Saturday, March 3, 2012

Mar 03 2012 Hiking

Saturday, Mar 03 2012

Started the day with trying to set up the preliminary preparation for cooking the meat curry. And then headed off for some group hiking. Interesting route and was interesting visiting a European style castle and church. wow who would have thought that there would be one in the middle of the hiking trail so close to the city.

This place is really interesting.

was interesting to get jud on tape doing the repeat of the river cross over for my camera. she is a adventures sportive person and very sweet too. wish she would have been living close by , we could have had a great time to gether discovering all kinds stuff and exploring the world over.... ahh well

got back home with body aching all over.

now to get going on the meat curry and finish the pending cooking

Friday, March 2, 2012

Mar 02 2012 day just drifted by

Friday, Mar 02 2012

at work by 8am did not see ann who seems to have come in before me. she has a very heat warming smile like she is in love with me. ahhhh if only it was true.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Mar 01 2012, show down

Thursday, Mar 01 2012

was feeling still pissed at the way rav was talking and behaving,, kind of getting irritate with his repeated talk of how he did xyz in his past project,, great things to say to someone who is new to the field, and the worst part is that he was with only one client.... and I had over 10 clients and yet I don't beat my own drum and go seeking attention on how great I am.

kind of seems to think that he could get way with bull shitting to people.

might work with new bies like than or others who are new to the application.

anyways had a talk with him and tired to reason with him,,,,, if he has half of any brain cells might be able to comperhend and try to work as a team.

Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Feb 29 2012

Wednesday Feb 29 2012

got to work around 7:50 after leaving home around 7:19

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Feb 28 2012.... tuesday

Tuesday, Feb 28 2012

hmmm

Feb 27 2012 New week

Monday Feb 27 2012

reached work around 7:40 after getting out at around 7:02am.
had lunch that I took from home.
submitted the 2nd exp report.

went to the buddhist group meditation, did not like the guy who was doing the reading and was trying to sell his books  seems more like a shallow pretender than anything deep.

Then went out for some sweet salsa, was nice meeting jessi. so sweet and her warm smile melted my heart. ahhhh how nice it would be to have someone like her every day in my life. :)

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Feb 26 2012 Cooking

Sunday, Feb 26 2012
Cooking time and Oscars.

So much to write about what I was thinking, not sure where to begin, so many different topics, so many different things to write about. So lost in thoughts and the things that are happening, that happened and keeps happening all in the name of evolving and living.
Ahhh how I wish for just a peaceful love and life of bliss and plentiness.

But just to have a job that pays the bills and not empties out my savings is a challenge in itself.

I am so far away from the fortunes I once used to have, a bit above the foolishness I embarked on with some one who never cared,,, with just enough money to last me a month and going on a month long trip on the west coast of US thinking that this is going to be my future wife, only to return back and find my saving about empty and no one that loved me.
I am so still stuggling like many from under-developed countries to make it , so that I would be able to live and travel around the world with out a care.

But would I be willing to give up my dreams.. yes for someone who would care to love me , someone to whom I am the center of the universe as much as she is to me, someone who I feel this mysterious chemistry together with.  

ahhh ever the hopeless romantic,,,,,, even after the regular punches of betrayal and heart breaks.