Apr-29 2014. My heart and butterfly smile

Tuesday Apr-29 2014.

My heart

For days they were Lost
For weeks they were crying,
For months they were locked
For years they were trapped.

And just that smile from a beautiful angel,
melted the walls and barbed wires.
liberated the little baby butterflies
from cocoon of misery they were trapped in
... thank you , thank you, thank you.

" The Girl with the Butterfly Smile "

A smile so beautiful,, that every time she smiled.... butterflies just fluttered and danced around in joy.... sunlight bounced of their wings such that it made the northern lights look pale .....

The lights twisted, turned, bounced of the million soft wings in heavenly splendor...

Oh Girl with the Butter Fly Smile you make me feel so Shy...

Dreams and thoughts I am filled with that my eyes are always twinkling with stars

Your lovely round baby eyes filled with gentle innocence just flushes my heart
lil lolipop hands
I held and danced to your sweetness.

The touch of your Soft cheeks feels
soothing and nourishing  my torn soul.

,,,ohhhh if only god was human, he would probably understand that its not right to emotionally torture people...

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Why is it
.....Everywhere I see
............Everyone I see
..I see
...........The face, with the Butterfly smile.
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It doesn’t take me much

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It doesn’t take me much
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It doesn't take me much to fall in love,
just a sweet lil gal with flowing hairs.

The twinkling beauty in her eyes,
matching the beauty of her smile.

It doesn't take me much to fall for a gal.
Just a simple gal with a tender caring heart.

It doesn't take me much to fall for a gal.
Just a simple gal whose eyes sparkle when our eyes meet.......

Apr 28 2014, Epiphany

Monday Apr 28 2014,

Epiphany on a sleepless weekend : 
There is difference between.....
Loving the idea of been in love with someone and loving who they really are....



Books and Stories helps us Imagine,
Imagination helps us Dream , 
Dreams give us Hope. 
Hope leads to Desire.
Desire gives us Drive,
Drive helps us improve ourselves. 

- Guru Vino ,,, hehehehe..... laughter cures all 

26 April 
thou the Edmonton weather was not great, the people there are ,,,, 
well just been in LA for about 4 days now and it feels like I have been here for lot more, too many things happening all at the same time. 
But really miss the simple, down to earth, sweetness of Edmonton..... 
My wishes are very simple and down to earth.. well kind off ,, but the universe does not seem to agree and says,, oops sorry clerical error by the angles...

Apr 26 2014 New Apt lease, beach

Saturday, Apr 26 2014

Applied and booked the new apt on pine.
was fascinating to discover that it was walking distance from the beach.

Sent docs to movers ,,, now to see if we can coordinate the dates.

Sweet Vedanta : To steal the heart of the person who stole your heart and live together happily ever after.. ;)

Apr 25 2014 Your path will be difficult, but will be rewarding.

Friday Apr 25 2014

Fortune cookie today : Your path will be difficult, but will be rewarding.
hmmmmmm which path? Career, love, family, peace, happiness, money,.....!!?


We are all modules of Energy.
When you are attracted to a person, you are really attracted to that module of energy.
Sometimes when it matches, it gels seamlessly and HEAVEN it is. 
Dancing is a great way to know if your energy matches.... it became more evident yesterday with the different levels of energy and frequencies 

I have never been a guy who went oohhh ahhh for celebrities, they never had any impact on me.... 
I just go ,, hmm.. ok.. then start wondering why am not feeling the stuff that other people are feeling ... also used to wonder ,, whats in mona lisa's smile... its just a painting of some round expression less face.. why are people going so poetic about her ??? 
how can people feel all those kind of things just looking at her painting!!??.... 

then BOOM,, one fine sunday evening,,,,, I got hit by the butter fly smile... .. ever since then... well the result is the universe decided to send me to LaLa Land  hehehehe

Then in its own way, the universe tried to build up expectations by throwing in some obstacles/blocks to the lala land trip,,,,, it kind of raised my expectations a bit... but then in its own way...the universe said... sorry hehehe... not your lucky day... ... aww well one can only try and hope for so much . "every thing happens for a reason" , but glad that I was able to experience those thoughts and un explained treasured feelings, that makes me smile... , something that you cannot fake or buy with money... 100% organic . PURE and FREE  .. just wished I had the opportunity to know her and the person behind the butterfly smile....

and I have never been a guy who went oohhh ahhh for celebrities, they never had any impact on me.... I just go ,, hmm.. ok.. then start wondering why am not feeling the stuff that other people are feeling ... also used to wonder ,, whats in mona lisa's smile... its just a painting of some round expression less face.. why are people going so poetic about her ??? how can people feel all those kind of things just looking at her painting.... then boom,, one fine sunday evening,,,,, I got hit by the butter fly smile...  .. ever since then... well the result is the universe decided to send me to LaLa Land  hehehehe

Apr 23 2014 LA life day 1 (3rd time around)

Wednesday Apr 23 2014  LA life day 1 (3rd time around)

Woke up to a brand new day in LA.
It has its own magic of sexual charge. When the gals lock eyes with you its so sexually charged ... so different from the warm sensual sweet looking gals of Edmonton.

ahhh so to be smitten by the girl with the butterfly smile.
Had always heard people talk about mona lisas smile and wondered ,, are these people crazy... whats so great about her smile..
now been smitten by a gal a bit looking like her.. but much, much ,, much better and sweeter... I can relate to those people.....

Apr 21 2014, overcoming bottle necks

Monday, Apr 21 2014

Atlast got to see that the document cleared customs and was able to pick it up in the afternoon.
Was on the conf call with the team,, thanks to technology.. cheers

NOW on to booking flight and car..

When a man is smitten by a women, he feels so happy, that he thinks that he is super human enough to be able to capture the moon for the sweetie of his life... :)

" The Girl with the Butterfly Smile "

A smile so beautiful,, that every time she smiled.... butterflies just fluttered and danced around in joy.... sunlight bounced of their wings such that it made the northern lights look pale .....

The lights twisted, turned, bounced of the million soft wings in heavenly splendor...

Oh Girl with the Butter Fly Smile you make me feel so Shy...

Dreams and thoughts I am filled with
that my eyes are always twinkling with stars

Your lovely round baby eyes
filled with gentle innocence just flushes my heart

lil lolipop hands
I held and danced to her sweetness.

The touch of your Soft cheeks feels
soothing and nourishing to my soul.

,,,ohhhh if only god was human, he would probably understand that its not right to emotionally torture people...

Feeling heavy hearted. 
Zillions of Questions, Zero Answers.
Came Feb-23,,,,, leaving Apr-22 ..... (thou the plan was to leave on Apr-20).... Its like some mysterious force is playing or moving my life based on some weird formula ! ? ???
And never did I get so smitten and fall so hard. 

Apr 21 2014.. LA

Monday Apr 21 2014


Was supposed to be in LA today,,,, but fate mysteriously played its own game, delayed the documents I was supposed to have received and so had to cancel the trip.

Is the universe trying to tell me something!!!!

was hoping to meet the gal with the butterfly smile and lollipop hands..... but she never turned up for salsa or was not there when I got there.

,,, so what does that all mean... what is the mystery that life is trying to unravel.

Have been out dancing ... met the other beginners dancers who seem to be feeling the loving vibrations from me.... its like I have gotten a bit more braver and carefree ,,, falling in kind of a love with someones smile.

It was interesting to get to  hear "I like you" from the lady with the beautiful eyes.. felt a bit nervous that I might be misleading her as I was just dancing in happiness most of the time imagining that I was with the gal with the butterfly smile. Luckily was able to sneak in the information about my moving off to LA and could see the disappointment on her face. But glad that it did not go anywhere to end up hurting people.

It feels strange to be the center of attention from so many gals ,,,,, while my brain is swirling with the images of the butter fly smile... and my whole body is trembling with happiness like I have never known before.
All this cause of some physical attraction to someone who I will probably be never seeing again...
And for some reason, I am seeing her beauty in every gal I look at and guess the others are seeing the twinkling stars in my eyes....

But then why , why, why was I not allowed to fly out today,,,,, if it was not meant to happen. why ... but in a good way, after about 4 years I am able to feel the feelings of love ,, no overflowing love.. especially after the pain of cruel betrayal that I tried to endure..... It was funny to see e's friend send me a mail saying that she wishes to un-friend me on face book as she felt uncomfortable... ahh for trying to remind me about all the pain I went thru day and night the past 4 years or was it 5 years of grieving for falling for the bad person.

Atleast it feels good to be paying attention to someone who has thus far proved to be worthy of my attention now. With her honest replies to my mail and in her own ways of showing that she is a caring person. Who would run up behind me in -10 deg freezing weather to say she is sorry, just because our interaction felt weird.... that showed some real class of caring character of the person, so much different from been treated as unworthy person by the last...

" The Girl with the Butterfly Smile "

A smile so beautiful,, that every time she smiled.... butterflies just fluttered and danced around in joy.... sunlight bounced of their wings such that it made the northern lights look pale .....

The lights twisted, turned, bounced of the million soft wings in heavenly splendor...

Oh Girl with the Butter Fly Smile you make me feel so Shy...

Dreams and thoughts I am filled with
that my eyes are always twinkling with stars

Your lovely round baby eyes
filled with gentle innocence just flushes my heart

The touch of your Soft cheeks feels
soothing and nourishing to my soul.

,,,ohhhh if only god was human, he would probably understand that its not right to emotionally torture people...