Saturday Jan 12 2012
Still on a high from yesterday nights dancing and connecting on the very first dance.
Was again thinking about the theories of breeding , reproducing, multiplying that is the basis of all the living organisms survival. Or what they do and have to do and learn to do and learn to adapt....
Friday, Jan 11 2012
went out and got the pass and tickets to the salsa event.
Amazing 1st dance and connection.
After that it felt like the gal fell in love with me. I kind of felt a something too, but was afraid of opening up and getting hurt .
was difficult to top off that connection and dance after the first one.
Saturday, January 12, 2013
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Jan 10, to go or not to
Thursday, Jan 10 2012
around 10 had phil come in to check the noise in the bed room of the apt.
narrowed it down to the piping from the water heater.. pvc pipe expanding and contraction causing the hammering noise..
now to figure out do I go to the singles meeting or not in the evening.
around 10 had phil come in to check the noise in the bed room of the apt.
narrowed it down to the piping from the water heater.. pvc pipe expanding and contraction causing the hammering noise..
now to figure out do I go to the singles meeting or not in the evening.
Wednesday, January 9, 2013
Jan 09 2012 Toastmasters
Tuesday, Jan 09 2012
trying to figure out about the sound happening at night in the bed room.
got back home for lunch had the remaining biriyani.
out of work around 5:25 and got to the leasing office to follow up on the complaint. was able to meet the maintanence guy and show him the recording of the sound.
now to the lions den of toastmasters.
trying to figure out about the sound happening at night in the bed room.
got back home for lunch had the remaining biriyani.
out of work around 5:25 and got to the leasing office to follow up on the complaint. was able to meet the maintanence guy and show him the recording of the sound.
now to the lions den of toastmasters.
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
Jan 08 2012, random thoughts
Tuesday, Jan 08 2012
Random thoughts,, deep about religion, philosophy and lots of stuff, but what does it all lead to too.
reached work @8o5
got biriyani for lunch take out.
kind off feeling funny,, like something major and nice is going to happen.
Huge major change in the air. sempre.
Random thoughts,, deep about religion, philosophy and lots of stuff, but what does it all lead to too.
reached work @8o5
got biriyani for lunch take out.
kind off feeling funny,, like something major and nice is going to happen.
Huge major change in the air. sempre.
Monday, January 7, 2013
Jan 07 2012. Slow down a bit
Monday Jan 07 2012
Woke up wondering if I should call up home and see how things went with the check up for moms heart.
Got to call up home to see what transpired... seems like doc told her to take the same medicines and go for next checkup July 08. thats six months.
seems her cholestrol and sugar level were lower.
Sunday Jan 06 2012
lazy sunday, nothing much happening.
got to call up home toward night to see if things are going on fine with moms trip to the hospital. which is morning time for them.
went to the grocerry shop, then to costco,, with all the crowd, parked as far as possible.
got bored and went back home to prepare the dough for making chapatis. Prepared the dough and kept it to set/settling down
Then got down to watching the play-offs wild card.
wanted to work on the visa documentation, but was not having any motivation and inspiring energy. So was basically a couch potato and did not want to strain my ankle that was sprained. Still having swelling and pain when walking.
Hopefully will get better in the coming days and will be able to walk and then slowly get back to running.
CAlled up home around 11:45 and found the call was not going thru, so called up moms cell and got to know that Bro was talking to them on the other line, thats a relief that he is following up.
The got to know that mohn and kank were going with mom and dad to the hospital.
Woke up wondering if I should call up home and see how things went with the check up for moms heart.
Got to call up home to see what transpired... seems like doc told her to take the same medicines and go for next checkup July 08. thats six months.
seems her cholestrol and sugar level were lower.
Sunday Jan 06 2012
lazy sunday, nothing much happening.
got to call up home toward night to see if things are going on fine with moms trip to the hospital. which is morning time for them.
went to the grocerry shop, then to costco,, with all the crowd, parked as far as possible.
got bored and went back home to prepare the dough for making chapatis. Prepared the dough and kept it to set/settling down
Then got down to watching the play-offs wild card.
wanted to work on the visa documentation, but was not having any motivation and inspiring energy. So was basically a couch potato and did not want to strain my ankle that was sprained. Still having swelling and pain when walking.
Hopefully will get better in the coming days and will be able to walk and then slowly get back to running.
CAlled up home around 11:45 and found the call was not going thru, so called up moms cell and got to know that Bro was talking to them on the other line, thats a relief that he is following up.
The got to know that mohn and kank were going with mom and dad to the hospital.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
Jan 05 2012.. Weekend chores of Sat
Saturday, Jan 05 2012
wow, boy, what a night.
Was low in emotional energy and did not feel confident about self. So instead of going downtown towards the pentagon, went closer to home.
Sat at the bar with my beer. Did not even ask one person to dance, just kept getting asked to dance. Wow, that was surely an emotionally healing experience for the very old wounds that could be the cause of the emotional low of not feeling worthy.
Most remarkable was the connection dancing with a very older lady, wow, it was magical. She was a very nice and understanding lady, must be a very giving and caring person from the way she said somethings, don't remember what, but it was the way she said it.
Well my theory still holds good, that I am best compatible and easily find the best connection with giving and caring people. But they are all usually taken ..... :(
And the moment I try to make it work with selfish, self centered people, its all kinds of chaos in my life and leaves me with a hurt heart that takes years to recover.
ahhhh.
now off to get my weekend chores done.
wow, boy, what a night.
Was low in emotional energy and did not feel confident about self. So instead of going downtown towards the pentagon, went closer to home.
Sat at the bar with my beer. Did not even ask one person to dance, just kept getting asked to dance. Wow, that was surely an emotionally healing experience for the very old wounds that could be the cause of the emotional low of not feeling worthy.
Most remarkable was the connection dancing with a very older lady, wow, it was magical. She was a very nice and understanding lady, must be a very giving and caring person from the way she said somethings, don't remember what, but it was the way she said it.
Well my theory still holds good, that I am best compatible and easily find the best connection with giving and caring people. But they are all usually taken ..... :(
And the moment I try to make it work with selfish, self centered people, its all kinds of chaos in my life and leaves me with a hurt heart that takes years to recover.
ahhhh.
now off to get my weekend chores done.
Friday, January 4, 2013
Jan 04 2012... Start time of projects of life.
Friday, Jan 04 2012
Supposed to be a great time to start off on new projects in my life,, like a one and only person to love in my life, the center of my universe,,,,, ahhh still the basic darn romantic at heart. Always associating life and that unique love. Even after having my heart thrown around and kicked around coldly.
Supposed to be a great time to start off on new projects in my life,, like a one and only person to love in my life, the center of my universe,,,,, ahhh still the basic darn romantic at heart. Always associating life and that unique love. Even after having my heart thrown around and kicked around coldly.
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