Friday Apr 11 2014
Feeling very Heart Broken ...... life sure THROWS, nooooo HURLS curve balls at me..... like Catch 22 kind of ,, paradoxical , contradictory .. aahhhhhh ,, all I want is a simple life.... booooohoooo..
For some reason Edmonton did to me in a few days, what Ashburn could never do to me in more than an year there, nor philly ..... It stole my heart.. no wonder its called the "heartland"
,,,, just going thru my heart wrenching feelings of helplessness of my desires and lifes happenings... great to be going to LA... at the same time heart breaking to be leaving Etown... its like going from the Heartland (edmonton is known as that) to the Fake Land (LA)..
yesterday after 2 rounds of interview,, got to know in the morning that I have been selected. had 2 other rounds of interview before that....
ITs great to be having a job.. And I need to be greatfull for that.
At a place others would just love to have and have my life,, as chakr said, he would love to swap with me.
... yea nothing is for ever,, but I always wanted a simple life at one place with one gal who would also love me as much as I love her,,, but ,,,, I end up becoming a gypsy.... all my life.. lets see.. maybe I am getting too old and sentimental.. it was easy moving away from Ashburn Virginia in Feb end.. as I did not feel that warm connection there even after living there for one year... and here in just one month.. ahhh its heart breaking
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