Tuesday, Mar 20 2012
woke up early with intentions of getting moving as per the scheduled ,, but was only able to get out of bed by 6:20.. out of the house by 7:20 and reached work around 8:05am//
got subway sandwich for lunch again ,, 2nd day in a row.... this continous coughing is getting to me. it felt like heart burn, now I realise that even Dad has this intermittent coughing and not something any of the docs were able to figure out. kind of don't want to feel more scared and loose my sleep thinking about some kind of funny named disease and having to take medication for it.
conducted the interview for d, seemed to be more greared towards upper management of managing projects in cal cents than working lower down the order. would be a good person to provide leadership for people who maybe new to the game in the company.
now to conduct another interview of a punj guy who claims to know panch languages and completed degreee in ukraine and toronto.. is it fake,,, remains to be seen.
Tuesday, March 20, 2012
Monday, March 19, 2012
Mar 19 2012, mundane monday
Monday, Mar 19 2010. woke up well , feeling better from no more cloud of cold and blocked nose.
got to work around 8:15... but had a tough time focusing. something or other came by, saw the stocks of Apple zoom by 600 after their announcment of dividens and buy back.
Looks like the world will be moving away from the old boxes of computers into a world of touch screen tablets, with only music and pics stored,, and a few video games... and the rest of programs and other things moving on to the cloud computing space. Which means all we will need is a tablet and connection to the internet.
was not able to go to the meditation secession and that ment no salasa...
back at home, to interview a guy from infosys for some new openings .... now reflecting on the conversation looks like he was probably also interviewed for the opening I just got into at bbell. and poor guy got placed on hold.
got to work around 8:15... but had a tough time focusing. something or other came by, saw the stocks of Apple zoom by 600 after their announcment of dividens and buy back.
Looks like the world will be moving away from the old boxes of computers into a world of touch screen tablets, with only music and pics stored,, and a few video games... and the rest of programs and other things moving on to the cloud computing space. Which means all we will need is a tablet and connection to the internet.
was not able to go to the meditation secession and that ment no salasa...
back at home, to interview a guy from infosys for some new openings .... now reflecting on the conversation looks like he was probably also interviewed for the opening I just got into at bbell. and poor guy got placed on hold.
Mar 18 sunday blew past
Sunday, Mar 18 2012
it just blew past. did not get much done, best thing, did not buy any booze or drink after Vis left. cheers keep up the good work.
watched some online soccer matches and nba games
it just blew past. did not get much done, best thing, did not buy any booze or drink after Vis left. cheers keep up the good work.
watched some online soccer matches and nba games
Saturday, March 17, 2012
Mar 17 Sat, no mood to hike
Saturday, Mar 17 2012
woke up early, with intentions to go hiking, but the deep inside feeling of weekenss and all the pending work of scanning and uploading the visa docs made the decision to go on the beer hike a difficult thing to say no too.
bright beautiful day outside. but have to regain my strength and then think of the next day and next superficial external things that would make me happy.
superficial external..... that would mean everything from dancing, to eating exotic food, to going out for some games, hiking, TV, movies, internet, facebook, talking to friends.... everything.
tried calling up home no one was picking up the phone wonder what happened now.
saw lub o on the skype after a long time. nice man. wish i could say the same things about the ladies in his life. both mom and daughter seem to be a lot alike in character of getting angry at others. with lil respect or consideration for others way of life and thinking. well Karma is a bitch that always catchs up. I am so out of that loop and the hours I wasted been concerned about a person who was lost in her own selfish cocoon.
So gald my mind if free from thinking and been concerned about her wel been. just forgive her and wish her the best and good feelings and hopefully she grows into a better person and not screwing up the lifes of other people and others screwing her.
Wonder what happend to the affair she had with that guy in bangalore she went to see. thought that the second time she went she was probalby hoping to hook up with him. But my assesment was that he was just using her for sex and as can be seen from his dis-honest dispostion and ability to bull shit without much difficulty ,, like many north indians and many people who grew up in business environment....
It was a learning experience to see even some of my close friends change into some kind of dis-honest, back stabbing un trust worthy scumb bags after they entered into businesss. To them the only central focus of their life became Money. and more money, no matter how they got it.
woke up early, with intentions to go hiking, but the deep inside feeling of weekenss and all the pending work of scanning and uploading the visa docs made the decision to go on the beer hike a difficult thing to say no too.
bright beautiful day outside. but have to regain my strength and then think of the next day and next superficial external things that would make me happy.
superficial external..... that would mean everything from dancing, to eating exotic food, to going out for some games, hiking, TV, movies, internet, facebook, talking to friends.... everything.
tried calling up home no one was picking up the phone wonder what happened now.
saw lub o on the skype after a long time. nice man. wish i could say the same things about the ladies in his life. both mom and daughter seem to be a lot alike in character of getting angry at others. with lil respect or consideration for others way of life and thinking. well Karma is a bitch that always catchs up. I am so out of that loop and the hours I wasted been concerned about a person who was lost in her own selfish cocoon.
So gald my mind if free from thinking and been concerned about her wel been. just forgive her and wish her the best and good feelings and hopefully she grows into a better person and not screwing up the lifes of other people and others screwing her.
Wonder what happend to the affair she had with that guy in bangalore she went to see. thought that the second time she went she was probalby hoping to hook up with him. But my assesment was that he was just using her for sex and as can be seen from his dis-honest dispostion and ability to bull shit without much difficulty ,, like many north indians and many people who grew up in business environment....
It was a learning experience to see even some of my close friends change into some kind of dis-honest, back stabbing un trust worthy scumb bags after they entered into businesss. To them the only central focus of their life became Money. and more money, no matter how they got it.
MAr 16, Fri, dragged the day thru sicknes
Friday, Mar 16,
got to work around 8:15 and dragged the day thru continuous sneezing and feeling the swelling under my right eye. continuous visit to the wash room.
went out for Indian lunch at ams
got to work around 8:15 and dragged the day thru continuous sneezing and feeling the swelling under my right eye. continuous visit to the wash room.
went out for Indian lunch at ams
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Mar 15 2012 still sick but a better day
Thursday, Mar 15 2012
woke up again with a reluctance to get out of bed. made it out of home by 7:30 and reached by 8:15
just one meeting and getting the doc signed by rav . not to upload it.
woke up again with a reluctance to get out of bed. made it out of home by 7:30 and reached by 8:15
just one meeting and getting the doc signed by rav . not to upload it.
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Mar 14 2012 Wednesday sickness
Wednesday Mar 14 2012
Had a tough time getting out of bed, but made it out even thou I was awake by 5am got out by 6:30 and out of the house by 7:30 reached work by 8:10
got my pin and pass word reset. took some beating around the bush.
had a meeting to brain storm about the test cases... then was feeling sick and so headed out after letting rav and anj know about it.
wanted to go and get my car into inspection, but was feeling too sick to try anything out of the house... good god it looks and feels so warm and fuzzy with the warm temperature... paradise climate.
But me stuck at home scanning and uploading docs for filing the visa.
dammm.. its almost 8hrs straight that I have been getting the docs together.
in between called up bos and talked to him about the manager letter ,, was told to get the sign from my immediate manager... so rav it is
then when asked him about career change options into managment,, he was talking all kinds of crap and about how I was not ready to take in the tech at the bost n proj.... only after the call did I realise that it was not true,, I was just there to coordinate and help the guys at off shore in banglo.. which I did by working day and night..... and then to be told that I did not or was not ready to learn.. was a hit below the belt.. well thats life.
thinking in the buddhist way, I have to accepet it for what it is and not feel bad about it, ,, now I feel like smiling and just thinking happy thoughts and letting it go.
so easy it is when u start practicing it.
Had a tough time getting out of bed, but made it out even thou I was awake by 5am got out by 6:30 and out of the house by 7:30 reached work by 8:10
got my pin and pass word reset. took some beating around the bush.
had a meeting to brain storm about the test cases... then was feeling sick and so headed out after letting rav and anj know about it.
wanted to go and get my car into inspection, but was feeling too sick to try anything out of the house... good god it looks and feels so warm and fuzzy with the warm temperature... paradise climate.
But me stuck at home scanning and uploading docs for filing the visa.
dammm.. its almost 8hrs straight that I have been getting the docs together.
in between called up bos and talked to him about the manager letter ,, was told to get the sign from my immediate manager... so rav it is
then when asked him about career change options into managment,, he was talking all kinds of crap and about how I was not ready to take in the tech at the bost n proj.... only after the call did I realise that it was not true,, I was just there to coordinate and help the guys at off shore in banglo.. which I did by working day and night..... and then to be told that I did not or was not ready to learn.. was a hit below the belt.. well thats life.
thinking in the buddhist way, I have to accepet it for what it is and not feel bad about it, ,, now I feel like smiling and just thinking happy thoughts and letting it go.
so easy it is when u start practicing it.
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