May 24 , missed goat

Thursday May 24 2012

casual day, with lots of meeting and surprises.

went out to the casino for salsa, was felling sleeply but sweet olga made me feel special. love her for that.

had gone for goat meat and was late by 5 mins... so ended up getting goat biriyani instead. ate it and was not able to stop myself.. and then at salsa was feeling dammm sleepy.

May 23 2012. Still on Fridays high frm dancing

Wednesday, May 23 2012

Still high from Friday nights free form dancing the merengue with Rebaka.

work and then party for san for his promo.

May 22 2012. tuesday,, what holds todays mystery

Tuesday, May 22 2012

lets see what holds todays mystery

May 21 2012 Meditation and confusion

Monday, May 21 2012

A day so filled with mental dilema and confusion.

went to downtown for meditation secession, its always so wonderful to be among people who seem to have the noblest of intentions and thoughts. more like everyone there with the intentions of goodness.

did not feel motivated to go for salsa just drove back home and crashed into bed.

May 20, to hike or not to Hike

Sunday, May 20 2012

To hike or not to hike.
looks like a good crowd and hiking by the river between two states of New Jersey and Pennsylvania.

hmmmm decide in 30 mins.

May 19 2012... hangover..

Saturday. May 19 2012

What a night.,,, and getting out late out of bed.
replied to sa ,,, such a pretty and beautiful lady yet single. atleast I don't have the physical beauty and charm that I could attract gals and explain my been single.
Life sure is funny. the gals I am attracted to seem to be taken. And then the gals I end up with do not value me and take me for granted. I can feel the pain of all the hurt from the past relationships even when I am writing this.
More so because of all the things I went out of the way like a fool do for them and then not been appreciated for all the sacrifices I made, even when I was sick and not showing any signs of it to them, so that their happiness is not jeopardized..... but what do I get,, more selfishness, more of they and their wants are more important than anything.. and then having to put up with their arrogant, selfish displays of anger.  ... For sure, I do not deserve a life filled with an angry women traumatizing me at every turn in my daily life.
Would rather be single, happily be not stressed and un attached. :)

Just reminded of the lady making a comment about how Eva was so in her own world and giving me the cold I do not care for you and your interests in the grand canyon cafe. hahaha.. .she just as always displayed boredom when ever I was trying to show her things that interested me. Always about her own interests and wants and hobbies. Did not even have the common cultural courtesy to show respect and it was funny reading about her judgment on the culture and people of India. ahhh always the double talk of the sickeningly selfish self-centered.

May 18 2012 upset stomach FB ipo

Friday, May 18 2012

feeling under the weather, having upset stomach and the sprain in the right ankle was painful. guess my immune system is in trouble.

so got to see the facebook ipo.... starting up and the. going down.

got to see how it plays in with the hype the coming days.


What a night.,,, had taken the new guy to US - Mann... out to show salsa in downtown.
started off with the beginner classes and he was so out of sync,, felt discouraged and sat out. poor guy.
the crowd was ok, had a few good dances, was feeling a bit arrogant and seems to be working with the gals. They seem to be magnetically attracted to it.
 Arrogance, without overstepping and been an arse hole.

Then around 1pm moved to the next club with more hotties.... there was a hot and beautiful gal dancing on the stage.
Got dancing the merengue with rebaka. wow what a night of passionate interlude. The way she bent back wards was amazing. still hypnotized by the way we did it.
The I don't care for you attitude seems to be working.