Tuesday, Jan 31 2012..
was able to see the re loc request okayed and the move coordinator getting in touch with me for Feb 02. cheers to fly out on Feb 03.
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
Jan 30 2012 Last week in Dallas
Monday Jan 30 2012
Its going be my last week in Dallas. Need to get cracking on the booking of air, hotel and car. and wait for the movers to come in and then had over the keys , gate remote and car parking tag of the apt.
Ahh will miss Dallas and the $1.99 Biriyani. cannot get this good biriyani for the same price even in India.
Went to temple around noon, got back in time for a meeting with the others ra and ta, was good talking to them and hearing them talk. Ra seems to be a good PM and seems to have the verbal capacity to keep talking and holding the conversation, Something I have to learn a lot or is that just some peoples capability.
But either way, I am just a follower in the proj and need to keep to focus on work I can do to help the project.
Its going be my last week in Dallas. Need to get cracking on the booking of air, hotel and car. and wait for the movers to come in and then had over the keys , gate remote and car parking tag of the apt.
Ahh will miss Dallas and the $1.99 Biriyani. cannot get this good biriyani for the same price even in India.
Went to temple around noon, got back in time for a meeting with the others ra and ta, was good talking to them and hearing them talk. Ra seems to be a good PM and seems to have the verbal capacity to keep talking and holding the conversation, Something I have to learn a lot or is that just some peoples capability.
But either way, I am just a follower in the proj and need to keep to focus on work I can do to help the project.
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Jan 28 2012, talk with mom frustrating
Saturday, Jan 28 2012
Woke up after 10hr of been in bed, had woken up about 3 times with bad dreams and acid poping back into the throat from the stomach.... again affects of spicey greasy food. biriyani for $1.99 must be the cheapest in the world.
Called up home and talked for about 30 mins. was kind of frustrating to listen to moms negative rant and cutting me off everytime I was trying to talk. Lost it a bit and told her that I will not call again ever in my life if she keeps doing all these kind of things as its not doing any good. Neither can I hear her nor is she listening to me when she cuts me off and starts talking and keeps repeating all kinds negative stuff for anything I keep telling.
really bummed about it and her continous behavior of not making an effort to listen to what others are saying and been rude to cut others off everytime someone is talking. Had told her many times before. over the years. Its like what others say does not matter at all.
Anyway need to concentrate on paying off the bills and paying off the rent.
It was kind of odd bottom less feeling after I put in for the lease termination. now having to pay up for two months of lease breakage and an early termination fee and having to return back the discount I got for 399 plus $100 fee.
Woke up after 10hr of been in bed, had woken up about 3 times with bad dreams and acid poping back into the throat from the stomach.... again affects of spicey greasy food. biriyani for $1.99 must be the cheapest in the world.
Called up home and talked for about 30 mins. was kind of frustrating to listen to moms negative rant and cutting me off everytime I was trying to talk. Lost it a bit and told her that I will not call again ever in my life if she keeps doing all these kind of things as its not doing any good. Neither can I hear her nor is she listening to me when she cuts me off and starts talking and keeps repeating all kinds negative stuff for anything I keep telling.
really bummed about it and her continous behavior of not making an effort to listen to what others are saying and been rude to cut others off everytime someone is talking. Had told her many times before. over the years. Its like what others say does not matter at all.
Anyway need to concentrate on paying off the bills and paying off the rent.
It was kind of odd bottom less feeling after I put in for the lease termination. now having to pay up for two months of lease breakage and an early termination fee and having to return back the discount I got for 399 plus $100 fee.
Friday, January 27, 2012
Jan 27 2012 Another End of Week
Friday, Jan 27 2012
again up only 7 thou was awake by 5.
went to temple around 11:30
Was going to the mechanics shop when anj calls tells me that tan has joined and so ask her to send me his number and will call him. Then she asks me to initiate the relocation for next friday... damm just one week.
So at the mechanic from iraq, he tells me its 85 to fix the door latch. he thought that it was something internal (like deep internal). but as I suspected it was just the connecting rod came unhinged from the latch.
Anyways ended up paying him for full.
got back and talked with tan , seemed to be very smart guy, new to cog from wip o. Damm I am getting too old to compete with these people.
Got out and put in the papers for lease break and paid the fee100Plus580Plus399discoundPlus40forMothlyDiscount from Dec to March which is the end of 60 days notice period.
Initially was talking to the cute gal bri t, who always seems to be confrontational and abrassive, never was comfortable talking with her, kind of seems to think it okay to order people around... god damm not a good way to treat customers.
Asked me to go get the check while she finishes writing down the details in the documentation.
So head out and was feeling glad that rub y was there to take over and she was so pleasent and nice with her respectful, calm and reasoning ways. Would love to have someone like that as my wife.
So hand over the check from T to her and head back home.
Pick up my camera and try to head off to the borders of the airport to watch the planes take off and land,, my bad, they were taking off and landing towards the south from north. maybe tomorrow. feeling bad to be leaving Anil, will miss him and his family badly.
After sometime drive off towards subzi mandi, did not feel like having the alo parata for .99cents. so walk to the paki restaurant beside and was shocked to see 1.99 chicken biriyani. good god its the same cost of biriyani in india. how are these guys making any monies!!?? was not sure of the quality, so got one chicken and one lamb for5.99. just in case as back up.
But to my surprise, the chicken biriyani was really good.
again up only 7 thou was awake by 5.
went to temple around 11:30
Was going to the mechanics shop when anj calls tells me that tan has joined and so ask her to send me his number and will call him. Then she asks me to initiate the relocation for next friday... damm just one week.
So at the mechanic from iraq, he tells me its 85 to fix the door latch. he thought that it was something internal (like deep internal). but as I suspected it was just the connecting rod came unhinged from the latch.
Anyways ended up paying him for full.
got back and talked with tan , seemed to be very smart guy, new to cog from wip o. Damm I am getting too old to compete with these people.
Got out and put in the papers for lease break and paid the fee100Plus580Plus399discoundPlus40forMothlyDiscount from Dec to March which is the end of 60 days notice period.
Initially was talking to the cute gal bri t, who always seems to be confrontational and abrassive, never was comfortable talking with her, kind of seems to think it okay to order people around... god damm not a good way to treat customers.
Asked me to go get the check while she finishes writing down the details in the documentation.
So head out and was feeling glad that rub y was there to take over and she was so pleasent and nice with her respectful, calm and reasoning ways. Would love to have someone like that as my wife.
So hand over the check from T to her and head back home.
Pick up my camera and try to head off to the borders of the airport to watch the planes take off and land,, my bad, they were taking off and landing towards the south from north. maybe tomorrow. feeling bad to be leaving Anil, will miss him and his family badly.
After sometime drive off towards subzi mandi, did not feel like having the alo parata for .99cents. so walk to the paki restaurant beside and was shocked to see 1.99 chicken biriyani. good god its the same cost of biriyani in india. how are these guys making any monies!!?? was not sure of the quality, so got one chicken and one lamb for5.99. just in case as back up.
But to my surprise, the chicken biriyani was really good.
Jan 26 2012 completed doc and followup
Thursday Jan 26 2012
woke up early by 7 and completed the moms with the final touches and sent it to an and ra for review.. an gave a good bit of feed back.
I have a lot to learn.
Then latter after I sent it off, got the followup mails from mik ... answered them
then went to the lease office to check out the lease break agreement. so got to do it before end of this week
went off driving towards the airport and saw some amazing sites of plane landing and take off. and to the temple by 8pm
was trying to reinstall the ms word 2003 and was haviing issues with .cab file
woke up early by 7 and completed the moms with the final touches and sent it to an and ra for review.. an gave a good bit of feed back.
I have a lot to learn.
Then latter after I sent it off, got the followup mails from mik ... answered them
then went to the lease office to check out the lease break agreement. so got to do it before end of this week
went off driving towards the airport and saw some amazing sites of plane landing and take off. and to the temple by 8pm
was trying to reinstall the ms word 2003 and was haviing issues with .cab file
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Jan 25 2012. Moms and rains
Wednesday, Jan 25 2012
ITs been pouring rains like the skies just opened up in texas.
trying to focus on the MOM of yesterdays meeting. kind of lost as to much of what was said. really lost with lots of gaps in my understanding and not having good clarity on the existing process and things related to getting more documented info about the other applications in the project.
atleast was able to initiate the re-location allocation to by pinging rad... god only knows what her prob is or what she is doing or what pressure she is under.
now off to temple to try and pray and beg god for giving me direction and purpose in life and help spread goodness around , which i am adopting as my lifes purpose. and lifes aim as trying to improve myself and the life of others around me. :)
ITs been pouring rains like the skies just opened up in texas.
trying to focus on the MOM of yesterdays meeting. kind of lost as to much of what was said. really lost with lots of gaps in my understanding and not having good clarity on the existing process and things related to getting more documented info about the other applications in the project.
atleast was able to initiate the re-location allocation to by pinging rad... god only knows what her prob is or what she is doing or what pressure she is under.
now off to temple to try and pray and beg god for giving me direction and purpose in life and help spread goodness around , which i am adopting as my lifes purpose. and lifes aim as trying to improve myself and the life of others around me. :)
Jan 24 2012, Meetings and MOMs
Tuesday, Jan 24 2012
Day of meetings and creating MOMs from the scribble that I did.
got talking with new proj mgr Rav. moving from ta consluting.
towards evening talked wtih anj. hahaha, causally talking she asked the usual indian stuff about family and was wondering why I was not married. told her that I was only Legally not married. hehehe. other wise had married a few times.
Day of meetings and creating MOMs from the scribble that I did.
got talking with new proj mgr Rav. moving from ta consluting.
towards evening talked wtih anj. hahaha, causally talking she asked the usual indian stuff about family and was wondering why I was not married. told her that I was only Legally not married. hehehe. other wise had married a few times.
Monday, January 23, 2012
Sunday, January 22, 2012
Jan 22 Sun, hangover
Sunday, Jan 22
Woke up with a light hang over from two days of whats intense drinking for me.
hmmmm still feeling a buzz
Got to play my first tennis with anl.
did not know that I could catch up so soon, was impressed by the way my serves progressed and my swings improved with in the 1 hr we tried to thrash the balls around. hehehe.
went out shoping with anls fam to Khols thou I was feeling sleep by the evening standard thats been hitting me of late.
then got to watch the last of the ny footbal as they won in over time.
Woke up with a light hang over from two days of whats intense drinking for me.
hmmmm still feeling a buzz
Got to play my first tennis with anl.
did not know that I could catch up so soon, was impressed by the way my serves progressed and my swings improved with in the 1 hr we tried to thrash the balls around. hehehe.
went out shoping with anls fam to Khols thou I was feeling sleep by the evening standard thats been hitting me of late.
then got to watch the last of the ny footbal as they won in over time.
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Jan 21 Sat, get moving
Saturday, Jan 21
woke up late towards 12 noon. got cal from anl about visiting home.
then called up mom and talked for a few.
went to the car mech and got my car fixed... phew no major damage, just a bit of fix.
no off to Anls house
woke up late towards 12 noon. got cal from anl about visiting home.
then called up mom and talked for a few.
went to the car mech and got my car fixed... phew no major damage, just a bit of fix.
no off to Anls house
Friday, January 20, 2012
Jan 20 2012 crapy day turnss around
Friday, Jan 20 2012
Crapy day,.
Towards the end of the day, went to hoil in for salsa and had a great time . all because mar called me and ended up winning the $200 gift certificate and gave it off to her.
brought clau a drink and mar too.
was nice connecting with yer, she is one beautiful and smart gal with a degree in indus engg. wow.
Crapy day,.
Towards the end of the day, went to hoil in for salsa and had a great time . all because mar called me and ended up winning the $200 gift certificate and gave it off to her.
brought clau a drink and mar too.
was nice connecting with yer, she is one beautiful and smart gal with a degree in indus engg. wow.
Thursday, January 19, 2012
Jan 19 2011, warm day
Thursday, Jan 19 2012
Woke up early and had a chat with An N, impressed by her smartness and ability to carry a meeting.
latter got msg from mah to initiate the relocation, so send out another mail to Rad with more specific definition of From and To that I need to relocate.
Now to wait for her to initiate the change. had copied Biz mgr KAmL. Its still funny how she screwed it up the first time and then tried to blame me for that. Good god, her basic reflex seems to be toned to putting the blame on someone else.
Thats why had to include others on the request raised, in case she plays evil again.
Called up home, talked with mom and dad and told them about the mail was sending.
went to post office and posted the letter.
was feeling bored and it was a wonderful weather,,,, beautiful day, was sweating after sometime. Such a contrast, people in Van are freezing their balls off. And a huge contridition to the day before when it was about zero here. Was able to open up the back balcony and leave the door open.
Went to the Indian shopping mall I found ordered a take out Thali... was disappointed after I got home, thou there was wada, idly, poori and dosa a bowl of vegg biriyan, and a few other stuff with rice, felt cheated as there as nothing of a curry in it and no chutney to have the idly, wada and dosa.
It was touching to read this on FB
The person who tries to keep everyone happy and always cares for every one is always the most lonely person... 'strange but true'
Not sure about others, but it rings so true to me. Try calling up kid bro, as usual for the past 12 years he never picks up the phone. Have to call multiple times to get his highness to call back if atall he calls back. So had stopped calling him the past 5 years or so. But after todays call with mom and dad, and mom saying again that he did not call them back after they called him... kind of gave him a call... ahhh feel so sick and lousy making all the effort and to be treated like some creepy leachy creature.
Again it has been the story of my relationships too with selfish women. Its like opposites attracting. Damm I am tried of been the caring one. And I keep saying that again and again, atleast now I am able to stop myself from caring for them much. What ever hole they dig into, its their own responsibility to get out or to sucker some other innocent fool.
The person who tries to keep everyone happy and always cares for every one is always the most lonely person... 'strange but true'
Not sure about others, but it rings so true to me. Try calling up kid bro, as usual for the past 12 years he never picks up the phone. Have to call multiple times to get his highness to call back if atall he calls back. So had stopped calling him the past 5 years or so. But after todays call with mom and dad, and mom saying again that he did not call them back after they called him... kind of gave him a call... ahhh feel so sick and lousy making all the effort and to be treated like some creepy leachy creature.
Again it has been the story of my relationships too with selfish women. Its like opposites attracting. Damm I am tried of been the caring one. And I keep saying that again and again, atleast now I am able to stop myself from caring for them much. What ever hole they dig into, its their own responsibility to get out or to sucker some other innocent fool.
Jan 18 2012, Meeting new team
Wednesday, Jan 18 2012
Meeting new team and working remotely.
Had a show down with rad,, at best the symbol of foolish Indian manager mentality of rather trying to blame others than owning up to the mistake made by her own self. or is it just because she is just another selfish women.
Well, I might have to bring up this issue sometime when I get an opportunity with the higher management.
I was looking at reducing the lead time for this assignment, by been able to initiate the move a day earlier as it would take atleast 24 hrs for the change to reflect after the request is made. but now she does not want to correct her mistake and is rather resorting to playing the political game of saying I can only do it if I know the date of the move.
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Jan 17 2012, recharged after sweaty night.
Tuesday, Jan 17 2012
It was a cold yet I was sweating thru the night. hehehe.
Got cracking on the new project for some under cover work to get more info.
talked with Anj who seems to be the only person there at the client site and got a better understanding about the proj expectations, contrary to her mail which seems to be expecting us(me) to come up with solutions.... so it will more so be a discovery phase.
Got to go out and run again tonite, yesterday was good with the run on the thread mill and biking.
It was a cold yet I was sweating thru the night. hehehe.
Got cracking on the new project for some under cover work to get more info.
talked with Anj who seems to be the only person there at the client site and got a better understanding about the proj expectations, contrary to her mail which seems to be expecting us(me) to come up with solutions.... so it will more so be a discovery phase.
Got to go out and run again tonite, yesterday was good with the run on the thread mill and biking.
Monday, January 16, 2012
Jan 16 2012, startof (UN) official work week
Monday, Jan 16 2011
Start of the un- official work week of working from home. with meeting scheduled for 18th and the need to set the work re-allocation thru the work force manager in the HR document showing that I am been re-allocated to a project..... damm again is it an error that I see a re-allocation shown as Feb 12 instead of Jan 12 or 16?
Sent out a mail to Mahen yesterday to see if he had sent them that request or is it someone else?
Then followed a flurry of email exchanges.
Latter saw that it got corrected to jan 16. kool
Now for the change to happed to the current loc. showing the P a area.
Start of the un- official work week of working from home. with meeting scheduled for 18th and the need to set the work re-allocation thru the work force manager in the HR document showing that I am been re-allocated to a project..... damm again is it an error that I see a re-allocation shown as Feb 12 instead of Jan 12 or 16?
Sent out a mail to Mahen yesterday to see if he had sent them that request or is it someone else?
Then followed a flurry of email exchanges.
Latter saw that it got corrected to jan 16. kool
Now for the change to happed to the current loc. showing the P a area.
Sunday, January 15, 2012
Jan 15 2012 long sleep
Sunday, Jan 15 2012
Get out of bed around 1pm , see the 2 missed calls from Anl.
Call him back and tell him a bit about what happened.
Get out of bed around 1pm , see the 2 missed calls from Anl.
Call him back and tell him a bit about what happened.
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Jan 14 2012, FAME
Saturday, Jan 14 2012
Start of probably my last week of stay in dallas.
People here seem to be more friendlier than Van and Philly.
Called up home and talked for a relatively long time with mom. seems like they are having a cold.
For the average person leading and Ordinary life, FAME holds an Hypnotic Attraction.....
hahaha.. so true and so applicable to a few people, attention hungry people I got to know. Always wanting to be the center of attention and thinking that everyone's life has to revolve around their selfish wishes..... pieces of craps. ;)
Was getting out of the house when Elis calls up, she just finished a salsa class and we decided to go out to the cheap buy good food indian food.
Then when we reached the salsa place with live music, turns out they start only around 11 so we had 3 hrs to kills , ended up going to watch a movie. My first movie in about 2 years.
Come back to the place pay $20 entry fee and great live music, but too small a floor and not enough lighting... so after one dance we decide to check out the cel in la coli... but they seem to have club music there.. so then we drive to addi to check azu... crowded like hell but lots of good dancers and latin people partying.
during the drive to and from we get to see about 3 road accidents.....
Drop her off at the 1st place we went for her to pick up her car and head back home.
She is really a very smart lady with a masters in math and then now going for her medical degree. wow! thats some determined drive she has to stay focused and concentrate on achieving her lifes goals.
Lesson for me to learn from and try to focus on my own growth and life.
Start of probably my last week of stay in dallas.
People here seem to be more friendlier than Van and Philly.
Called up home and talked for a relatively long time with mom. seems like they are having a cold.
For the average person leading and Ordinary life, FAME holds an Hypnotic Attraction.....
hahaha.. so true and so applicable to a few people, attention hungry people I got to know. Always wanting to be the center of attention and thinking that everyone's life has to revolve around their selfish wishes..... pieces of craps. ;)
Was getting out of the house when Elis calls up, she just finished a salsa class and we decided to go out to the cheap buy good food indian food.
Then when we reached the salsa place with live music, turns out they start only around 11 so we had 3 hrs to kills , ended up going to watch a movie. My first movie in about 2 years.
Come back to the place pay $20 entry fee and great live music, but too small a floor and not enough lighting... so after one dance we decide to check out the cel in la coli... but they seem to have club music there.. so then we drive to addi to check azu... crowded like hell but lots of good dancers and latin people partying.
during the drive to and from we get to see about 3 road accidents.....
Drop her off at the 1st place we went for her to pick up her car and head back home.
She is really a very smart lady with a masters in math and then now going for her medical degree. wow! thats some determined drive she has to stay focused and concentrate on achieving her lifes goals.
Lesson for me to learn from and try to focus on my own growth and life.
Friday, January 13, 2012
Jan 13 2012, Friday the 13th
Friday, Jan 13 2012
woke up a bit late after last night late night.
Got to see the meeting invite from An. on the new philly job.. just a bit worried about the close proximity and relocation lead time. one week is too stressful to get things done.
went to temple by 12:20 and was out in about 10 mins. then got a son papdi. sweet as hell ;) hehehe well need my sugar shot.
okkayy now to get down to some cooking or rather heating of my food and hydrate myself for the nights salsa.
Got a surprise call from Elis, she wanted to go out to eat before going out dancing. So ended up meeting at the mall and then went over to the indian restaurant across.
It was a nice and revealing conversation. was surprised to hear about her life , so different from what I imagined. Smart gal, about to graduate as a Doctor in couple of months.
Then head off to the holi in for lots of dancing. cheers
mart did not turn up. guessing that she is just staying away as I did not (was notable to) go to places she wanted to go.
woke up a bit late after last night late night.
Got to see the meeting invite from An. on the new philly job.. just a bit worried about the close proximity and relocation lead time. one week is too stressful to get things done.
went to temple by 12:20 and was out in about 10 mins. then got a son papdi. sweet as hell ;) hehehe well need my sugar shot.
okkayy now to get down to some cooking or rather heating of my food and hydrate myself for the nights salsa.
Got a surprise call from Elis, she wanted to go out to eat before going out dancing. So ended up meeting at the mall and then went over to the indian restaurant across.
It was a nice and revealing conversation. was surprised to hear about her life , so different from what I imagined. Smart gal, about to graduate as a Doctor in couple of months.
Then head off to the holi in for lots of dancing. cheers
mart did not turn up. guessing that she is just staying away as I did not (was notable to) go to places she wanted to go.
Thursday, January 12, 2012
Jan 12 2012 , woke up smiling
Thursday, Jan 12 2012
hmmm its 12 - 01 - 2012 hehehe 12012012 posted on fb lets see how many like it.
good to see the hits on my spin kicking video. it even surprised me to watch myself do the kick. nice. No wonder so many people earlier were impressed by my kicks, thought that they were just making fun of it or were trying to pump me and my ego and then make be do something foolish.
Ok woke up with a cheerful mood, is that the effect of eating healthy yesterday night or the past few days of good 8 hrs plus sleep or the impact of me starting work out or all the above. :) cheers what ever I am feeling pumped and energized today.
Went to good ys and got a vodka.. good god thats like the biggest liquor shop I ever was in.
Around evening Anl comes in and the party starts with a blast... down the drain went vodka with orange juice. and curried spicey lamb pieces with it to munch on with cashew nuts and peanuts. hehehe we both had smirnoff after about 11 years. last time when I was leaving mumbai to sfo.
hehehe it was fun, letting go and behaving like teens in college hostel, talking all kinds of crap, subjects about women, behavior of people, ,,,, and dancing to some crazy hindi songs and malu songs
around 10 his bro calls up and so we head out. show him the direction to airport and then drive off to loli tas ....
what are the odds of meeting the first gal I ask to dance to be an pretty indian. initially thought that she must be latin origin and wanted to avoid her thinking that she may start giving me that I am too good for you.
it was nice dancing with ne ha for a sometime and then getting to know that she is into kickboxing.
another rare thing.
The other punjabi gal from kentuky also turned up...
It was nice connecting with Elizabeth and hope to see her todayat the hol inn. Felt natural asking her for her number. So here I go on the loose. Liked the way she smiled and laughed and danced.
messaged marti hoping that she could make it. but turned out she was busy working. but never the less a great time at the loli.
hmmm its 12 - 01 - 2012 hehehe 12012012 posted on fb lets see how many like it.
good to see the hits on my spin kicking video. it even surprised me to watch myself do the kick. nice. No wonder so many people earlier were impressed by my kicks, thought that they were just making fun of it or were trying to pump me and my ego and then make be do something foolish.
Ok woke up with a cheerful mood, is that the effect of eating healthy yesterday night or the past few days of good 8 hrs plus sleep or the impact of me starting work out or all the above. :) cheers what ever I am feeling pumped and energized today.
Went to good ys and got a vodka.. good god thats like the biggest liquor shop I ever was in.
Around evening Anl comes in and the party starts with a blast... down the drain went vodka with orange juice. and curried spicey lamb pieces with it to munch on with cashew nuts and peanuts. hehehe we both had smirnoff after about 11 years. last time when I was leaving mumbai to sfo.
hehehe it was fun, letting go and behaving like teens in college hostel, talking all kinds of crap, subjects about women, behavior of people, ,,,, and dancing to some crazy hindi songs and malu songs
around 10 his bro calls up and so we head out. show him the direction to airport and then drive off to loli tas ....
what are the odds of meeting the first gal I ask to dance to be an pretty indian. initially thought that she must be latin origin and wanted to avoid her thinking that she may start giving me that I am too good for you.
it was nice dancing with ne ha for a sometime and then getting to know that she is into kickboxing.
another rare thing.
The other punjabi gal from kentuky also turned up...
It was nice connecting with Elizabeth and hope to see her todayat the hol inn. Felt natural asking her for her number. So here I go on the loose. Liked the way she smiled and laughed and danced.
messaged marti hoping that she could make it. but turned out she was busy working. but never the less a great time at the loli.
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Jan 11 2012, sunny day
Wednesday, Jan 11 2012
Woke up around 7:30 and was able to get on to check for mails from work. but none.
Had a very good heart to heart chat with An on FB. Was funny to hear about the guys from college still trying to hit on her, and trying to get her attention. Well most men in north of India are still in the feudalistic mentality of the 16th century and opinion about how women should be.
She is one brave lady who has the capability to make a huge change in many ways in India. Love the way she scares and intimidates a few of the dumb guys who think that just because they are born men, they can push women around. Real bullies.
Well everyone tends towards been a bully some time or other. But its people who bravely stands up against them that make the difference.
Cooked the lamb curry started around 3:30pm and finished about 7pm. 2 and half hrs. phew
the chilled out with a couple of mexican beers and the lamb pieces to go with it.
Woke up around 7:30 and was able to get on to check for mails from work. but none.
Had a very good heart to heart chat with An on FB. Was funny to hear about the guys from college still trying to hit on her, and trying to get her attention. Well most men in north of India are still in the feudalistic mentality of the 16th century and opinion about how women should be.
She is one brave lady who has the capability to make a huge change in many ways in India. Love the way she scares and intimidates a few of the dumb guys who think that just because they are born men, they can push women around. Real bullies.
Well everyone tends towards been a bully some time or other. But its people who bravely stands up against them that make the difference.
Cooked the lamb curry started around 3:30pm and finished about 7pm. 2 and half hrs. phew
the chilled out with a couple of mexican beers and the lamb pieces to go with it.
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
Jan 10 2012, Day of some good news
Tuesday, Jan 10 2012
Started the day with the horoscope :
Here is your Daily Single's Horoscope for Tuesday, January 10
Mismatched people often make the best couples. Drop all your usual prerequisites for the perfect mate and give someone totally opposite a chance to make a play for your heart and soul.
Interesting, well let see where that leads to.
Then got to see the mail from Ver about this trip to the US been confirmed. cheers, hopefully we can coordinate it this time around and have a great party.
Started the day with the horoscope :
Here is your Daily Single's Horoscope for Tuesday, January 10
Mismatched people often make the best couples. Drop all your usual prerequisites for the perfect mate and give someone totally opposite a chance to make a play for your heart and soul.
Interesting, well let see where that leads to.
Then got to see the mail from Ver about this trip to the US been confirmed. cheers, hopefully we can coordinate it this time around and have a great party.
Monday, January 9, 2012
Jan 09 2012, new week feels like a long 2012
Monday, Jan 09 2012
Feels like I have been in 2012 for quite a long time. but its just been a week. So many things have happened and seems to keep happening.
Well if things go as per the plan, will be back in philly in two weeks. hmm thats about a month and half of vacation Dallas Texas.
Will miss the dollar 3 biriyanis
took a video of me doing some spin kicks and uploaded on you tube. Was able to take out a freeze of the kick. I am impressed by the way I look in there. nice boost to my confidence and EGO.
Was heart warming to see the comment from sammy.... she never cease to amaze me with her bright eyes and high energy smile. She could easily qualify for some Hollywood movie star status, if only she could do those expression in front of a camera or if someone notices her. Still remember the hot salsa, merengue and bachata we got to do in Hyderabad. She felt like a star there, with so many people coming up to her after the dance and asking her tonns of questions. Must have been something to get a fan following like that. and no one seems to be even remotely interested in me. Been very low in the food chain of good looks.
hahaha was reminded how people also came up to eva and complimented her after our dances.
hmmmmmmm I am good at making others look good. But the people watching think that the more curvy species are more a person they would rather compliment and talk too.
Well suits me, as I am not so comfortable with been the center of attention from public. To shy for these kind of things, or is it my conservative upbringing that made me and encouraged me to be rather modest in behavior than loud and attention seeking.
Feels like I have been in 2012 for quite a long time. but its just been a week. So many things have happened and seems to keep happening.
Well if things go as per the plan, will be back in philly in two weeks. hmm thats about a month and half of vacation Dallas Texas.
Will miss the dollar 3 biriyanis
took a video of me doing some spin kicks and uploaded on you tube. Was able to take out a freeze of the kick. I am impressed by the way I look in there. nice boost to my confidence and EGO.
Was heart warming to see the comment from sammy.... she never cease to amaze me with her bright eyes and high energy smile. She could easily qualify for some Hollywood movie star status, if only she could do those expression in front of a camera or if someone notices her. Still remember the hot salsa, merengue and bachata we got to do in Hyderabad. She felt like a star there, with so many people coming up to her after the dance and asking her tonns of questions. Must have been something to get a fan following like that. and no one seems to be even remotely interested in me. Been very low in the food chain of good looks.
hahaha was reminded how people also came up to eva and complimented her after our dances.
hmmmmmmm I am good at making others look good. But the people watching think that the more curvy species are more a person they would rather compliment and talk too.
Well suits me, as I am not so comfortable with been the center of attention from public. To shy for these kind of things, or is it my conservative upbringing that made me and encouraged me to be rather modest in behavior than loud and attention seeking.
Sunday, January 8, 2012
Jan 08 2012, Lazy sunday set on fire
Sunday, Jan 08 2012
Woke up all lazy and dragging my self to coffee and break fast.
watched the hindi movie R bal verses the ladies... was checking Fb when got to see nattty mail. she is so sweet and heart warming. The sweetest heart warming smile ever, and her BEAUTIFUL eyes so filled with innocence and sincerity.
hmmm how our paths seem to cross at odd times. I move out of van and she moves in there.
Sometimes I wonder how it would be if we both click ? I did feel a bit of connection with her dancing the merengue and she introduced me to her dad.
Would love to see how it would be if we both got dancing the tango together,,,, she ofcourse is the expert and I have absolutely low beginner about one class. will she be willing to put up with me and will there be magic when we dance?????
now to reply to her mail...
Latter on went to sub m, and got biriyani... drove over to costco, sat in the parking and could not stop myself from eating the biriyani.....
brought a shiatsu massage equipment there and organic milk.
returned home in the evening and passed out.
latter woke up and got to see streaming nfl of the bronco win over pit.
Woke up all lazy and dragging my self to coffee and break fast.
watched the hindi movie R bal verses the ladies... was checking Fb when got to see nattty mail. she is so sweet and heart warming. The sweetest heart warming smile ever, and her BEAUTIFUL eyes so filled with innocence and sincerity.
hmmm how our paths seem to cross at odd times. I move out of van and she moves in there.
Sometimes I wonder how it would be if we both click ? I did feel a bit of connection with her dancing the merengue and she introduced me to her dad.
Would love to see how it would be if we both got dancing the tango together,,,, she ofcourse is the expert and I have absolutely low beginner about one class. will she be willing to put up with me and will there be magic when we dance?????
now to reply to her mail...
Latter on went to sub m, and got biriyani... drove over to costco, sat in the parking and could not stop myself from eating the biriyani.....
brought a shiatsu massage equipment there and organic milk.
returned home in the evening and passed out.
latter woke up and got to see streaming nfl of the bronco win over pit.
Saturday, January 7, 2012
Jan 07 2012, laid back
Saturday, Jan 07 2012
Laid back day, but trying to motivate myself to complete a online course.
ahhh Great,, the web site is down, so no intellectual exercise for me today... hmm maybe try some reading of the magzines that I subscribed too...
Anl comes by in the afternoon around 3, meet him at zub mand after returning from temple and have biriyan and samosa chole and puri chole... best was the shera, did not beat the udupi shera.
then got back home and finished half the bottle of Sevovitza that Evi had given me. And the funny part, thou it smelled of strong alcohol, did not have any affect on the other faculties... So after that had to resort to drinking mexican beer. carona, dos equis and some other.
then it gave us a bit of hig... watched a malu movie. interesting to see my village shown in the movie..... woooo the green, green. lush natural land of my ancestors. Paradise on earth 365 days of the year.
Did not have the motivateion to go out salsa dancing. no contact with Mar. wonder what she is thinking. well not really interested in encouraging or creating the circumstance for her to cheat or what ever it is that she is going thru. miss dancing with her.
Laid back day, but trying to motivate myself to complete a online course.
ahhh Great,, the web site is down, so no intellectual exercise for me today... hmm maybe try some reading of the magzines that I subscribed too...
Anl comes by in the afternoon around 3, meet him at zub mand after returning from temple and have biriyan and samosa chole and puri chole... best was the shera, did not beat the udupi shera.
then got back home and finished half the bottle of Sevovitza that Evi had given me. And the funny part, thou it smelled of strong alcohol, did not have any affect on the other faculties... So after that had to resort to drinking mexican beer. carona, dos equis and some other.
then it gave us a bit of hig... watched a malu movie. interesting to see my village shown in the movie..... woooo the green, green. lush natural land of my ancestors. Paradise on earth 365 days of the year.
Did not have the motivateion to go out salsa dancing. no contact with Mar. wonder what she is thinking. well not really interested in encouraging or creating the circumstance for her to cheat or what ever it is that she is going thru. miss dancing with her.
Friday, January 6, 2012
Jan 06 2012 Friday, depressing feelings
Friday, Nov 06 2012
Was really very depressing since yesterday afternoon. Not knowing what or where things are going and a very suffocating feeling for not been able to feel free to do things.
had gone to sleep around 0030 hrs and woke up again in between a few time because of bad dreams and acid build up. almost finished half a liter of milk, and organic at that.
did a lil more intense work out, almost could not feel my hands. But feels good and a bit more toned and energized.
Called up Rj around 9 regarding the new opportunity. did not pick up, so called up again around 10, picked up and said Mh C has some updates and he will let me know, so asked if it was okay if I call him directly, to which he said, ok.
So called Mh C and was told that its pending a bit of billing costs. So would be able to get it thru by today or by monday. It seems to be almost confirmed.
Keeping fingers crossed, oh god just want to do a job and keep busy. Nothing is worse more than idling and wasting precious time that I could use as experience. Now because of that I can feel the level of uncertainty that I am going thru which is greatly affecting my own confidence.
Even thou now I hate to leave the warmth of Texas and move back to the cold of Philly. Have now been forced by circumstances to go where I am asked to go rather than been able to choose where I can go.
For all the talk by people who claim that I have a choice, well really no, not if I have other priorities like having a steady income which allows me to save for my future or emergencies and been able to do a job I am comfortable doing.
Surely realised that I am not fit for minimum wages , manual job. And do not want to get into that in any way. Would rather do the job that helps me use my intellect and my experience and get paid accordingly.
Got out around 12 to go to the temple and,, bummer,, the car wont start. had left the lights on and screwed up the battery again. have to wait for sometime and see if things will work itself out.
Was really very depressing since yesterday afternoon. Not knowing what or where things are going and a very suffocating feeling for not been able to feel free to do things.
had gone to sleep around 0030 hrs and woke up again in between a few time because of bad dreams and acid build up. almost finished half a liter of milk, and organic at that.
did a lil more intense work out, almost could not feel my hands. But feels good and a bit more toned and energized.
Called up Rj around 9 regarding the new opportunity. did not pick up, so called up again around 10, picked up and said Mh C has some updates and he will let me know, so asked if it was okay if I call him directly, to which he said, ok.
So called Mh C and was told that its pending a bit of billing costs. So would be able to get it thru by today or by monday. It seems to be almost confirmed.
Keeping fingers crossed, oh god just want to do a job and keep busy. Nothing is worse more than idling and wasting precious time that I could use as experience. Now because of that I can feel the level of uncertainty that I am going thru which is greatly affecting my own confidence.
Even thou now I hate to leave the warmth of Texas and move back to the cold of Philly. Have now been forced by circumstances to go where I am asked to go rather than been able to choose where I can go.
For all the talk by people who claim that I have a choice, well really no, not if I have other priorities like having a steady income which allows me to save for my future or emergencies and been able to do a job I am comfortable doing.
Surely realised that I am not fit for minimum wages , manual job. And do not want to get into that in any way. Would rather do the job that helps me use my intellect and my experience and get paid accordingly.
Got out around 12 to go to the temple and,, bummer,, the car wont start. had left the lights on and screwed up the battery again. have to wait for sometime and see if things will work itself out.
Thursday, January 5, 2012
Jan 05 2012, a better day
Thursday, Jan 05 2012
Thou went to bed around mid night, woke up with acid problems in the stomach frequently during the night. But was able to get out of bed around 7:30am. Could have done better there with 6am. Lack of motivation
Then got to do some mild work out. Which was much better than I have done in quite a few months. cheers to that. Feel like doing more. but need to get some mental focus and learning done. Something I have been struggling for quite some time.
Back to getting on with life.
Thou went to bed around mid night, woke up with acid problems in the stomach frequently during the night. But was able to get out of bed around 7:30am. Could have done better there with 6am. Lack of motivation
Then got to do some mild work out. Which was much better than I have done in quite a few months. cheers to that. Feel like doing more. but need to get some mental focus and learning done. Something I have been struggling for quite some time.
Back to getting on with life.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Jan 04 2012, Gaining Control
Wednesday Jan 04 2012
Its a bit of a let down and frustrating that I am not able to get back into the rhythm of waking up early. Atleast tried to go to bed early which was 12 mid night. There was a bit of struggle getting into bed early too. But made it in and was hoping to wake up around 5:30 or 6am.
But got out only around 8:30am. was wake and drifting off into sleep a few times.
Motivation is a factor to get going .
done with going thru the mail and trying to figure out how I could motivate myself into improving my lifes twisted path.
Coffee sure does seem to help a bit.
Now to get myself into doing some self learning
The thought of it been possibly my last 15 days with Ct or rather 11 working days. is a bit of fear building up.
applied for a job in memphis. lets see if that works out. would be nice to dump some stuff on lil bro
made call to rj , was told to be ready for the next move in the next couple of weeks...
then latter got call from hr rja, he basically asked me why I was not ready to take up some jobs and mentioned St juds... I was so shocked and did not know what to tell him, and ended up telling him that I never even heard of the st juds opening.
asked me if i was interested in proj mgmt.. I said yea,, in fact I just finished the pmp on skill soft.
well remains to be seen what he will come back to me with,,, just not comfortable with manipulating my resume with lies.
Kind of left with an uncertain feeling after the conversation. ohhh god, please help with this life and please keep me strong and keep me safe and protect me from having to be in situations where I would have to do something I am not happy and comfortable doing. Please...
Its a bit of a let down and frustrating that I am not able to get back into the rhythm of waking up early. Atleast tried to go to bed early which was 12 mid night. There was a bit of struggle getting into bed early too. But made it in and was hoping to wake up around 5:30 or 6am.
But got out only around 8:30am. was wake and drifting off into sleep a few times.
Motivation is a factor to get going .
done with going thru the mail and trying to figure out how I could motivate myself into improving my lifes twisted path.
Coffee sure does seem to help a bit.
Now to get myself into doing some self learning
The thought of it been possibly my last 15 days with Ct or rather 11 working days. is a bit of fear building up.
applied for a job in memphis. lets see if that works out. would be nice to dump some stuff on lil bro
made call to rj , was told to be ready for the next move in the next couple of weeks...
then latter got call from hr rja, he basically asked me why I was not ready to take up some jobs and mentioned St juds... I was so shocked and did not know what to tell him, and ended up telling him that I never even heard of the st juds opening.
asked me if i was interested in proj mgmt.. I said yea,, in fact I just finished the pmp on skill soft.
well remains to be seen what he will come back to me with,,, just not comfortable with manipulating my resume with lies.
Kind of left with an uncertain feeling after the conversation. ohhh god, please help with this life and please keep me strong and keep me safe and protect me from having to be in situations where I would have to do something I am not happy and comfortable doing. Please...
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Jan 03 2012, wakey wakey
Tuesday, Jan 03 2012
woke up around 6am and then again hit the bed to get out of bed around 11:30am.
uuuuuhhhh no more late nights for me even if its free. Get back to the routine of staying healthy, wealthy and wise. or need to.
eyes are still burning and its such a beautiful sunny day (thou cold).
Enjoyed waking around the plain flat lands in the neighbor hood yesterday evening, almost reached the airport. was fascinating watching the planes take off and land in pairs about 30 secs gap between each landing and take off. wow what an orchestra of efficient modern time management.
had walked by Mc Donalds and did not even enter it. yeaaa.
okay ny resolutions...
try to avoid Alcohol as much as possible.
try to stick to veggie diet as much as possible
Try to go out for a run every day or atleast walk a few miles.
A bit disappointed that Ron paul did not win the Iowa caucus... :(
got mail from mar about salsa , send msg back about not been able to make it. need to get my life and sleep pattern back.
woke up around 6am and then again hit the bed to get out of bed around 11:30am.
uuuuuhhhh no more late nights for me even if its free. Get back to the routine of staying healthy, wealthy and wise. or need to.
eyes are still burning and its such a beautiful sunny day (thou cold).
Enjoyed waking around the plain flat lands in the neighbor hood yesterday evening, almost reached the airport. was fascinating watching the planes take off and land in pairs about 30 secs gap between each landing and take off. wow what an orchestra of efficient modern time management.
had walked by Mc Donalds and did not even enter it. yeaaa.
okay ny resolutions...
try to avoid Alcohol as much as possible.
try to stick to veggie diet as much as possible
Try to go out for a run every day or atleast walk a few miles.
A bit disappointed that Ron paul did not win the Iowa caucus... :(
got mail from mar about salsa , send msg back about not been able to make it. need to get my life and sleep pattern back.
Monday, January 2, 2012
JAN 02 2012 , At last some rest ful time
Monday, Jan 02 2011
Went to sleep early, catching up on the lost sleep of the past two days. ahhh what a soothing feeling, feel like going to bed again, maybe my body needs more rest.
Well atleast was able to start off the day with Athira from srilanka and thou heated up puttu was not able to eat it,, well for today morning.
But again yesterday night it was a debate between puttu and chicken biriyani. of course Biriyani won hands down.
Its interesting for just $9 I got 3 chicken Biriyanies, even Mc Donalds cannot beat that price and it would last me for 3 days. Even if I cook every day, I will end up spending more. hmmm ideas to save. Ganesh was right, there are too many Indian and pakistani restaurants competing and thats making it easier for people like me and he was here for more than 5 years and he still has not able to cover all the restaurants he wanted too.
Laid back day, was not able to sleep and ended up watching "parenting" on streaming. on got to bed after 3:30am.... this is what happens to the body clock if you let it change your routine.
Ahhhh then come the difficulty of waking up,,
Went to sleep early, catching up on the lost sleep of the past two days. ahhh what a soothing feeling, feel like going to bed again, maybe my body needs more rest.
Well atleast was able to start off the day with Athira from srilanka and thou heated up puttu was not able to eat it,, well for today morning.
But again yesterday night it was a debate between puttu and chicken biriyani. of course Biriyani won hands down.
Its interesting for just $9 I got 3 chicken Biriyanies, even Mc Donalds cannot beat that price and it would last me for 3 days. Even if I cook every day, I will end up spending more. hmmm ideas to save. Ganesh was right, there are too many Indian and pakistani restaurants competing and thats making it easier for people like me and he was here for more than 5 years and he still has not able to cover all the restaurants he wanted too.
Laid back day, was not able to sleep and ended up watching "parenting" on streaming. on got to bed after 3:30am.... this is what happens to the body clock if you let it change your routine.
Ahhhh then come the difficulty of waking up,,
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Jan 01 2012, Sunday, what a night
Sunday Jan 01 2012
What a night or early morning into the New Year of 2012.... it was like a dream with my wishes coming true.....
With beautiful Mar to dance the cumbia with ... my first Cumbia in Dallas...
For the first time had so many women come and ask me to dance and compliment me. It was like they were fighting and I was trying to get away.
was in salsa heaven dancing with mar again.
And then the after party in the hotel room with ren and gang. 4 men and 10 women. woooo
What a night or early morning into the New Year of 2012.... it was like a dream with my wishes coming true.....
With beautiful Mar to dance the cumbia with ... my first Cumbia in Dallas...
For the first time had so many women come and ask me to dance and compliment me. It was like they were fighting and I was trying to get away.
was in salsa heaven dancing with mar again.
And then the after party in the hotel room with ren and gang. 4 men and 10 women. woooo
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