Tuesday, Jan 08 2012
Random thoughts,, deep about religion, philosophy and lots of stuff, but what does it all lead to too.
reached work @8o5
got biriyani for lunch take out.
kind off feeling funny,, like something major and nice is going to happen.
Huge major change in the air. sempre.
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
Monday, January 7, 2013
Jan 07 2012. Slow down a bit
Monday Jan 07 2012
Woke up wondering if I should call up home and see how things went with the check up for moms heart.
Got to call up home to see what transpired... seems like doc told her to take the same medicines and go for next checkup July 08. thats six months.
seems her cholestrol and sugar level were lower.
Sunday Jan 06 2012
lazy sunday, nothing much happening.
got to call up home toward night to see if things are going on fine with moms trip to the hospital. which is morning time for them.
went to the grocerry shop, then to costco,, with all the crowd, parked as far as possible.
got bored and went back home to prepare the dough for making chapatis. Prepared the dough and kept it to set/settling down
Then got down to watching the play-offs wild card.
wanted to work on the visa documentation, but was not having any motivation and inspiring energy. So was basically a couch potato and did not want to strain my ankle that was sprained. Still having swelling and pain when walking.
Hopefully will get better in the coming days and will be able to walk and then slowly get back to running.
CAlled up home around 11:45 and found the call was not going thru, so called up moms cell and got to know that Bro was talking to them on the other line, thats a relief that he is following up.
The got to know that mohn and kank were going with mom and dad to the hospital.
Woke up wondering if I should call up home and see how things went with the check up for moms heart.
Got to call up home to see what transpired... seems like doc told her to take the same medicines and go for next checkup July 08. thats six months.
seems her cholestrol and sugar level were lower.
Sunday Jan 06 2012
lazy sunday, nothing much happening.
got to call up home toward night to see if things are going on fine with moms trip to the hospital. which is morning time for them.
went to the grocerry shop, then to costco,, with all the crowd, parked as far as possible.
got bored and went back home to prepare the dough for making chapatis. Prepared the dough and kept it to set/settling down
Then got down to watching the play-offs wild card.
wanted to work on the visa documentation, but was not having any motivation and inspiring energy. So was basically a couch potato and did not want to strain my ankle that was sprained. Still having swelling and pain when walking.
Hopefully will get better in the coming days and will be able to walk and then slowly get back to running.
CAlled up home around 11:45 and found the call was not going thru, so called up moms cell and got to know that Bro was talking to them on the other line, thats a relief that he is following up.
The got to know that mohn and kank were going with mom and dad to the hospital.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
Jan 05 2012.. Weekend chores of Sat
Saturday, Jan 05 2012
wow, boy, what a night.
Was low in emotional energy and did not feel confident about self. So instead of going downtown towards the pentagon, went closer to home.
Sat at the bar with my beer. Did not even ask one person to dance, just kept getting asked to dance. Wow, that was surely an emotionally healing experience for the very old wounds that could be the cause of the emotional low of not feeling worthy.
Most remarkable was the connection dancing with a very older lady, wow, it was magical. She was a very nice and understanding lady, must be a very giving and caring person from the way she said somethings, don't remember what, but it was the way she said it.
Well my theory still holds good, that I am best compatible and easily find the best connection with giving and caring people. But they are all usually taken ..... :(
And the moment I try to make it work with selfish, self centered people, its all kinds of chaos in my life and leaves me with a hurt heart that takes years to recover.
ahhhh.
now off to get my weekend chores done.
wow, boy, what a night.
Was low in emotional energy and did not feel confident about self. So instead of going downtown towards the pentagon, went closer to home.
Sat at the bar with my beer. Did not even ask one person to dance, just kept getting asked to dance. Wow, that was surely an emotionally healing experience for the very old wounds that could be the cause of the emotional low of not feeling worthy.
Most remarkable was the connection dancing with a very older lady, wow, it was magical. She was a very nice and understanding lady, must be a very giving and caring person from the way she said somethings, don't remember what, but it was the way she said it.
Well my theory still holds good, that I am best compatible and easily find the best connection with giving and caring people. But they are all usually taken ..... :(
And the moment I try to make it work with selfish, self centered people, its all kinds of chaos in my life and leaves me with a hurt heart that takes years to recover.
ahhhh.
now off to get my weekend chores done.
Friday, January 4, 2013
Jan 04 2012... Start time of projects of life.
Friday, Jan 04 2012
Supposed to be a great time to start off on new projects in my life,, like a one and only person to love in my life, the center of my universe,,,,, ahhh still the basic darn romantic at heart. Always associating life and that unique love. Even after having my heart thrown around and kicked around coldly.
Supposed to be a great time to start off on new projects in my life,, like a one and only person to love in my life, the center of my universe,,,,, ahhh still the basic darn romantic at heart. Always associating life and that unique love. Even after having my heart thrown around and kicked around coldly.
Thursday, January 3, 2013
Jan 03 , Sleepless night and head ache after
Thrusday, Jan 03 2012
Was able to put together the document at work at last. Great help from S and S.
Also was interesting the email exchange between me and MB.
Its a strange connection we developed in Lisboa portugal. and then the subsequent day at madrid again accidently meeting each other on the street. hmmmm what did I do to connect with a swimsuite model.
Almost been 3 years since our meeting and her other world travels. Very interesting.
Who would have thought, that my ultimate initial plan of going over to Czech to meet the person I loved would end up with the person behaving more arrogant and sickeningly un-civilized,,,,, and then the trip turned over into a great adventure of me meeting some very wonderful people in Spain and Portugal and the super adventures at Madrid's salsa clubs.
Life sure has it own way of providing and taking care of me.
It just is not possible for me and the Czech gal to be couple. Just not the kind of gal I can be with or should be with.
Was so madly in love at that time, was hoping that the bad phase would go and she would be able to see how hurtful her actions were. But I guess some people are who they are, and if we try to tell them about it, they will only turn it around and paint you as the BAD person and villain.
Ahhh the head ache. starting again, was for some strange reason not able to sleep, and remember been away even at 3am.. then woke up after 7 and was at work by 8:25am with a Splitting head ache.
Got thru the day with discussion and white board....
and yeaa got a bigger monitor at work , so now I have two screens to play around with.. cheers. was having difficulty viewing some stuff and multi tasking,, now it goes with my style of getting lots of things done.
Was able to put together the document at work at last. Great help from S and S.
Also was interesting the email exchange between me and MB.
Its a strange connection we developed in Lisboa portugal. and then the subsequent day at madrid again accidently meeting each other on the street. hmmmm what did I do to connect with a swimsuite model.
Almost been 3 years since our meeting and her other world travels. Very interesting.
Who would have thought, that my ultimate initial plan of going over to Czech to meet the person I loved would end up with the person behaving more arrogant and sickeningly un-civilized,,,,, and then the trip turned over into a great adventure of me meeting some very wonderful people in Spain and Portugal and the super adventures at Madrid's salsa clubs.
Life sure has it own way of providing and taking care of me.
It just is not possible for me and the Czech gal to be couple. Just not the kind of gal I can be with or should be with.
Was so madly in love at that time, was hoping that the bad phase would go and she would be able to see how hurtful her actions were. But I guess some people are who they are, and if we try to tell them about it, they will only turn it around and paint you as the BAD person and villain.
Ahhh the head ache. starting again, was for some strange reason not able to sleep, and remember been away even at 3am.. then woke up after 7 and was at work by 8:25am with a Splitting head ache.
Got thru the day with discussion and white board....
and yeaa got a bigger monitor at work , so now I have two screens to play around with.. cheers. was having difficulty viewing some stuff and multi tasking,, now it goes with my style of getting lots of things done.
Wednesday, January 2, 2013
Jan 02, Time to go to work
Wednesday, Jan 02 2013
Back to work
The start of a
new phase
.. new leaf
....new chapter
.....new year
......new energy
.......new motivation
........new milestone
.........new drive
..........new ideas
...........new approach
............new look
.............new outlook
..............new friends
...............new love
................new relationships
.................new affairs
..................new travels
...................new learnings
....................new poems
.....................new stories
......................new tastes
.......................new appetites
........................new investmets
.........................new dresses
..........................new house
...........................new job
............................new news :)
Back to work
The start of a
new phase
.. new leaf
....new chapter
.....new year
......new energy
.......new motivation
........new milestone
.........new drive
..........new ideas
...........new approach
............new look
.............new outlook
..............new friends
...............new love
................new relationships
.................new affairs
..................new travels
...................new learnings
....................new poems
.....................new stories
......................new tastes
.......................new appetites
........................new investmets
.........................new dresses
..........................new house
...........................new job
............................new news :)
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
JANUARY 01 2013, Happy New Year, Cheers
Tuesday, Jan 01 2013... 01-01-2013
Woke and called up home to talk with mom and dad.
It was one of the pleasant conversations. Thank god.
My feet hurts really bad from yesterdays accident of twisted feet resulting in a sprained ankle and a huge swelling around the ankle.
Pondering about it, was it nature telling me
1) okay , heres me making it easy to refuse the invitations to the New Years Parties or if somewhere along I have a change of heart and decided to go party.
2) Telling me you should make use of your feet and go out dancing, see what happens when you are incapacitated and are not able to use your feet. These are accidents that could happen anytime, so just go ahead and enjoy every healthy moment you can put other there to enjoy in a healthy way. :)
Woke and called up home to talk with mom and dad.
It was one of the pleasant conversations. Thank god.
My feet hurts really bad from yesterdays accident of twisted feet resulting in a sprained ankle and a huge swelling around the ankle.
Pondering about it, was it nature telling me
1) okay , heres me making it easy to refuse the invitations to the New Years Parties or if somewhere along I have a change of heart and decided to go party.
2) Telling me you should make use of your feet and go out dancing, see what happens when you are incapacitated and are not able to use your feet. These are accidents that could happen anytime, so just go ahead and enjoy every healthy moment you can put other there to enjoy in a healthy way. :)
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