Wednesday Jan 04 2012
Its a bit of a let down and frustrating that I am not able to get back into the rhythm of waking up early. Atleast tried to go to bed early which was 12 mid night. There was a bit of struggle getting into bed early too. But made it in and was hoping to wake up around 5:30 or 6am.
But got out only around 8:30am. was wake and drifting off into sleep a few times.
Motivation is a factor to get going .
done with going thru the mail and trying to figure out how I could motivate myself into improving my lifes twisted path.
Coffee sure does seem to help a bit.
Now to get myself into doing some self learning
The thought of it been possibly my last 15 days with Ct or rather 11 working days. is a bit of fear building up.
applied for a job in memphis. lets see if that works out. would be nice to dump some stuff on lil bro
made call to rj , was told to be ready for the next move in the next couple of weeks...
then latter got call from hr rja, he basically asked me why I was not ready to take up some jobs and mentioned St juds... I was so shocked and did not know what to tell him, and ended up telling him that I never even heard of the st juds opening.
asked me if i was interested in proj mgmt.. I said yea,, in fact I just finished the pmp on skill soft.
well remains to be seen what he will come back to me with,,, just not comfortable with manipulating my resume with lies.
Kind of left with an uncertain feeling after the conversation. ohhh god, please help with this life and please keep me strong and keep me safe and protect me from having to be in situations where I would have to do something I am not happy and comfortable doing. Please...
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