Saturday, Jan 05 2012
wow, boy, what a night.
Was low in emotional energy and did not feel confident about self. So instead of going downtown towards the pentagon, went closer to home.
Sat at the bar with my beer. Did not even ask one person to dance, just kept getting asked to dance. Wow, that was surely an emotionally healing experience for the very old wounds that could be the cause of the emotional low of not feeling worthy.
Most remarkable was the connection dancing with a very older lady, wow, it was magical. She was a very nice and understanding lady, must be a very giving and caring person from the way she said somethings, don't remember what, but it was the way she said it.
Well my theory still holds good, that I am best compatible and easily find the best connection with giving and caring people. But they are all usually taken ..... :(
And the moment I try to make it work with selfish, self centered people, its all kinds of chaos in my life and leaves me with a hurt heart that takes years to recover.
ahhhh.
now off to get my weekend chores done.
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