Saturday,, Apr 07 2012
off for a morning hike with the group,,, lets see if there are any interesting people to meet up. :)))) well lets see how good Venus and the rest of the stars are going to be to me,, about time.
But before that a stop over at costco for the printer ink refill.
Saturday, April 7, 2012
Friday, April 6, 2012
Apr 06 2012 Venus in the Air - FULL MOON
Friday, Apr 06 2012
Dear V,
With Venus
holding the reins over the next few days, the cosmos will take you in so many directions that it'll be
hard to keep track of where you're going -- and which way is up!
The ride begins in a romantic fog on April
6, when Venus squares off against Neptune. Things may seem rose-colored, but you're probably not seeing
the relationship for what it really is -- meaning that you could fall hard when reality rears its ugly
head. Remember: If things seem too good to be true, they probably are. Do your best to breathe deeply
and look at the full picture.
With so much Venusian influence, this is an ideal week to unlock your deepest romantic
desires ....
wooooooo... tell me about it,,, especially with so many smouldering looks thrown in my direction the Heat is getting turned on. hehehe its nice to watch gals act like little girls seeking my attention for a change. hehehehe.
Yes I am single
you would have to be amazing to change that....
thats an amazing piece of msg on kees facebook page.
having a martini and sitting it out at home and wondering should I go for the hike tomorrow.. no hotties seem to have signed up,
And for now and present, the full moon night of friday evening...in no mood to drive 40 miles to downtown philly in the cold for any salsa.
As you mature you realise that its not worth falling in love or been in a relationship which is not that great or seems to head down the drain. Would rather be single and enjoy and have all the fun of flirting and playing around than get hitched with someone who seems to be in a entirly different world.... so the quote seems to make a big sense... and going by the likes its getting I can see that its mostly single people.... and glad to see some who seem to have matured too.
Interesting piece of information :
Traditionally, the April full moon is known as "the Pink Moon," supposedly as a tribute to the grass pink or wild ground phlox, considered one of the earliest widespread flowers of the spring. Other monikers include the Full Sprouting Grass Moon, the Egg Moon and, among coastal Native American tribes, the Full Fish Moon, for when the shad came upstream to spawn.
Speaking of maturity,, if something is ment to happen, it will, so I should stop pushing myself or rather control the urge to stop myself from chasing or looking for love in eevery passing beautiful face.
if its ment to happen it will. things will fall into place as pre-destined and without even having to make an effort, things will start happening and pulling you in that direction.. that was something I noticed with the way things happened with Eva. Like things just kept happening at the right time.. and that made me believe to the extend that she must be in the one and that she loved me. only to sadly discover that her love or my imagination that she was in love with me was as superficial and shallow as can me. And like a fool I led myself to believe many things.
ahhhhh its all my fault to let my imagination run wild with the thoughts of perfect love.
But hey,, life goes on and so does the learning. so many betrayls, so many struggles, so many falls,,, but in the end here I am up and dusting off all the nasty falls and moving on with my life.... again as the quote goes....
Yes I am single
you would have to be amazing to change that....
Yes I am single
you would have to be amazing to change that....
thats an amazing piece of msg on kees facebook page.
having a martini and sitting it out at home and wondering should I go for the hike tomorrow.. no hotties seem to have signed up,
And for now and present, the full moon night of friday evening...in no mood to drive 40 miles to downtown philly in the cold for any salsa.
As you mature you realise that its not worth falling in love or been in a relationship which is not that great or seems to head down the drain. Would rather be single and enjoy and have all the fun of flirting and playing around than get hitched with someone who seems to be in a entirly different world.... so the quote seems to make a big sense... and going by the likes its getting I can see that its mostly single people.... and glad to see some who seem to have matured too.
Interesting piece of information :
Traditionally, the April full moon is known as "the Pink Moon," supposedly as a tribute to the grass pink or wild ground phlox, considered one of the earliest widespread flowers of the spring. Other monikers include the Full Sprouting Grass Moon, the Egg Moon and, among coastal Native American tribes, the Full Fish Moon, for when the shad came upstream to spawn.
Speaking of maturity,, if something is ment to happen, it will, so I should stop pushing myself or rather control the urge to stop myself from chasing or looking for love in eevery passing beautiful face.
if its ment to happen it will. things will fall into place as pre-destined and without even having to make an effort, things will start happening and pulling you in that direction.. that was something I noticed with the way things happened with Eva. Like things just kept happening at the right time.. and that made me believe to the extend that she must be in the one and that she loved me. only to sadly discover that her love or my imagination that she was in love with me was as superficial and shallow as can me. And like a fool I led myself to believe many things.
ahhhhh its all my fault to let my imagination run wild with the thoughts of perfect love.
But hey,, life goes on and so does the learning. so many betrayls, so many struggles, so many falls,,, but in the end here I am up and dusting off all the nasty falls and moving on with my life.... again as the quote goes....
Yes I am single
you would have to be amazing to change that....
Thursday, Apr 05 2012
Got to work kind of in time around 8:15 and got cracking on hitting the action button, started sending out mails instead of been the shy guy waiting for others to make their move and set the direction and get things done in their own sweet time.
talk with dan was more fruitful and bonding.
got out for some salsa a the parx
the crowd seems to have changed, not many of the hot regulars..
Got to work kind of in time around 8:15 and got cracking on hitting the action button, started sending out mails instead of been the shy guy waiting for others to make their move and set the direction and get things done in their own sweet time.
talk with dan was more fruitful and bonding.
got out for some salsa a the parx
the crowd seems to have changed, not many of the hot regulars..
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Apr 04 2012 Great Relationships
Wednesday, Apr 04 2012... .04042012
nice... it was great reading posts from ki... she seems to be on a spiritual path, Such a sudden change from her superficial leaning and attitudes she had before. is it age, is it maturity kicking in or is it experience.
great quote :
Relationships are formed out of two reasons :
First is to Find out the Similarities
Second is to Respect the Differences.
So true...
What do I need to have or what kind of person should I go for.. surely not for the selfish , selfcentered, honor-less, persons with zero sense of loyalty and commitment.
Got to go for someone who is like me. caring and working hard to take care of the other person and who has a sense of sincere loyalty and commitment. That which comes from growing up in a family oriented and community oriented upbringing. Where at an young age one is taught to respect and consider the wishes and needs of the other people in the family. Someone who knows how to respect the Host and be a good guest. Someone who can be a good respectful host.
yeaaa,, no that I cracked the code, time to treat myself to some Son papdi and watch dancing with the stars elimination.. great to see the stars turning out great performances... The british singer not only looks smoldering hot and lovely, she can really dance like a pro.
The greek gal is sweet and HOT too.
hmmm wonder how it might be dating a greek gal.
nice... it was great reading posts from ki... she seems to be on a spiritual path, Such a sudden change from her superficial leaning and attitudes she had before. is it age, is it maturity kicking in or is it experience.
great quote :
Relationships are formed out of two reasons :
First is to Find out the Similarities
Second is to Respect the Differences.
So true...
What do I need to have or what kind of person should I go for.. surely not for the selfish , selfcentered, honor-less, persons with zero sense of loyalty and commitment.
Got to go for someone who is like me. caring and working hard to take care of the other person and who has a sense of sincere loyalty and commitment. That which comes from growing up in a family oriented and community oriented upbringing. Where at an young age one is taught to respect and consider the wishes and needs of the other people in the family. Someone who knows how to respect the Host and be a good guest. Someone who can be a good respectful host.
yeaaa,, no that I cracked the code, time to treat myself to some Son papdi and watch dancing with the stars elimination.. great to see the stars turning out great performances... The british singer not only looks smoldering hot and lovely, she can really dance like a pro.
The greek gal is sweet and HOT too.
hmmm wonder how it might be dating a greek gal.
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
April 03 2012, visa doc issues
Tuesday, April 03 2012
Got to work and started off well .. then suddenly the mail comes in from bal ra... wanting the details of my old passports exit and entry into us entered too.. asked her officially I am not supposed to have the passport its just by accident that they gave it back to me at the indian consulate... to which she did not have an answer and stuck to ,, need to update with all the details... ahhhh such a pain in a world where people are not able to see beyond their own 2 yards.
took me about 2 hrs to get the dates and upload the doc. after that lost mood to work.
So was on apple and felt good recovering some of my monies.
Still having major issues with the people living below my house smoking and that smoke and alcohol smell getting into my apartment. mostly in the kitchen area. luckily nothing in the bed room so far.
Got to work and started off well .. then suddenly the mail comes in from bal ra... wanting the details of my old passports exit and entry into us entered too.. asked her officially I am not supposed to have the passport its just by accident that they gave it back to me at the indian consulate... to which she did not have an answer and stuck to ,, need to update with all the details... ahhhh such a pain in a world where people are not able to see beyond their own 2 yards.
took me about 2 hrs to get the dates and upload the doc. after that lost mood to work.
So was on apple and felt good recovering some of my monies.
Still having major issues with the people living below my house smoking and that smoke and alcohol smell getting into my apartment. mostly in the kitchen area. luckily nothing in the bed room so far.
Monday, April 2, 2012
Apr 02 2012. Intense day at work
Monday Apr 02 2012
Intense day at work.
started the day by picking up tan around 7:30am and reached work around 7:55am
maybe thats the rout I need to take to reach work too, seems to be faster and lesser traffic stops around that time. Will miss the narrower roads and the drive in the pure country side. but I could take that when returning in the evening...
Intense day at work.
started the day by picking up tan around 7:30am and reached work around 7:55am
maybe thats the rout I need to take to reach work too, seems to be faster and lesser traffic stops around that time. Will miss the narrower roads and the drive in the pure country side. but I could take that when returning in the evening...
Sunday, April 1, 2012
April 01 2012,,, Day of intense meditation at the Buddhist temple
Sunday, Apr 01 2012,,
reached the temple around 10 and was there upto 12,,,, my first 2 hrs of intense group meditation.
its funny how the senses get tuned to the surrounding when one meditates,,, I hardly spoke a few words today. and on the call from tan, also a few words..
getting more worried with the way things are happening or the conversations with parents at home. dad seems to be going into a depressive mood with both his sons not getting married and the pressures from everyone who they meet asking about it.... Feel bad for them.
But what can I do. My life is that of a gypsy, not able to put down any roots. Looking for financial stability, and scared of what happened when I was in van, Ending up doing minimum wages jobs and the scare of becoming homeless any moment. Hardly able to afford anything. Not that I am out of the woods yet. Even here its just a bit better thats all. But the scare of loosing the job and then not able to find one is always like a sword hanging over my head.
How can I provide for a family , give them a stable home to grow up in. When my own life is not stable and secure.
It would be great to go and live in India, well not the cities with its pollution and crazy life. about 2 to 4 hrs spend on the road commuting in the thick pollution from traffic.
It would be great to be live in the lil village of mine with its green purity. But then will be hounded by question on my life and what am I doing with it in terms of doing something like everyone else, A job . and earning or contributing positively like everyone else in the society.
ohhh what a continuous struggle.
yesterday had gone to a party, where I was the only one who turned up at sids house, poor old man. Living a lonely life. the others kind of bailed out. Wonder if my life will end up like his. Atleast he has many extra activities going on in terms of leading people on hik es.. and many people like me who are new to the city and lonely end up on these hike.
reached the temple around 10 and was there upto 12,,,, my first 2 hrs of intense group meditation.
its funny how the senses get tuned to the surrounding when one meditates,,, I hardly spoke a few words today. and on the call from tan, also a few words..
getting more worried with the way things are happening or the conversations with parents at home. dad seems to be going into a depressive mood with both his sons not getting married and the pressures from everyone who they meet asking about it.... Feel bad for them.
But what can I do. My life is that of a gypsy, not able to put down any roots. Looking for financial stability, and scared of what happened when I was in van, Ending up doing minimum wages jobs and the scare of becoming homeless any moment. Hardly able to afford anything. Not that I am out of the woods yet. Even here its just a bit better thats all. But the scare of loosing the job and then not able to find one is always like a sword hanging over my head.
How can I provide for a family , give them a stable home to grow up in. When my own life is not stable and secure.
It would be great to go and live in India, well not the cities with its pollution and crazy life. about 2 to 4 hrs spend on the road commuting in the thick pollution from traffic.
It would be great to be live in the lil village of mine with its green purity. But then will be hounded by question on my life and what am I doing with it in terms of doing something like everyone else, A job . and earning or contributing positively like everyone else in the society.
ohhh what a continuous struggle.
yesterday had gone to a party, where I was the only one who turned up at sids house, poor old man. Living a lonely life. the others kind of bailed out. Wonder if my life will end up like his. Atleast he has many extra activities going on in terms of leading people on hik es.. and many people like me who are new to the city and lonely end up on these hike.
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