Feb 26 2012 Cooking

Sunday, Feb 26 2012
Cooking time and Oscars.

So much to write about what I was thinking, not sure where to begin, so many different topics, so many different things to write about. So lost in thoughts and the things that are happening, that happened and keeps happening all in the name of evolving and living.
Ahhh how I wish for just a peaceful love and life of bliss and plentiness.

But just to have a job that pays the bills and not empties out my savings is a challenge in itself.

I am so far away from the fortunes I once used to have, a bit above the foolishness I embarked on with some one who never cared,,, with just enough money to last me a month and going on a month long trip on the west coast of US thinking that this is going to be my future wife, only to return back and find my saving about empty and no one that loved me.
I am so still stuggling like many from under-developed countries to make it , so that I would be able to live and travel around the world with out a care.

But would I be willing to give up my dreams.. yes for someone who would care to love me , someone to whom I am the center of the universe as much as she is to me, someone who I feel this mysterious chemistry together with.  

ahhh ever the hopeless romantic,,,,,, even after the regular punches of betrayal and heart breaks.