Mar 17 Sat, no mood to hike

Saturday, Mar 17 2012

woke up early, with intentions to go hiking, but the deep inside feeling of weekenss and all the pending work of scanning and uploading the visa docs made the decision to go on the beer hike a difficult thing to say no too.
bright beautiful day outside. but have to regain my strength and then think of the next day and next superficial external things that would make me happy.

superficial external..... that would mean everything from dancing, to eating exotic food, to going out for some games, hiking, TV, movies, internet, facebook, talking to friends.... everything.

tried calling up home no one was picking up the phone wonder what happened now.

saw lub o on the skype after a long time. nice man. wish i could say the same things about the ladies in his life. both mom and daughter seem to be a lot alike in character of getting angry at others. with lil respect or consideration for others way of life and thinking. well Karma is a bitch that always catchs up. I am so out of that loop and the hours I wasted been concerned about a person who was lost in her own selfish cocoon.
So gald my mind if free from thinking and been concerned about her wel been. just forgive her and wish her the best and good feelings and hopefully she grows into a better person and not screwing up the lifes of other people and others screwing her.

Wonder what happend to the affair she had with that guy in bangalore she went to see. thought that the second time she went she was probalby hoping to hook up with him. But my assesment was that he was just using her for sex and as can be seen from his dis-honest dispostion and ability to bull shit without much difficulty ,, like many north indians and many people who grew up in business environment....

It was a learning experience to see even some of my close friends change into some kind of dis-honest, back stabbing un trust worthy scumb bags after they entered into businesss. To them the only central focus of their life became Money. and more money, no matter how they got it.