Thrusday, Oct 18 2012
Tried to get up early. but ended up getting out of bed only around 8:30am... damm motivation.
Maintence came and fixed the window with a new shade. now I am able to open it smoothly.
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Oct 17 2012 Waiting Wednesday
Wednesday Oct 17 2012
Its been a long wait and no sign of the light or end of tunnel.
Set up payments for the month.
Was interesting to watch the debate online yesterday while also baking tilapia. :)
Interesting write up :
Its been a long wait and no sign of the light or end of tunnel.
Set up payments for the month.
Was interesting to watch the debate online yesterday while also baking tilapia. :)
Interesting write up :
| Dating is about finding someone who shares similar emotional issues and baggage. If you're a Type A and they're a Type B, things won't work out so well. Instead, richness and profundity are where it's at. Everything will settle when your intentions are versatile. |
Guess its all about finding that one person who I think will make my life better and worth waking up each day "Happily" to become a better person and that person thinks that I will make her life better and is worth waking up each day "Happily" to become a better person.
went running and before that had a had work out.
Hoping to wake up early tomorrow.
went running and before that had a had work out.
Hoping to wake up early tomorrow.
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
Oct 16 2012...
Tuesday Oct 16 2012
Waking up again with feelings of anger towards a few people who bothered me with their insensitive and selfish comments the time I was at home with parents.
At times I wish I just could have shouted back and them and chased them away for good or even beaten up a couple of them so said uncles (retarded junk heads).
Waking up again with feelings of anger towards a few people who bothered me with their insensitive and selfish comments the time I was at home with parents.
At times I wish I just could have shouted back and them and chased them away for good or even beaten up a couple of them so said uncles (retarded junk heads).
Oct 15 2012, new week of anticipation and activity
Monday, Oct 15 2012
Started off the day in anticipation.
around afternoon finished cooking up the atlantic salmon, kind of not happy with the salmon. Does not seem to release the oily stuff (assuming that its Omega3) that comes out when cooking the Costco brought fresh farm salmon.
And the frozen Alaskan salmon seems to stink much more. The smell of fish. This was something I had experienced when I had brought the Alaskan salmon from wal mart too.
So is it the Alaskan salmon or is it the fact that its been vacuum packed and sealed for a long time thats causing this smell and not releasing any Omega 3 oil
Was hoping to shower up and head to the meditation ,, and got to see that they cut off the water supply due to some issues with the pipeline at the end of the apartment building.
Well its raining too, just let it go and around 4:30 set off to downtown. reached the meditation place around 6 with all the traffic. (kind of feels better driving in slower traffic than the fast moving crazy traffic around rush hour).
It was interesting sharing thoughts about life and philosophies with others who seemed to be like minded and going thru some of the confusions about life and behavior and reactions and trying to control the mind.
After the secession , went to the Gogh and had a couple of good dances of salsa, not as great as I would have wanted.
Kind of also getting a bit of confused about my career and been at home waiting for a project.... its been a month since I got back and that makes it about 3 months to the day of not having worked professionally.
Started off the day in anticipation.
around afternoon finished cooking up the atlantic salmon, kind of not happy with the salmon. Does not seem to release the oily stuff (assuming that its Omega3) that comes out when cooking the Costco brought fresh farm salmon.
And the frozen Alaskan salmon seems to stink much more. The smell of fish. This was something I had experienced when I had brought the Alaskan salmon from wal mart too.
So is it the Alaskan salmon or is it the fact that its been vacuum packed and sealed for a long time thats causing this smell and not releasing any Omega 3 oil
Was hoping to shower up and head to the meditation ,, and got to see that they cut off the water supply due to some issues with the pipeline at the end of the apartment building.
Well its raining too, just let it go and around 4:30 set off to downtown. reached the meditation place around 6 with all the traffic. (kind of feels better driving in slower traffic than the fast moving crazy traffic around rush hour).
It was interesting sharing thoughts about life and philosophies with others who seemed to be like minded and going thru some of the confusions about life and behavior and reactions and trying to control the mind.
After the secession , went to the Gogh and had a couple of good dances of salsa, not as great as I would have wanted.
Kind of also getting a bit of confused about my career and been at home waiting for a project.... its been a month since I got back and that makes it about 3 months to the day of not having worked professionally.
Oct 14 2012, day of socializing
Sunday, Oct 14 2012
Got up with not much of hurry. kind of relaxing day.
Met NAr friend raj who got back from Uta and will be again relocating to near here.
WEnt to the restaurant stuff selling in bulk place and got a pack of Atlantic Salmon and thilapia..
It costed about 87 that I need to pay up to Nar.
Latter went to the ewr airport to pick up raj.
Towards evening nar sis and fam arrive, got out around 8:15 and reached home around 9:30. now to relax and start cooking the salmon curry tomorrow.
Got up with not much of hurry. kind of relaxing day.
Met NAr friend raj who got back from Uta and will be again relocating to near here.
WEnt to the restaurant stuff selling in bulk place and got a pack of Atlantic Salmon and thilapia..
It costed about 87 that I need to pay up to Nar.
Latter went to the ewr airport to pick up raj.
Towards evening nar sis and fam arrive, got out around 8:15 and reached home around 9:30. now to relax and start cooking the salmon curry tomorrow.
Oct 13 Saturday off to NJ
Saturday, Oct 13 2012
Call home, still frustrated with mom exerting herself much and stressing over stuff she should not. Not sure how better to handle it other than ignore it and let her do what she wants. There is so much I can do and tell someone about it.
After much of debate and preparation head off to NJ to the Temple, it was kind of re-kindling the feelings in the heart and feelings of vibrations.
The preparation was about the possibility of me feeling like staying over at Nars house. just in case scenario
Then got the bit of food for nar's home and tried calling him up 3:45. did not pick up the phone.
So went back into the temple canteen and got more food for the week.
Was returning when got call from Anl... and was driving back when nar calls after 4.. then make a u turn and get back.
It was a sweet experience watching his new baby girl have the toothless smile and giggling. sweet... and was great to have the sambar at their house.
Watched a couple of movies,, one was Proposal.... again my mind was saying, if it is ment to be, u will know it and things will just happen.
I thought that I had someone like that a sometime back. Then things started going south , the more I got to know and see some traits in that person, turned out to be an entirely different personalty lurking under the what I thought was a calm, reasoning and understanding person.
Well guess it was not the right time or person.
Call home, still frustrated with mom exerting herself much and stressing over stuff she should not. Not sure how better to handle it other than ignore it and let her do what she wants. There is so much I can do and tell someone about it.
After much of debate and preparation head off to NJ to the Temple, it was kind of re-kindling the feelings in the heart and feelings of vibrations.
The preparation was about the possibility of me feeling like staying over at Nars house. just in case scenario
Then got the bit of food for nar's home and tried calling him up 3:45. did not pick up the phone.
So went back into the temple canteen and got more food for the week.
Was returning when got call from Anl... and was driving back when nar calls after 4.. then make a u turn and get back.
It was a sweet experience watching his new baby girl have the toothless smile and giggling. sweet... and was great to have the sambar at their house.
Watched a couple of movies,, one was Proposal.... again my mind was saying, if it is ment to be, u will know it and things will just happen.
I thought that I had someone like that a sometime back. Then things started going south , the more I got to know and see some traits in that person, turned out to be an entirely different personalty lurking under the what I thought was a calm, reasoning and understanding person.
Well guess it was not the right time or person.
Friday, October 12, 2012
Oct 12 2012
Friday Oct 12 2012 ... 10 12 2012
hmmm still thinking of the sweetheart of a gal I got see at prx. she seems to have such a heart warming smile and a sweet pure personality. well all these by only the physical appearance do not know how she really is. Would she be one with a volcano of anger hidden under her outward appearance?
but either way, it was is a pleasent feeling seeing her and thinking about her.
hmmm still thinking of the sweetheart of a gal I got see at prx. she seems to have such a heart warming smile and a sweet pure personality. well all these by only the physical appearance do not know how she really is. Would she be one with a volcano of anger hidden under her outward appearance?
but either way, it was is a pleasent feeling seeing her and thinking about her.
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