Oct 13 Saturday off to NJ

Saturday, Oct 13 2012

Call home, still frustrated with mom exerting herself much and stressing over stuff she should not. Not sure how better to handle it other than ignore it and let her do what she wants. There is so much I can do and tell someone about it.

After much of debate and preparation head off to NJ to the Temple, it was kind of re-kindling the feelings in the heart and feelings of vibrations.
The preparation was about the possibility of me feeling like staying over at Nars house. just in case scenario

Then got the bit of food for nar's home and tried calling him up 3:45. did not pick up the phone.
So went back into the temple canteen and got more food for the week.

Was returning when got call from Anl... and was driving back when nar calls after 4.. then make a u turn and get back.

It was a sweet experience watching his new baby girl have the toothless smile and giggling. sweet... and was great to have the sambar at their house.

Watched a couple of movies,, one was Proposal.... again my mind was saying, if it is ment to be, u will know it and things will just happen.
I thought that I had someone like that a sometime back. Then things started going south , the more I got to know and see some traits in that person, turned out to be an entirely different personalty lurking under the what I thought was a calm, reasoning and understanding person.

Well guess it was not the right time or person.