Saturday. May 19 2012
What a night.,,, and getting out late out of bed.
replied to sa ,,, such a pretty and beautiful lady yet single. atleast I don't have the physical beauty and charm that I could attract gals and explain my been single.
Life sure is funny. the gals I am attracted to seem to be taken. And then the gals I end up with do not value me and take me for granted. I can feel the pain of all the hurt from the past relationships even when I am writing this.
More so because of all the things I went out of the way like a fool do for them and then not been appreciated for all the sacrifices I made, even when I was sick and not showing any signs of it to them, so that their happiness is not jeopardized..... but what do I get,, more selfishness, more of they and their wants are more important than anything.. and then having to put up with their arrogant, selfish displays of anger. ... For sure, I do not deserve a life filled with an angry women traumatizing me at every turn in my daily life.
Would rather be single, happily be not stressed and un attached. :)
Just reminded of the lady making a comment about how Eva was so in her own world and giving me the cold I do not care for you and your interests in the grand canyon cafe. hahaha.. .she just as always displayed boredom when ever I was trying to show her things that interested me. Always about her own interests and wants and hobbies. Did not even have the common cultural courtesy to show respect and it was funny reading about her judgment on the culture and people of India. ahhh always the double talk of the sickeningly selfish self-centered.
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