Sunday OCt 31 2010
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End of another month, 2 more months and this heart breaking and enlightening year comes to an end.
The year I tired to make so many compromises, but god of the universe decided other wise. Maybe for the better. Maybe I will look back and thank god and the universe for all the un-answered prayers. :)
Anyways heading for a hike into Valley Forge National Park. Thats another off the To-Do list :)
Get cracking and moving.
Got to connect with RajDanny on Facebook after 4 years. Thats another nice thing. Always end up connecting with him when its time to go to India.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Oct 30 2010 end of month
Saturday Oct 30 2010
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Last day of the month..
woke up debating to go for a hike or not. as its in the same neighbor hood that I have been so many times. well just decided to go and get some physical movement.
Sundays hike is going to be at Valley forge, thats the one I wanted to go.
Posted the rent for Nov. Its going to be 7 months mid of nov. and in 2 more months it will be time for me to move.
liked the apt, but not the location.
Went to the office to see if the moc mcs behaved the same way on a incoming call. and it turns out that they do. So its got to do something with the machine setting.
Sent out a mail to joe and snagi.
Got home and was chatting with anil and mentioned the strange behavior to him looked into the regedit after searching on google. Seems to be offering a solution, remains to be seen tomrrow .
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Last day of the month..
woke up debating to go for a hike or not. as its in the same neighbor hood that I have been so many times. well just decided to go and get some physical movement.
Sundays hike is going to be at Valley forge, thats the one I wanted to go.
Posted the rent for Nov. Its going to be 7 months mid of nov. and in 2 more months it will be time for me to move.
liked the apt, but not the location.
Went to the office to see if the moc mcs behaved the same way on a incoming call. and it turns out that they do. So its got to do something with the machine setting.
Sent out a mail to joe and snagi.
Got home and was chatting with anil and mentioned the strange behavior to him looked into the regedit after searching on google. Seems to be offering a solution, remains to be seen tomrrow .
Friday, October 29, 2010
Oct 29 2010, Time for new JOB
Friday Oct 29 2010
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After talk with Aji yesterday, got to know that I will not b with the client past Jan. So its time to look for a new job.
Kind of mixed feelings, was feeling useless with not much happening in terms of work here or potential work. That way felt any new job could give me a better feeling of having contributed to the world and my own self worth
But now with the uncertainty of the economy and then the scope for openings in my particular specialty, its scary too. MIXED feeling
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After talk with Aji yesterday, got to know that I will not b with the client past Jan. So its time to look for a new job.
Kind of mixed feelings, was feeling useless with not much happening in terms of work here or potential work. That way felt any new job could give me a better feeling of having contributed to the world and my own self worth
But now with the uncertainty of the economy and then the scope for openings in my particular specialty, its scary too. MIXED feeling
Thursday, October 28, 2010
OCt 28, Cuba calling
Thursday Oct 28 2010
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It was really strange how Mei and me are connecting. I sent her a msg yesterday on FB and she sends me a msg on yahoo from Cuba.
internet there costs about 20 dollars per hour. Must be the costiliest internet service. Anyways hope to call her when during the weekend.
Chakir and the others in vancouver are going to cuba last week of Nov. Wish I could have gone with them. But thats the time when the project is going live. Well I stil do have that place to visit, in my list of places to visit.
need to get more details from Mei soon. she has a return ticket for mid of nov thou.
It was so strange way to meet her in Lisboa , dance salsa with her to the music played by a Slovakian guy. Then next day to run into each other in the heart of Madrid. Coincidence just like they show happening in movies.
These series of coincidence was what got me closer to Evil last year. Well its nature doing its work to help me learn and to do what I am supposed to do, experience, learn and make an effort to become a better person.
lets see how things work out.
Getting a lil impatient here at work with, not able to learn anything new or enough cooperation from the Avaya team who seem to more interested in playing some kind of mischief.
Just draggin along to save up some cash for the rainy day.
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It was really strange how Mei and me are connecting. I sent her a msg yesterday on FB and she sends me a msg on yahoo from Cuba.
internet there costs about 20 dollars per hour. Must be the costiliest internet service. Anyways hope to call her when during the weekend.
Chakir and the others in vancouver are going to cuba last week of Nov. Wish I could have gone with them. But thats the time when the project is going live. Well I stil do have that place to visit, in my list of places to visit.
need to get more details from Mei soon. she has a return ticket for mid of nov thou.
It was so strange way to meet her in Lisboa , dance salsa with her to the music played by a Slovakian guy. Then next day to run into each other in the heart of Madrid. Coincidence just like they show happening in movies.
These series of coincidence was what got me closer to Evil last year. Well its nature doing its work to help me learn and to do what I am supposed to do, experience, learn and make an effort to become a better person.
lets see how things work out.
Getting a lil impatient here at work with, not able to learn anything new or enough cooperation from the Avaya team who seem to more interested in playing some kind of mischief.
Just draggin along to save up some cash for the rainy day.
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Oct 27, Wed, more people Sick
Wednesday, Oct 27 2010
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More people seem to be sick today. maybe Even I should have stayed home. But had to go so that I could get some of the issues resolved regarding the Ad-hoc requests that came in.
Got talking with Mat in the afternoon when heading for lunch.
Saw a touching and inspiring video of a indian guy who was helping the poor by cooking for about 400 people and distributing to the people in his home town.
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More people seem to be sick today. maybe Even I should have stayed home. But had to go so that I could get some of the issues resolved regarding the Ad-hoc requests that came in.
Got talking with Mat in the afternoon when heading for lunch.
Saw a touching and inspiring video of a indian guy who was helping the poor by cooking for about 400 people and distributing to the people in his home town.
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Oct 26 Where there is love there is Hate too
Tuesday, Oct 26 2010
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Woke up thinking how was I able to love, or was I in love with the image of someone nice, while in fact that person was the most EVIL and SELFISH person ever, I let come into my life. Some one who does not seem to have any sense of GOOD from BAD, any sense of HONESTY, rather cold and calculating than been able to do anything from the heart.
Oh how I am so dispising that person and just wishing and kicking out any fleeting thought that comes by, with an vengence I have never felt before.
Just the realization that the person I thought was loveable, is acutally a person I would rather love to HATE.
Its so reliving and healing.
Thank god, the universe, the higher powers, for all the unanswered prayers, thanks much for protecting me and looking out for me.
Everything happens for the better
Back to load testing,,, got in around 7:40am,,, a bit late, then after sometime Joe comes in with his box of dunkin doughnuts...
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Woke up thinking how was I able to love, or was I in love with the image of someone nice, while in fact that person was the most EVIL and SELFISH person ever, I let come into my life. Some one who does not seem to have any sense of GOOD from BAD, any sense of HONESTY, rather cold and calculating than been able to do anything from the heart.
Oh how I am so dispising that person and just wishing and kicking out any fleeting thought that comes by, with an vengence I have never felt before.
Just the realization that the person I thought was loveable, is acutally a person I would rather love to HATE.
Its so reliving and healing.
Thank god, the universe, the higher powers, for all the unanswered prayers, thanks much for protecting me and looking out for me.
Everything happens for the better
Back to load testing,,, got in around 7:40am,,, a bit late, then after sometime Joe comes in with his box of dunkin doughnuts...
Monday, October 25, 2010
Oct 25 Monday. Load testing pressures
Monday, Oct 25 2010
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Get to work by 8:10 after a hearty rice and salmon curry breakfast. did not realize how fast time went by, cause joe pinged me for the meeting.
Was too busy whole day, got home for a brief lunch of againnn salmon curry and rice. tasted better with tomato pickle.
got out of work around 7:30.. awww almost 11hrs working and not feeling tired.
Was organizing things so that the Load testing with the bunch of people will go smoothly,
went to costco after work and got some bit size snacks, like tapas, but sweeter.
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Get to work by 8:10 after a hearty rice and salmon curry breakfast. did not realize how fast time went by, cause joe pinged me for the meeting.
Was too busy whole day, got home for a brief lunch of againnn salmon curry and rice. tasted better with tomato pickle.
got out of work around 7:30.. awww almost 11hrs working and not feeling tired.
Was organizing things so that the Load testing with the bunch of people will go smoothly,
went to costco after work and got some bit size snacks, like tapas, but sweeter.
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