Tuesday, Oct 26 2010
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Woke up thinking how was I able to love, or was I in love with the image of someone nice, while in fact that person was the most EVIL and SELFISH person ever, I let come into my life. Some one who does not seem to have any sense of GOOD from BAD, any sense of HONESTY, rather cold and calculating than been able to do anything from the heart.
Oh how I am so dispising that person and just wishing and kicking out any fleeting thought that comes by, with an vengence I have never felt before.
Just the realization that the person I thought was loveable, is acutally a person I would rather love to HATE.
Its so reliving and healing.
Thank god, the universe, the higher powers, for all the unanswered prayers, thanks much for protecting me and looking out for me.
Everything happens for the better
Back to load testing,,, got in around 7:40am,,, a bit late, then after sometime Joe comes in with his box of dunkin doughnuts...
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