Wednesday, Apr 04 2012... .04042012
nice... it was great reading posts from ki... she seems to be on a spiritual path, Such a sudden change from her superficial leaning and attitudes she had before. is it age, is it maturity kicking in or is it experience.
great quote :
Relationships are formed out of two reasons :
First is to Find out the Similarities
Second is to Respect the Differences.
So true...
What do I need to have or what kind of person should I go for.. surely not for the selfish , selfcentered, honor-less, persons with zero sense of loyalty and commitment.
Got to go for someone who is like me. caring and working hard to take care of the other person and who has a sense of sincere loyalty and commitment. That which comes from growing up in a family oriented and community oriented upbringing. Where at an young age one is taught to respect and consider the wishes and needs of the other people in the family. Someone who knows how to respect the Host and be a good guest. Someone who can be a good respectful host.
yeaaa,, no that I cracked the code, time to treat myself to some Son papdi and watch dancing with the stars elimination.. great to see the stars turning out great performances... The british singer not only looks smoldering hot and lovely, she can really dance like a pro.
The greek gal is sweet and HOT too.
hmmm wonder how it might be dating a greek gal.
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Tuesday, April 3, 2012
April 03 2012, visa doc issues
Tuesday, April 03 2012
Got to work and started off well .. then suddenly the mail comes in from bal ra... wanting the details of my old passports exit and entry into us entered too.. asked her officially I am not supposed to have the passport its just by accident that they gave it back to me at the indian consulate... to which she did not have an answer and stuck to ,, need to update with all the details... ahhhh such a pain in a world where people are not able to see beyond their own 2 yards.
took me about 2 hrs to get the dates and upload the doc. after that lost mood to work.
So was on apple and felt good recovering some of my monies.
Still having major issues with the people living below my house smoking and that smoke and alcohol smell getting into my apartment. mostly in the kitchen area. luckily nothing in the bed room so far.
Got to work and started off well .. then suddenly the mail comes in from bal ra... wanting the details of my old passports exit and entry into us entered too.. asked her officially I am not supposed to have the passport its just by accident that they gave it back to me at the indian consulate... to which she did not have an answer and stuck to ,, need to update with all the details... ahhhh such a pain in a world where people are not able to see beyond their own 2 yards.
took me about 2 hrs to get the dates and upload the doc. after that lost mood to work.
So was on apple and felt good recovering some of my monies.
Still having major issues with the people living below my house smoking and that smoke and alcohol smell getting into my apartment. mostly in the kitchen area. luckily nothing in the bed room so far.
Monday, April 2, 2012
Apr 02 2012. Intense day at work
Monday Apr 02 2012
Intense day at work.
started the day by picking up tan around 7:30am and reached work around 7:55am
maybe thats the rout I need to take to reach work too, seems to be faster and lesser traffic stops around that time. Will miss the narrower roads and the drive in the pure country side. but I could take that when returning in the evening...
Intense day at work.
started the day by picking up tan around 7:30am and reached work around 7:55am
maybe thats the rout I need to take to reach work too, seems to be faster and lesser traffic stops around that time. Will miss the narrower roads and the drive in the pure country side. but I could take that when returning in the evening...
Sunday, April 1, 2012
April 01 2012,,, Day of intense meditation at the Buddhist temple
Sunday, Apr 01 2012,,
reached the temple around 10 and was there upto 12,,,, my first 2 hrs of intense group meditation.
its funny how the senses get tuned to the surrounding when one meditates,,, I hardly spoke a few words today. and on the call from tan, also a few words..
getting more worried with the way things are happening or the conversations with parents at home. dad seems to be going into a depressive mood with both his sons not getting married and the pressures from everyone who they meet asking about it.... Feel bad for them.
But what can I do. My life is that of a gypsy, not able to put down any roots. Looking for financial stability, and scared of what happened when I was in van, Ending up doing minimum wages jobs and the scare of becoming homeless any moment. Hardly able to afford anything. Not that I am out of the woods yet. Even here its just a bit better thats all. But the scare of loosing the job and then not able to find one is always like a sword hanging over my head.
How can I provide for a family , give them a stable home to grow up in. When my own life is not stable and secure.
It would be great to go and live in India, well not the cities with its pollution and crazy life. about 2 to 4 hrs spend on the road commuting in the thick pollution from traffic.
It would be great to be live in the lil village of mine with its green purity. But then will be hounded by question on my life and what am I doing with it in terms of doing something like everyone else, A job . and earning or contributing positively like everyone else in the society.
ohhh what a continuous struggle.
yesterday had gone to a party, where I was the only one who turned up at sids house, poor old man. Living a lonely life. the others kind of bailed out. Wonder if my life will end up like his. Atleast he has many extra activities going on in terms of leading people on hik es.. and many people like me who are new to the city and lonely end up on these hike.
reached the temple around 10 and was there upto 12,,,, my first 2 hrs of intense group meditation.
its funny how the senses get tuned to the surrounding when one meditates,,, I hardly spoke a few words today. and on the call from tan, also a few words..
getting more worried with the way things are happening or the conversations with parents at home. dad seems to be going into a depressive mood with both his sons not getting married and the pressures from everyone who they meet asking about it.... Feel bad for them.
But what can I do. My life is that of a gypsy, not able to put down any roots. Looking for financial stability, and scared of what happened when I was in van, Ending up doing minimum wages jobs and the scare of becoming homeless any moment. Hardly able to afford anything. Not that I am out of the woods yet. Even here its just a bit better thats all. But the scare of loosing the job and then not able to find one is always like a sword hanging over my head.
How can I provide for a family , give them a stable home to grow up in. When my own life is not stable and secure.
It would be great to go and live in India, well not the cities with its pollution and crazy life. about 2 to 4 hrs spend on the road commuting in the thick pollution from traffic.
It would be great to be live in the lil village of mine with its green purity. But then will be hounded by question on my life and what am I doing with it in terms of doing something like everyone else, A job . and earning or contributing positively like everyone else in the society.
ohhh what a continuous struggle.
yesterday had gone to a party, where I was the only one who turned up at sids house, poor old man. Living a lonely life. the others kind of bailed out. Wonder if my life will end up like his. Atleast he has many extra activities going on in terms of leading people on hik es.. and many people like me who are new to the city and lonely end up on these hike.
Saturday, March 31, 2012
Mar 31,,,, need to finish documentation
Saturday, Mar 31 2012
need to finish off with the documentations on the visa and the irs.
gloomy day outside, just like in vancouver, great day to make love at home with someone special.
need to finish off with the documentations on the visa and the irs.
gloomy day outside, just like in vancouver, great day to make love at home with someone special.
Mar 30, 2012. farwel party
Friday, Mar 30 2012
the day of farwel party.
was surprised to hear the scumbag rav say shit bout my sincere suggestion to him to get the inspection done on his car.
That jerk is kind of trying to play the power game of been rude and ignoring my questions and taking off in directions and not letting me complete what I am talking. Just want to let it go and keep away from him and no more suggesting of any of my ideas to him.
the day of farwel party.
was surprised to hear the scumbag rav say shit bout my sincere suggestion to him to get the inspection done on his car.
That jerk is kind of trying to play the power game of been rude and ignoring my questions and taking off in directions and not letting me complete what I am talking. Just want to let it go and keep away from him and no more suggesting of any of my ideas to him.
Mar 29 2012..... day of meetings
Thursday, Mar 29 2012
day of meetings and driving the guys as they had their cars at the garage.
day of meetings and driving the guys as they had their cars at the garage.
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