Aug 26 2011, Friday

Friday, Aug 26 2011

The whole of east coast is bracing up for Ierene the hurricane. How symbolic, that the crazy, destructive force of nature is been named with a female name. Goes on to show why most females are just like hurricanes---> unaccountable, destructive, selfish, self centered and crazy. hehehe never thought of that one before.

But it was so nice meeting and getting to dance with someone sweet, nice and a heart warming smile.

Her smile is so sweet,
That if she was my lover,
I would be the happiest man on earth,
Just the thought of waking up besides a beautiful smiling girl, brimming with warmth and kindness is making my heart go all fuzzy.
when she held the back on my head, like I was her baby, made me feel like the happiest man on earth.
wooooo what a feeling to wake up early morning to images of her smiling face revolving round in my head.


Afternoon : Got a call about an opening in India, suddenly feeling scared and brain is getting filled up with multiple questions and uncertainty.

One sad factor would be about my CAR, love my car, has been with me for the past 7 years traveled in US and Canada. So many memories we created. Guess this is the problem with me, get too sentimental and loyal to things and people I love and don't want to give up even thou it means lots of pain for me.

Sometimes I feel glad to know that my sense of loyalty and commitment is tested and proven to be strong as ever, unlike many that I see, who just see things without any sense of belonging and are cold and calculated like machines.

well will have many things to ship to India may be using the US postal service or maybe some shippers.

Then glad that Nar is buying a huge house, I could present him with most of my furniture.

Ahhhh how my heart is already in pain thinking about been separated from things that have been part of my life.

It was good to see all the pics on facebook of Cha and igo with all the new gals they got to make friends and victims of on a group outing to whistler. hehehe, atleast these gals are not playing dishonest games like eva played at Ossoyos.
What a fool I was. :) good learning exp to not be so naive and not to accept things people say. Because NOT what they say BUT what their actions are will be the full definition of their character.
What a bitch, she was, trying to blame Igo for what she lead him into and then again acting so innocent "why do guys just want to have sex with me"..... hehehe because you are a selfish bitch and when a guy loves you, you have only shown multiple times that you (including with your past ones) that you don't care for them. So naturally a guy who is focused on sex is only trying to protect his own heart and does not want the pain you would cause by your self centered behavior... guess this statement goes for many other girls too, including malini, gi, tam, lisa.....

In retrospect, had I also thought of this as a game and played it like a game, all these bitches would go around telling the same things about me and how men are like this and like that, rather than accepting any accountability on their part....

oh for been the sensitive guy. Well atleast now I know I am not and its driving a few people crazy and up the wall.
Want to have fun, then contact me.
Want to play emotional games, go find a poor, sweet, innocent guy and screw up his life.

hehehehe..