Wednesday Jan 04 2012
Its a bit of a let down and frustrating that I am not able to get back into the rhythm of waking up early. Atleast tried to go to bed early which was 12 mid night. There was a bit of struggle getting into bed early too. But made it in and was hoping to wake up around 5:30 or 6am.
But got out only around 8:30am. was wake and drifting off into sleep a few times.
Motivation is a factor to get going .
done with going thru the mail and trying to figure out how I could motivate myself into improving my lifes twisted path.
Coffee sure does seem to help a bit.
Now to get myself into doing some self learning
The thought of it been possibly my last 15 days with Ct or rather 11 working days. is a bit of fear building up.
applied for a job in memphis. lets see if that works out. would be nice to dump some stuff on lil bro
made call to rj , was told to be ready for the next move in the next couple of weeks...
then latter got call from hr rja, he basically asked me why I was not ready to take up some jobs and mentioned St juds... I was so shocked and did not know what to tell him, and ended up telling him that I never even heard of the st juds opening.
asked me if i was interested in proj mgmt.. I said yea,, in fact I just finished the pmp on skill soft.
well remains to be seen what he will come back to me with,,, just not comfortable with manipulating my resume with lies.
Kind of left with an uncertain feeling after the conversation. ohhh god, please help with this life and please keep me strong and keep me safe and protect me from having to be in situations where I would have to do something I am not happy and comfortable doing. Please...
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Jan 03 2012, wakey wakey
Tuesday, Jan 03 2012
woke up around 6am and then again hit the bed to get out of bed around 11:30am.
uuuuuhhhh no more late nights for me even if its free. Get back to the routine of staying healthy, wealthy and wise. or need to.
eyes are still burning and its such a beautiful sunny day (thou cold).
Enjoyed waking around the plain flat lands in the neighbor hood yesterday evening, almost reached the airport. was fascinating watching the planes take off and land in pairs about 30 secs gap between each landing and take off. wow what an orchestra of efficient modern time management.
had walked by Mc Donalds and did not even enter it. yeaaa.
okay ny resolutions...
try to avoid Alcohol as much as possible.
try to stick to veggie diet as much as possible
Try to go out for a run every day or atleast walk a few miles.
A bit disappointed that Ron paul did not win the Iowa caucus... :(
got mail from mar about salsa , send msg back about not been able to make it. need to get my life and sleep pattern back.
woke up around 6am and then again hit the bed to get out of bed around 11:30am.
uuuuuhhhh no more late nights for me even if its free. Get back to the routine of staying healthy, wealthy and wise. or need to.
eyes are still burning and its such a beautiful sunny day (thou cold).
Enjoyed waking around the plain flat lands in the neighbor hood yesterday evening, almost reached the airport. was fascinating watching the planes take off and land in pairs about 30 secs gap between each landing and take off. wow what an orchestra of efficient modern time management.
had walked by Mc Donalds and did not even enter it. yeaaa.
okay ny resolutions...
try to avoid Alcohol as much as possible.
try to stick to veggie diet as much as possible
Try to go out for a run every day or atleast walk a few miles.
A bit disappointed that Ron paul did not win the Iowa caucus... :(
got mail from mar about salsa , send msg back about not been able to make it. need to get my life and sleep pattern back.
Monday, January 2, 2012
JAN 02 2012 , At last some rest ful time
Monday, Jan 02 2011
Went to sleep early, catching up on the lost sleep of the past two days. ahhh what a soothing feeling, feel like going to bed again, maybe my body needs more rest.
Well atleast was able to start off the day with Athira from srilanka and thou heated up puttu was not able to eat it,, well for today morning.
But again yesterday night it was a debate between puttu and chicken biriyani. of course Biriyani won hands down.
Its interesting for just $9 I got 3 chicken Biriyanies, even Mc Donalds cannot beat that price and it would last me for 3 days. Even if I cook every day, I will end up spending more. hmmm ideas to save. Ganesh was right, there are too many Indian and pakistani restaurants competing and thats making it easier for people like me and he was here for more than 5 years and he still has not able to cover all the restaurants he wanted too.
Laid back day, was not able to sleep and ended up watching "parenting" on streaming. on got to bed after 3:30am.... this is what happens to the body clock if you let it change your routine.
Ahhhh then come the difficulty of waking up,,
Went to sleep early, catching up on the lost sleep of the past two days. ahhh what a soothing feeling, feel like going to bed again, maybe my body needs more rest.
Well atleast was able to start off the day with Athira from srilanka and thou heated up puttu was not able to eat it,, well for today morning.
But again yesterday night it was a debate between puttu and chicken biriyani. of course Biriyani won hands down.
Its interesting for just $9 I got 3 chicken Biriyanies, even Mc Donalds cannot beat that price and it would last me for 3 days. Even if I cook every day, I will end up spending more. hmmm ideas to save. Ganesh was right, there are too many Indian and pakistani restaurants competing and thats making it easier for people like me and he was here for more than 5 years and he still has not able to cover all the restaurants he wanted too.
Laid back day, was not able to sleep and ended up watching "parenting" on streaming. on got to bed after 3:30am.... this is what happens to the body clock if you let it change your routine.
Ahhhh then come the difficulty of waking up,,
Sunday, January 1, 2012
Jan 01 2012, Sunday, what a night
Sunday Jan 01 2012
What a night or early morning into the New Year of 2012.... it was like a dream with my wishes coming true.....
With beautiful Mar to dance the cumbia with ... my first Cumbia in Dallas...
For the first time had so many women come and ask me to dance and compliment me. It was like they were fighting and I was trying to get away.
was in salsa heaven dancing with mar again.
And then the after party in the hotel room with ren and gang. 4 men and 10 women. woooo
What a night or early morning into the New Year of 2012.... it was like a dream with my wishes coming true.....
With beautiful Mar to dance the cumbia with ... my first Cumbia in Dallas...
For the first time had so many women come and ask me to dance and compliment me. It was like they were fighting and I was trying to get away.
was in salsa heaven dancing with mar again.
And then the after party in the hotel room with ren and gang. 4 men and 10 women. woooo
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Dec 31 2011, hahahaha another year end party for free
Saturday, Dec 31, 2011
I am not able to believe this,, I just went to the holi day in salsa party on a forced impulse and end up winning a free ticket worth $35 for the new years party,,,,
Looks like the universe always wanted me to celebrate new years and so this is the 3rd time I am winning a prize ,, rather 4th prize. first time i won for 2 different ones for the same day.
hmmmmm looks like my fortunes are turning around, so hopefully I am going to find a great job and someone great,, who would love me more than I could ever love anyone and we will live happily ever after for a very very long time. :)
fingers crossed on my new years wishes.
Now to get rid of all the junk and unwanted stuff of 2011 and go into the new year 2012 with a clean head,,,,, hahahaha including shaving the hair on my head... cheers
I am not able to believe this,, I just went to the holi day in salsa party on a forced impulse and end up winning a free ticket worth $35 for the new years party,,,,
Looks like the universe always wanted me to celebrate new years and so this is the 3rd time I am winning a prize ,, rather 4th prize. first time i won for 2 different ones for the same day.
hmmmmm looks like my fortunes are turning around, so hopefully I am going to find a great job and someone great,, who would love me more than I could ever love anyone and we will live happily ever after for a very very long time. :)
fingers crossed on my new years wishes.
Now to get rid of all the junk and unwanted stuff of 2011 and go into the new year 2012 with a clean head,,,,, hahahaha including shaving the hair on my head... cheers
Friday, December 30, 2011
Dec 30 2011, last working day
Friday, Dec 30 2011
Its the last working day and the day for account settling and works.
For me it was another round of trying to call up people and see if there is any possibility of openings.
luckily rj calls back saying that the cig open ing is still on. Phew atleast I can go into the new year with hope. Thou it will involve moving my stuff back to the north East.
Well another move and will be paid for, I just have to work on my own budget of keeping purchases in control. Don't feel like buying any new cloths as the old ones are hardly worn. Maybe if I can find a good place to donate the cloths I might donate and also the thick jacket I brought at first in the US.
Had puttu for breakfast. from the Srilank brand, nice and full filling.
yesterday night at lol i was kind of mixed, with getting to dance with mar towards the end. The whole place was crowded and for the first time was feeling clustro-phobic and did not get into the mood to dance. There were some amazingly sexy looking gals with heavenly bodies.
Lets see how I feel towards the end of today for the holiday hotel party. atleast this is close to home but with cover.
Brought a new car battery at wal mart and changed the batteries on my own, as I was waiting for the mechanic to finish up with the other cars ahead of me and it would have taken about 2 hrs before they changed it for me.... yea... learned something new today. cheers to new learnings and discoveries.
Its the last working day and the day for account settling and works.
For me it was another round of trying to call up people and see if there is any possibility of openings.
luckily rj calls back saying that the cig open ing is still on. Phew atleast I can go into the new year with hope. Thou it will involve moving my stuff back to the north East.
Well another move and will be paid for, I just have to work on my own budget of keeping purchases in control. Don't feel like buying any new cloths as the old ones are hardly worn. Maybe if I can find a good place to donate the cloths I might donate and also the thick jacket I brought at first in the US.
Had puttu for breakfast. from the Srilank brand, nice and full filling.
yesterday night at lol i was kind of mixed, with getting to dance with mar towards the end. The whole place was crowded and for the first time was feeling clustro-phobic and did not get into the mood to dance. There were some amazingly sexy looking gals with heavenly bodies.
Lets see how I feel towards the end of today for the holiday hotel party. atleast this is close to home but with cover.
Brought a new car battery at wal mart and changed the batteries on my own, as I was waiting for the mechanic to finish up with the other cars ahead of me and it would have taken about 2 hrs before they changed it for me.... yea... learned something new today. cheers to new learnings and discoveries.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Dec 29 2011, cruzing thru
Thursday, Dec 29 2011
Had trouble getting up as I did not have anything planned other than doing the online course. not a great source of inspiration to start of the day.
got to a few work out exercises... now to complete it and have break fast.
atleast last night I got to have a regular home cooked dinner
Afternoon drove down south to arlington and looked at the batteries in costco. then walked around the mall , boy it was just like the mall in metro town. but more crowded and lesser place. It was nice to see the ice rink and lil kids showing off their skills. wow.
Got back home and saw the mail from Mar, yea,, atleast this thursday, I will have someone I know to salsa dance.
Cheers... am still upset with the way last week turned out, 5 nos from self centered bitches... grrr. to hell with them. on they go onto my black list.
dinner with dos Equis.. hehehe,, not as gingery as carona.
Had trouble getting up as I did not have anything planned other than doing the online course. not a great source of inspiration to start of the day.
got to a few work out exercises... now to complete it and have break fast.
atleast last night I got to have a regular home cooked dinner
Afternoon drove down south to arlington and looked at the batteries in costco. then walked around the mall , boy it was just like the mall in metro town. but more crowded and lesser place. It was nice to see the ice rink and lil kids showing off their skills. wow.
Got back home and saw the mail from Mar, yea,, atleast this thursday, I will have someone I know to salsa dance.
Cheers... am still upset with the way last week turned out, 5 nos from self centered bitches... grrr. to hell with them. on they go onto my black list.
dinner with dos Equis.. hehehe,, not as gingery as carona.
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