Tuesday, Nov 08 2011
Wokeup with a bit of struggle to get out of bed. Motivation, what do I do with a tempting offer that I turned down will all expense paid, just so that I can continue with the current company with the hope of a bit of stability.
Having to have to wait for the green signal for the job in dals, not sure how that will turn out. My bonous for this year is surely screwed as I did not bill enough to even make my productivity. which has gone and is sliding down much below 50.
All this economic uncertainity caused by the lazy sloths in European Union. Who just want to drink, get drunk and party. How long did they think all the stolen wealth would last? Once you run out of liquid assets, it either liquidate the non-liquid ones or face bankruptcy, and if you have not positioned yourself for the future, then you are doomed to be screwed. Anarchy and lawlessness to follow soon. The beauty of greece and italy lost in its quest for superficial , short term pleasures.
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
Monday, November 7, 2011
Nov 07 2011, Europeans are Sloths.
Monday, Nov 07 2011
Europeans are Sloths, a worn out society whos labour laws seem to induce more of a slothish attitude than motivate people to work... hahaha,, so well said by the Chinese.
Well not much different from what I was saying after my trip to europe and my subsequent realization after interacting with people.
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Loyalty, Respect are earned by a person based on their strength of character.
Trust is bestowed on people, we either break it or prove that we are worthy of the trust placed on us.
True achievers do it on the strength of their own Character, Attitude and Will Power.
Say "NO" to drugs the "First Time" and "Every Time". :)
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It was good going for a walk and run for about 3.5 miles in one hour. So motivated to do it again today.
maybe by afternoon.
got to do the laundary too.... yea to get to it.
Europeans are Sloths, a worn out society whos labour laws seem to induce more of a slothish attitude than motivate people to work... hahaha,, so well said by the Chinese.
Well not much different from what I was saying after my trip to europe and my subsequent realization after interacting with people.
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Loyalty, Respect are earned by a person based on their strength of character.
Trust is bestowed on people, we either break it or prove that we are worthy of the trust placed on us.
True achievers do it on the strength of their own Character, Attitude and Will Power.
Say "NO" to drugs the "First Time" and "Every Time". :)
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It was good going for a walk and run for about 3.5 miles in one hour. So motivated to do it again today.
maybe by afternoon.
got to do the laundary too.... yea to get to it.
Sunday, November 6, 2011
Nov 06 2011 Sunday, daylight saving
Sunday 06 nov 2011
woke up late around 10am.. and the clock was showing 11am which was good yesterday before the day light saving change.
realised that when having biriyani from the pakisthani punjabi restaurant. So went around the house to change all the clocks, the cooking range and the microwave.
Sat 05 nov 2011
went for hiking after a long time with sid and group. explored phi downtown. got to park in a very run down area, all kinds of broken down buildings.
Went to the terminal to have dinner and a beer, the original idea was to stay put in downtown and explore the salsa.
But after I returned to my car around 7pm, and tried to start the car, it would not start, Then I got to see that I had left the head lights on .... dammm had ended up doing the same thing a few days ago at the cost parking lot.
Called up aaa and the call gets routed to California.. tell the sweet lady that I am calling for philadelphia,, she was not able to understand, then I said, philly.. ohh and she understood ,,,, hehehe, how peoples sense of originality gets lost with all the short cuts we take in life..
So the call gets transfered and another sweet lady answers and she asks me for any landmarks, business close by!!??, to which I could only tell her that its a very run down area, with broken down buildings.... (it was kind of like pictures of war ravaged cities).
Did not expect the AAA guy to come in early, was scared and so was waiting at a distance on a busier road with lights. Had to run up to that truck that came to help. Looks like even he was scared and we just started off the car and phew what a relief...
And at the right moment, my cell phone dies on me too... woooo what a close call.
Hit the road and got stuck in traffic, that took me back to the sweet lil village I am living in. ahhhh the drive in traffic was slow and I was lost in thoughts with the exploration of my mind, my pattern of thoughts and Buddhism. Should I go for the intense mediation secession in downtown on sunday morning or just do it at home.
Guess sitting it out at home won.
woke up late around 10am.. and the clock was showing 11am which was good yesterday before the day light saving change.
realised that when having biriyani from the pakisthani punjabi restaurant. So went around the house to change all the clocks, the cooking range and the microwave.
Sat 05 nov 2011
went for hiking after a long time with sid and group. explored phi downtown. got to park in a very run down area, all kinds of broken down buildings.
Went to the terminal to have dinner and a beer, the original idea was to stay put in downtown and explore the salsa.
But after I returned to my car around 7pm, and tried to start the car, it would not start, Then I got to see that I had left the head lights on .... dammm had ended up doing the same thing a few days ago at the cost parking lot.
Called up aaa and the call gets routed to California.. tell the sweet lady that I am calling for philadelphia,, she was not able to understand, then I said, philly.. ohh and she understood ,,,, hehehe, how peoples sense of originality gets lost with all the short cuts we take in life..
So the call gets transfered and another sweet lady answers and she asks me for any landmarks, business close by!!??, to which I could only tell her that its a very run down area, with broken down buildings.... (it was kind of like pictures of war ravaged cities).
Did not expect the AAA guy to come in early, was scared and so was waiting at a distance on a busier road with lights. Had to run up to that truck that came to help. Looks like even he was scared and we just started off the car and phew what a relief...
And at the right moment, my cell phone dies on me too... woooo what a close call.
Hit the road and got stuck in traffic, that took me back to the sweet lil village I am living in. ahhhh the drive in traffic was slow and I was lost in thoughts with the exploration of my mind, my pattern of thoughts and Buddhism. Should I go for the intense mediation secession in downtown on sunday morning or just do it at home.
Guess sitting it out at home won.
Friday, November 4, 2011
Nov 04 2011. Dalas on my mind
Friday, Nov 04 2011
Woke up late after going out dancing to the slsa. great night with a great bachata with a extremely beautiful lady. woooo she could easily have been a movie star.
best part she followed so nicely and easily.
Another lady was complaining that I did not turn up last week and it was her Bday.. what could I say, just sorry, and wished her a happy birth day.
got cal from chk about the interview results,,, they wanted me but at 20% lower price. To which I said, naw, does not make sense for me to do that.
Feeling much better about life and things happening. Just need to focus on day to day life and improving myself intellectually and physically by working out. Mind and body goodness.
again went to a new place for meditaion, soon I will be known more for visiting buddhist temples than the hindu ones.
got to know about the 3 hr intense secession in downtown, maybe I should try that this weekend. lets see how that goes.
Woke up late after going out dancing to the slsa. great night with a great bachata with a extremely beautiful lady. woooo she could easily have been a movie star.
best part she followed so nicely and easily.
Another lady was complaining that I did not turn up last week and it was her Bday.. what could I say, just sorry, and wished her a happy birth day.
got cal from chk about the interview results,,, they wanted me but at 20% lower price. To which I said, naw, does not make sense for me to do that.
Feeling much better about life and things happening. Just need to focus on day to day life and improving myself intellectually and physically by working out. Mind and body goodness.
again went to a new place for meditaion, soon I will be known more for visiting buddhist temples than the hindu ones.
got to know about the 3 hr intense secession in downtown, maybe I should try that this weekend. lets see how that goes.
Thursday, November 3, 2011
Nov 03 2011, good interview
Thursday, Nov 03 2011
interview at 10am and it went really well. just that they expect me to come and start working ASAP. Which mean, I can only get upto 3 weeks before I can get all the documentation done and join them, but have to get the other permits and stuff which could take 4 weeks including puting up my resignation in my current co.
ahhh and they have a proj lined up in dal that got put off to nov 21 (at best estimates). is it a sure thing.. nope was supposed to report on nov 7 and then that got put off. that reduced my confidence in the probability . now even after my talk with Ra it did not do much to my confidence.
started organizing, re-organizing the boxes that I had packed just 3 months ago for the move then. so much of junk and not sure items.
puuuuuffff... why does the timing of things get so complicated. why can't I just get the job in dls? and everything should be good and peaceful for sometime atleast.
kind of getting hardened to my own logical thinking of fairness and justice after getting burned so often and not able to feel much sympathy towards other people who may be suffering. Or is it cause of my own resignation to the Mortal facts that nothing is permanent and hence me and others need to be open for the worst case scenario, much like the controlling of the false feelings and thoughts of immortality.
interview at 10am and it went really well. just that they expect me to come and start working ASAP. Which mean, I can only get upto 3 weeks before I can get all the documentation done and join them, but have to get the other permits and stuff which could take 4 weeks including puting up my resignation in my current co.
ahhh and they have a proj lined up in dal that got put off to nov 21 (at best estimates). is it a sure thing.. nope was supposed to report on nov 7 and then that got put off. that reduced my confidence in the probability . now even after my talk with Ra it did not do much to my confidence.
started organizing, re-organizing the boxes that I had packed just 3 months ago for the move then. so much of junk and not sure items.
puuuuuffff... why does the timing of things get so complicated. why can't I just get the job in dls? and everything should be good and peaceful for sometime atleast.
kind of getting hardened to my own logical thinking of fairness and justice after getting burned so often and not able to feel much sympathy towards other people who may be suffering. Or is it cause of my own resignation to the Mortal facts that nothing is permanent and hence me and others need to be open for the worst case scenario, much like the controlling of the false feelings and thoughts of immortality.
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Nov 02 2011, Calmer day
Wednesday, Nov 02 2011 (11-02-2011 --> 11022011)
Well did not have much motivation waking up, the proj start been held up and all, with the client wanting every one to join up at the same time instead of me going there 1st and getting a lay of the land. But.....
Now to wait it out and let the forces and powers that are, to pull, push and take matters in direction as destined.
Well did not have much motivation waking up, the proj start been held up and all, with the client wanting every one to join up at the same time instead of me going there 1st and getting a lay of the land. But.....
Now to wait it out and let the forces and powers that are, to pull, push and take matters in direction as destined.
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Nov 01 2011, Birth month
Tuesday, Nov 01 2011
Bright and shinny day , trying to pack up stuff and organizing my stuff. Finishing up on the food and not buying any new food.
watching the news on greece screwing its self more. Those lazy Europeans are toast. soon none of those lazy pigs in europe will be able to travel around like they own the world. The Chinese and Indians all who are working hard will be there travelling about and as always these pigs will again try to steal from them with all kinds of crookedness.
Well its in their DNA, try to live on other peoples work and efforts, zero sense of accountability and no sense of working hard and living. Just lost in drinking and screwing about and making babies and then moving on without taking care of the babies into other relationships and making more bastard babies who grow up with no sense of values and moral for lack of good role models in their life.
I am so happy and glad that my parents are always together, maybe not the best and ideal couple, but they stayed together and gave us direction and acted as good role models to live up to, in terms of moral, values and sense of accountability.
Was looking out of the window, when I saw a couple of teens, maybe 13 or 14, walking, the guy dark was talking animatedly, the gal lighter skinned (Caucasian) was braiding her hair and walking along on his left side. Then what looked like the end of his story, he seemed to stop and look at her, she reached out with her right hand under his chin, palms extending to his right ears, continuing to walk and kissed him.
Awww such a sweet feeling love. Some are so fortunate to have found beautiful reciprocating love.
Why does it seem like all my past were just one sided love affairs, why is it that I end up opening my heart and laying it at the foot of selfish, value less, superficial women, who then just kick and smash up heart that I take a long time to recover and heal. WHY?
For the 2nd day, the interview was a no show. looks like the managers who were supposed to call me are working 10 peoples jobs and not able to find time to interview me.
the move to dalls seems to be on hold as per the info from the practic manager. ahhhh almost booked the ticket.
Bright and shinny day , trying to pack up stuff and organizing my stuff. Finishing up on the food and not buying any new food.
watching the news on greece screwing its self more. Those lazy Europeans are toast. soon none of those lazy pigs in europe will be able to travel around like they own the world. The Chinese and Indians all who are working hard will be there travelling about and as always these pigs will again try to steal from them with all kinds of crookedness.
Well its in their DNA, try to live on other peoples work and efforts, zero sense of accountability and no sense of working hard and living. Just lost in drinking and screwing about and making babies and then moving on without taking care of the babies into other relationships and making more bastard babies who grow up with no sense of values and moral for lack of good role models in their life.
I am so happy and glad that my parents are always together, maybe not the best and ideal couple, but they stayed together and gave us direction and acted as good role models to live up to, in terms of moral, values and sense of accountability.
Was looking out of the window, when I saw a couple of teens, maybe 13 or 14, walking, the guy dark was talking animatedly, the gal lighter skinned (Caucasian) was braiding her hair and walking along on his left side. Then what looked like the end of his story, he seemed to stop and look at her, she reached out with her right hand under his chin, palms extending to his right ears, continuing to walk and kissed him.
Awww such a sweet feeling love. Some are so fortunate to have found beautiful reciprocating love.
Why does it seem like all my past were just one sided love affairs, why is it that I end up opening my heart and laying it at the foot of selfish, value less, superficial women, who then just kick and smash up heart that I take a long time to recover and heal. WHY?
For the 2nd day, the interview was a no show. looks like the managers who were supposed to call me are working 10 peoples jobs and not able to find time to interview me.
the move to dalls seems to be on hold as per the info from the practic manager. ahhhh almost booked the ticket.
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