere love.
Or is it that she is addicted to kissing. There are many who are addicted to sex and it drives them crazy if they don't have sex. She I guess is a person with an addiciton to kissing and wanting to be kissed...... a thought that was there before but just put in writing...
The saddest part of all this is, that she got caught and cornered in her web of lies and instead of showing any regret or remorse or feeling sorry, she truned it around and made it my fault. Well some people are really good at fooling themselves and really believing that others are at fault even after getting caught red handed. What causes this, no idea.
But had she had some kind of remorse or felt sorry for lying so blantedly, I would have been just happy for her and would have loved to get back with her. But she decided to go with counter accusation and make me look like the bad guy here and accuse me of creating imaginary stories and sending emails to my friend complaining to him about me been the villan... how sorry a state of mind that she must have been.
Maybe its all the sudden change in location, cultural shock and her master plan and desire to be with Amit backfiring, scared her to make up her own stories and then accuse me of creating stories.... what ever. But I just hope that she realises that I do not intend any harm to her.... Harm is the easiest and cheapest thing I could have done to her. But that is not me.
But looking at the way things are going and even after I swallow my own ego and approach her to make things better and ease of the tensions and let her know that I forgive her for the games she played (was surprised when she labeled that I was playing a bad game,,,,, shocked that she thought of all this as a game)... and only want to forgive and but the bad past behind. Does not seem to be getting across. Well atleast I am guilt free and sleeping with a clear conscious.
now off to Canada revenue and then latter to Muhus house for a party...
The movers came in around 7:45am and were gone by 9am.. that was fast.. now to coordinate the car drop off.
had Chicken biriyani for the last time in Van,, hmmm will miss Al-watans friday special biriyani....
Delma calls around 2 pm and we plan on meeting up and going for a movie...
Got to know that Delma, so pretty, zero make up, looks like the ideal beautiful malu gal. is a computer science graduate and also studied law.... wooow talk about high qualification and under used talent..... How come I did not meet her before... whyyyy.. she and me could have made such a wonderful pair.... she is so beautiful and down to earth and so religious too... Why do I end up meeting people who take me for granted and the good ones always turn up when I have no scope of pursing. As I am moving away...
Well it was nice meeting her and getting to know her. Will have to surely help her in anyway possible. Even if its from Philly. Thats one lady who could really use my caring help and be grateful to me eternally and not stab me in the back like the others, who do not even seem to appreciate the blind love I am and caring them for... Talk about mis-placed affections...
anyways we watch the movie. then go for bubble tea and I drop her off at her new house besides ,,,Polish hall. And it is so easy for her to go out Salsa dancing every friday.
around 7 pm got to meet Jennifer the new manager of Dunblane and she turns out to be a Archelogist for and specialization in First nation... wow, that was nice to meet two ladies who are very highly educated and smart.. but doing min wages work for survival... so sad but I hope and pray that persistence with guide them to higher levels of achievements in life.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
DAY four of packing and organizing
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Sun, May 2, 2010
12:30pm Eating last of the love shaped cookies that Eva sent for Christmas- 2009, did not feel like finishing them and did not feel like throwing them away either.. about 5 months old now. EAT them with a heavy heart.
2 pm call u p Jennifer Hewitt. the Bldg mgr and told her about the notice I dropped off on Apr-29th (had called her yesterday too and left a msg) said was busy yesterday at a wedding hence could not get back to me. She said she would get the check for Jun back to me and then do a walk thru and the final process. 604613-3185
5pm party with Kaye, Igor, Mel, Asaf.
Got call from Eva from phillipines. she wanted to come for the party too. Kind of invited herself and then wanted to get a couple of her relatives too. But told her that there is a restriction on the number of people I can accommodate.
Then latter another call from menalnie who works with Eva. asking about directions.
4:30 went to super store and got 2 packs of chips and one pack of Indian snacks.
Kind of trying to figure out the best way to hand over the keys to the car for the movers to pick up. Kaye does not seem to be available on most of the dates. Muhu in Surrey seems to be the next best alternative. Or have to hand over to Asaf.... just figuring out the best way to have fun at Atlantis. OR maybe I hand over the keys on Tuesday evening and then come back from the Boss/Atlantis by the skytrain or taxi.
5:30 Kaye comes in first, Igor sends a text saying he cannot make it cause of work.
Then Call up Asaf who is oblivious to the party, and did not check Facebook. So he sets off to come. Melanie and Eva turn up too.
We start getting drunk on Merlot, the Jackson Triggis specail olympic edition, wine I got for Volunteering at the Olympics..... then the next two bottles from Oliver Twist, I wanted to take to Kerala to give to my family members... but now with the move to US and not wanting to transport the Wine all the way, I open up the other two bottles of Oliver Twist,, bottles that were signed by the owner couples. :(( and tasted good...
Latter we all get into heated drunk discussions,, starting with Greek, the gals were talking about the type of guys that they feel attracted to and how they feel attracted too. Kaye was more mature in saying that she is no longer a teen and does not go,, aww and ooohh when she sees a guy any more, but rather ends up more critically and is not attracted to them as she seems to be traumatized by the cheating of her husband..... Trust is a very delicate thing.... I feel the same, after the series of girls in my life who seem to come into it just to betray me and my sincere trust in them.
I can easily understand how she feels and what she is going thru.
Then we get into talks about sex and the idea of sex and cheating in different cultures... my argument was that thou culture plays a role in influencing, its again the individual persons preception. For some people just touching is equal to sex. for some its the full penetration and both achieving orgasm. for some oral sex is not full sex... for some kissing another while in a relationship is cheating...
around 10:30 they all leave and Kaye takes the vacum cleaner and Melanie takes the Printer.
So now only the thing remaining is the TV for Asaf and microwave for Kaye,,, guess I am just giving out 1000's of dollars worth of free stuff...
Well atleast someone gets to enjoy it and its not going to waste.
Chatted with E a bit.. again seems to get angry,, guess its her own guilty conscious of having played a game of lies and deceit thats at the crux of her not able to face her self and I kind of remind her of her Evil side. WEll atleast I am not holding anything against her, she did what she had to do for what ever she thought it was useful or worth it.
She has to learn to be honest with her self and understand all this started with her thinking that its okay to tell lies and then follow it up with a thousand lies to cover up one lie. And then her torturing me saying that I have to say sorry for calling her a lier, when all i said was how can she talk about trust when we are not even able to have a honest conversation..... well it could be that she was like I suspected ,,,, setting up for the Break up and make it all look like its my fault so that its easier for her to convince Amit about it and hook up with him..... Guess Amit turned out to be another Louis or her first Mirav who just did not fall for her crooked schemes and did not end up becoming another victim.
Am I a victim? in a way maybe, as I was so foolish to place my trust when all the red flags were all there. But I choose to ignore them. Maybe in my own way, not knowingly,, I was desperate to find love and be loved. Wanting to know that I could find connection with someone different than all the crooked cheats I met before. But... the pattern of behavior just continues.....
Or plain and simple,, all these gals come into my life so that they can have their best dreams come true,, which does not include me. Maybe I will meet a gal whos best dream is to always be with me thru thick and thin. And is fully and totally dedicated to me and my values and my way of life... A " Good Luck Chuck " that I am.
Sun, May 2, 2010
12:30pm Eating last of the love shaped cookies that Eva sent for Christmas- 2009, did not feel like finishing them and did not feel like throwing them away either.. about 5 months old now. EAT them with a heavy heart.
2 pm call u p Jennifer Hewitt. the Bldg mgr and told her about the notice I dropped off on Apr-29th (had called her yesterday too and left a msg) said was busy yesterday at a wedding hence could not get back to me. She said she would get the check for Jun back to me and then do a walk thru and the final process. 604613-3185
5pm party with Kaye, Igor, Mel, Asaf.
Got call from Eva from phillipines. she wanted to come for the party too. Kind of invited herself and then wanted to get a couple of her relatives too. But told her that there is a restriction on the number of people I can accommodate.
Then latter another call from menalnie who works with Eva. asking about directions.
4:30 went to super store and got 2 packs of chips and one pack of Indian snacks.
Kind of trying to figure out the best way to hand over the keys to the car for the movers to pick up. Kaye does not seem to be available on most of the dates. Muhu in Surrey seems to be the next best alternative. Or have to hand over to Asaf.... just figuring out the best way to have fun at Atlantis. OR maybe I hand over the keys on Tuesday evening and then come back from the Boss/Atlantis by the skytrain or taxi.
5:30 Kaye comes in first, Igor sends a text saying he cannot make it cause of work.
Then Call up Asaf who is oblivious to the party, and did not check Facebook. So he sets off to come. Melanie and Eva turn up too.
We start getting drunk on Merlot, the Jackson Triggis specail olympic edition, wine I got for Volunteering at the Olympics..... then the next two bottles from Oliver Twist, I wanted to take to Kerala to give to my family members... but now with the move to US and not wanting to transport the Wine all the way, I open up the other two bottles of Oliver Twist,, bottles that were signed by the owner couples. :(( and tasted good...
Latter we all get into heated drunk discussions,, starting with Greek, the gals were talking about the type of guys that they feel attracted to and how they feel attracted too. Kaye was more mature in saying that she is no longer a teen and does not go,, aww and ooohh when she sees a guy any more, but rather ends up more critically and is not attracted to them as she seems to be traumatized by the cheating of her husband..... Trust is a very delicate thing.... I feel the same, after the series of girls in my life who seem to come into it just to betray me and my sincere trust in them.
I can easily understand how she feels and what she is going thru.
Then we get into talks about sex and the idea of sex and cheating in different cultures... my argument was that thou culture plays a role in influencing, its again the individual persons preception. For some people just touching is equal to sex. for some its the full penetration and both achieving orgasm. for some oral sex is not full sex... for some kissing another while in a relationship is cheating...
around 10:30 they all leave and Kaye takes the vacum cleaner and Melanie takes the Printer.
So now only the thing remaining is the TV for Asaf and microwave for Kaye,,, guess I am just giving out 1000's of dollars worth of free stuff...
Well atleast someone gets to enjoy it and its not going to waste.
Chatted with E a bit.. again seems to get angry,, guess its her own guilty conscious of having played a game of lies and deceit thats at the crux of her not able to face her self and I kind of remind her of her Evil side. WEll atleast I am not holding anything against her, she did what she had to do for what ever she thought it was useful or worth it.
She has to learn to be honest with her self and understand all this started with her thinking that its okay to tell lies and then follow it up with a thousand lies to cover up one lie. And then her torturing me saying that I have to say sorry for calling her a lier, when all i said was how can she talk about trust when we are not even able to have a honest conversation..... well it could be that she was like I suspected ,,,, setting up for the Break up and make it all look like its my fault so that its easier for her to convince Amit about it and hook up with him..... Guess Amit turned out to be another Louis or her first Mirav who just did not fall for her crooked schemes and did not end up becoming another victim.
Am I a victim? in a way maybe, as I was so foolish to place my trust when all the red flags were all there. But I choose to ignore them. Maybe in my own way, not knowingly,, I was desperate to find love and be loved. Wanting to know that I could find connection with someone different than all the crooked cheats I met before. But... the pattern of behavior just continues.....
Or plain and simple,, all these gals come into my life so that they can have their best dreams come true,, which does not include me. Maybe I will meet a gal whos best dream is to always be with me thru thick and thin. And is fully and totally dedicated to me and my values and my way of life... A " Good Luck Chuck " that I am.
DAY three of packing and organizing
Sat, May 1, 2010
Day of running around.
changed Address to muhus at Costco.
Got car back in the evening,, need to do front wheel alignment.(approx $60).
Right now had the leaking radiator replaced ($300) and $200 for the front wheel upper axle connection replaced.
SANG is the best auto mechanic and the most reliable. Trust worthy.
met Kaye gave her more stuff. then had dinner with her at metro town and dropped her off
Atleast Kaye is taking the micro wave.... so everything is not lost.
around 11:10 went to Hojo
went to HOjo 11:10pm
Day of running around.
changed Address to muhus at Costco.
Got car back in the evening,, need to do front wheel alignment.(approx $60).
Right now had the leaking radiator replaced ($300) and $200 for the front wheel upper axle connection replaced.
SANG is the best auto mechanic and the most reliable. Trust worthy.
met Kaye gave her more stuff. then had dinner with her at metro town and dropped her off
Atleast Kaye is taking the micro wave.... so everything is not lost.
around 11:10 went to Hojo
went to HOjo 11:10pm
DAY two of packing and organizing
Friday, April 30, 2010
Close ICICI account
Take car for check up end up giving it to sang to fix leaking radiator and the loose upper joints of the front wheels.
Muhu comes with his family, give him one of the Wine bottles I got at the Olympics. and some stuff. blender (old one).
Asaf drops by after that, says would like to have TV and the two stands. Ask him to take the TV on Tuesday or monday with the smaller stand. He takes the bigger stand for now.
get call from lance, said will meet up at polish and as usual never keeps his word and did not turn up. well some people just are not reliable.
10:30 went to Polish hall met Soile for the last time before she gets married in june. About time she got the best of things.. poor gal went thru hell living in vancouver. Glad that things are going well for her.
Close ICICI account
Take car for check up end up giving it to sang to fix leaking radiator and the loose upper joints of the front wheels.
Muhu comes with his family, give him one of the Wine bottles I got at the Olympics. and some stuff. blender (old one).
Asaf drops by after that, says would like to have TV and the two stands. Ask him to take the TV on Tuesday or monday with the smaller stand. He takes the bigger stand for now.
get call from lance, said will meet up at polish and as usual never keeps his word and did not turn up. well some people just are not reliable.
10:30 went to Polish hall met Soile for the last time before she gets married in june. About time she got the best of things.. poor gal went thru hell living in vancouver. Glad that things are going well for her.
DAY one of packing and organizing
Thursday, April 29, 2010
went to sleep @ 2:30 - 3 which is about 5:30 6am EST.
woke up around 9pm.
Interview with Oracle @ 10am PST on Thursday the 29th of May-2010.
Brin Leitsch
Brn Leitsch | Solution Architect
Phone: 720.201.2185
Send Tax doc to Evas address.
SNP 1178, 8/
OTROKOVICE, 76502
CZECH REPUBLIC
EUROPE
went to sleep @ 2:30 - 3 which is about 5:30 6am EST.
woke up around 9pm.
went to HOjo
went to sleep @ 2:30 - 3 which is about 5:30 6am EST.
woke up around 9pm.
Interview with Oracle @ 10am PST on Thursday the 29th of May-2010.
Brin Leitsch
Brn Leitsch | Solution Architect
Phone: 720.201.2185
Send Tax doc to Evas address.
SNP 1178, 8/
OTROKOVICE, 76502
CZECH REPUBLIC
EUROPE
went to sleep @ 2:30 - 3 which is about 5:30 6am EST.
woke up around 9pm.
went to HOjo
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